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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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 Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2011 10:12 pm
Demyx practically burst into tears figuring the same thing Axel did. Marluxia nodded quickly to Axel's offer pulling Demyx's into his arms comforting him in a similar way to how he was comforting Axel moment's before. "W-what did I do? I-I don't deserve to live," Demyx sobbed to Marluxia who gave only sympathetic words of pity back. Marluxia really did wish he knew all the right answers sometimes. It would definitely would make comforting people easier.
The nurse gave a small hum of acknowledgment before typing could be heard on the other side of the line. "Oh... Umm, Axel, was it right?, there is a patient here by the name of Roxas, but you can't speak to him." She said softly before a thought occurred in her mind. "How did you know one of those boys would be here again?" She asked calmly back just want to check into this 'Axel's' background seeing as when she pulled up Roxas's file, he had quiet a rap sheet in the hospital.
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Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2011 10:25 pm
"S-Someone called my friend's phone...and told him Roxas needed to talk to me... I-I guess it was Sora... I don't know... I...I just want to talk to him... C-Can I come visit him..?" Then another thought occured to him. "Wh-Why is he there? How is he acting..? I...I might know what's wrong with him... I...I might know how to make him stable again..," he whispered, sliding down the window to sit on the floor. His knees were pulled up and his forehead rested on them as he breathed in and out shakily, trying to keep himself calm.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2011 10:31 pm
"Called you? From this number?" The woman asked sounding a little curious as to which of the patients used their one call a day to call this Axel for Roxas. It seemed a little pointless to her. "Well, as I said before you can't talk to Roxas, even if you came in you couldn't talk to him, or well, to put it into better words, you could talk to him all you wanted but you won't get a response out of him." The woman explained before hearing Axel's other questions. "I'm sorry sweetie, I can tell you care deeply for the boy, but I can't release personal minor psych and health records to a complete strangers. Family only." The woman continued to explained she had really said more than she already should have.
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Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2011 10:40 pm
"Can...Can I come in and try to talk to him, then..?" he asked almost desperately now. "Will I be allowed to try and talk to him..? Even if I might not be able to get a response from him..? I just... I just want to try..," he whispered. "If so, I'll come in today... I just need to know where the hospital is, and I'll come in... I'll come every day until I get something out of him... I just...want to talk to him..," he rambled, wanting so badly to just hear the blond's voice again...just to see his face or to, for once, see him smile...
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2011 10:47 pm
The woman sighed a little thinking about it for a moment. "I guess you can sweetie, but he hasn't talked to anyone the entire three weeks he had been with us, but just do me a favor and don't push at him too hard. He seems like he has been through a lot. Poor thing was admitted to the hospital with a broken hand and arm." The nurse pleaded with the other, before telling Axel the address of the hospital, and how to get to it from the main street of the Neko Community.
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Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2011 10:59 pm
"Thank you, thank you, thank you so ******** much..," Axel breathed graciously. "I won't push him... I know he's been through a lot... Thank you so much..," he said, mapping out the route in his head before hanging up. he sat there and breathed for a few moments before standing slowly and walking back out to the kitchen. He took Demyx into his arms and hugged him tightly. "It's okay, Dem... It's alright... I'm gonna go talk to him in a minute... Shh... It's alright," he said in a very calm voice considering his state of mind at the moment. "Marluxia, I'm taking the car up to the Neko community... I should be back within two hours maybe... It depends on how long I'm gonna talk for today... Work on getting Demyx calm again... I got him some chocolate ice cream last time I went out... You want some ice cream, Dem..?" he asked softly, quickly fixing him a bows and sliding it in front of him. "Just eat if you want, alright? I'll be back soon," he told him in a gentle voice, kissing his forehead before going back to his room and sliding on a button-down and some shoes, running a comb through his hair quickly. Then he headed out the front door, first grabbing the keys, and started for the hospital.
Just driving up into the parking lot was eerie and unwelcoming... He didn't like hospitals, nevermind mental hospitals. But he was doing this for Roxas... He took a deep breath and got out of the car, walking slowly up to the building. He entered and walked to the desk. "Um... I'm here to see Roxas... My name's Axel..," he told the woman at the desk in a soft voice.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2011 11:23 pm
The woman looked up at the red head for a moment just staring up at him. "I can see why he would definitely want to see you now. Come with me, I'll take you to his room." The nurse said standing from her desk and walking with the red head down the hall. On the phone, she seemed hesitant, but now seeing him in person, she didn't question why the boy would talk to Axel and not anyone else. "I hope you make some progress with him. A little brunette boy comes in here every other day to see him, but to my knowledge he doesn't even talk to him. He does have one friend here, but he doesn't talk to him either ,but I guess his friend doesn't mind his silence." The nurse explained trying to provided Axel with as much as she could without telling him any actual medical information.
After a short walk down the hall, the nurse walked up to one of the door's with a paper that said Roxas on it. "Roxas, someone is here to see you today, I think you'll really enjoy your visitor today," The woman said softly as she opened the door. The blond was sitting in the middle of the single bed with a large sketch book in his lap and a pencil. One of his arms was in a sling, and obviously still in a cast from were his arm hadn't healed completely yet, but something else was definitely more noticeable about the blonde's room. It was almost completely covered with drawings, especially pictures of Axel. And most of them, even the abstract ones, were all beautiful likenesses. They were beautiful even though Roxas himself was something a little shy of his paintings and drawings. The blond's hair was dull now because it didn't get taken care of. His outfit was plain and dull, mostly because Roxas didn't wear anything bright anymore. The blonde's eyes looked up at the woman at the sound of her voices in acknowledgement at her speaking. He didn't reply to her obviously, but his now rustic blue eyes moved pasted her and looked to the red head.
At first the boy did nothing but stare like he was staring at one of his lifeless drawings, like one had just fallen over the person's face and they didn't care to move it. Then Roxas too curious as to if he was real, stood up and moved to him. Timid at first, but then upon closer inspection, Roxas ran to the red head and hugged him tightly. He didn't say anything, he just hugged the red clinging to him for dear life. The nurse just smiled and left the two alone. The boy had been here an entire month and she had ever seem him even a glimpse of as happy as he was to see the red head he had spent so much time thinking about.
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Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2011 11:40 pm
Axel was confused on what the woman meant by "why he would definitely want to see you". He didn't understand...
Upon reaching the room and seeing the blond sitting there in his dull room, tears threatened to spill from his eyes. He did this to him... He did this to poor, beautiful Roxas... Then he noticed all of the drawings. He looked around the room. Now he understood what she meant... Every one... Every single drawing that was on those walls pertained to him in some way... The next time he looked down, he got lost in two deep pools of sad, sad blue. Suddenly, though, the blue lit up and up and up, and soon it was heading straight towards him, then clinging to him for dear life with his one good arm around his neck. Axel choked back a sob, but let the tears fall. "R-Roxas..," Axel choked out, hugging him back just as tightly, almost squeezing him too tightly, eyes closed. It...felt really good to have Roxas back into his arms. "I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry you're here..," he whispered in a sad, sad voice, just standing there and holding him as much as he could. "I'm so sorry... We're so sorry for what we did to you and Sora...and everyone else... So sorry..," he sobbed quietly into Roxas' neck. "I missed you so much..," he ended, kissing Roxas' shoulder gently before nuzzling into his neck again.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2011 11:51 pm
Roxas didn't stay anything in return, he just continued to hug Axel loving the feeling of having the long arms reach around him again. Feeling his touch again, just reminded him of all the touches that Axel had given him before. It seemed like that was ages ago. Roxas honestly didn't know how long he had been even in the hospital for. Time seemed to slip from him as he drew. And the longer he drew that face, the more he felt that feeling of having Axel near. It honestly was the only thing he had left keeping him insane besides Sora. A small whimper of slipped from the silent neko's lips as he started to cry. The small whimper soon turned into quiet sobs, that meshed with Axel's sobs. The blonde neko wanted to hold onto the red head forever, he was safe, warm... comforting, and it had been a while since Roxas had any real comfort.
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Posted: Tue Oct 11, 2011 12:08 am
Axel eventually ended up lifting Roxas up into his arms gently and bringing him over to the bed. He laid down with him, carefully moving the sketch pad, and held him, making sure his broken arm was not under Roxas. They just laid there like that, comfortable and happy together. It may have been an hour, half an hour or even five minutes before they both calmed down, but neither one of them kept track of that. Axel started running his fingers through Roxas' hair gently. They laid there in silence as Axel glanced around the room at the pictures. "So..," he started off softly, "I take it you missed me, too?" he asked with a soft smile, looking down at him and kissing his forehead.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Oct 11, 2011 12:25 am
Roxas looked over to Axel with just a content look on his face. He looked happy, and it was definitely enough to get the 'yes' answer across. After a quiet moment, Roxas pulled back from their warm embrace and reached for his sketch pad. He flipped the pad to a new page starting to draw then after a moment he turned the drawing to Axel. It was a sketch of two people under an umbrella in the rain, and across the rim of the umbrella it said, "Where have you been?"
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Posted: Tue Oct 11, 2011 12:38 am
"Marluxia... I think I told you about him... He's my ex-. I called him up the night I brought you two home because I got through to Demyx, and he kicked Zexion out... We've been staying at his house. He's been helping us through everything... That night Zexion dumped all of our medicine down the sink, and Marluxia hunted down dealers and got enough for us until we could get refills... He's made sure we got enough or close to enough food and sleep and everything... We've both been working on getting Demyx stable... Now that he's on his meds again he's looking back on everything he's done and...it's not pretty... He's tried to kill himself a few times already, actually... I...have been getting Marluxia to believe that I'm healing or close to it, but I forgot to take my meds for today, the ones that kept me from that lust for sex, and I...I broke down, really... I got like I did that one night...except it was weird... Usually I would have wanted sex with anyone or at least any neko... But...I only wanted you... I almost ripped Marluxia's head off because he kept denying me what I wanted...which was you... I don't know why it happened like that, but it did... Anyway...we're...doing better...slowly," he explained all in a loving, gentle voice. "Now...why won't you speak to anyone, Roxas..? Not even Sora... Not even me..?" he asked him softly, gazing over into his eyes.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Oct 11, 2011 12:51 am
Roxas sat up from Axel's arms listening to him. He had to force himself not to cringe her that name. Demyx. It was the same name that haunted all his nightmares. Roxas looked down hearing about Axel's want for sex, but not just any sex, sex with him. Roxas didn't look back up until he heard the question that he had heard over and over and over. Why won't you speak?. The blonde felt a chill run through him before he got up and moved over to a chest in the counter of the room, it was almost buried under pictures of Axel. Roxas pushed them away now though. He dug through the box pulling out four sketch books, except these ones were already full. He walked back over to Axel handling him two of the four. The last two he pulled closed to him. He was still scared to show Axel the two he actually asked about so he showed him his other ones. The two sketch books he pulled out and actually allowed Axel to see where full pf pictures of them, together. Some were just them on the couch sleeping next to each other, others were of them naked having sex. Some were detailed as best to Roxas's memory and ability, some where just haze fantasy doodles.
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Posted: Tue Oct 11, 2011 8:03 pm
Axel smiled a little when Roxas handed him the booklets. He silently flipped through the pages, gazing at each picture adoringly. Then he got to the more sexual ones, and his gaze softened even more. He continued to look through them, giving each picture the same amount of time. When he was done with one, he set it aside gently and leafed his way through that one, too, at the same speed. Once done with that one, he set it atop the other. He smiled at Roxas and leaned over to him, planting a gentle kiss on his temple. "They were all beautiful," he told him softly, scooting a little closer and wrapping a single arm around him, pulling him into a loving hug. "Are you gonna show me those, too?" he asked softly, glancing down at the two books Roxas was hugging. Axel thought this was amazing. He could be with Roxas--hug him, kiss him, hold him--all he wanted, and he didn't have to worry about anyone hurting either of them.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Oct 12, 2011 6:46 pm
Roxas smiled a little seeing Axel's expression for the pictures. It made him feel really nice to actually get to show Axel all the pictures that he drew of them. They were his lifeline while Axel was away, and it definitely came off in the pictures, he thought. Maybe Axel would tell because he seemed to miss Roxas too. Roxas took a deep breath glancing down at the other books in his hands when Axel asked about them. Worry seemed into his eyes before he looked up at the red head now holding him in his arms. He bit his lip a little staring into those deep emerald eyes before shaking his head 'no'. Both books were of all his nightmares, and he didn't want Axel to see why he was sad. He didn't want to make Axel sad.
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