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 Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2017 3:31 pm
delasislas Speedira Windira delasislas I filled up an entire composition book in one weekend. Taxonomy seminar. Now I have to draw all of them, then I'll see about getting the books to get more information. A lot of my pages just have names and maybe a page number. Lot of drawing to do? :3 What do you have to draw,if I may ask.x3 Various Protoperidinium species, Noctaluca scintillians, a bunch of Alexandrium, few Pseudo-nitzschia, and a lot of others still. Lotta stuff to draw.o,o
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Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2017 3:33 pm
Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Hopefully. 3nodding owo; Hope he does let up on asking that since it's bothering you. Yeah well he did let up, but it didn't bug me too much either cause I know he really just wanted to know more of what I know of the culture being part mixed with it. Reality though I know about as much as the typical anime watcher some words, lore, some cooking and a little more maybe in culture they have and that's about it. Maybe a little more then I think for all of that but not enough to seem grand as I lived in America all my life and mom did die when I was 4 or 5 years old so I could never learn more. I see.x3 Aw... sad When you're the youngest of your siblings life is a roller coaster it's great and terrible many times. Sadly my life went down with a big terrifying drop when I was a toddler but then it went back to being a good life now it's just a bumpy ride as I take care of our father with his Alzheimer's. But luckily I can't even tell if I'm an extrovert or introvert so going out and asking more people if they know how to help is something I can easily do at times, other times it's just kept to myself and think what to do. sweatdrop Damn,hope things get better for you.:< Wish I were as brave as you about asking for help. sweatdrop It will get better I have the dream goal of finding a cure one day maybe by accident, and if not that I will be moving in with a friend someday and the stress will be lessened and I'd visit him at times as he is my dad. As for brave I wouldn't say I am always brave. Hopefully the cure will come soon.:3 Ah.o.o
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Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2017 3:46 pm
Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito When you're the youngest of your siblings life is a roller coaster it's great and terrible many times. Sadly my life went down with a big terrifying drop when I was a toddler but then it went back to being a good life now it's just a bumpy ride as I take care of our father with his Alzheimer's. But luckily I can't even tell if I'm an extrovert or introvert so going out and asking more people if they know how to help is something I can easily do at times, other times it's just kept to myself and think what to do. sweatdrop Damn,hope things get better for you.:< Wish I were as brave as you about asking for help. sweatdrop It will get better I have the dream goal of finding a cure one day maybe by accident, and if not that I will be moving in with a friend someday and the stress will be lessened and I'd visit him at times as he is my dad. As for brave I wouldn't say I am always brave. Hopefully the cure will come soon.:3 Ah.o.o Yeah hopefully. To be honest my asking for help is mostly to people I talk to a lot on here and sometimes I ask then delete that part as I don't wish to shove burdens of mine on others.
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Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2017 4:25 pm
Speedira Windira delasislas Speedira Windira delasislas I filled up an entire composition book in one weekend. Taxonomy seminar. Now I have to draw all of them, then I'll see about getting the books to get more information. A lot of my pages just have names and maybe a page number. Lot of drawing to do? :3 What do you have to draw,if I may ask.x3 Various Protoperidinium species, Noctaluca scintillians, a bunch of Alexandrium, few Pseudo-nitzschia, and a lot of others still. Lotta stuff to draw.o,o Cmpared to the rest of my notebook, it's not much. And I have some pretty good resources.
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Posted: Wed Feb 15, 2017 3:55 pm
delasislas Speedira Windira delasislas Speedira Windira delasislas I filled up an entire composition book in one weekend. Taxonomy seminar. Now I have to draw all of them, then I'll see about getting the books to get more information. A lot of my pages just have names and maybe a page number. Lot of drawing to do? :3 What do you have to draw,if I may ask.x3 Various Protoperidinium species, Noctaluca scintillians, a bunch of Alexandrium, few Pseudo-nitzschia, and a lot of others still. Lotta stuff to draw.o,o Cmpared to the rest of my notebook, it's not much. And I have some pretty good resources. It is always good to have a resource. 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Feb 15, 2017 3:59 pm
Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito When you're the youngest of your siblings life is a roller coaster it's great and terrible many times. Sadly my life went down with a big terrifying drop when I was a toddler but then it went back to being a good life now it's just a bumpy ride as I take care of our father with his Alzheimer's. But luckily I can't even tell if I'm an extrovert or introvert so going out and asking more people if they know how to help is something I can easily do at times, other times it's just kept to myself and think what to do. sweatdrop Damn,hope things get better for you.:< Wish I were as brave as you about asking for help. sweatdrop It will get better I have the dream goal of finding a cure one day maybe by accident, and if not that I will be moving in with a friend someday and the stress will be lessened and I'd visit him at times as he is my dad. As for brave I wouldn't say I am always brave. Hopefully the cure will come soon.:3 Ah.o.o Yeah hopefully. To be honest my asking for help is mostly to people I talk to a lot on here and sometimes I ask then delete that part as I don't wish to shove burdens of mine on others. Feels a little harder when it's people you know? :<
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Posted: Wed Feb 15, 2017 4:26 pm
Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Damn,hope things get better for you.:< Wish I were as brave as you about asking for help. sweatdrop It will get better I have the dream goal of finding a cure one day maybe by accident, and if not that I will be moving in with a friend someday and the stress will be lessened and I'd visit him at times as he is my dad. As for brave I wouldn't say I am always brave. Hopefully the cure will come soon.:3 Ah.o.o Yeah hopefully. To be honest my asking for help is mostly to people I talk to a lot on here and sometimes I ask then delete that part as I don't wish to shove burdens of mine on others. Feels a little harder when it's people you know? :< Yeah It's worse when you are like "I wanna tell you this problem I have about this thing!" Then you go and are all "No thanks, I know you but you don't need my woes too." which makes them all "BUT YOU JUST SAID I NEEDED TO KNOW THIS!" All in all we're all people and help is great at times as other times you feel like solving it yourself right? 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Feb 15, 2017 5:06 pm
Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Damn,hope things get better for you.:< Wish I were as brave as you about asking for help. sweatdrop It will get better I have the dream goal of finding a cure one day maybe by accident, and if not that I will be moving in with a friend someday and the stress will be lessened and I'd visit him at times as he is my dad. As for brave I wouldn't say I am always brave. Hopefully the cure will come soon.:3 Ah.o.o Yeah hopefully. To be honest my asking for help is mostly to people I talk to a lot on here and sometimes I ask then delete that part as I don't wish to shove burdens of mine on others. Feels a little harder when it's people you know? :< Yeah It's worse when you are like "I wanna tell you this problem I have about this thing!" Then you go and are all "No thanks, I know you but you don't need my woes too." which makes them all "BUT YOU JUST SAID I NEEDED TO KNOW THIS!" All in all we're all people and help is great at times as other times you feel like solving it yourself right? 3nodding Yep. 3nodding ~grabs aloe~ Story time:I burned my arm while taking chicken tenders out of the oven. My arm bumped into something behind me and the tray the tenders were on slid right into it. Now I got an equal sign looking burn mark that I can't stop looking at. Was trying to be an adult today,but universe said "LOL NOPE! biggrin " Dx
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Posted: Wed Feb 15, 2017 5:30 pm
Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Hopefully the cure will come soon.:3 Ah.o.o Yeah hopefully. To be honest my asking for help is mostly to people I talk to a lot on here and sometimes I ask then delete that part as I don't wish to shove burdens of mine on others. Feels a little harder when it's people you know? :< Yeah It's worse when you are like "I wanna tell you this problem I have about this thing!" Then you go and are all "No thanks, I know you but you don't need my woes too." which makes them all "BUT YOU JUST SAID I NEEDED TO KNOW THIS!" All in all we're all people and help is great at times as other times you feel like solving it yourself right? 3nodding Yep. 3nodding ~grabs aloe~ Story time:I burned my arm while taking chicken tenders out of the oven. My arm bumped into something behind me and the tray the tenders were on slid right into it. Now I got an equal sign looking burn mark that I can't stop looking at. Was trying to be an adult today,but universe said "LOL NOPE! biggrin " Dx Ah the universe always making us not an adult today. Course with me wishing to be a lot of jobs where people are seen as "childish" or funny maybe creative whatever people will all call it I never seem to adult. sweatdrop Hope you heal from the burn soon, burns are painful sometimes. ( I rarely feel burned sometimes so this may be a just me thing. xp )
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Posted: Thu Feb 16, 2017 2:07 pm
Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Hopefully the cure will come soon.:3 Ah.o.o Yeah hopefully. To be honest my asking for help is mostly to people I talk to a lot on here and sometimes I ask then delete that part as I don't wish to shove burdens of mine on others. Feels a little harder when it's people you know? :< Yeah It's worse when you are like "I wanna tell you this problem I have about this thing!" Then you go and are all "No thanks, I know you but you don't need my woes too." which makes them all "BUT YOU JUST SAID I NEEDED TO KNOW THIS!" All in all we're all people and help is great at times as other times you feel like solving it yourself right? 3nodding Yep. 3nodding ~grabs aloe~ Story time:I burned my arm while taking chicken tenders out of the oven. My arm bumped into something behind me and the tray the tenders were on slid right into it. Now I got an equal sign looking burn mark that I can't stop looking at. Was trying to be an adult today,but universe said "LOL NOPE! biggrin " Dx Ah the universe always making us not an adult today. Course with me wishing to be a lot of jobs where people are seen as "childish" or funny maybe creative whatever people will all call it I never seem to adult. sweatdrop Hope you heal from the burn soon, burns are painful sometimes. ( I rarely feel burned sometimes so this may be a just me thing. xp ) x-x Think art teaching for kids might be a good place to start for creative,child like jobs.~tries to think of jobs where you can be an adult and still unleash the inner child~ It looks like it's healing now. 3nodding owo; Mystery burns,like bruises and cuts that suddenly appear?
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Posted: Thu Feb 16, 2017 2:10 pm
Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira 3nodding Feels a little harder when it's people you know? :< Yeah It's worse when you are like "I wanna tell you this problem I have about this thing!" Then you go and are all "No thanks, I know you but you don't need my woes too." which makes them all "BUT YOU JUST SAID I NEEDED TO KNOW THIS!" All in all we're all people and help is great at times as other times you feel like solving it yourself right? 3nodding Yep. 3nodding ~grabs aloe~ Story time:I burned my arm while taking chicken tenders out of the oven. My arm bumped into something behind me and the tray the tenders were on slid right into it. Now I got an equal sign looking burn mark that I can't stop looking at. Was trying to be an adult today,but universe said "LOL NOPE! biggrin " Dx Ah the universe always making us not an adult today. Course with me wishing to be a lot of jobs where people are seen as "childish" or funny maybe creative whatever people will all call it I never seem to adult. sweatdrop Hope you heal from the burn soon, burns are painful sometimes. ( I rarely feel burned sometimes so this may be a just me thing. xp ) x-x Think art teaching for kids might be a good place to start for creative,child like jobs.~tries to think of jobs where you can be an adult and still unleash the inner child~ It looks like it's healing now. 3nodding owo; Mystery burns,like bruises and cuts that suddenly appear? I don't know if I can work with children anymore... for they say Alzheimer's people are like kids and I want to rip my dad's head off lately. sweatdrop Well that's good news it's healing at least. 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Feb 16, 2017 2:40 pm
Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira 3nodding Feels a little harder when it's people you know? :< Yeah It's worse when you are like "I wanna tell you this problem I have about this thing!" Then you go and are all "No thanks, I know you but you don't need my woes too." which makes them all "BUT YOU JUST SAID I NEEDED TO KNOW THIS!" All in all we're all people and help is great at times as other times you feel like solving it yourself right? 3nodding Yep. 3nodding ~grabs aloe~ Story time:I burned my arm while taking chicken tenders out of the oven. My arm bumped into something behind me and the tray the tenders were on slid right into it. Now I got an equal sign looking burn mark that I can't stop looking at. Was trying to be an adult today,but universe said "LOL NOPE! biggrin " Dx Ah the universe always making us not an adult today. Course with me wishing to be a lot of jobs where people are seen as "childish" or funny maybe creative whatever people will all call it I never seem to adult. sweatdrop Hope you heal from the burn soon, burns are painful sometimes. ( I rarely feel burned sometimes so this may be a just me thing. xp ) x-x Think art teaching for kids might be a good place to start for creative,child like jobs.~tries to think of jobs where you can be an adult and still unleash the inner child~ It looks like it's healing now. 3nodding owo; Mystery burns,like bruises and cuts that suddenly appear? I don't know if I can work with children anymore... for they say Alzheimer's people are like kids and I want to rip my dad's head off lately. sweatdrop Well that's good news it's healing at least. 3nodding owo; Yikes,did not know that...~keeps that in mind if that happens to any of my family members~ Ah,the joys of children.One day you love and adore them and then another day they are spawns of Satan.xD; ~offers stress ball~ Indeed,now it doesn't look like I got two dinosaur heads on my arm. 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Feb 16, 2017 3:06 pm
Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Yep. 3nodding ~grabs aloe~ Story time:I burned my arm while taking chicken tenders out of the oven. My arm bumped into something behind me and the tray the tenders were on slid right into it. Now I got an equal sign looking burn mark that I can't stop looking at. Was trying to be an adult today,but universe said "LOL NOPE! biggrin " Dx Ah the universe always making us not an adult today. Course with me wishing to be a lot of jobs where people are seen as "childish" or funny maybe creative whatever people will all call it I never seem to adult. sweatdrop Hope you heal from the burn soon, burns are painful sometimes. ( I rarely feel burned sometimes so this may be a just me thing. xp ) x-x Think art teaching for kids might be a good place to start for creative,child like jobs.~tries to think of jobs where you can be an adult and still unleash the inner child~ It looks like it's healing now. 3nodding owo; Mystery burns,like bruises and cuts that suddenly appear? I don't know if I can work with children anymore... for they say Alzheimer's people are like kids and I want to rip my dad's head off lately. sweatdrop Well that's good news it's healing at least. 3nodding owo; Yikes,did not know that...~keeps that in mind if that happens to any of my family members~ Ah,the joys of children.One day you love and adore them and then another day they are spawns of Satan.xD; ~offers stress ball~ Indeed,now it doesn't look like I got two dinosaur heads on my arm. 3nodding I honestly think my problem is all Winter I was in this house so we're both just badly stir crazy and seeing as I am younger (23 going to 24 July 21st.) and many mixes of adventurous ethics you could also say maybe (German, Irish, Norse, Japanese, Cherokee Indian mix least what I know.) I want more times out of the house then he does as a German Irish mix 80 year old. Plus I'm the youngest child of 7 so I'm kind of picky staying in one place with a authority figure I use to see as helpful now needing my help 24/7 just to live. sweatdrop That sums children up in few words. xd If the scar looked that cool I wouldn't want it to leave just like my lightning finger scar, well it's just lighter skin if you can believe it with all my mixes of bright white skin tones. rofl
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Posted: Thu Feb 16, 2017 3:21 pm
Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Yep. 3nodding ~grabs aloe~ Story time:I burned my arm while taking chicken tenders out of the oven. My arm bumped into something behind me and the tray the tenders were on slid right into it. Now I got an equal sign looking burn mark that I can't stop looking at. Was trying to be an adult today,but universe said "LOL NOPE! biggrin " Dx Ah the universe always making us not an adult today. Course with me wishing to be a lot of jobs where people are seen as "childish" or funny maybe creative whatever people will all call it I never seem to adult. sweatdrop Hope you heal from the burn soon, burns are painful sometimes. ( I rarely feel burned sometimes so this may be a just me thing. xp ) x-x Think art teaching for kids might be a good place to start for creative,child like jobs.~tries to think of jobs where you can be an adult and still unleash the inner child~ It looks like it's healing now. 3nodding owo; Mystery burns,like bruises and cuts that suddenly appear? I don't know if I can work with children anymore... for they say Alzheimer's people are like kids and I want to rip my dad's head off lately. sweatdrop Well that's good news it's healing at least. 3nodding owo; Yikes,did not know that...~keeps that in mind if that happens to any of my family members~ Ah,the joys of children.One day you love and adore them and then another day they are spawns of Satan.xD; ~offers stress ball~ Indeed,now it doesn't look like I got two dinosaur heads on my arm. 3nodding I honestly think my problem is all Winter I was in this house so we're both just badly stir crazy and seeing as I am younger (23 going to 24 July 21st.) and many mixes of adventurous ethics you could also say maybe (German, Irish, Norse, Japanese, Cherokee Indian mix least what I know.) I want more times out of the house then he does as a German Irish mix 80 year old. Plus I'm the youngest child of 7 so I'm kind of picky staying in one place with a authority figure I use to see as helpful now needing my help 24/7 just to live. sweatdrop That sums children up in few words. xd If the scar looked that cool I wouldn't want it to leave just like my lightning finger scar, well it's just lighter skin if you can believe it with all my mixes of bright white skin tones. rofl Caught a bit of a cabin fever case? @.@ owo; You be a year younger than me,it seems...~is turning 25 this June~ Yeesssss...xD Lightning finger? o.o?
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Posted: Thu Feb 16, 2017 3:43 pm
Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira Tobi Kaito Speedira Windira x-x Think art teaching for kids might be a good place to start for creative,child like jobs.~tries to think of jobs where you can be an adult and still unleash the inner child~ It looks like it's healing now. 3nodding owo; Mystery burns,like bruises and cuts that suddenly appear? I don't know if I can work with children anymore... for they say Alzheimer's people are like kids and I want to rip my dad's head off lately. sweatdrop Well that's good news it's healing at least. 3nodding owo; Yikes,did not know that...~keeps that in mind if that happens to any of my family members~ Ah,the joys of children.One day you love and adore them and then another day they are spawns of Satan.xD; ~offers stress ball~ Indeed,now it doesn't look like I got two dinosaur heads on my arm. 3nodding I honestly think my problem is all Winter I was in this house so we're both just badly stir crazy and seeing as I am younger (23 going to 24 July 21st.) and many mixes of adventurous ethics you could also say maybe (German, Irish, Norse, Japanese, Cherokee Indian mix least what I know.) I want more times out of the house then he does as a German Irish mix 80 year old. Plus I'm the youngest child of 7 so I'm kind of picky staying in one place with a authority figure I use to see as helpful now needing my help 24/7 just to live. sweatdrop That sums children up in few words. xd If the scar looked that cool I wouldn't want it to leave just like my lightning finger scar, well it's just lighter skin if you can believe it with all my mixes of bright white skin tones. rofl Caught a bit of a cabin fever case? @.@ owo; You be a year younger than me,it seems...~is turning 25 this June~ Yeesssss...xD Lightning finger? o.o? Yeah. sweatdrop Well that's normal for me to run into if not people much older. xd As for the finger it was a time in the long past.
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