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Ly bent down and kissed Marius' forehead as he took the now empty bottle away from him and watched him yawn as he opened his eyes at his father and just laid there staring at him "awww look Noah, our little baby boy is full up and finally away" he said cooing softly at his son as he kissed his mates temple once more and nuzzling him a little.

Kim sat watching the angel and smiled to himself "Sabin, I apologise for for last night, due to my arrogance I ruined our plans, im sorry" he said softly to him as he snuggled up into his bed, not wanting to move just yet.

Kim got off the bed and moved over to Sabin and wrapped his arms around him "are you sure your ok? You dont seem exactly ok about it or something seems wrong or...well....you just dont seem like yourself. Are you sure everythings ok?" he as as he nuzzled the angels neck murring hppily yet softly.

Ly smiled at his mate and looked down at the spirit ball like his mate and wrapped his free arm around his mates waist "what are you thinking about?" he asked softly as he nuzzled him a little, curious as to what he was thinking about. He touched the spirit ball a little himself and then wraped his arm back around Noah's waist and smiled softly as he kissed his mates temple and then rested his head against his mates and just watched him stroak the spirit ball.

"You know my little nova, your son is going to be as beautiful and graceful as his mother is when he dances, I just know it" he said softly nuzzling him a little.

Marius looked at his mother and giggled a little, he was happy to see him.

Ly smiled softly at him as he watched his mate stroak his sons cheek and giggled when he tried to reach for his mothers finger with a huge smiled on his face. "I want to know how he got it, I mean, surely people dont give birth now to inanimate objects which have no help in forming babies dna and genes and what not when the children are concived and im sure it wasnt on him when he did come out, so where did his come from? Im sure I never gave it to him, how could I?

Your the only one with the power to do that I think..." he said as trailed off wondering if he was the only one with that sort of power or not and then shook his head. "anyway, how would he have gotten it?" he asked softly as he looked down at his son and smiled "if you made yours Nova then how can he have one?" he asked finding it strange for him to have one at all let alone so early.

Kim murred at the nuzzle and just held him "well your brother, me, Ly, Noah and you are all going out today so maybe that will get your mind off things, I apologise for what he did and it is wrong for him to do that but maybe this outing will take your mind off him and you and I can spend time just having fun today." He said as he kissed the angels temple.

Ly looked at his mate with a raised eyebrow as if he was speaking a whole different language "umm sweetheart, im ignorant when it comes to the spirit world but I do know now that Mari is finally at rest so how can he have given our son something when hes now resting? I didnt think they, now that they are resting, could do anything else, especially to our children that wernt even concived, planned on being concived any time when he was around still or concived when he was around still." he said finding this confusing a bit.

Kim murred at the angels touch and smiled at him "thank you Sabin, i want to just have a nice relaxing day out with you and the others and not worry about anything but if they have a certain top in another color or whatever" he said giggling a little as he lent foward and pressed his lips agiesnt Sabins and kissed him passionatly as he stroaked his hair.

"My father came back from the dead, sure, but he never gave them anything from the grave, your saying mari did when you sent him to rest yourself, there is a slight difference here my love" he said softly as he tickled his sons chest with a finger and watched him giggle

Kim held the angel close as he kissed him for a bit longer before he pulled away and wrapped his arms around him and hugged him "I...." he stopped himself, everytime he kissed Sabin he wanted to tell him that he loved him yet a few minutes later he was uncertain again. This was begining to be alot harder then he thought, would it be so bad if he just said it? He shook his head and decided that there it would just haunt him if he didnt say it so he decided to.

"I..." his voice came out in a slight squeek so he cleared his throat and tried again "I love you sabin" he said as he started to blush horribly and pulled away from him and then quickly turning away and running back to his bed and falling onto it and burried his face into the pillow, wanting the blush to go away. why was this so hard to say? He loved him, he did yet he couldnt even say the three little words he knew he had wanted to say for a while now without blushing terribly.

Besides that, the feelings of uncertainty had just grown worse, not so much in the way of if he loved him or not and should he be with him but in a way that made him now question if it was the right move to make since he still didnt have a strong love for him. Yes he loved him, more then anything, but still something kept telling him that it was the wrong move when his heart, though a weak feeling that was slowly growing stronger...very slowly....said it was the right move. But maybe he shouldnt of said it at all and started to cry silently as he kept his face burried in the pillow so Sabin couldnt tell.

Ly rested his head on his mates shoulder as he tickled his son again and watched him giggle some more "then I guess I can believe that Mari did send..." he said with a little uncertanty but still he did believe what his mate said, I mean, why would he lie when he did dance up the dead when need be? It just was a little hard to believe thats all but he did believe him, it was just going to take a little time thats all.

Kim turned his head and looked at the wall, not wanting to look at Sabin and just cleared his throat and forced himself to stop crying even if it was just for a few moments "I am so confused, I love you Sabin but i am still uncertain as to why. I mean, every time I kiss you I have wanted to tell you that I love yout but never did because something inside of me stoped me, that 'something, was because I dont know if i truely do love you or not. I do love you, there is a small feeling inside of my heart thats weak and very slowly it is growing strong and is slowly making me realise that I do love you more and more.

However, though that feeling is there I still feel like I shouldnt of said it, like it was the right time to say it since I still feel so uncertain about it when im positive I do love you and i know that i cant stand being apart from you and i love kissing you and it hurts when I have upset you and so much more, but even still...." he couldnt hold back the tears anymore and just cried harder and couldnt finish what he was going to say, after a few minutes he said "....im just so confused..." he lay there hugging himself and wishing there was such an easier way of sorting this out.

Ly chuckled "you find it hard to believe? Im his son and i still find it hard to believe, yes i know hes here and im happy and everything but still that doesnt mea im still not finding it hard to believe still." He said as he looked at his son and giggled as he his sonce grinned at his mother yet with eyes wondering what she was talking about "I hope they dont, if they pitch in and buy or build one of their own then dont expect me on board, because there isnt anyway I am going to start cleaning up after the kids when I will be doing it till they reach adulthood and even then i probably still will a little" he said giggling softly as he nuzzled his mate.

Kim calmed down a little and turned around and wrapped his arms around him and just held him, he was confused yet just being here and knowing that he at least felt the same way made it a little easier and he just didnt want to let him go. "I see im not the only one then, I thought I was which is a reason I had been tempted to break up with you. I am not going to believe me but I cant deny that i havent been tempted since this is getting to me and I feel like im hurting you by staying with you when im like this" he admitted softly as he stroaked the angels hair.

Ly chuckled at the idea that he saw so clearly in his head "please, thats a scary thought, next they will want real sharks to have the whole 'walking the gang plank' completly real or something, maybe we should strive to depiritize them or something, at least then we know they wont end up drowning themselves or something." he said half jokingly yet half serious as well.

Kim sighed and calmed down more "so do I, more then anything, I just want to spend it with you but I still cant shake off this horrible uncertain feeling that I have which makes it hard being with you when i feel like this but I know that if we did part I wouldnt be able to stand it" Kim sighed "I just wish there was n easier way to cope with this feeling, be with you till i sorted it out and not feel like I should break up with you." he said as he closed his eyes and just rested agaienst him, pleased and safe being in his arms.