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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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 Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 12:49 am
Demyx let out a burst of laughter as Roxas realized that Demyx bite the crap out of his neck and upper chest. "Oops," Demyx said teasingly backing away a little out of fear of Roxas might hurt him or something. His throat still hurt a little from before, he didn't need anymore injury. Demyx also had a problem remembering just how powerful the little blonde could be because he participated in a very active sport. Demyx face scrunched up hearing that Riku didn't like hearing about sexual things anymore. "Buuuut heeee is soooo hooootttt. It really is a crime that he doesn't share himself with at least seexii people like me, or, or you for that matter because you know then I could have sex with you and then like through transference him." Demyx said playful before moving back to Roxas with a smirk on his face. "Because you are very sexii, I mean, who wouldn't want to get in your pants." Demyx said before leaning over his shoulder and kissing on his lips sweetly before turning and starting into the house as he slipped back on his shirt. A part of him still stuck by the "He just needs to get laid" suggest though. He seemed really uptight.
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Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 1:11 am
Roxas stared after Demyx with his jaw slack, fingertips on his lips before he growled, stomped his foot, and stormed after him. "You're an a**," he mumbled as he plopped down on his bed. "And we are NOT having sex. I only needed a b*****b because I haven't done anything sexual in months, Dem. I...I really like Axel, Dem... i really, really do..," he mumbled, looking down at his lap as he messed with his fingers. "I kissed him, Dem... Right before he went to jail we kissed. I don't really know where me and him stand, and I wanna be safe. He doesn't like sex other than when it really, really means something... That's why i didn't want you to leave marks... If he sees them, I don't know what's gonna happen... I don't wanna lose him when I just got him back, Dem..," he whispered, looking up at the blond with teary eyes. He reached over and picked up a picture frame, turning it towards Demyx. It was the same picture that was in Axel's photo album. "This is me and him when we were kids... He had to move away and just came back..." He then laid the photo in his lap and stared at it.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 1:30 am
Demyx made a slight frown staying at the doorway to the very familiar room. He had been in it a thousand times it seemed, and he took Roxas's virginity in this room. It definitely brought back a lot of good memories for the sandy blonde. Of course, not everything that happened in that room was good, but still it was the good things that Demyx remembered. Demyx's aqua eyes flashed to the photo that he didn't recognize before walking into the room and picking up the frame from Roxas's lap. "He is like eight in this picture.. You look a year younger than him..."Demyx said just stating his thoughts about it as he examined it closer. "You know just because you kissed him doesn't me anything will happen." Demyx said softly as he gave the picture back. "I mean, what if being in jail changed him? I mean I have sat in jail before, that place is nothing but a big disgusting thinking tank, not to mention you meet the most cracked up people there." Demyx continued just stating his thoughts on the matter honestly. Roxas was his best friend, he didn't want his Roxy getting all caught up in a guy that barely likes him. Demyx grew silent for a moment letting his thoughts ferment a little. "Why did he move away? Or you know what, better yet, why did he move back? Did he miss it here or something because honestly this isn't the best city around. It's pretty average." Demyx puzzled, his eyes moving to Roxas's to look for any sign that he was hiding something from him. He felt like Roxas was. He was just too attached to this Axel character already, and yet he let him give him a b*****b? And then he promised cuddling. Saying he wanted to cuddle later, meant he honestly did want to have sex with Demyx, but he didn't want to actually admit it. Demyx had learned from months of adapting to this relationship with Roxas, that Roxas did a lot of things with underlying meaning.
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Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 1:46 am
Roxas felt some tears slip down his cheeks. "I know, I just..." His words got choked up and he let out a soft wimper as he allowed his face to drop into his hands. "I just want something stable... I want...to be close to him... I haven't had anything stable in my life since we broke up, Dem..," he sobbed out. "I'm tired of it... I miss having someone to hold me and love me like you did... It's been almost two years, and I feel...I feel so damn lonely... Sora's gone, so I don't even have him to hang on to anymore... I look happy on the outside...but I feel like I'm slowly chipping away until there's nothing left..," he admitted openly, shoulders shaking as he sobbed. "And he saved me, Dem... He put that sorry excuse for a father in jail. He was gonna kill me, and he saved me. That's why he's in jail. Because he went beyond defense. He was trying to protect me by knocking him out. He kept hitting and hitting and... I...I want to be held by the hands that saved me...but he's locked away and won't let me or anybody see him. It's killing me not being able to see him... I don't care if he's changed... I won't think anything of it until I can talk to him again..." He sniffled and tried to wipe his face off. "He... He told me why... You can't tell this to anybody, okay?" he said softly, looking up at him with glossy eyes. He knew he could trust Demyx. "He moved away...because his dad was abusive...then he moved back because his step-dad was abusive and basically raped him every night when he was asleep..," he said quietly.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 2:13 am
Demyx frowned a little before sitting down on Roxas's bed next to him. His arms instinctively went around Roxas's small frame pulled him to Demyx's warm embrace. "I'm sorry, If I wasn't how I am, we probably could still be together..." Demyx said softly rubbing his back a little as he held him in his arms. "I hope he is everything you need Roxas. I really do. I hope he is everything I can never be for you." Demyx whispered kissing his forehead sweetly. It wasn't romantic or teasing. It was tender and sweet. Demyx nodded a little when Roxas told him he couldn't tell anyone why Axel moved back as he looked down at those big blue pools, Roxas has for eyes. They seemed even bigger and deeper when he was sad it seemed. It made Demyx want to cry when Roxas started to cry because he just looked so damn upsetting. "Oh.."He said back if only to make a reply to the explanation. There wasn't much you could say to that. Demyx had heard about some tragedies, hell Roxas and himself were two of them, but that was just ******** up that the kid had to run away from his life and his home... twice...
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Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 2:28 am
Roxas shook his head. "No... If you weren't how you were, you wouldn't be who you are today... I love you how you are. Don't ever be sorry for who you are..," he whispered, hugging him back tightly. He sobbed softly and nodded. "I hope he is, too," he whispered once again, nuzzling his face into Demyx's shoulder. "If he isn't, then... I...I think I'll just crumble away...and I'm so scared he's not gonna want me after not seeing me for so long... I'm so scared..." He sniffled and sobbed again, tears still streaking his cheeks. "All I need to go on...is for someone to need me... I want to be needed... If I'm needed, then I...I wouldn't feel so ******** empty..."
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 3:26 am
Demyx's face seemed to molded into a deep frown at Roxas's words as he held him closer. "Roxas don't ever think no one needs you okay? I'll always need you, I need you as my best friend, and hey sometimes more... And I'm sure that Riku and your mom definitely need you around too. So please don't ever think no one needs you anymore. You are probably all those two have left in this world that is keeping them sane, and I think I would just drift away if I didn't have you to anchor me down," Demyx whispered back to him before starting to run a hand through the blonde's hair softly. Demyx knew that Roxas really did need this red head for whatever reason, but he didn't want Roxas to get attached like that. He was worried the Blonde would lose sight of the people he already had and do something stupid if Axel ever left him.
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Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2012 9:48 pm
Roxas sniffled and held on to Demyx for dear life. "I n-need you guys, too," he whispered. "I...I don't know what I would do...if...if I didn't have you or Mom or...or Riku to keep me company here when Mom's working... I...I wouldn't be how I am without you, Dem. You opened me up to the real world and the real me..." He sniffled again then laughed out a soft sob. "R-Remember when we had sex out on the trampoline? That was the first time we did it outside of my or your house...and I was freaking out because I thought the neighbors would see... And here I am...sitting with you two years later with bite marks and hickies all over me from a b*****b in a car in my driveway. God, I don't know what I'd be like without you..," he whispered, clinging to him tighter. "We're gonna be seniors next year, Dem..," he whispered. "What're we gonna do? What if we go to different colleges or...or one of us doesn't even get in? We barely see each other as it is... It's gonna kill me if I have to be away from my best friend for too long..."
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2012 11:30 pm
Demyx smiled at the memories. "Hey you know if you really want to relive some of those I won't mind ******** you on your trampoline, Hell I'll let you ******** me on that thing, it's fun," Demyx said temptingly looking at Roxas then looking away at the wall. "You know I have thought about it, and when the time comes it will, right now, I don't really care to even think about it."Demyx said softly knowing he had time. Demyx had everything he wanted in his life right now. A reliable best friend, sex whenever he wanted, and he was going on his last year in high school. He wasn't going to tie himself down to the worries of College and doing stuff after High School yet. It was just mental torture he didn't need.
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2012 1:22 am
Roxas couldn't help but roll his eyes a bit at Demyx's offer. "You know I'm not taking you up on that offer, Dem..," he told him softly. Then he thought about his words about the future. "I guess...that's a smart move..," he said softly. "I've really learned a lot from you, ya know that?" he asked softly with a smile. "It's really nice... Having a best friend like you, I mean. I love you, Dem," he told him happily, hugging him tightly briefly.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 1:06 am
Demyx snapped his fingers dramatically. "Damn, Do you think Riku would, because you know, I really want to now," Demyx said playfully only joking with him. "I love you too Roxas, you are the best friend anyone can have, honestly." Demyx said back sweetly as the mood lightened a little. There was some shuffling a little in the room across the hall, before Riku came out of what use to be Sora's room. "Riku! Come join in the love fest," Demyx chimmed happily, before Riku cringled a little and starting down the hall to see if Roxas's mom had any, like anything at all, for him to do. "Man, I didn't mean it in a sexual way," Demyx bummed a little seeing as the silverette was already gone.
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 5:49 pm
Roxas chuckled a little as Riku hurried away. He stood and wiped his tears away. He then started out his room to find Riku. "Riku?" he called. "I wanna talk to you," he finished, glancing around the house before finding him in the kitchen. "Riku, can you come back to my room? I wanna talk to you and Dem. Please?" He looked up at Riku pleadingly.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 12:51 am
Riku frowned a little slumping into a chair in the kitchen. Although Roxas's mom appreciated the help, there was nothing for him to do at the moment. "Rooxxxxass," Riku whined a little hearing him say he wanted him to go talk to Demyx. Then, of course, he made the mistake of looking over at those big blue eyes.... They were identical to Sora in almost every way, except Sora's usually possessed more happiness than Roxas could. Riku bit his lip looking at those eyes, Sora and Roxas were so good at that pleading puppy dog look. It was one of Riku's weaknesses. "Fine.." Riku mumbled before pushing himself out of the chair and starting upstairs again. At least Riku didn't have to seem remotely happy about going upstairs to see Demyx.
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 2:49 pm
Roxas rolled his eyes at Riku's attitude and followed him upstairs. When they were both in his room, Roxas closed the door and sat on his bed. "Okay...Riku, I know you're kinda confused about earlier... I just wanted you to know that we really didn't do much, okay? And...the reason I did it was because I really haven't gotten anything...sexual in a while... I'm sure you know I thrive on sex more than you do. But...me and Demyx aren't getting back together or anything, okay? We were just...messing around. I just...needed to relieve a little stress. I'm still upset about the fact that Axel won't let me go see him, and I'm really frustrated about it... I needed something to relieve some of that frustration... I still...plan on seeing where me and Axel go..." He blushed slightly. "Now, you also need to understand that all Demyx really thrives on is sex... He's a very sexual person, but he's gonna try not to flaunt it around you as much. He's not gonna try to make any more advances at you or anything. I've already explained to him how you are, and I'm sure he's gonna respect that. Right, Demyx?" he asked, looking over at Demyx with his big, blue eyes.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2012 4:17 am
Riku seemed unsettled by the explanation, he just didn't understand how Roxas could go this long without it, but two days before Axel was going to get out he caved in. It just didn't make a lot of sense to him. Did Roxas plan to tell Axel about Demyx when he got out? Or was Demyx suppose to be a secret? Could Demyx even be a secret with the way he was?
Demyx smiled a little nodding to Riku. "Promise!" Demyx said happily looking over to Riku, who shifted uncomfortably. "But you really are too uptight, I mean, seriously look you are hunched at the shoulders, you should let me give you a massage, like no joke or sexual intention. I think it might help." Demyx said without a smirk as the happiness drained from him. The only expression he was carrying was concern. Demyx spent a lot of time dealing with the human body, and he spent a lot of time dealing with people. He could just tell when people were unhappy, even when they claimed they were, and Riku looked like he seriously was about to hurt himself. His body was so tensed and curled into himself. Demyx hadn't noticed it before because he was focused on the fact that Riku looked hot, but now getting closer to him. He could tell.
Riku shifted again away from Demyx before his eyes shot to Roxas's. He reeeeally didn't want someone's hands rubbing on him, even if he supposedly needed it. Demyx moved closer again now his deep cyan eyes examine Riku's face. "Duuude you are like way stressed out like seriously, when was the last time you were just content? You need to let some things go, you can't control everything," Demyx stated questionably looking over to Roxas after he spoke. "Man, you have got to let me help him. I mean, he looks like you did freshman year... He has gotten so bad..." Demyx whispered sounding so sad, before looking over at Riku again. Riku looked startled now. How did Demyx know he was feeling? "Please let me help you," Demyx said softly moving his hand up and touching Riku's face. Riku's aquamarine eyes seemed to be forced to look at Demyx's. They didn't seem to want to hurt him in any way, just looked deeply worried about him. Demyx hadn't seen Riku since Sora's funeral, so it was natural that he would be worse off right? But still, did he really look that bad to Demyx?
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