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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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 Posted: Fri Jul 26, 2013 2:14 am
Marluxia had well woken up now. He started to pick up the house with the two hours he had before work that day. Of course, he had to pick the lock on Demyx’s door so he could go back there and periodically check on the blonde. Marluxia really did worry about him, and after seeing him this morning… He was so scared that Demyx was going to try and do something stupid. He actually didn’t even realize Axel was still in the house until he noticed him coming inside while he was doing laundry. “Axel?” he asked, but the redhead seemed out of it and didn’t even stop what he was doing. He just headed down the hall to Demyx’s room. Marluxia frowned setting down the laundry basket he had on the floor and following Axel. He didn’t entering the room though, he just watched cautiously from the door.
The blonde stirred with a whine. “Marly?” He asked at first thinking that Axel had already left like he said he was going to, but as soon as he looked back with his tear stained face and saw the red mane he grew confused. “…Axel? …I thought you went to see Roxas?” Demyx said saying his name before glancing at the clock on his nightstand to make sure that he hadn’t slept the entire day away. “What are you still doing here?” Demyx asked softly as he pushed himself up and rubbed his face a little.
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Posted: Fri Jul 26, 2013 5:41 pm
Axel smiled down at him. "Dem? Will you come walking with me? I'm not trying to trick you. I just want to go walking with you. Just around the block. It's a nice day outside, and I want you to enjoy it. With me." He reached forward and ran his fingers through the male's blond hair. "I can hold your hand the whole time if you want me to. I won't try to force you, I just want to spend the day with you outside in the sun. If you don't feel comfortable after a few steps outside, we can go back inside. You don't even have to talk to anyone while we walk. We don't have to go anywhere in particular, just walk around the block." He paused for a moment. "Is that alright?" he asked softly.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 26, 2013 10:10 pm
Demyx looked up at Axel with a bit of a confused look, but there was almost fear in his eyes. “… I don’t want to go outside Axel…” Demyx mumbled a little as he sat up and pulled his legs to his chest. “Axel why do you want me to go on a walk all of a sudden? You are starting to sound like Marluxia. Is it really that bad if I don’t want to go outside?” Demyx asked as he started to wake up a little more. He was more concerned with the fact that Axel didn’t leave to go see Roxas. Was Axel second-guessing his love for Roxas? Or was he really worried about Demyx being a shut-in.
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Posted: Fri Jul 26, 2013 10:36 pm
Axel frowned down at him a little. "It's not bad, Dem. I just want you to see how good people are outside and how good you are out in the world." He paused for a moment. "Can you at least sit on the front porch with me instead of the back porch? Before I go to see Roxas? I want to talk to you. Not about anything in particular, just to talk. In the beautiful morning air." He gave him an almost pleading look before looking away, feeling himself do it. He didn't want to plead with Demyx. He wanted him to do it by himself.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 26, 2013 11:37 pm
Demyx frowned a little as Axel didn't drop the go outside with me thing. "But that is just yet, I already know that I'm a terrible person outside this house, so just drop it," Demyx said sharply, but it didn't sound so much as mad as it did upset. He pulled his arms around his legs as he shook his head. "No, I had already had enough with being outside today. Please, just go see Roxas, Axel. I don't even understand why you are still here, Why don't you go be with the person that you really love and stop wasting your time with me." Demyx said back feeling tears starting to roll down his cheek. "Didn't you tell me just this morning that you loved him oh so much? Go talk with him." Demyx said, frustrated with the fact that Axel broke his heart with wanting to leave so badly, and now he almost seemed like he wanted to stay. Demyx wasn't going to let him do it... no matter how much he wanted it.
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Posted: Sat Jul 27, 2013 9:51 pm
Axel frowned and flinched a little when Demyx snapped at him. His shoulders slumped in defeat. He lifted his head to look back up at Demyx, studying him for a moment. "You're right, I'm sorry..," he told him quietly, looking down at his knee once again. "I was just... I want to see you smile again...but I guess I can't make you do that anymore." He leaned towards Demyx and pulled him into a tight hug. "I'm sorry... Thank you for letting me see him," he whispered in his ear. he then released him, turned away quickly, and stood from the bed. He had his head down as he passed Marluxia. "I'll be back later," he mumbled to him as he passed. He grabbed his keys off of the table right inside the door and hurried out of it.
He sat in his car and finally looked up at the bright blue sky on the beautiful day. Tear streaks glistened for a few seconds before his long fingers wiped them away. He wanted to see Demyx's smile again. He wanted to be able to show both of them how much he loved them--Roxas as a lover, and Demyx as a best friend. "I can't fix anything," he whispered to himself in a disappointed voice before buckling his seatbelt and starting the car. He drove blindly down the road and didn't even notice he was at the hospital until he was up at the reception desk.
He blinked, the world around him coming back as he looked around. How had he even driven there safely? He looked down at the expecting receptionist before giving her his best smile he could muster. "Um, I'm here to see Roxas?" he told her politely, eyes not nearly as happy as they usually were. Though, he was excited to see his little blond kitten again.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Aug 22, 2013 9:26 pm
Marluxia frowned a little watching Axel walk by him and then down the hall. The house fell silent as the front door shut signaling that Axel had finally left. “Demyx, are you okay sweetie?” Marluxia asked after a moment looking into the room at the dirty blonde curled up on the bed. “… I don’t want to talk about it… I’m going back to bed…” Demyx mumbled a little, basically asking Marluxia to politely leave him. “Well, I’m still here if you need me..” Marluxia mumbled a little before pulling the door closed behind him. He knew that Demyx wasn’t okay, but he couldn’t help someone that completely shut him out. No one could help Demyx if he shut everyone out.
The nurse didn’t even seem to be disrupted by his speaking as she continued to search through papers. She was so busy she thought it was just Sora again. She wasn’t really even paying much attention to the voice. “Okay, you know the drill, go down the first hall way and talk to the woman at the end desk.” She said without another thought. She didn’t even look up at him to say it.
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Posted: Mon Aug 26, 2013 1:53 pm
Axel frowned a bit when the nurse didn't even give him a glance. "Okay, thank you," he told her softly before making his way down the hall following the instructions given to him. Upon reaching the woman that sat at the desk at the end of the hall, he cleared his throat a little, trying to get his voice a little more even. "Um, excuse me? I'm here to visit Roxas..?" he requested politely in a quiet voice.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 27, 2013 12:07 pm
The woman looked up from a transcript at the redhead. "Roxas Strife? Why sure sweetheart, I'm sure seeing someone new is just what he needs to cheer him up! Can you place all your loose items in this bin for me, please? That includes your cell phone or any other electronic device." The nurse said as she opened up a drawer and pulled out a little plastic bin at looked just big enough to hold the contents of a person's pockets. "Have you ever been to the secure psych ward before?" She asked softly seeing him give her a look of confusion. The front desk was the one that actually cleared their okay to be back here, so she didn't even question were or not Axel was allow to go see Roxas.
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Posted: Tue Aug 27, 2013 12:23 pm
Axel frowned a little when he was told to empty his loose items. He nodded obediently and dug his phone, wallet and keys out of his pockets, placing them in the bin. "No, I haven't... Um... Last time I was able to come and see him he was in one of the regular rooms. Why was he trensferred to the secure ward..?" he asked cautiously, not sure if he really wanted to know or not. Though, he figured he probably should know. If she didn't tell him, he'd try to get Roxas to motion it out for him. He felt the butterflies rising in his stomach and up into his chest again, the situation finally hitting him. He was allowed to go see Roxas again. He was in the same building as Roxas--within feet of him! He couldn't help the small smile that slid onto his lips at the thought.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 27, 2013 12:46 pm
The woman nodded a little standing up. "Hmmm, if I remember correct, Roxas as entered into a new program the hospital is trying, but it has had some adverse effects on some of the patients. It is basically like intensive therapy for the patients that haven't shown progressive grown in getting better. Roxas and two others, a girl and another boy, did not react well to the treatments and sessions, but they have already signed up for the program, so they can't get out until they have completed it, so we can fully understand why didn't or why it didn't work right away." She explained before she stood from her desk. "Okay, there is just a few procedures I am going to have instruct you of while I walk you down to his room for yours and his safety. If at any point during these instructions you feel you can complete them or comply to them, then I will gladly take you back out and return your personal items." She said softly, "Are you ready?"
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Posted: Tue Aug 27, 2013 1:01 pm
Axel frowned deeply once again as she began talking about this program Roxas was apparently undergoing. It didn't sit right with him. He listened on anyway, wanting to know what was going on with his Roxas. "Yeah, sure..," he told her quietly. "Um..," he started, wondering, "what kind of adverse affects are you talking about? What kind of treatment program is it?" he asked curiously, scared for Roxas's well-being if he stayed in this place much longer.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 27, 2013 10:31 pm
The nurse thought for a moment with no result. "I don't actually remember what exactly happened. He attacked one of the instructors I remember that though, and any time there is a physical altercation, they whine up here." She said softly as she started down the hallway pulling a set of keys out of her pocket. "Okay, first off, if you ever feel like you or the patient is going to harm you, themselves, or others, please remain calm and notify a staff member as soon as possible. Some of our patients are on very strong medication and getting in a fight with them will only make things worse. Two, patients in this ward aren't allow to leave their rooms unless it is for food or an activity period. On the same token as that, patients are not allow to have access to anything that isn't given to them by a staff member, hence why I had to take all of your loose items at the front desk. Lastly, I would just like to remind you that our patients can be very sensitive and startle easy so if you could refrain from violence or any sudden outbursts while in the ward." She instructed as she walked down a hallway before turning down another and stopping in front of a door. "Here we are," She said softly. "Now, you will be locked in the room until Roxas is due for an activity period or you wish to leave. There is a call box in the room and just use that to call me when you want to leave." She said softly as she picked through her keys. She picked out one that corresponded to the door number and locked the door. "Roxas you have a visitor here to see you. Have a good visitation."She said as she allowed Axel to walk past her into the room. She then processed to shut and lock the door behind him.
Roxas blankly stared at the white wall in his padded room. The days all blurred together in this places. Hours felt like months. Days felt like years. Roxas could almost feel himself dying little by little. He didn't understand why his parents signed that release form and put him in his program. He wasn't getting better. He was regressing in this place... he was regressing without Axel... He didn't even pick up his head from the white pillow on the white bed when he heard the door unlock. It was probably time for him to be forced into trying to do some group activity again. His pained, blue eyes peeked up off the wall though hearing the nurse say he had a guest. It must be Sora. Sora could only visit him maybe two times a week now, seeing as Riku and him were separated now. The brunette could only see one of them while he was here. Roxas understood. That and Sora had to start taking on more hours at work to help pay for Roxas more expense stent in the hospital.
Roxas's eyes looked up at the strange let familiar face. He felt tears flood into eyes at the sight of that bright red hair almost glowing in the whitest that was his new room. He wasn't allow to have a pencils... or pens... or even markers unless under supervision, so he couldn't make his art anymore, and the new doctors said his old art wasn't healthy so they threw all of it away. Luckily some of the better pieces when with Sora back to the house, but a good majority of it now was in some landfill somewhere. Roxas blinked as he almost leaped off of the bed into Axel's torso. The blonde was shaking and within seconds of having Axel in his arms, he was sobbing almost hysterically.
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Posted: Tue Aug 27, 2013 10:48 pm
Axel felt his breath catch in his throat at the sight of Roxas. His Roxas. He took a few quick steps towards him before they both collided, Axel pulling him into a warm, loving embrace as soon as they touched. "Oh, God, Roxas. I'm here," he began to sob, body floating in happiness and relief of seeing the small blond. He pulled him tightly against him and kissed the top of his head as tears ran down his tattooed cheeks. It felt so right to have him in his arms again. "I'm so sorry I couldn't come. God, I missed you so much," he whispered. He felt his knees give out beneath him and he crumbled, bringing Roxas with him. He sat down flat on the floor and pulled the blond facing him into his lap, one of Roxas's legs bending over each of his thighs and wrapping loosely around his hips, refusing to release him now that he finally had him back in his arms. He had waited so long for this, to have him in his arms again. He leaned his head back just enough to look into the blond's eyes before planting a deep, loving kiss on his lips. His body melted at the feel of Roxas's slightly chapped lips against his own. It was Heaven. It had to be.
When he pulled away, he held him close again, planting kisses anywhere he could reach. "I missed you so ******** much," he sobbed out, sighing in the relief of having him again. He buried his nose in the blond's neck and breathed in his scent, memorizing it. "I love you, Roxas. I love you so much. God, it's ******** insane how much I love you," he rattled off, rambling as his tears ran down his face.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 27, 2013 11:05 pm
Roxas wasn't sure how long they were just there crying in each other's arms, but he didn't care. It was the first real thing he had felt in his black hole of a depression he had been in. All of Axel's words slurred together in his mind, but one thing was loud and clear. Axel was back again and Axel loved him. It made him feel better than he had in weeks. Roxas pulled back from the embrace, tears still pouring down his face, and just looked at his beautiful face. There was sorrow in the blonde's eyes shortly though. Roxas had absolutely no way of communicating to Axel. With no paper or pencil, Roxas as left with complete verbal communication. Something he was definitely not capable of. When Sora came, he understood and picked up a lot of Roxas's gestures. Axel had seen Roxas once really since he stopped speaking...
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