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Posted: Fri Sep 30, 2005 7:31 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 5:28 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2005 4:43 pm
((RP with Luke PT 2))
The thought seemed to register to Luke to and he stopped. Ok, he'd have to put up with it, and control himself. He was going to have to watch the doctor handle blood, blood he could easily take and...no. He turned around, glaring at Samsara in a 'I'll get you' sort of way. He wouldn't of course.
Samsara just blew a kiss at the a*****e vampire daring him to try it.
Luke raised an eyebrow, smirking, but not doing much else as the doctor scurried about, getting things ready. He didn't now Samsara's blood type, so he'd just use 'O'.
samsara laid back yawning "bored now"
"Shut up, and let the man do his job." The doctor was getting ready to put the drip into Samsara's arm, and Luke was staring at him the whole while.
Samsara jerked his arm as the needle entered the skin just to freak out the doctor.
The doctor did twitch a little as he did that, but he was used to it by now. He gave the boy a look, obviously having no idea what he may be capable of, and secured it in place, putting the bag of blood on that...hook thing. (<--brain-fart)
Samsara just looked at the bag "Luke wanna drink?"
Luke growled and looked away, as the doctor left to take care of doctor things.
Samsara glanced at him "so big boy you never told me why the hell do you care?" Samsara really was curious the more time spent with the vampire the more he wanted to cry the more he wanted to curl up and ask why he left
Luke gazed at him, head tilted to the side in a thoughtful, "I honestly have no ******** idea, Samsara. It irks me, and I don't know why."
"Well maybe you should try to figure that out before you force me into your weird little mother hen hospital bullshit, because in all likleyhood they are gonna get a shrink in here, whats a shrink gonna think of me, eh vamp boy?"
"If you don't want a shrink, you don't have to have one. I'll have you out of here right after you've gotten the blood you need...and the blood I need." Luke ran a tongue over his fang.
He laughed "so thats how you work it, get me in and get the teeth out?"
"Yeah," Luke sneered, "That was my plan the moment I jumped into that frigid water to keep you from dying."
Samsara sighed, "Luke, this is absolute bullshit." Truthfully once Luke left him again there would be nothing to stop him, he lost his twin, Luke had ******** him and then left, he was really a peice of work.
"What is, Samsara? Why the hell are you bent on making me think I shouldn't have saved you, huh? 'Cause I'm trying to figure it out, and it's driving me nuts."
"BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO BE SAVED"
"Yeah, thanks for clearing that up, I never would hae ******** guessed!" Luke yelled back, digging his nails into his palms, "But why didn't you want to be saved?"
"Because..." his voice dropped to a whisper the weakest Luke ever would have heard him "i have nothing to live for"
Luke was silent for a moment, "You have a place to live, don't you?" he said, a little harshly."You have people who want you."
"Yeah I have a place to live with people who are terrified of me, who lock their doors at night because they are terrified that I will come into their room and kill them."
"Maybe you should stop giving them a reason to think that, then."
"fine whatever just whatever"
Luke watched him curiously, "Do you want to kill them, Samsara?"
" I don't know, sometimes yes, sometimes I don't care that they saves me from that god aweful mansion and those ******** sadists the butler hired, sometimes I want my hands covered in their blood. But sometimes no, I don't I want Nephrenia to come into my room and hug me goodnight like she does Trinket, I know she doesn't love me any less but its different. I'm 'different'."
The concept of maybes confused Luke. It was always kill or don't kill with him, he never had to think about it. "They're lucky then." If Samsara had been any more like the vampire, the house would be soaked in their blood by now, and their entrails nailed up as a warning for others. But, that's just how Luke was.
Samsara just shrugged and curled in upon himself "I don't care"
Luke sighed and rolled his eyes, "God, you're harder to talk to than that blue-haired whore," he sat down on the bed, leaning back on his hands.
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Posted: Wed Dec 14, 2005 5:35 pm
((RP with Luke PT 3))
"I take that as a compliment thank you very much"
"Right..." Luke hadn't meant it as an insult, but it wasn't a compliment either. But, whatever floats Samsara's boat. He stared at the wall ahead of him, frowning and waiting for the boy to say something else.
"why did you leave" it might as well have been though as quietly as the boy said it
Luke only just caught that, and bit down on his lip, puncturing it with his fang, "Why did I leave..." how was he going to answer that, "Because. In an attempt to rescue Orion from the clutches of his wicked adoptive-mother, I got injured and had to nurse myself. I disappeared for awhile so I could get better."
"yes, that explains why you left me after ******** me. exactly"
"What? I have to drop by your house and tell you everything I'm doing because I slept with you, Samsara? It's not like I planned to have that piece of wood go through my stomach. You expect me to crawl all the way to your place like that, just to tell you I'd be disappearing for a while?"
"THATS NOT WHAT I AM ******** ASKING ABOUT a*****e!"
"THEN WHAT THE ******** ARE YOU ASKING!?" Luke managed to get his voice back to normal, if a bit shaky with annoyance, "I answered what you asked."
"I asked why you ******** me and then left the room as if I burned your skin"
"I told you why the night I did it, Samsara. You. Are. A. Kid. I'm not supposed to screw kids, it's wrong," Luke said, waving a hand in an aggravated way, then turned to the door, but just stood there, "And do say anything like 'you didn't care when you were doing it', because I've thought about that enough already."
"you knwo what Luke, get out leave me alone, just go"
"Fine," Luke left without another word, having had enough of all this. He stopped a short way down the hall though, but didn't turn back, "********..."
Samsara just curled up into a tiny ball shaking he was done he had had enough... more then enough... god..... a whimper ecaped his throat and he ripped out the IV thorwing it across the room
Luke's stomach clenched as he got that, odd 'oh s**t' feeling. He didn't know why though. He managed to find himself outside Samsara's door, but was scared, yes, scared to go in.
Samsara just lay in his little ball his hair spread about him sticking to his body, his arm sore where he had ripped the IV from its place. small whimpers escaping from time to time
Luke heard the whimpers and pushed the door open, stepping in silently, not necessarily wanting to be seen, "Samsara..." what was he going to say? Why had he even come back? He eyed the IV, but didn't move just yet.
"I said to go away luke"
"Yeah, I don't give a ********," Luke moved now, bending to pick up the IV, "You need this, y'know."
"I'm fine"
"Bullshit...listen, Samsara. I didn't realize it with bother you so much that I left. I mean, it didn't seem to when I was going. Gimme your arm."
Samsara just closed his eyes and extended the arm
Luke took it and put the IV back in, "I'm sorry, really, but you gotta understand where I'm coming from with this." he was frowning now, putting Samsara's arm down gently.
"mm"
"Samsara..." Luke didn't what the hell he was supposed to say, but atleast the boy was being more cooperative.
silence samsara was defeated he didn't know anymore he just didn't bloodywell know
Luke hesitated, then held out a hand to stroke Samsara's hair. Goddamn poetic thoughts were back again, but he just suppressed then and watched the dark boy.
Samsara curled up
Luke moved his hand away and just sat there, gazing at his knees. God, this was awkward.
Samsara just staired at the floor at the door
"Do you want me to leave?" Samsara appeared to be ignoring him, so Luke wanted to know if his company was appreciated in the slightest, if not, he'd go.
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Posted: Thu Dec 29, 2005 12:58 pm
((Nother Luke RP One part only))
Luke sat persched on the window sill of Carmen's apartment, looking out over Aekea and breathing in the dirty night ear. He needed food, but he'd somewhat lost the will to eat. He'd only do it once every so often, to keep him going that much longer. That much longer to punish himself. For what? He didn't know anymore.
Samsara was wandering through the streets not really caring where he was going or where he had been more about the process. He had learned a lot of things recently and number one was, it doesn't matter what you are looking for because you won't find it, he had given up and given in to the voices and silence, it really was a shame the other had left him because he had looked so beautiful splayed out like that on the ground, just like the first therapist had after Nephrenia had found out what he had done.
Luke sniffed lightly, watching wispy clouds overhead, and ignoring the winter cold. It wasn't worth his notice. There was faint voices from inside that were coming closer, and Carmen opened the window. Probably not the best idea, as Luke now found himself plummeting towards the ground. He didn't do anything though, just watched it approach, spreading his arms a little. This wasn't the first time that had happened.
Samsara glanced up watching as something approached the ground, a jumper prehaps, its arms were spread as if welcoming the embrace of the ground. Hm, prehaps this evening would be quite the interesting process...
Luke smiled a little, wondering what would happen if he just let himself hit it. He knew it wouldn't end it, he wasn't that lucky, but would it hurt? Would he break anything, or would he just get up again? He'd never considered it before, but as if by someone elses will, he spun forward a few metres from the ground, then landed crouched, his hands on the ground to steady himself.
The figure spun foreward and landed on their feet, of course, luke. It had to be... Samsara resumed his walk decidedly not in the mood to talk to the vampire.
Luke looked straight up at the window as someone called down to him, "Sorry! You've got to stop ******** sitting on my window sill, I invited you in for a reason," the vampire just grinned, showing pointed fangs, and sat back, not noticing anyone around. Which was a good thing, cause he was getting horrified looks from a couple across the street.
Samsara just shook his head the vampires sense of humor nto compleltey lost on him
"My apologies, Carmen, I was under the impression getting fresh air was good," Luke's voice was raspy, and he looked even paler than usual, more gaunt. Underfed, almost.
The quality of the voice however grasped at Samsara's attention, and he started back towards the vcampire to see what had happened to his almost relationship
"Oh, shut up," Carmen called back, "I'll leave the window open for you." "Thanks, babe," Luke fought to keep the teasing tone out of his voice. He knew Carmen hated being called that. Sighing, he stood up and brushed himself off, somehow still managing to be graceful and dignified after being sprawled out in the middle of the road.
Samsara stood and watched the vampire as he walked, there was something different about him now, he seemed almost transparent
Luke shook his lank hair out of his face, his nails seeming to glow with how clear they were. He wasn't sure if that was a good thing, but he'd stopped worrying. The people had left quickly, so now, he was alone. Atleast, he thought he was. He blinked and looked up, only now sensing Samsara, though he didn't know who it was, "Who's there?"
"Who's here?"
"Oh...it's you," Luke was surprised, but he managed to hide it, "My senses aren't what they used to be..." he muttered to himself, putting his hand to his forehead, "What're you doing here?
"getting old vampire?" Samsara was worried but wasn't abbout to show it, luke had taken off after the hospital and he hadn't heard from him since, he wasn't about to play the lost lover now..
Luke managed to give him a half-hearted glare, "Been old for a long time..." Then added silently to himself, 'I just need to eat'. He stared at Samsara, as if daring him to ask why he was this way. Very proud creature, Luke is.
"Never met an anorexic vampire, new trend or are you just special?"
"Yeah, I'm special," Luke snapped, turning and making his way down the road, half wanting to go back to Samsara, but knowing it wouldn't end well.
"thats right run away, just like always"
Luke stopped and kept his gaze on the ground infront of him, "Running?" He looked over his shoulder, "You never really gave the impression you wanted me around. I've never run, only left."
"same difference" he rolled his eyes
"No. Stop being so impotent, and you'll see the bloody difference, Samsara."
"how bout you tell me what the difference is between you leaving me, and running from me?"
"Running, would mean I'm scared, leaving means I'm fed up." Luke said, his expression and his tone staying the same.
"fine, then leave, do what every one else does and throw me to the ******** curb"
"Throw YOU to the curb? You're the smart-a** little brat who pushes everyone away, so don't try that."
"whatever"
"That's all you have to say, Samsara, whatever? Surely you could come up with a more stinging remark than that. You are Samsara after all. Misunderstood, dark in unimaginable ways."
"go ******** yourself vampire" his voice was cold even though he was hurt
"Do it often, love." Luke said, smirking, "I got sick of humans."
"was that before or after you moved to children" he knew his words would sting and thats what he intended them to do
Luke's expression changed to a dangerous one, and he couldn't think of what to say. He had the words on the tip of his tongue, but they'd fall flat, because he HAD had sex with a child. "Children, or should I say child, were never really that appealing." It wasn't true, Samsara was appealing. Even now, Luke wanted to take him.
Expression neutral and tone dead samsara's eyes simply lost their twinkle "well that clears a few things up then doesn't it?"
"It does." Luke just stood there, watching him, "Are you done with me yet, or do you feel inclined to wound me some more?"
"I don't know, do you happen to have any wood around?" he turned his back and started walking whispering under his breath "I've never been done with you"
Luke sighed, staring at the space between them, then lifted his head, "Samsara...."
He stopped "what? What do you want luke?"
The vampire was silent, then he shook his head, "Nothing, I'm sorry, I'll let you go now," he looked back up to Carmen's apartment, inwardly berating himself. How could he have even thought of saying that?
Samsara just shook his head "of course" and started walking againnot letting himself wish
"You were appealing, y'know. More than that," This wasn't what Luke had wanted to say, but it was close enough.
"right"
"And, there's only one reason I slept with you to begin with..."
"and what exactly woulld that be since you don't seem through with torturing me" scared scared scared
Luke squeezed his eyes shut, gritting his teeth, "I can't tell you, I'll leave it to your imagination..."
"curiosity then."
Luke actually laughed, "Well, I did leave it for you to guess, didn't I?"
"whatever I'm not into games"
"Right, of course you aren't. Well, you ready to leave yet, or is there anything you want to say to me?"
no not right now not tears, tears welling up inside his eyes he spun and started walkiung away
Luke could smell his tears and looked mortified. Had he done that? God...
Samsara made it about a black away before sliding to the ground in an alley and wipping at his tears, he wouldn't even think it, his fingers traced the scars left behind from the incident...
Luke just stood there for God knows how long, trying to think. But everything was one big mess in his head. He wanted to forget it all. Goddamnit, of all the places to hide, he chose this one.
Gods how could he let himself...no that was thinking about it and was not allowed, get back up and go do something about it.
He was such an a*****e. He did this to Samsara. Ruined his own life, or death, in the process. He was on a roll <******** it he loved the a*****e.. s**t there was that word.. love... ugh
That word which Luke didn't want to say, even in his head. Samsara was a kid, he couldn't love him.
Samsara stood "********" and punched a wall, a fraction of what he wantd to do to the a*****e who made him fall in love with him
Apart of Luke's brain was telling him to go find Samsara, but the part he believed to be the sensible part, was telling him the boy hated him, and that it would only make things worse. But his feet were carrying him in the direction Samsara had gone.
crunch as his knuckles made contact with the wall, pain and blood and oh he was on the ground again and not crying but ********.
Luke heard the sound of Samsara hitting the wall, even from this distance, and he bit down on his lip. Next second, he was up on the roof of the building beside him, and moving towards Samsara, a little worried, but more curious than anything.
"damnit damnit damnit.. why?"
Luke stopped at the edge of a building, looking down at Samsara, but remaining hidden. He was ignoring the fact he seemed like a freaky stalker.
"gods damnit I wasn't suppposed to fall in love, especially not with him, god"
Luke was shocked to hear that, almost pleasantly so, but he couldn't help but think of all the complications. He knealt, intent on listening to whatever else Samsara might say.
Samsara just leaned on the wall swearing under his breath 1 Damnit, that plan wasn't going to work, Samsara wasn't talking anymore. He swung down and landed silently in an alley, leaning against the wall for a few moments. Didn't want to go out straight away.
Samsara just lay there
"Samsara?" Luke said it softly, as if not sure he wanted Samsara to even hear. He was leaning against the wall, still around the corner and out of sight.
Samsara looked up "what?"
"I'm sorry."
"for?"
"Everything..."
"... thats a lot.."
"It is...I mean everything I've done to you, though I guess that's alot aswell."
"why are you sorry?"
Luke sighed, "Because...I am, ok? Isn't that good enough?"
"no... I want an actual reason"
"I don't know why I am, Samsara, that's what I don't get. Never, in my life, have I been sorry for anything. For all the people I've killed, all the lives I've ruined, I've never been sorry...except when it comes to you."
"what makes me so special?"
"I...don't know."
he sighed
"I was hoping maybe you could tell me." Luke said, leaning his head back.
"what do you mean?"
"Do I love you, Samsara?"
He blinked... "do you...?"
"...I think so."
"oh.. wow.."
"Yeah...that's what I thought too," Luke found it easier to say when he couldn't see Samsara.
"well.. I think.. I do too.."
Luke smiled, "I know, I heard you."
"you were listening?"
"Yeah, I was. Sorry...again."
"its.. okay.."
Luke lowered his head again, pushing away from the wall to move around the corner slowly, watching Samsara with an unsure look on his face.
"so.. what happens now luke?" Samsara knew where he wanted it to go but Luke was a different matter all together
That's entirely up to you, Samsara. You have me wrapped around your little finger."
Samsara stood a smirk on his lips "really?"
Luke sighed, chuckling softly and looked down, "Completely."
Samsara leaned up and licked Lukes lips "all around me little finger, yum"
Luke smirked, "I'm not going to try and comprehend what that was supposed to mean." Funny how things changed so quickly.
"So luke.." a finger traced up his side "how wapped are you?" lips on his flesh
Luke sighed in a mock-resigned way, "Wrapped enough to do absolutely anything you tell me."
"mmm, well I want you to eat"
Luke frowned, but in a curious way, "I will, as I said, but why?"
"because you havn't been"
"Oh, right..."
"a bit slow luv?"
"Hey, it's not my fault," Luke smirked and shook his head, looking around for any morsel in sight.
Samsara grinned "poor baby"
Aren't I just?" Luke licked his lips, then looked back to Samsara, smirking still and running his hand through the boy's hair. God, how he'd missed that.
Samsara kissed the wrist of the hand that was ruffling his hair
The was a small chuckle from the vampire, "I'll be right back, love," he gave Samsara a very light kiss, one that almost couldn't be felt, then disappeared. There was a hooker standing just around the corner at the end of the street.
Samsara smiled and leaned against the wall waiting for the vampire to return
It was five minutes later when Luke came back. His skin looked as healthy as it could whilst being dead, and his iris' had reduced to normal size once more.
Samsasra smiled "good"
Luke smiled back and ran his hand through his hair, pushing it away from his face, "We're good?"
"yes, good"
"Good." Luke ran his hand down Samsara's back, "Anything else you want me to do?
"mmhm, but only if you want to."
"Oh, I want to."
"well then, where ever shall we go?"
Luke took on a thoughtful expression, "No one's out near Bass'ken Lake this late."
"mm so you want to have sex with me at a lake?"
"Indeed I do."
"well then, I can tell you are a romantic"
"That, and it's closer than our homes. I don't necessarily want to do it in Carmen's apartment."
He laughed
Luke smiled, "I live hearing you laugh." He ran his hand lightly over Samsara's hair again, "Shall we go?"
"sure"
Luke wrapped his arms around him, then the scenery started flying by. He couldn't just walk, could he?
Samsara continued to laugh
Luke really did love hear that. One moment, they were on the ground, the next it was far below them. Yeah, it's corny, but Luke can fly.
Samsara just loved the feeling of being in his arms the fact that for one moment he didn't have to weorry
Luke held him close, kissing his temple, it being the easiest thing he could reach. They were getting closer to the lake by now.
Samsara snuggled close
After a few moments, Luke was lowering to the ground, still holding Samsara, making an odd noise in the back of his throat.
"mm?"
"Huh? Oh. Nothing," Luke pulled back just enough to kiss him.
"mmm"
Luke chuckled softly and pulled back, "Mm, huh?"
"mmm nice"
Luke smiled, "Glad you think so."
He smiled
"You ready, then?"
"yeah"
Luke made to sit down, pulling Samsara with him gently, "Lie back."
Samsara lay back closing his eyes
Luke kissed him on the lips, then moved his mouth to his neck for a moment, fighting back the urge to bite and make Samsara his forever.
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Posted: Thu Dec 29, 2005 1:20 pm
I never said I wanted to be loved.
I thought that was why I tried to kill myself, because I was to worried about the stupid ******** regection. But I guess it was more because I wanted them all to leave me the hell alone. But now I am stuck, with this Vampire, who claims he loves me, but I don't know if I can even love him even though I told him I did already. But now all I can think of is how to get rid of him, how to get my life back, the only way I think that can happen is for the p***k to die.. But... can I do it or do I care. I'm supposed to see him tonight so I guess we'll know the answer, but either way he is gone.
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Posted: Thu Dec 29, 2005 1:21 pm
((the end of samsara and luke??))
"miss me?"
"I did."
"good"
"Vice versa?"
"mmhm"
"Miss me enough to take off your clothes?"
"I'm only wearing shoes and pants"
"It's still clothing, dammit, take it off."
Raises an eybrow "and if I don't?"
Luke smirked, "I'll make you." He would too, he'd been wanting him for ages, and now that he looked like this, he wanted him even more.
Samsara tossed his hair over his shoulder and licked his lips "But Luke dearest, whom ever said I would let you?"
"A bit of resitance is always fun, love," Luke said, "And...if you do, you can top."
Samsara walked over to Luke "and if I told you to take your clothes off instead?
"I'd do it, babe, I'm as horny as you can get right now," Luke smirked, having his eyes fixed on thins other than Samsara's face.
"men" a shake of the head was the only other response he gave
"Huh?" Luke looked up, blinking in a bemused manner.
Samsara kissed luke softly "silly silly men"
"Mm, yes. So silly," Luke said, pouting a bit.
He stepped back "now what on earth shall I ever do with you?"
"Well, you could shag me, that's always good," Luke said, scuffing a toe absent mindedly.
He laughed slightly and ran a hand down Luke's side "so impatient"
Luke grinned, not caring about his fangs showing around Samsara. Eh, he knew, why hide them? "That's me. Impatient, right down to that last 'T'."
Samsara licked lukes collar bone "mm and tasty as well"
"There are other parts of me that taste even better," Luke was smirking widely again.
Samsara stepped back hand straying to the laces on the front of his pants, "I'm sure" and then they fell leaving him clad in his boots and only his boots
Luke licked his lips, eyes roaming over Samsara again, his eyebrows raising at that one spot between his legs.
"see something you like?"
"Hell yes," Luke decided to let his hand do the talking from here on out, and ran them over Samsara's hips.
He pushed luke backwards until the older man hit a wall "no hesitations about me being a child ******** no," Luke said, pressing himself up against the wall as much as he could, still eyeing Samsara hungrily.
"Good" Hands pressed luke downwards
Luke didn't resist as Samsara applied downwards pressure
"Mouth"
Luke whined, but obeyed, or atleast doing what he thought Samsara wanted, and taking him into his mouth.
A hand is wound in Luke's hair making certain that he does not stop
Not that Luke was planning to. His head bobbed, his eyes flicking upwards every now and then.
Silent until the end when the low sound that escapes his mouth could hardly be classified as human.
"Hn?" Luke pulled back, swallowing and wiping at his mouth, giving Samsara an odd look, "What was that? Not that it wasn't hot or anything."
Samsara pulled luke upwards and turned him to face the wall. a hand sliding into the rear of his pants scratching as it went.
Luke growled lightly, defiantly, but didn't actually do anything to stop him. He loathed being dominated, but Samsara had him wrapped around his finger.
"so little vampire, is this all the resistance you have to show me?"
Luke's hand was curling against the wall, and he didn't answer.
A tongue curled around Luke's earlobe and cool breath touched his skin before the teeth scrapped and bit
Luke let out a small grunt, determined not to sound like he was enjoying it too much. No, he had to keep his resolve, he couldn't have Samsara thinking this would happen constantly.
"Luke dear, don't fight, it'll only mae it harder" His voice had changed since his childhood it was more melodic yet... hard... like wind through ice.
Luke hissed, sounding like an angry, yet hesitant cat as he looked over his shoulder, "Just...get on with it."
Hands up his hack and down his sides "tsk tsk so impatient"
"Down to the last 'T'," Luke replied through gritted teeth.
"Makes you just want to explode"
"Quite," Luke said, his eyes shutting as he pressed his forehead against the wall.
"Luke dear why do you tense?" cold steel witdrawn from the discarded pants pressed against the other's back
Luke tensed, but kept his voice even, "I have my reasons, as I'm sure you'd have guessed by now."
"You fear me?" a chuckle "without knowing... how appropriate"
Luke laughed coldly, "Fear you? No. Do you want me to?" slice slice slice little drawings on his back
Luke hissed again, gritting his teeth, then let out a chuckle, "You little b***h," he said, sounding a tad amused.
"Luke" Slapping the back of his head "you wound me" sarcasm dripping from his throat 'guess I'll have to wound you" She blade pressed into the vampires back missing the spine and comming out on the other side of the vampire "thats better"
Luke's eyes widened, and he made an odd noise in the back of his throat, hand splayed against the wall as he looked down at the blade. Was that-? That was his ******** innards. Wow...his darkened blood was seeping out of the wound, staining the blade and turning his shirt crimson.
"you can run now, I know the difference vampire"
Luke reached behind him with a slightly shaking hand and grabbed at the handle, pushing away from the wall, not yet pulling it out, "I bet you'd enjoy seeing me run, you little ********. I'm not running anywhere."
Samsara laughed "I could have killed you, you ungrateful little s**t."
"Not that I'd care, I have nothing to live for." Luke said, turning around gingerly and leaning against the wall, a little on his side, sneering at Samsara, "You just made it that way. Go ahead, kill me."
s: "aww poor baby, you honestly think that you can't live without me."
"I didn't have a reason to live before you, Samsara, so my life will be returning to normal. And, you were only just barely a reason, anyway."
"aww, is that a tear?"
Luke looked at him incredulously, "You're kidding, right?"
"yes a*****e I am, now go away or I will kill ******** you."
"you wish"
Luke laughed, "You really are a piece of work, y'know that? You make me blow you off before stabbing me, then proceed to think I will even find you remotely attractive still. Well, enough to wish to ******** you, anyway."
Samsara just rolled his eyes
"You do realize," Luke said, grunting as he pushed away from the wall, "That, if I leave, I'll come after you, right?" He said, growling as he grasped the blade and pulled it out.
Samsara laaughed "try" another blade this time a dagger out and in his hand sliced down the vampires face
Luke snarled and grabbed Samsara's throat, squeezing a bit as he felt blood running down his face. The knife in his hand was at Samsara's heart, and though it didn't look like it, Luke was hesitant to use it.
Samsara put his arms to the sides "mmhm vampire, do you have the balls to use it, or is it decoration?"
Luke pressed it in, piercing the skin a little, though, he still wasn't sure of what he would do. "I wouldn't get any satisfaction out of it, I want to see you die painfully."
"mmmhm, sure vampire go with that."
Luke smirked, kissed him hard, then disappeared the freakishly inexplicable way he does.
"and that is running"
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 1:12 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 17, 2006 6:27 am
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Posted: Fri Apr 07, 2006 10:11 am
He won't ******** get out of my head, he just won't.. and its driving me insane.
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Posted: Thu May 04, 2006 8:43 pm
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Posted: Wed May 31, 2006 8:47 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 11:42 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 22, 2006 1:53 am
InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes sighed, taking in the cool night air. He was wearing a black leather just-above-the-knee skirt, and a red silk chinese-style top, with a pair of knee-high black boots with three inch heels. And using those boots to escape the noise of Alana's house. God, did no one in there know how to be silent? Why was it that her house was always busy? 24/7, 12 months a year probably. There was always some television in, a door slamming, a pet screaming/yelling/making some noise. He wanted peace. Finding a small bench, he took a seat, leaning his head back. Finally. Pretty Lil Hate Machine SAmsara closed his eyes as he made his way deeper into the park, away from... everything. He loved it at Rave's he really did but sometimes he just needed to get a little are, some space. A bit of silence.
He breathed in the cool night air he sat down on a bench scarcley noting the man beside him. InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes felt the bench shift, and the breath of another person nearby. really, what were the odds? He opened one violet eye lazily, taking in the mass of dark hair and dark flesh. Oddly familiar, but he couldn't quite place where from. But he couldn't control the shudder of semi-fear that surprised him. Pretty Lil Hate Machine Samsara leaned back further into the bench, eyes still closed, enjoying the feeling of the cool air on his chest, running through his hair, over his face, his lips curled in a smile, a genuine smile which was not something many people were privillaged enough to see. InfinitiesOfSoules "You have a nice smile." Laertes said finally, daring to speak. Yes, he came out here to be alone, but there was a difference between a discussion with someone in a park, and a madhouse. Pretty Lil Hate Machine The result was instintanious, his smile fading and disappearing. There was someone there. And of course as he glanced over he realized who was sitting next to him.
He had wanted a chance to apologize but this was a little soon, oh well no time like the present.
He had ment to start out saying he was sorry but the wordes that came out of his mouth did not start with an S.
"Do you always scare people in a park? And I don't smile." InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes gave a small smile. " You sat next to me." he pointed out. "And you do too smile." Green eyes. Bright green. They stood out against his midnight skin like cat eyes. Beautiful though. Pretty Lil Hate Machine He sighed, there was no avoiding it really.
"I'm sorry."
And he braced himself to be hit. InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes blinked. "That's okay." he said, completely misunderstanding what the apology was about. "I really don't mind." his smile was open and friendly. Pretty Lil Hate Machine He blinked was it possible he didn't remember? or maybe....
"are you stoned?" InfinitiesOfSoules Lae stared at the black-haired male. "What?" he was gorrible offended, and glared at the other teen with narrowed eyes. "I don't do drugs." he informed him. "Who the hell are you, anyways? It's rude to insult someone without a proper introduction." Pretty Lil Hate Machine "you don't remember... ohgod, how can he not remember I mean.." he stopped realizing that he was talking out loud.
s**t.
How did you apologize to someone for soemthing they didn't even remember? InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes raised an eyebrow as the other male spoke to the air. "If you tell me we had some dramatic night of passionate sex, I'm going to be pissed I don't remember." he informed him. Pretty Lil Hate Machine Samsara choked
"how do I tell you this... um.. well I kind of raped you a while back... yeah... um I'll just do die now." InfinitiesOfSoules Dead silence.
Laertes stared at Samsara blankly. "You, umm... what?"
What the Pretty Lil Hate Machine Samsara sighed "I told you, and I understand if you want to kill me, hell I thought about killing me for it but... I really am sorry, you didn't deserve to be treated that way. You were drunk and I took advantage of that." InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes would have sat down if he, umm... wasn't already. Hell, what was this? You'd think, you know, RAPE he would remember... "I, umm, I'm sorry, I don't remember." Wait, HE was sorry? @_@ This was ********. Umm... maybe bad terminology? Pretty Lil Hate Machine Samsara just sighed and slumped down against the bench sliding to the ground.
"GReat not only did I rape you but the sex wasn't even good enough to remember." InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes winced. "Well, you did say I was drunk." he pointed out lamely. He hesitantly reached out and patted Samsara's head, running his long pale fingers through Samsara's long hair. "I'm sure it wouldn've been excellent, if I was sober?" Why the hell was he trying to comfort him? Pretty Lil Hate Machine SAmsara winced a little at the touch and then banged his head off of the bench.
"Shouldn't I be comforting you? I mean this isn't about my sexual prowess or lack thereof, its about what I did wrong, to you." InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes sighed. "Yes... But I'm still trying to wrap my fact around the fact you are telling me you raped me. I mean hell, I don't even know whether or not to believe you. I dont remember it, but that would be an awful cruel joke." He stood, moving a bit away, heels clicking as he rubbed his arms in air suddenly gone cold. "Damnit." Pretty Lil Hate Machine "I'm sorry." He really was and you could tell in his voice. He had never regreted anything as much as he did that, but still maybe he wouldn''t be who he was now if not for that.
"Maybe we should just forget we ever met again, I don't want to hurt you anymore." The wasn't true and he knew it.
Images of the older boy thrashing beneath him, willingly sumbitting almost made him moan alloud and he bit his lip to keep from doing so.
Damnit. InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes stared at the boy collapsed on the ground and moved over, kneeling in front of him and reaching out to stroke his cheek. "Well, I have to say you're forgiven." he said finally. The younger boy seemed honestly upset, And Laertes found himself oddly cold about it. If anything, almost aroused by the thought, which he found more disturbing than anything. Though it explained his odd fixation with burning all of Crout's rape flicks. Pretty Lil Hate Machine Samsara opened his eyes and blinked.
"forgiven?"
How could laertes forgive him? Especially when he was hard as hell from thoughts of having the boy writhing below him. InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes' violet eyes met Samsara's green ones. "Well, do you have another suggestion? I'm not a particularly violent person, and I have no desire to see you dead. Or abused." Though, if he knew Samsara was hard he'd probably be pretty damn freaked out. He settled down next to Samsara, eyeing the other. "Ohgodyousawmenaked." he gasped, realization hitting him. He gave a small whimper, blushing pink. s**t, he at least hoped he'd been wearing decent underwear. Rape or not, sex and old undies? Bad. Pretty Lil Hate Machine He bit his lip again "Yes I saw you naked, very naked actually." he looked off to the side "And you are beautiful, somoen must have told you otherwise by the way you were acting, but you are." InfinitiesOfSoules 0-0 That was a decent impression of the look Laertes was giving the other. "V-very naked." was all he was able to stammer. Beautiful. Lord, not what he was expecting to be told... but he was oddly flattered. Was this just sick, or what? Blushing like a beet because the man who raped you said he thought you were beautiful. Laertes' opinion of himself dropped 10 points... straight into his self-esteem, oddly. Pretty Lil Hate Machine "Yeah, though I most likley should say any more because I don't want to traumatize you." Yup just like he shouldn't tell the boy that he wanted to ******** him in the park, damn innocent. InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes gave him a faint smile, smoothing the skirt over his thighs. Absently, his hand moved to tangle in the other's long hair, stroking it gently. "So, umm... was I any good?" his face was sooo red, but his curiosity was eating him up.
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Posted: Thu Jun 22, 2006 2:08 am
Laertes-Samsara RP part 2/? Pretty Lil Hate Machine Samsara couldn't help it he burst out laughing "you were fighting against me pretty hard so I doubt that it was an accurate measure of your sexual skills." InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes glared. "Don't laugh at me." he muttered, and buried his face in his knees. God, his face was burning. Pretty Lil Hate Machine "I'm not laughing at you, I'm laughing at the situation. I promise. And hell if you really want to know how good you are we could always give it ago without the non consentual part." InfinitiesOfSoules 0-0 That was a decent impression of the look Laertes was giving the other. "G-Give it a go?" Oddly tempting, rapist or not. "I kinda don't know you..." he said finally. And casual sex wasn't his thing... not that he'd done it before. Hell, it might be. The demon in Laertes' head (which looked, talked, and even SMELLED like Crout) urged him to take him up on the offer. The angel (which was, umm, Infi, and shagging the demon half the time anymore?) agreed. Damn. Pretty Lil Hate Machine SAmsara nodded "well if you ever want to, I am more then interested." InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes stared at the other male for a moment, sorely tempted. "How... experienced are you?" he asked finally, curious. Pretty Lil Hate Machine "If you mean how many people have I slept with the number is three, all of them older, one is dead one was unwilling and the other took it into her mind to teach me some things about finesse. If I was going to be having sex she figured I might as well do it right."
A half hearted smirk lit upon his lips. InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes eyed the younger male quietly for a few moments. "I see." he said finally, softly. He chewed on his lower lip for a little while, violet eyes soft and curious. Pretty Lil Hate Machine "Has anyone ever told you that you have the most beautiful eyes?" To anyone else that comment would have been uncalled for but samsara was anything but normal. InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes blinked at him, surprised, then flushed lightly. "I've been told they're my best feature." he said finally, smiling at the other male. Pretty Lil Hate Machine "I'd say they compliment the rest of you, but I don't think you have a 'best feature' every art of you is equally stunning." InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes' head dropped and he flushed. "Thank you." he murmured, finally growing a little uncomfortable. But he pushed that aside for a spur of the moment decision. He spun, legs straddling Samsara, and settled himself on the younger man's lap, staring up into his eyes. "I want to ask you a favor. It's going to sound really, really crazy but hear me out?" Pretty Lil Hate Machine Samsara just nodded wondering if the older boy had a fraction of an idea as to what he was doing? Or if the boy was just a natural cocktease. InfinitiesOfSoules Unfortunately, it seemed Laertes was a natural. He shifted and chewed on his lower lip, debating how to ask the question. "I want you... to teach me to be good in bed." He finally blurted it out. "I know, I know, the whole rape thing I can't remember, and it's weird, but..." he closed his eyes, burying his face in his hands. "If nothing else, you can consider it payment for you using me when I was drunk. I'm using you as a learning tool." That was fair... Pretty Lil Hate Machine Samsara stood taking laertes with him holding onto him so that the other boy could wrap his legs around samsaraa's waist and started walking silently. InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes let out a squeak, clinging to Samsara's neck. "Ohgodpleasedon'tkillmeI'msorrywherearewegoing" His violet eyes were surprised and his long legs were wrapped firmly around Samsara. Pretty Lil Hate Machine "Back to my place unless you would rather use yours or a hotel." InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes stared up at Samsara. "You'll agree? Just like that?" he licked dry lips nervously. "No questions, nothing?" His legs loosened a bit around Samsara, and his hands relaxed, letting his body sway with the strides the other took. Pretty Lil Hate Machine "It was a reasonable request, and besides I have already told you that I am attracted to you so why are you surprised?" InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes shook his head. "I don't know." he relaxed finally in Samsara's arms. "Maybe I expected you to try and talk me out of it, or tell me what I was getting into?" Pretty Lil Hate Machine "you are getting into a lot of sex, rough sex if you will agree but only as rough as you allow. Practice makes perfect after all. And why would I talk you out of sex?" InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes' eyes widened and he stared up at Samsara, whimpering as his body reacted to that statement. "Lots of rough, rough sex." he repeated, voice hoarse and eyes dark. <********, was he dreaming again? Pretty Lil Hate Machine "Yes as rough as you will let me but I will not force you to do anything. I have moved beyond that. You will have a safety phrase as well. In case I do push things." InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes nodded faintly, before leaning up to tentatively lick at Samsara's lips. "Do you have any rules for me?" he asked lightly. "Things I shouldn't do in reaction, any boundaries for you?" Pretty Lil Hate Machine "Don't mention my brother, that is all I ask. I have moved past him and my attraction to him but I still feel pain for the loss and I do not wish to be reminded of that fact." Samsara pressed his lips against Laertes' mouth giving him a harsh kiss "no teasing, we havn't gotten to that lesson and you are a natural anyway" InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes smiled around the harsh kiss, moaning softly. Lord, he'd never felt anything like this. That body, hard and firm against his... that he'd dreamed about... He had one. His hips writhed a bit as he tried to make his enjoyment of the kiss a little less noticeable. Pretty Lil Hate Machine Samsara moaned slightly and brought his arms to squeeze Laertes' a** "prehaps we should go inside before we continue this." InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes eyes were honestly innocent as he stared up at Samsara, not realizing where he'd been rubbing. "I'm sorry, you really will have to teach me almost everything." Porn as an education didn't help when it came down to it. Pretty Lil Hate Machine he moaned lightly at the idea of being the ony education and experience the boy had before leading him into the warehouse and through the club and down to his rooms. "Welcome to my room... again." He moved towards the bed and set him down. InfinitiesOfSoules Laertes glanced around, wrinkling up his nose. "Haven't you heard about potted plants?" he teased lightly. As he was settled on the bed he leaned back, pushing back his hair from his face and gazing up at Samsara. "Ummm..." now he was worried, chewing on his lower lip. Was he supposed to do something? He reached out and stroked Samsara's cheek, violet eyes wide. Welcome to my lair, said the spider to the fly. And now the fly was lost.
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