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 Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 11:25 am
My inner voises are now speeking Latin.
They told me to go towards the light.
Light scares me.
Thats why I hate summer.
But I like lightning because it's a BANG! XD
Things that go bang slightly make me horny. XD
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 3:46 pm
I hate his attitude sometimes..
I hate how he treats my sister..
I hate how whiney, emo and selfish he is..
...
But I still like him..
And I don't know why..
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 4:06 pm
I can't trust anyone anymore.
She lied to me.
He took her away form me.
Not as ownership.
But he's all she wants to be around.
I want to kill him.
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 8:45 pm
~*~ The reason I take my camera every where with me, constantly take pictures and call it "making memories" is because pictures are the only thing that won't change when everything else does. And because pictures make better memories then mental memories. ~*~
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intoxicating scribble Captain
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intoxicating scribble Captain
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 9:07 pm
~*~ I want a guy...
Who would move my hair away from my eyes and then kiss me.
Hold my hand in line at the mall or at school and make all the girls jealous.
Someone who would sing to me at random moments. Even in public.
Who would let me sleep on their chest for hours.
A boy who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me.
I want someone who would call me three times a day if he went away.
Someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything I said.
He would throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then kiss me a million times.
Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh.
He would take me to the park
And put his hands around my waist
And give me big bear hugs all the time
He would tell all his friends about me and smile like a maniac when he did it.
And we'd make out in the pouring rain.
He'd never be affraid to say "I love you" infront of his friends or family.
We'd argue about silly things then make up.
He'd forgive me for being a b***h to him. No matter how bad I was or how rude.
I want a boy who would kiss me at midnight on New Years
And count stars with me
Who would stay home with me on a friday just to help me make dinner and watching movies under the same blanket.
Someone who would tell me I'm beautiful instead of hot/sexy. But not to often.
Who would make me laugh like no one else could.
A boy who would always be there for me no matter what.
Who calls me back when I hang up on him.
He'd stay awake just to watch me sleep.
Someone who'd keep my picture in his wallet.
Who wants to show me off to the world, even if I'm wearing sweatpants and no makeup.
Who holds my hand infront of all his friends.
Who thinks I'm just as pritty without makeup
Someone who reminds me of how much they care and how lucky they are to have me, but not to often.
Who has chalky pale skin, of possible. Or atleast real pale skin.
Someone who liked me for me, no matter how bitchy or stupid I am
Who is alright with speaking his mind and telling me how he feels, regardless of weather or not its gonna hurt me or if its about another girl.
A boy who won't get overly jealous if I hang out with my friends more then him or call some other guy hot.
Someone who is just as guyish or more guyish then I.
Who would nibble my neck more then make out with me.
Someone who sees the beauty and magic in just going to a cemetary and walking around or cleaning off grave stones.
A boy who turns to his friends and says "Thats her!!!"
But mostly, I want a boy who would be my bestest friend and would never ever break my heart...
~*~
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 10:50 pm
I want a guy
Who has a death (Really white) skin color, if even possible?
Someone who would rather nibble on my neck than make out
Someone who liked me because of who I am, not because I’m ‘cute’
Someone who could look at another girl and tell me, ‘that girl’s pretty damn hot’
Someone who didn’t mind me saying, ‘that’s a hot guy’
Someone who can wrap his arms around my waist and drag me over to his friends and say, ‘to bad you don’t have someone like her’
Someone who would let me sleep on him during lunch and then surprise me by rolling over and laying on me
Someone who thinks going to a cemetery and just talking to one of the people there is something beautiful
Someone who was just as a boy as I am
Someone who would rather sleep in a coffin then on matrices
Someone who can look at me and just say, ‘no, just stop, that’s something I ask you never to do again’ and not worry about my feelings.
Wow... I am picky... o.o;;
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intoxicating scribble Captain
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 3:43 pm
[(I'm curios as to how we got onto the topic of what we look for in guys/girl...I mean...that really doesn't count as a secret....Specialy not Nii-san's.. XD Atleast Alice-Nee and I formatted it to where it'd kinda seem like one.)]
[(Okay...I'm done randomly bitching....)]
~*~
Elmo needs to learn what love is.
He says he does but its more then ovious that he doesn't.
He throws around those three words without thinking aboutt he effect it'll have on the person.
If he's in trouble with his girlfriend/affraid she might break up with him, he tells her he loves her. Which more often then not, saves his a**, because girls want to be loved and usualy have a "soft spot" for hearing those three words.
I mean, seriously, the week before he asked his current girlfriend out,
He was telling me he loved me and that he wanted to get back together.
And now look, he's dating Winter.(his current girlfriend)
And even before he asked her out, he asked Alice back out. Then said he wanted them both.
~*~
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 3:58 pm
Sherishade ~Stares off into the distance, and begins playing his violin~
As some of you may know I’ve never actually dated ... so I don't know much about the ~
Holding hands - it looks nice, comforting
Hugging - done it before between friends, I liked it a lot
Kissing - once ... was sick for a week ... long story, but I loved it ... the kiss
Being open with affection is a weird thing for me, I have to say being raised a ~deep theatrical voice~ "BOY" its the whole no crying, tough it up, be a man bull s**t. But frankly I think it would be a cool thing though nothing excessive ~Its uncomfortable to watch to people like slobbering all over each other for 5 mins while practically dry humping~ I mean seriously.
So here without further adue, I’ll list none look thing first then looks
I want a girl with a great personality .... I know corny but it’s true seriously I understand you have to give and take in a relationship but the close alike to me, obviously I want.
MUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES - you don't have to love them but at least like them
MUST LOVE ANIME - *note I said love*
Must not have a problem with lots of black, it’s my second favorite color
Must understand that if you ask me a question I’m going to tell the truth even if it hurts -me or you-
if you are part of a religion GREAT fantastic but don't pressure me into doing things with it or joining it ... or its over, I will how ever respect you and your religion ~bowing my head for grace, maybe even attending your church every so often ... like I said give and take~
Liking supernatural things like vampires and werewolves are a must, and liking roll playing games is cool to
*IMPORTANT* Being genuine to your self nothing is more attractive then being you, if you don't like something and it bothers you tell me and vice versa
Believe in your self and believe in me - very important
And finally except when my job doesn't permit it I’m very much a night owl hope you are to other wise I’m awake when you sleep and you’re awake when I sleep
Ok looks .... Not much to it
I’m a easy guy ~>.< not like that~ so that’s why I said personality traits first ... but come on we are all attracted first by looks
I don't like super skinny usually if I can see bones it’s a bad thing, belimic girls need not apply - let’s go have a burger together and not worry about our waist line
But on the flip side if you weigh MUCH more then me then there’s a problem ~don't give me any flak very few actually find fat beautiful~
but don't get me wrong I like a girl with meat on her ~I’m no prince charming lol I got a gut~ like I said lets go eat burgers and not cry about it
Eyes are one of the things that grab me I love beautiful eyes there the windows to the soul you know
and hair god if you have long black hair with some small colored streaks in it I’m jello at your feet ... though I’m not a big fan of blonde, blonde with colored streak looks better then just blonde ... I guess unnatural hair color hehe
Hair length well below shoulders is just ~shudders~ awesome
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder and I see beauty all over
but I also see those who are trying to be "perfect" respect and love your self enjoy and love the body god gave you ~not a Christian, but it sounds good~
so that’s basically it I mean I’m not a butt guy or a boob guy ~ in fact unlike most guys I prefer them small no bigger then a D and a D is pushing it for me~ not a leg guy or a shoulder guy ...
I like a woman that is beautiful in natural ways ~plastic surgery eww~, and I do admit like all humans there are physical traits I prefer over others
But if I talk to you and you don't at least like some of the things I do that means there's no connection ~obviously~
I’d rather be with some one who at least kind of likes anime and has other things in common with me, then a supermodel cause a supermodels beauty is only skin deep
Other things I like hiking, riding bikes ~if I had one,~ reading books, FIRE, nature ~though don't mix the two =P~ rain and cloudy days, swords and knives, anything super natural, and family the most important thing in this world ... friends come and go relationships are born then fade to dust, but family is always there no matter what.
~Takes a deep breath, and sighs~ ah much better now~
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 4:00 pm
xxXX_Pitari Tenshi_XXxx [(I'm curios as to how we got onto the topic of what we look for in guys/girl...I mean...that really doesn't count as a secret....Specialy not Nii-san's.. XD Atleast Alice-Nee and I formatted it to where it'd kinda seem like one.)]
[(Okay...I'm done randomly bitching....)]
~*~
Elmo needs to learn what love is.
He says he does but its more then ovious that he doesn't.
He throws around those three words without thinking aboutt he effect it'll have on the person.
If he's in trouble with his girlfriend/affraid she might break up with him, he tells her he loves her. Which more often then not, saves his a**, because girls want to be loved and usualy have a "soft spot" for hearing those three words.
I mean, seriously, the week before he asked his current girlfriend out,
He was telling me he loved me and that he wanted to get back together.
And now look, he's dating Winter.(his current girlfriend)
And even before he asked her out, he asked Alice back out. Then said he wanted them both.
~*~
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 8:22 pm
Sherishade then a secret! i act tough like i need no one i be strong for everone around me and i fight for everything i believe in yet ...
i'm more human then i'd like to admit i put on a good facade and i hold my feelings inside for fear that i'd be cast out i've made the descision to keep a friend rather then jeopordise that relationship by asking them out ... and continue to do so
even though i seem so great on the outside i'm really just a scared, lonely and empty inside its hard to come to terms with all this and i've been slowly working on it my whole life but still ...
day in and day out i'm always putting the needs of others ahead of mine always being nice to those that piss me off ... always trying to keep a friendship rather then risk asking them out .... and who knows how long i'll stay that way, sometimes things seem so out of my control.
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intoxicating scribble Captain
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Posted: Thu Oct 25, 2007 6:34 pm
~*~ I know this sounds cruel...
But I really hope she breaks his heart. ~*~
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Posted: Thu Oct 25, 2007 6:50 pm
xxXX_Pitari Tenshi_XXxx ~*~ I know this sounds cruel...
But I really hope she breaks his heart. ~*~
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