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Sora sniffled a little curling up into Riku’s lap. “I’m a bad person aren’t I?” He asked with a frown as he let Riku hold him. It wasn’t like any fight had with Roxas. Demyx knew him. Demyx cared about him and yet in a fit of rage Sora ruined anything nice they had between them. He ruined their close relationship with one another. He honestly wouldn’t blame Demyx if he never wanted to speak to him again. He had such an ugly temper and it just snapped finally… The only thing he wanted right now was to have his brother hugging him and tell him that it was okay. He forgave him, but he knew that would very happen again. He could be so hateful to his own brothers, but when it came to someone like Kairi that just weighed his life down, all he could do was obey her every command like a lost puppy or something. It was sickening. Just the thought made him want to puke or maybe it was all the crying. Either way, he really was starting to feel like he had to puke.









“Oh thank god, Roxas you have got to help me. Sora and Demyx had a fight and now Demyx won’t talk to me. Me. I really scared he is going to try and kill himself because he locked himself in his bathroom and he won’t talk to me and he won’t open the door, and I really don’t want to use my best friend today” Zexion said quickly before moving back to the door so he could try and talk to Demyx again. “Demyx, Please open up, or at least talk to me. Please Demyx… or here, talk to Roxas, Roxas will understand because you are a family. Brothers until the end, which I think is way, better then my actual family.”He said putting the phone on speaker and slipping under the door so that Demyx could hear what Roxas was saying. God, he really hoped Demyx was okay, he was going out of his mind.








Demyx was sitting in the tub breathing deeply just staring at the door as he cried. He couldn’t decide between drowning himself or bleeding himself out. Bleeding would hurt more and probably take longer, but drowning himself when he was an excellent swimmer would be hard, not to mention there was a chance he would pass out and not actually end up dying. He wanted to die. He didn’t want to accept the fact that they’re family was broken. He didn’t want to wake up tomorrow knowing that Sora left and Roxas left. He didn’t want to ever wake on a holiday by himself with no family at all… He didn’t want to live it he didn’t have a family and Sora made it very clear that they didn’t have one anymore and weren’t going to get one anytime soon. When the phone slide under the door, he stared at it, wiping some tears out of his eyes as he climbed out the empty tub. He wanted to talk to Roxas one more time before doing anything. Then he had to talk to Zexion one more time. Then he could die in peace. “…. Roxy?” His voice muttered. Demyx, cheerfully happy Demy, sounded soulless, empty, like he honestly had nothing to live for anymore, and it was true. He made their family the center of his life to make sure Sora and Roxas were happy, now he didn’t have a center. It was like someone stabbed big hole in him.

Sora looked at the ground wiping away some stray tears away. “okay, you are right, Riku. I should just go up there and tell him I’m sorry…” Sora said but he didn’t move. He couldn’t move. He knew that he was in the wrong and he should go apologize and make everything better but a part of him wanted to be like this. Suffering for the wrong he did, he needed to feel horrible about himself because he deserved to feel horrible about himself. After a moment of silence, he turned back to Riku hiding in his chest again. “I-I can’t. I don’t want to end up hurting him more then he already is...”He said about to say more but his phone started to go off. He pulled it out looking at the caller ID. It was Kairi. “Hello” He said in a sorrowful tone. “No… Kairi…. I can’t today… Something happe-.. Kairi stop yelling at me...”He whimpered a little unable to stand his ground at all against her at the moment.





Demyx clutched the phone in one hand starting to cry again as he brought it closer to him. “It started when Sora came home… I wanted in on him and Riku kissing and, and I think I overreacted a bit but I thought he was with Kairi not Riku. And you know how I can’t stand cheating and then he started talking about Kairi going to try and him beat up, and He has been cutting himself, I just don’t know what do with him. He doesn’t talk to me anymore…”he said pausing to wipe some tears away and breathe a little before starting up again. “Well with everything else, I just straight out asked him why he doing this to me without even trying to talk to me first about any of it. Then he started yelling back about how I didn’t love or support him when you know that I love and support you so much. And I tried to tell him that and ugh was just so mad at me for not giving him something I give him every day since mom and dad died. And Then I think Sora just got so mad at me. He hates me Roxas, hates me. I told him the truth that if he was trying to kill himself then he was the one not loving me because I know I could probably help him if he could just come to me. Then H-he started yelling about how if I loved him and you so much why did you leave, and how o-our family is –broken. And I just wake up and r-realize it’s s-stupid to try and fix our family. Then I just told him to leave because He obviously doesn’t want to be here anymore. You don’t want to. He doesn’t want to… I-I’m the only want that w-wants this family….if y-you can even call it a family… That’s why I am just going to face my fears and get out of your lives completely… So I don’t have to worry about facing another day with a unfixable family…”he said now crying his eyes out. He didn’t give Roxas time to reply back slipping the phone back under the door. “I love you, Zexion…”He sobbed loud enough so that Zexion could hear him, though, Zexion could hear every word Demyx and Roxas said because Roxas was on speaker, and Zexion was right next to the door. “I just can’t take anymore..”He continued before moving back to the tub to contemplate his death more.









“No, no, no, no, Demyx, please don’t do this. PLEASE” He said banging on the door starting to cry. Demyx was going to kill himself with his best friend right there outside the door trying to help him. “Demyx please don’t kill yourself, No over this. Please Dem, don’t let it end like this…”he sobbed softly through the door not wanting to lose Demyx. He spent twice as much time daily with Demyx then he did with anyone. If Demyx was gone, he literally would have a huge gap in his life.

Sora just stared as Riku cussed out Kairi… It honestly made him feel better, knowing that Riku would help him like that. “No, Riku. It’s okay… that took a lot more guts than I have… she deserved that…”He explained softly looking into Riku’s tender teal eyes once he opened them. “Okay, I’ll go talk to him since, you told Kairi off for me” He said with a small smile finally showing up on his face before he heard Zexion’s yelling. He never yelled unless something bad was happening. He quickly got up off Riku and hurried after him as they booked it up upstairs into Dem’s room, where they found Zexion crying, and Roxas yelling about not wanting to come home to another grave when he came home over the phone. “He locked himself in the bathroom and now I think he is going to try and kill himself all because you said you guys weren’t a family anymore” Zexion said trying to sound mean but he couldn’t help it. One of the most important people in his life was about to kill himself over that stupid fight.













Demyx wiped tears from his face unable to take the begging anymore so he turned on the shower letting it run over him as he sat in the bathtub. The shower covering most of the outside noise so he could let his mind wander. Let his mind slip away, knowing to kill himself he couldn’t be in his right mind. It would hurt too much.

Demyx looked at Riku now, his arms wrapped around Sora ‘s waist as just a reaction to Sora being thrown at him practically. It was dead silent now, before Marluxia walked in seeing the door. “Oh hell no, who broke my door?!”He yelled in a angry black girl kind of way, not really understanding much pass the fact his door was now broke. Demyx just started laughing at this. For no reason at all other then Marluxia getting upset over a door was funny. Sora stared blankly at the blond for a moment before starting to laugh a little, himself. Zexion staring at them like they were crazy but at the same time, he felt a wave of relief come over him before he started laughing too.


“I’m sorry for getting so mad you Demyx, I love you so much. And I’m sorry about what I said, our family isn’t broken.”Sora said after he stopped laughing hugging Demyx now even though he was all wet from sitting in the shower. “I forgive you Sora, but I do have to say this, I’m not sure you should be dating Riku. I mean he obviously has anger issues and is abusive because that slap really hurt” He said now calm and slightly happy because he was laughing, because all the seriousness was gone from the room, besides the fact that Zexion had to explain to Marluxia why the door had to be broke. “I don’t know, I like him, I mean he is like the glue for me to help keep myself together.”Sora said before hugging Riku now getting him wet from where Demyx was wet and he hugged him, smiling at him. “I love you Riku” He said whispered happily glad he was here today. Demyx stood up now walking to Zexion hugging him tightly getting him wet as well. “I love you Zexy” He whispered softly when Zexion hugged him back. “I love you too Demyx” He said happily to the blond. Marluxia looked around the room at everyone before throwing his arms up. “Ugh you people are impossible. I’m going to make dinner and mind my own business” He said before storming out the room in a powder puff kind of way making Demyx laugh again. Zexion smiled, he was really glad to have Demyx back in his arms. “Hey Roxas, are you still there?”Zexion asked as he picked up the phone and bought it to where Demyx and him could see the screen and speak if they wanted.

Sora let him do whatever he want with him, his arms wrapped around Riku’s neck using it to hold him up seeing as his knees felt weak from all the tension then sudden passion. Sora even started to play with Riku’s hair as their tongues danced together in each other’s mouth

“Yeah, Roxy, everything is okay now.”Zexion said softly with a smile nuzzling into Demyx a little making Demyx smile. “yeah, I’m fine because my face hurting from that slap, I’m okay.”Demyx said softly into the phone before both of them looked up at Riku and Sora making out in Demyx’s bathroom… “I think that is a yes, I don’t know Roxas what do you consider making out in the bathroom?”Demyx giggled a little now finding it funny. Zexion chuckled a little at Demyx’s comment. “Roxas, you are okay right?”He said softly with a soft expression making Demyx smile softly. “Roxas, I going to have to borrow Zexion until you get back, he just adorable to not love” Demyx said still smiling. Zexion laughed. “what about Axel, Demyx?” Zexion asked with a chuckle. “I don’t think Axel will mind you Zexy, plus I don’t mind if Roxy wants some of him since he is sharing you” Demyx explain with a playful grin. “you are so crazy” Zexion laughed at him.

Sora moaned a little as Riku kissed and bite his neck. He couldn't help wanting then just kisses, though even if he didn't want it he couldn't really stop Riku, he had him pinned against the wall pretty good. Sora opened his eyes a little looking around the room for a moment before shoving Riku back off him. His eyes going immediately from the confused teal eyes to the two sitting right outside the bathroom... "Maybe we should go somewhere else..."He whispered when his big blue orbs finally moved back to the teal ones. He was beside himself. He wanted this. He really did, but apart of him didn't. To go any further, Sora wouldn't be able to hid under his long sleeve shirt and pants. Riku would see all of his scars again.. And Sora really didn't want Demyx to see them... He could probably go all emo again because he freaked out at just the ones on his wrist.



Demyx paused a moment thinking about it. "... So wait. Axel didn't fight back because I told him I don't like fighting...."Demyx said softly with smile forming even more on his face looking Zexion who was chuckling a little at him. Now, both Zexion and Demyx knew Axel was whipped. Which in Demyx's case was good and bad especially if Demyx knew about. Because in a good sense, Demyx didn't get upset at them as much, but in a bad sense Demyx was also one of those people you had to tied down or they were fly away.

Sora nodded a little at Riku moving a little towards the door but he was stopped when Riku cupped his cheeks. His eyes were so big and serious.... It almost scared Sora, but at the same time, it calmed him because they were looking at him with.. Such compassion. "No, it's not that honestly. I just don't want... You to feel uncomfortable..."He said looking down trying to avoid eye contact but it was hard because Riku had his head pointed right at him. "Can we go somewhere else and talk about this..."He mumbled a little glancing over at Zexion and Demyx before looking back at Riku's teal eyes.

Demyx giggled a little before starting to bounce a little happily. "Okay, I'll tell them"Demyx said glancing over at them again, smirking slightly. "But I think we should wait.. They seem busy"Demyx giggled a little again noticing the hickey on Sora's neck a already. Demyx turned back to Zexion before bleeming a smile. "Zexion.. Zexion... You know what this means right!" He said happily shaking him a little making him laugh at the blonde's sudden hyperness. "What does it mean?"He asked softly like he didn't know, but he did. "I might actually have a real life boyfriend! Isn't that exciting~"He exclaimed happily making Zexion glanced at the phone before smiling happily. "Yeah, Demyx, especially since I have one too now"He said imagining Roxas's face right now. It was probably extremely adorable.