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 Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 1:07 am
Zexion watched him sadly as he pushed away from him again. Then, he looked around as the water started draining. "Dems..," he called to him softly, slipping off of the bed and wading in the water over to the blond. Zexion pulled him up and over to the toilet, sitting him down on the lid. He slid into his lap and hugged him tightly, burying his face in the blond's neck. "No...I'm sorry, Dem..," he mumbled against his skin. "I judged what you wanted before I knew... It was wrong for me to do that... I shouldn't have overreacted like I did..."
the broken-hearted never win.
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 1:26 am
Demyx started to sob lightly again hugging the other finally. "That's just the thing, I'm a slut because giving the chance to do it all over again.. I would..." Demyx cried knowing he needed help but no one was willing to truly help him because no one understood that he just couldn't say no.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 1:55 am
"What...what if you had known my feelings before you started having sex with them..?" he asked softly, holding the blond close. "Would you still have done it?"
the broken-hearted never win.
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 2:03 am
Demyx started to shake again and the draining of the room suddenly stopped. "I-I-I.. I-I don't know..." Demyx whispered a bit shaky though what his mind was screaming was completely different.
"******** liar, you would have still let your slutty a** get ******** by Axel even if you knew that you were going to be shot for it. You just can't get enough of it, might as well just call yourself a Whore and start making money off it."
He knew that voice was right, but he couldn't bring himself to tell Zexion that. It would break him... It was breaking Demyx just thinking about, but he knew that it didn't matter what he pick and chose to tell Zexion, he would know soon enough how filthy he was. Xigbar and Axel never stayed away for long, one or the other would be back wanting him to slip away with them, and he knew that no matter how many times he thought he could say no. He wasn't going to.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 2:11 am
Zexion felt him starting to shake and he hugged him tighter, whispering to him. "Shh... Shh, Dem, it's okay. I know, okay? You don't have to tell me..." His chest hurt, but he didn't care. Demyx was more important than him right now.
the broken-hearted never win.
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 2:28 am
Demyx cried for a while not really talking anymore, he just liked having Zexion there to comfort him. After about five minutes, Demyx seemed to calm a bit more and pulled back from Zexion's embrace. "Z-Zexion.. This is going to sound a little weird, b-but umm, well you just watch over m-me while I sleep... M-my head hurts and I-I'm really tired.. b-but if I don't have someone there watching me, I'm afraid t-they come and c-convince me to do b-bad things again," Demyx sobbed a little feeling so drained from using all that power before without knowing the weakening effect.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 2:46 am
Zexion smiled at him and nodded. "Of course I will, Dem. You wanna change and come sleep in my room where it's not soaking wet?" he asked softly. "Actually, your clothes are all probably soaked, too... You wanna borrow some of mine? I have some really big teeshirts you can borrow. And I'm pretty sure I have some really elastic boxers you can wear." He kept smiling at him and he ran his fingers through Demyx's hair gently, getting it out of his face.
the broken-hearted never win.
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 2:55 am
Demyx nodded a little before getting up and reaching up into a cabinet that he water didn't get high high to reach and pulled out two towels, one for each of them. The water now was barely a shallow puddle deep, so it didn't matter if they stood up now and walked through it. "Thank you for this Zexion.." Demyx whispered feeling a bit of guilt running through him because Zexion could help him, but he couldn't help Zexion.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 3:17 am
Zexion shook his head. "No thank you needed, Dem. You know that." He stripped off his shirt and pants, wrapping the towel around his chest so he was completely covered. He was blushing lightly. "I'm gonna leave these in here..," he told him, hanging them over the side of the sink. He wiggled his toes around in his socks and made a face before leaning over to take them off as well, doing the same with them. "They were squishy..," he informed Demyx absently. Then he opened a corridor to his room. "You ready?"
the broken-hearted never win.
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 6:37 pm
Demyx nodded a little before seeing to Zexion take off his wet clothes. Seeing as he didn't see why it was a good idea to keep his on if Zexion wasn't he stripped too, except he wasn't that shy about it. In fact, he didn't wrap the towel around his waist until after he was completely stripped. "Yeah, I'm ready.." Demyx said softly looking into his room for a moment. When he woke up, he was going to have to come in here and clean all of his this up, but that was okay, as long as he got the sleep first.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 8:12 pm
Zexion blushed when Demyx began to undress and turned away to give him privacy before grabbing ahold of Demyx's hand and pulling him through the corridor to the emo's room. He moved to his closet and pulled out a shirt that hung down to his mid-thighs. He handed it to Demyx. "It's...actually yours... You left it in here when you slept in here once...and I've been using it as a night shirt..." He blushed at himself then dug through his drawers and pulled out a pair of bright blue boxers with fish on them. He handed them to Demyx. "Those...are yours, too... I really don't remember how I got them..." Then he slid his boxers off while holding the towel around him, pulling on some dry ones. He then pulled on a loose wife-beater, wearing it with his blue and white vertically-striped boxers.
the broken-hearted never win.
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 8:29 pm
Demyx smiled at the shirt and boxers. "Well good to know that I have clothes in your closet just for this emergencies." Demyx said easily putting on the clothes then moving to Zexion's bed. He sat down for a moment before starting to peel off the wet bandages and throw them away in a trash can near by. The one on his neck started to bleed again while he was taking off the bandages elsewhere, but he didn't seem to mine. He was use to bleeding after Axel. At the moment, he was trying to remember the cover-up Axel told Vexen for the cuts and bite marks, but he couldn't remember it was probably while he was passing out.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 9:45 pm
Zexoin smiled back to him and nodded before going into the bathroom. He emerged a few moments later with a freshly-washed face, brushed teeth and pulled-back hair. He frowned a little seeing Demyx's wounds. He turned around back into the bathroom and came back with a first-aid kit. He sat down beside Demyx and removed his hands from his way. He cleane the wounds gently, put ointment on them, and rebandaged them securely. Then he slid the kit beneath his bed and laid his head on Demyx's shoulder. "I'm real now, right?" he asked softly, hugging his toned arm.
the broken-hearted never win.
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Posted: Tue Jun 28, 2011 12:31 am
Demyx frowned a little feeling Zexion with the first-aid kit. "You don't have to.." He started but it was apparent that Zexion wasn't taking no for an answer. "You seem real to me..." Demyx whispered back not feeling as hopeless as before, and plus he didn't know that Zexion had spare clothes that was his, so he couldn't have made that up out of thin air right?
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jun 28, 2011 1:22 am
Zexion smiled softly and hugged his limb tighter, holding it to his chest. "Good. Because I am. And...I won't leave you...if you really don't want me to," he added gently. "Whatever makes you happiest...okay?" He looked up at him with a warm smile. "We should go to sleep now."
the broken-hearted never win.
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