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 Posted: Thu Jun 17, 2010 11:44 am
Aya wondered what was going on in his head as he was silent for a few moment. He still seemed to be having a hard time with her nearby. If he was so afraid of females he really was doing well to be near her, she figured.
"Me oh well... that is to say.." she floundered for a moment or two, then took a deep breath. It was only fair of him to ask after her situation, wasn't it? Afterall, she'd asked him of his.
Looking to one side, she talked softly. "I... my mate, he was an alpha. He was a proud male, strong, handsome - about your size. He had two things which made us fall out, a temper and a wish for sons. I couldn't give him the second, so I saw more of the first." A soft sigh escaped the lips of the gentle female. "He told me to leave, that he couldn't stand the sight of me, and that he wanted to have a mate who could give him the heirs he wanted."
Her eyes sneaked back to look at Vaughn again, sure for a moment that she'd experience a similar reaction. A female who couldn't have pups was pretty useless afterall, right?
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Posted: Thu Jun 17, 2010 12:01 pm
Frowning Vaughn could feel his fur rise in angry, her male sounded horrible… A low growl started from his gut and left through a bark, “Horrible!” He felt like spitting on the b*****d, the very mention of that horrible sounding male put Vaughn on edge.
“Males like that deserve to be the outcast not the alphas…” He knew he was out of bounds for saying this but he happened in his wolf pack as well, their own alpha was such an a*****e but his father was able to rid them of that horror…
The fact that this female was, was mated to a male like that. After just a moment of deep breaths and short rage fits Vaughn calmed down and realized that he was way out of line, “Oh, oh I’m so sorry he was your mate… I…” No he couldn’t say that he didn’t mean if cause if he had a choice to go out and find that male he’d do his best to fight him into the ground.
“No I can’t say that I didn’t mean it because males like that are just…” Letting out a huff of rage Vaughn’s tail waged threateningly.
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Posted: Thu Jun 17, 2010 2:49 pm
Aya's lips turned up at the edges as Vaughn became irate at the idea of her mate's cruelty. She'd felt that way herself, sometimes, when the shame wasn't foremost.
"Each to their own opinion, honey, I don't fault it and I can't say I truly disagree with it in some ways. Of course he was my mate and at first I loved him but sometimes people are not what they seem to be. I can't fault him for wanting little ones around, I want them so badly myself, but I cannot forgive what he did to me. I would have stepped aside, let him have another female, but he wanted me gone". She sighed, but it was a cathartic one, and after saying it all out aloud she felt a little better.
Her smile came back as she took in the male in front of her again. "So, even if you're frightened by women like me, you still are willing to feel sorry to see us hurt? You're a gentleman, Vaughn. There's many will say they love females, but given the chance will do bad to them so I can't but think highly of you for not being so".
"I must say, that determined, bold look you have about you now suits you better than fear" she commented, gently, not wanting him to take it offensively.
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Posted: Thu Jun 17, 2010 3:21 pm
Vaughn could feel his body heat all over, blushing? Was he blushing from a compliment from a female? Was he still awake is the better question? Gulping back a full mouth of saliva Vaughn felt a shiver run down his spine…
This wasn’t good, “Well um.. Tha-thank you…” Nervously Vaughn looked down to his paws, now playing with the dirt, this was so awkward! What was he suppose to be doing? How was he supposed to respond to something like that! He could feel his body shake loosely but he suddenly got an idea maybe if he focused on something else like… Like… Glancing around Vaughn couldn’t help his gaze get caught up in Aya’s markings… They were so wondrous and and…
Catching himself before he gazed too long at Aya Vaughn looked around, “Well um… You’re very beautif- I mean! It’s! Just…” And now he could feel the air fill his head, his body becoming lighter… ‘No no no please don’t faint! Things were going good…’
“I…” And there went the mighty Vaughn, a pile of blue on the ground.
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Posted: Thu Jun 17, 2010 3:55 pm
"You're most welcome, Vaughn" the red-pelted female said "and thank yo.. Vaugh!" her reply was cut short as the big male dropped to the floor. She darted forward, wondering what was wrong with him to have made him keel over so fast. "Oh, honey, what in the world..." she said, half under her breath as she examined him, her quick mind racing for ideas as to why he seemed to be out for the count.
He seemed to be breathing, if shallowly, and she could hear the tha-dump of his heart just fine. It just seemed as if he'd... no, surely not. A big male like that fainted away? She almost giggled, but that would be unkind and, besides - big male or little girl, fainting was still a serious matter. She wasn't sure what to do with him, but eventually nudged his side with her nose. "Vaughn, honey, you need to get up!" her tone was a little worried, as she continued to watch him for signs of consciousness, but the sensible female wolf had dealt with worse situations.
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Posted: Thu Jun 17, 2010 4:11 pm
Vaughn could feel the pull of consciousness pull at him; a faint sound being heard in the distance his darkness having a dim thump of life every now and again. Lightly awaking up Vaughn could feel his body sniffed from the feel of another wolf nudging him, the scent of a female filled his nose. Vaughn could feel his lungs fill and lose air faster than he had before; a female had never been this close to him.
He didn’t know what to do; the female was so close… And he was on the floor like a pathetic pup, “Um…” No! He can do this; just take in the air take in the sense of a female… She’s not going to hurt you; she’s not going to hurt you. Glancing to the beauty before him Vaughn took in one last deep breath, “You’re really good looking…” Wait! That wasn’t what he going to say, “I mean! That is to say your pups would look nice?” Uh what? That isn’t what he wanted to say either… “Wow this is harder then mother said it would be…”
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Posted: Thu Jun 17, 2010 6:15 pm
Aya was a little taken aback at first. On the ground, now up and spouting compliments? She backed up a few steps, to let him get a breath, and cocked her head to one side, regarding him.
"Your mamma told you that when you meet a girl you should be acting like that?" she raised an eyebrow. "There's no need to come out with all that kinda nonsense just to talk to womenfolk, honey. We can live five minutes without a compliment, despite what some of you males seem to think." The glint in her eye showed she was being playful with her words, but her tone showed she was not being entirely frivolous.
She harrumphed. "Honey, you just need to relax and realise women are just another type of wolf - same as you in most ways, different in none that really matter when all you're doin' is talking".
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Posted: Thu Jun 17, 2010 9:10 pm
Relaxing Vaughn could feel a smile coming on, she was so relaxing and comfortable and nice. Letting out a deep breath Vaughn nodding, this was better his nerves were nearly fired and her being so… nice was helping which was… nice. Everything was so nice.
“You have a way about you; it is very nice to finally be breathing smoothly around a female…” Finally, he was relaxing… Oh so peaceful and surprisingly he could feel his mind relax, all the depressing thoughts and dark deeds he had wished to do to his family were finally gone. Was it that he was able to get it off his chest or was it this nice female? And it was a female; he was being okay around a female… Alright so he had fainted and he was pathetic but he had gotten better.
“You are a worthy female and you have helped me so, I shall help you. What can I do to help you?” His heart raced at the thought of helping someone, “But just remember that I might be a bit skittish.”
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Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2010 6:18 am
When she'd been cast out by her mate he'd told her she wasn't worthy of being his mate, not worthy of being in his pack. She'd decided, since, that noone would tell her if she was worthy or not, even if it was a compliment. Even if she still felt unworthy. "Whether I am worthy or not is for me to decide" she said, trying not to sound scolding, just assertive "but thank you for your kind words, Vaughn - I do appreciate the thought".
It was nice to see a little of the tenseness gone from him, less fear in his eyes, the red female thought. He didn't seem so odd in the head, now. "I can't think of any way you could help me honey, though I thank you for askin'. I'm just wandering through these lands in search of a new place to call home, is all. If you want to walk with me a while then you'd be welcome to, but don't feel that you have to - I am a big girl after all" she smiled self-deprecatingly.
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Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2010 10:41 pm
Nodding the female did have a point, it was not his place to tell her what she was and wasn’t. Frowning Vaughn could feel his nerves start to fir again; he was messing up wasn’t he? Maybe, maybe he could fix this, just maybe he had a chance to set things right again, against his own fear that just seemed natural now.
“I did not mean to put such a title on you but in my eyes you are of worth and deserve only what a lowly wolf, such as myself, can offer to you.” Bowing gentle Vaughn touched the ground with his noise making sure a full body bow gave off the respect he felt towards this female. She was still scary and his heart was racing with blood but he knew something could come out of this, whatever it was but something important.
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