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Roxas frowned deeper whe Sora caught on to how uncomfortable he was. He sighed softly. "I just... Do you know how hard it is for me to take in everything that I just found out?" he asked softly. "It's exhausting... I mean...I had my suspicions that you were gay, but I just found that out...and that you're dating a teacher... It's just...really hard to process, okay?" he explained, trying not to do it in a rude way or anything. He didn't want to upset Sora again. He was just having a really hard time processing everything. "And now knowing you have someone that you care so much about..," he added almost silently, "I... It kind of makes me feel...you know...alone... I mean...you're way more popular than I am and sociable and everything. I'm...not... Makes me think I won't get anyone to care about me like that... I'm just...not good with people. I may be on the soccer team and stuff, but I'm not all popular. People say hey to me and stuff, but I've never really had a conversation with anyone..." He was silent for a moment. "I don't even really have friends..," he whispered, pulling his knees up and hugging them, a deep frown set on his face.

Roxas smiled when Sora said he would always be his friend. Yeah, he was family, but he did know that he could count on Sora for anything. He leaned into the hug and sighed softly. "Yeah, but all of the people on the soccer team are just big douchebags. I really don't want to relate myself to them any further than being on the same sports team. Hayner's alright, I guess, but Seifer and Rai and even Riku are just assholes. They don't particularly care for me either." He closed his eyes as he laid against his brother. It as true, though. Most sports players sit together at the lunch table or could be seen hanging out together. And it happened with the soccer team...but Roxas always ended up eating by himself at a table off to the side. Or on the rare occasion with Sora when he got to have an extra lunch period.

Roxas chuckled lamely about Sora's suggestion. "So you think me, the unsociable wonder, should try to approach someone I don't know and talk to them? Do you even know how bad that's probably going to work out? Who the hell am I going to talk to that actually wants to talk to me?" He looked up at Sora sadly. Really, he had felt lonely for quite some time now, but he had always had Sora to talk to. Now...Sora had someone else. He couldn't give Roxas his full attention, and Roxas didn't know how he was going to handle that. "I'm not you, Sor. I'm not always happy and smiling and talkative... I'm awkward and kind of depressed...and I don't talk that much at all unless I already know the person or someone pisses me off. I just...don't know. I don't know how to make friends," he confessed, frowning deeply again as he hugged himself.

Roxas looked like he was concentrating on trying to figure out who Sora was talking about before he looked up at him, realization in his eyes. "Oh, you mean Zexion?" he asked still in that quiet voice. He had spoken to Zexion before...in class. They had been lab partners in chemistry on one of their earlier projects, and it found that they at least worked really well together. Everything had gone smoothly, there had been no arguing, and they got done first with perfect marks. However, they hadn't spoken after that. "I guess... I mean, he's not super talkative either, so maybe you're right. I'll, uh, try to talk to him Monday, I guess." He smiled softly when Sora hugged him and said what he did. "Thanks, Sor. You're my best friend, too," he told him, wrapping his arms back around his twin and laughed a little. "We should go to bed... My mind's absolutely exhausted from all of this, and I'm gonna pass out soon anyway." He pulled away from his brother and slid beneath the covers, cuddling with Sora's pillow.