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Listening slightly Gaberial bite his bottom lip gently as he relaxed one arm enough to take the plushie as he looked at him gently but nodded gently. "Okay, just be careful please. I don't want to see you hurt at least not by him"he said gently. Watching him a bit he nuzzled into the plushie and the blanket as he looked at the door a bit. "I love you too Cydrao"he said blushing and burying his face into the plushie slightly and began to drift off to sleep soon afterwards.

Lucian looked up when he heard the door open and then seeing Cydrao coming in he knew Gaberial would follow but to his surprise he didn't seem him and as well he heard him lock the door. Glaring at him he looked at him calmly and then looked away a bit and then looked at him when he felt him near and growled struggling against the binds. "Where is Gaberial? Tell me where the brat is so you can bring him here so he can let me go and I will hurt you for doing this to me. So tell me where he is jerk"he snapped at him. Shacking in anger he looked at him smirking a bit "ow did he take it when you told him you are with me and want me and not him? Did he cry like a baby or did he accept it and leave?"he asked grinning. He actually didn't feel anything from the mark when Cydrao and Gaberial were in the museum at all. Then again he never payed attention to it when Gaberial was the one hurt, Gaberial would because he cared. "Well are you going to talk to me sexy man or are you going to keep me waiting for some sexy time with my man?"he teased him slightly.

Gaberial nuzzled the plushie a few times before stopping and actually drifting off to sleep soon afterwards holding the plushie gently as he slept mumbling a bit and slightly.

Lucian looked at him as he growled a bit and then looked away curling his fingers against his palms. "I told you to leave him be, you can keep his as company or someone to help you clean but that is all. He is fool and he will never be able to love anyone properly because he is still in love with me as well another thing"he said growling.

Hissing he looked up at the other calmly and coldly as he leaned and and slammed his head against him and then looked at him smirking a bit more. "I would never ever let myself be topped by someone like you or even a pathetic male like Gaberial ever. I rather die then do that ever"he coldly and slammed his knee against his crotch hard and pulled it back smirking.

"Snuggling its not to me, you want to snuggle someone then you can go to Gaberial and he will snuggle with you as you like until your sick of it. Me......"he stayed quiet as he felt the other nibble and flicker and smirked as he shock his head. "You really need to work on seducing people. I have had so much better your like a little virgin girl who never knew what it mean to be screwed. This might work on little virgins like Gaberial but not to me. Has he ever told you what I made them do to him? What he went through and actually what happened to him when they let him go? Do you know that they experiments on him for days until they actually succeded onto what they wanted and that was actually to make him be able to bear children"he hissed into his ear.

Smirking he layed back and began to drift off to sleep soon afterwards humming himself to sleep. "Fine I rather not do that because well your not to my taste I just wanted to see Gaberial cry and knew he could never have you and well I have made him cry and as well he knows your never going to be his. I might as well just plan to find him someone that will not mind being with a male thats a freak all over or that he can do what a woman can to life"he said drifting off to sleep as he hummed a bit.

Gaberial moved a bit as he hissed slightly feeling a small pain in his rear as he took a few small breaths before sighing slightly as he sat up slowly. Rubbing his head a bit he held onto the blanket and the plushie slightly rubbing his eyes a bit. Gently he stood up and stretched but winched and grabbed his lower back a bit.

"Really, Really bad idea to do it so many rounds without getting used to it first. Oh well I know that it might not last for that long once he and Lucian start but at least I know it was by someone who wanted me happy"he said to himself gently. Shacking his head he ran his through his hair a bit before looking down seeing he was in some of his own cloths and then as well Cydrao clothing. Blushing more he looked away and head around the room holding the plushi gently before finding the piano.

Smiling he walked over to it and sat down on it and set the plushi on his lap gently biting his lip worried he lost it. Taking a sharp breath he opened the lid and looked the keys over as he ran his fingers over the keys gently before pulling his hands back. "I shouldn't"he said gently. Biting his lip gently he reached over again slowly as he began to play the piano as he kept his gaze on his fingers the whole time. Blinking here and there he stayed quiet as he played the piano gently.

Lucian looked at him as he growled a bit and looked at him coldly and then headbutted him hard hissing as he looked at him smirking a bit."I would never ever lower myself to anyone not even for someone that I do want. Its stupid and pointless because all they are and as well the person leaves in the end because they get to boring or the person finds someone else to screw. You, you I would never lower to myself to let you screw me or even let you in my because you are never going to be worth it nor would you ever be in this life time"he said coldly.

Looking away he smirked a bit as he shock his head gently as he moved a bit and rolled over to his side slightly but kept his rear to the wall. Looking at him he tilted his head a bit as he looked at him grinning a bit more cruelly. "You would never be able to pleasure me because dark elves disgust me and if I could I would strangle you right here and now, but knowing that Gaberial might hate me for it more. It brings me greater pleasure to see Gaberial in pain as well being hurt no matter what it is"he said a bit.

"You can say all you want Cydrao, either way once I'm free I am going to hurt Gaberial in front of you and make sure you can not do anything to help him or even make the pain go away. He will never be your's because you truelly will never be willing to let yourself become his since you want two men at the same time. One of them wants to give you everything they have and willing to sacrifice themselves to see you smile while the other can really not care what happens because they will never grow to love you or respect you"he said coldly.

Moving he rolled back over onto his back a bit as he took a deep breath as he looked at the ceiling a bit. Hearing the piano music playing he growled a bit and looked over at the male coldly. "You let him near a piano? Why in the Seven hells would you let him near a piano. He will not stop playing it, so go tell him to stop playing it and bring him here so he and I may talk, if not then when I'm free I will bring him to you with his hand completely shattered and broken, beaten to a bloody pulp as well then raped in front of you while you can't do anything to help him"he yelled at him.

Sighing he looked away doing his best to tune out the music for as long as he could as he calmly bite his bottom lip a bit and then looked at the restraints a bit. "Showing someone that much devotion is pointless because all any uke's are good for are being screwed and then thrown away when your bored with them. I will never ever meet you halfway because you have nothing I want besides wanting to screw you so hard to make Gaberial cry and not want you no more. That is the only pleasure and happiness that I want, I want to make Gaberial's life a miserable one and have him pregnant with some b*****d's child and then kill it before its even born or kill it when its born and make him watch" he said coldly.

Looking away he closed his eyes a bit "Talk all you want,I will listen but I am not going to meet you half way ever because you are not worth it. Yes I lust for you but I rather just screw you and then move on and leave the left overs for Gaberial to take if he wants any at all. You should know Gaberial was pregnant once but he was still a virgin still, they gave him an abortion after only two weeks once it was proven he could carry"he said gently.

Gaberial looked up as he bite his lip gently as he continued to play but he began to play other songs as he took small breaths as he closed his eyes gently.

Lucian looked at him and smirked a bit "Talk all you want dark elf but it won't matter to me what you to me because in the end I will still have Gaberial and his life will still be miserable with me and he will be sold off to someone else or to other people. Talk all you want really, but I just want to have you as a friends with benefits from time to time but never anything serious. So talk or you can do what you came here to do and make Gaberial hate you for good, either way you are in a no win situation no matter what. Gaberial will never be yours at all, because he is marked to be mine for life as well as you are marked to be mine till i decided to mark another'he said smirking a bit.

Looking at him a bit as he moved his hand to show the mark he had on his hand. "You see the marking? Its the one I have and Gaberial has a different one so either way he will always be mine no matter what, the only one that can break it is Gaberial himself if he goes before the council and demands being switched to someone else"he said calmly.

"So speak or get on with it"he said gently. Lucian hissed a bit hating the music as he curled his fingers tightly right against the mark forcing any amount of pain he hand left into Gaberial. Gaberial hissed and whimpered as he stopped playing and pulled his hands off the piano as he held onto his shoulder as he shivered a bit. "Lucian, please stop. I will stop playing"he said gently whimpering as he began to tear up a bit. Hearing the music stop playing Lucian smirked a bit and relaxed a bit. "Much better, now its quieter and now we can talk in peace if anything or we can start with whatever you want but I am never going to bend to you or even consider seeing you as a man because your not. You only see yourself and I only see myself, we would never work we would only clash and fight"he said.

Lucian looked at him coldly as he hissed a bit as he moved to hit him but forgot that he was bound. Smirking he looked at him a bit "You will never be the boss like me and I'm not slut. At least I know who and what I want in bed. I don't get it then I rather not screw it like you would"he said coldly.

Blinking a bit he sat up quickly once the binds were off and rubbed his wrists before looking over at the door. Getting up he ran over to the door and began to fiddle with the door and then slammed his fists against the door. "Kill me and I will bring Gaberial with me and you won't have either of us"he yelled out the door. Hissing he kicked the door and then headed back to the bed as he got dressed in what was left of his cloths as he ran his hands through his hair.

'Damn it!! Why in the world would I have said that? I would have never said that at all, he is not my equal and never will be. But why is what he said making more sense as time goes by. I'm going to kill him when he gets back here for confusing me so much.'he thought to himself as he growled in frustration. Hissing he layed back down on the bed as he held his hand up with the marking thinking a bit still angry and lost as to why he was actually believing what the other said.

Gaberial blinked as he blushed a bit before looking over seeing it was Cydrao who was hugging him as well nuzzling him. Blinking softly he nuzzled him back he wrapped his arms around him gently as he took a small breath burying his face gently into his shoulder blade. His shoulder still hurt a little bit but he ignored it wanting to comfort the other at the moment. "Its okay Cydrao, I know you didn't mean for me to get hurt or be in pain. But I will always forgive you no matter what"he said gently.

Smiling he pulled back as he lifted his chin up gently as he rubbed his jaw gently moving to his cheek gently. "Do not feel bad or do I need to tickle you and I love you too"he said gently. Smiling he looked at him calmly as he relaxed a bit before pulling back as he rubbed his shoulder gently. "Did Lucian say something to upset you or anger you?"he asked gently.

Lucian blinked a bit as he looked at the door and then looked at his hand gently as he smirked a bit. "Well let see how he will react when Gaberial can't breath or even move his hand or arm for a few weeks"he said to himself. Grinning he moved and turned the marking on his hand red as he spoke a few words in an ancient language and curled his fingers hard before looking to the door to see what would happen next.

Gaberial blinked a bit as he felt something burning on his shoulder as he looked at the mark reaching to touch it before biting his lip hard to muffle the sounds but a scream came out as the bones in his right arm from his elbows to his wrist shattered. Trembling he looked up gently but let a smile show as he bite his lip a bit but he trembled more. Hearing the scream Lucian smirked a bit hearing the muffled scream he shock his head "Let him deal with that either way, he won't banish me. I'm already fallen and almost dead, but at least it will give me some time to think of what to say to them later when i see them"he said gently. Blinking gently he shut his eyes gently and began to drift off to sleep before reaching down as he began to rub himself biting his lip gently to keep the moans down. After a while he finished as he pulled his hand back and wiped it across the bed sheets a bit to get the release off before he got back under the covers and began to drift off to sleep soon afterwards.

Gaberial looked up gently as he bite his lip a bit still trembling but kept his gaze on him gently while he purred a bit. "Would you like me to play you something Cydrao?"he asked gently. Smiling he felt his arm began to go numb and swell but he ignored that while he pulled his arm back and behind his back so the other would not see while waited for the other to answer. His shoulder still hurt but now it burned from what happened but he ignored it just like he ignored the pain in his arm.

Gaberial nuzzled back as he s**t his eyes gently as he took small breath and wrapped his good arm around him gently as he bite his lip gently before looking at him gently. Hearing him talking to himself gently he reached over and rubbed his cheek softly with his thumb.

"Best to be chaotic neutral then to be to good or to evil. A good limit. I do not want you to see yourself as a white sheep in a dark elf family, you are perfect the way you are"he said softly as he looked at the male softly. Feeling him touch his arm he flinched and hissed slightly as he took a small breath and looked at him softly. His face was mixed with pain and some what anger for touching it.

Taking a few small breath as he leaned into him as he relaxed his forehead gently on his shoulder gently. "Yes sadly our marks are connected, but I never use mine to hurt him I only help him when the mark starts hurting. He is the opposite way he will use the mark to hurt me and never come help when I need it. But please do not say that, it would hurt me greatly to see you in pain especially a thousand times in the gut"he said gently.

Holding onto him gently he fingers curled up against the shirt shutting his eyes a bit as he took a deep breath before looking at him softly. Blushing he looked at him gently as he nodded softly before looking at him gently "If you see me as a girl, I might have to smack you and remind you that I am a boy and not a girl and you might know which way"he said gently.

Smiling gently he moved his arm from where he had it and began to play gently on the piano at first so he could get at least get a feel for what kind of song he was singing. After the first versus he began to play with the tempo and beat of the music but after the chorus he only blushed more and crossed his legs tightly but continued to play. Once he heard him stop singing he looked at him softly and blushed a bit more and then nuzzled back into him as he took a few small breaths.

Slowly he wrapped his arms around his neck softly as he trembled slightly and buried his face softly into the crook of the ear and neck kissing it gently. "Cydrao if I were to remove this mark and place it on someone else, um I was wondering if I would be able to be marked to you and you marked to me. It would be like almost what Lucian and me have right now but only if you allow it and are okay with it. I know your marked by Lucian so if not I am okay with it just being how things are right now. I just want you happy and smiling right now then worried about me. If its not a bother to you can I have some sliced apple slices and peanut butter or cream chesse I can eat"he said gently .

Blushing he pulled away and looked at him calmly as he took a small breath as he looked at him gently biting his lip gently while he waited for Cydrao to answer his question about the mark. For some reason he was hungry and craving some weird things right now, as he looked his arm over seeing that it was better. "Thank you for healing my arm"he said gently.

Listening gently Gaberial smiled gently as he looked at him gently before reaching over to rub his cheek gently as he tilted his head a bit and ran his thumb over his lips so he would stop frowning. "Please don't frown Cydrao, I do not want you feeling sad or upset unless it was something that really deserves to be upset about or if its something Lucian did. But never frown around me, I rather see you smiling and happy"he said gently.

Hearing that he wouldn't mind being marked by him it made him a little happier, so he kissed back gently and happily as he curled his fingers gently against his chest. Hearing him mention Lucian and something he was told, so he looked down gently biting his lip gently but listened calmly. Softly he looked up ready to speak instead the next thing he knew he held onto the other wondering what was going on and why he hurried out of the room so quickly.

Looking around the kitchen he held his hands gently in his lap while he waited calmly for the food he asked for. Seeing the cream cheese and peanut butter he reached over and took some of the peanut butter on his finger and ate it. Seeing the apples and different kinds he smiled gently and leaned over kissing Cydrao softly on the cheek before pulling back a bit rubbing his cheek as well. "Thank you for getting the items for me and as well accepting"he said gently.

Humming he began to dip the apple slice into the peanut butter but stopped remembering what he said in the music room. Looking up at the male gently he gulped gently as he held his fingers gently on the apple slice but he trembled slightly unsure what he heard was right. "Are you saying that I could be pregnant? Pregnant possibly or well more likely with your child?"he asked softly. Biting his lip gently he looked down a bit and rested his hand gently on his stomach but kept his gaze there for a little bit.

"I knew they did something to me while I was there but I never knew what it was since they kept me in a drug induced state for most of it. Well at least until a few weeks they kept me down on the table a lot more and off the drugs saying that it wasn't healthy or good. After that they put me back into that state again before sending me down to Earth. So if that is what they did it must have meant that Lucian only did it to make me suffer and make sure no one would want to be with me "he said softly.

Slowly he looked up at him gently he bite the inside of his mouth gently and then as well his own lips as he took a small bite of the apple slice and peanut butter as he looked away a little worried. Taking a deep breath he looked at him gently "If I am pregnant, do you want me to keep the child or would you prefer I got rid of it and we just be careful next time? I will support your decision either way I just want you happy and as well I want you to have a family that could be called yours as well know what a real family is. Either way I will support your decision no matter what it is"he said gently as he smiled gently before leaning over and kissing him softly on the lips and pulled back as he continued to eat the apple slices with peanut butter and cream cheese rotating between them both.

Gaberial smiled gently as he kissed back gently before he kept eating his food gently before looking over to him."It will balance out well but only question is will Lucian get involved and make sure us both are never happy and sad all the time. Either way I know I will be okay or that my sad or upset moods won't last long because I have you to cheer me up"he said gently.

Gently he continued to eat even after he finished talking before looking over seeing that he was mortified. He was worried so he kissed back and dropped the apple onto the table and pressed his hand against his cheek while the other rested against his chest gently. "Are you........"was all he said before listening to the other speak.Smiling softly and gently he looked at him gently before leaning over as he kissed him softly on the lips.

"Of course I want it because its a part of you and me together and because it would make you happy as well. I would have said I would go and get ride of it but I couldn't bring myself to actually go physically do it , I would most likely hide it as long as I could until I couldn't and tell you. But I know you would step up and take care of a child that you fathered"he said gently before kissing him softly on the lips.

Smiling he nuzzled him a bit as he held onto him gently and softly the small light blush still on his face. "I love you heart, mind and soul as well and I want to have this child, no wait I meant I want to have our child because it would make me happy and I know it would make you happy. I want us to have a family together and I want to try and give you as many heirs that I can because I love you and I know we both need a family and we can have one with each other. And you are correct having a child or carrying one by your beloved makes it all the more special"he said gently.

Pulling back he kissed his neck gently before sitting in front of him softly while he stroked his cheek gently as he took a small breath. "We only have three very big problems that we can do at the pace that you want to do or feel comfortable with. One is well we have to tell Lucian I'm removing the mark with him and forming a new one with you. Second problem is how do we keep Lucian from hurting me any more and causing me pain enough to lost the baby. And last problem is how are we going to explain to my parents what happened and how i got pregnant"he said gently.

Calmly he picked the slice of apple he dropped and began to eat it again while he used the peanut butter and cream cheese again while he hummed softly and gently wrapping his free arm around his stomach gently almost possessively.He knew if he was pregnant then he was going to do all he could to protect this child as well make sure it was alive and healthy. Looking up gently he blushed more as he took a small breath while he bite his bottom lip gently while he looked at him softly "Sorry, I guess I am really possessive and protect of our child and as well you that I worry that I might lose you both"he said gently.