Cami Ryland @chromaticore Ok I'm desperate. Can you bring me basic makeup and a brush? I will love you forever.
Peyton Creedy @Halfpintpunch Of course I can
Cami Ryland @chromaticore My hero, my savior, my Madonna. Yes I mean the singer. High compliment!
Peyton Creedy @Halfpintpunch Like a virgin, baby
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Cone bra optional though deeply amusing.
Peyton Creedy @Halfpintpunch I wouldn't even know where to begin looking for one.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Does that mean we get to build one?
Peyton Creedy @Halfpintpunch Sure
DM @mimserable (May 14th) - Comfort
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Please don't listen to them! They are pedants who do not understand your importance!! I used fingers to type this. It is important.
Mimsy K. Morris @mimserable Thank you. It is somewhat discouraging. I miss the support of the scientific community off of this island.
Mimsy K. Morris @mimserable I am very glad that you understand. Please do not harm yourself.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Isn't the point to study more than to fight? That is why you are perfect for this job. <3 I will be alright, I promise!
Mimsy K. Morris @mimserable Yes, I think so too. I think that fact goes unnoticed more often than not. Stay strong in your convictions.
DM @OttoGraves (May 18th) - d**k Centipedes
OttoGraves @OttoGraves neutralneutralneutral
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Oh no please don't look so unhappy!
OttoGraves @OttoGraves im gunna have nightmares! you and rep and all of you suck!
Cami Ryland @chromaticore I'm sorry!! I promise my concern is genuine.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore If the centipedes aren't real I will buy you ice cream?
OttoGraves @OttoGraves You'd BETTER. Chocolate.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Duh. Is there any other kind? Have you ever had the cake batter kind? You should.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves I havent. Give it.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Okay we will get chocolate cake batter ice cream if I am wrong. I might be wrong. I hope I am! Sorta.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Do you have any idea how ******** scary the idea of letting a life tech check out my junk is!? DO YOU???
Cami Ryland @chromaticore No?? They were all really nice to me when I was burned! But it's ok, I will be there to hold your hand! I won't even look!!!
OttoGraves @OttoGraves oh my ******** God.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore I doubt they need to see past your underwear anyway! They knew I had bugs with all my clothes on. It'll be alright.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves i dont wanna go
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Well...that's your choice. I'll still buy you ice cream though.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Im okay with this. im in room 220.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore I will be there asap!
DM @MaebeBaeby (May 19th) - Comfort
Cami Ryland @chromaticore What kind of support were you needing? I am worried about you as well after how lame everyone was. Lemme know?
Maebe Grace Bertrand @MaebeBaeby I could use a friendly face. I'm a little busy catching up with an old friend, when I'm free I'll hit you up. Sound good?
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Sure thing!
DM @OttoGraves (May 20th) - Twitter Bitching
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Okay I failed at staying out of the Twitter mess. This is harder than it looks.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Right? I wasn't kidding. I can't even stay away either most times. It's a ******** Ryland @chromaticore I am going to scream. I might bring more ice cream up if you're not terribly busy.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves I will never say no to ice cream and bitching about twitter
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Hero.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves damn straight
OttoGraves @OttoGraves god this site is like watching a train wreck.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Can't look away, can't run away, just have to stare and potentially get pulled in.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Oh great it's a ******** whirlpool of awful. Go me.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Stay calm and have more icecream. i think i got M&ms around the cupboards
Cami Ryland @chromaticore I am not sure my income can keep up with this tri-weekly bullshit. We might have to go bargain-hunting for chocolate.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves I've got a lot of money saved up. Money aint an issue.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Yep I knew you were my hero.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves : D
Posted: Wed May 21, 2014 11:42 pm
DM Logs - May 21st
@OttoGraves - Disney World
OttoGraves @OttoGraves I'm thinking of taking a short vacation from the island of lost souls. suggestions?
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Uhhhm, somewhere fun and cheerful and stress-free. DISNEY WORLD???
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Why would I go to Disneyworld by myself? Thats just sad
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Supposedly the Happiest Place on Earth. Has to be better than here.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Uhm...take a friend? biggrin Maybe one who has never been? biggrin
Cami Ryland @chromaticore We're friends, right? biggrin
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Did you wanna go?
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Every day since I was six.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Alright. Pack up. We'll head out in a day or so.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore WHAT REALLY? OuO You are the literal most awesomest most fantastic very best ridiculously coolest wonderfullest most magical besty best bes
Cami Ryland @chromaticore t friend person dude I have ever met.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore WE ARE GOING TO HAVE SUCH FUN!!!
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Hahaha thats pretty up there. XD I'm sure we will
Cami Ryland @chromaticore This is a better idea than karaoke. For sure.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Definitly. I could use a change of scenery
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Do you have a favorite character? This is important!
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Don't have a favourite really. But i seen a few movies as a kid, and a few friends made me watch a lot
OttoGraves @OttoGraves i liked the pirate movies a lot
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Pirates of the Caribbean it is! I might have planned the perfect trip once. When I was 12.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Dang you plan ahead
Cami Ryland @chromaticore I really wanted to go and my manman said we would. We didn't. But now you're taking me and it'll be great! biggrin
OttoGraves @OttoGraves I'm glad. I don't use my leave much, so it'll be worth it.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore I don't even know if I HAVE leave and I'm not sure I care...>>
OttoGraves @OttoGraves trainees get like 2 days a month.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Oh really? Good to know!
@cuddlylittlebud - Hug Division Ambassador
Cami Ryland @chromaticore I am starting a Hug Division and think you should be in it! You are a perfect ambassador.
Dong Shu Lei @cuddlylittlebud A HUG DIVISION! if there is one, I think it will be most suitable for me! Thank you for asking and YESS i will be honoured ouo
Cami Ryland @chromaticore I wish it were real! I think people need hugs and friends a lot here. But I will gladly have a fake one with you in it!
Dong Shu Lei @cuddlylittlebud You are so sweet and clever ! I will totally support you! Let's think about how to promote this awesome division <3
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Clever maybe but not nearly as sweet as you! You inspired me when you agreed to hug Mimsy. We will cheer everyone up!
Dong Shu Lei @cuddlylittlebud Hug is always the best thing! It had such a strong POWER~ If you can't express your love, a hug will do the magic~ I love hug & being hugged
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Yes! And you don't have to know someone very well to give them a nice warm hug. It might make people nicer. Less angry.
Dong Shu Lei @cuddlylittlebud Yesssss hug can calm a person down! And you can even share your love with a stranger by hugging, there are too many hunters who need a hug
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DM Logs - June 3rd
@tomcatachresis - All About Rep
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Not the only one who sees but I'm not allowed to talk to Rep on Twitter anymore. For my sanity.
Obadiah Thompson @tomcatachresis Don't think this too forward, but I think I love you. I swear to god sometimes I think Pey and I are the only sane ones here.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore I'll plan the wedding don't worry. AND WHAT? Christ I'm glad I've stopped even looking his way. I was probably ******** next.
Obadiah Thompson @tomcatachresis He pulled weapon on me in the cafeteria for no reason. Only reason I'm still sitting here was his boyfriend showed up.
Obadiah Thompson @tomcatachresis Right after I ******** got here, too. Just a newbie.
Obadiah Thompson @tomcatachresis Yeah I wouldn't recommend antagonizing him but I don't think he's planning on ******** with me any more. He's in too much hot water.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Yes because, no offense, he was clearly threatened by you? This places scares the hell out of me sometimes.
Obadiah Thompson @tomcatachresis Apparently if you don't sign your corpses with a big "O" symbol it's no big violation of policy.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Apparently personal murders are less important than 'nefarious chaos entity' murders. Which is gross. Murder is murder!
@maebebaeby - Twitter Dramaz
Maebe Grace Bertrand @MaebeBaeby Jesus, are you seeing this s**t?
Maebe Grace Bertrand @MaebeBaeby I've never even seen a soap opera this dramatic. I want to make some popcorn and just watch it go by.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Do Rep and Harrison just not do anything but talk on Twitter and not in RL? If you make popcorn I'll come for company.
Maebe Grace Bertrand @MaebeBaeby Like, I have no idea but I'm so glad that their entire love life is apparently only online.
Maebe Grace Bertrand @MaebeBaeby Popcorning in progress. Door's open.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Cee is also a blessing. I don't know what Mimsy is doing.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore On my way down~
@ottograves - Comfort
Cami Ryland @chromaticore If you are very specific about the parameters you will and will not accept you shouldn't have to worry about Mimsy's intentions.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves i sure hope youre right. i trust your judgement. and i really like cake
Cami Ryland @chromaticore If you want me to go with you to make sure she doesn't do anything ridiculous I will. I kinda wanna go no matter who you let cake you.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves <3 the best
Cami Ryland @chromaticore I really really really do not like Rep. He makes me feel so unsafe.
OttoGraves @OttoGraves he's worse on Twitter than he is in person. i drank with him once and the worst that happened was he drew a d**k on my face
Cami Ryland @chromaticore Didn't he cut someone's arm off though?
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Rin's arm. It was an accident, cuase his charge is too much to handle. Rin is his good friend, and she doesnt seem to hate him for it
OttoGraves @OttoGraves dont get me wrong, i still think hes scum
OttoGraves @OttoGraves He's dangerous, but I only ever got hurt by him in a spar. and now the training fields have them things to stop that anyway
OttoGraves @OttoGraves Nah. He'll try to goad you into arguing. He treats me like s**t on Twitter but face to face that bravado dont seem to play out so much
OttoGraves @OttoGraves be careful and dont try to piss him off is all
OttoGraves @OttoGraves i got your back
@mimserable - Caution
Mimsy K. Morris @mimserable I hope that you will exercise caution, whatever your choices may be.
Cami Ryland @chromaticore I am trying my best to be careful and cautious. Thank you for your concern. <3
Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2014 10:20 pm
[ Lazy Afternoon Drabble ]
Laying on the floor of the tower as consciousness left Cami she could swear she felt something familiar touch her face. It was warm and it made her feel lazy, so drowsy, and she closed her eyes. Closed them against the pain, against the sight of battle, one hand outstretched so that as Maebe fell beside her their fingers tangled together as they had done so many times before. It was strange, really, the way their fingertips seemed to be magnetic. Every time she brushed against the blonde their fingers seemed to touch and twine thoughtlessly before either of the two women had realized it.
Blinking once, a long and languorous movement, she heard something thrumming beneath her ear. It was rhythmic, familiar, and…"Cami, are you falling asleep? You always do that." Otto? Opening her eyes again she was in Otto's bed with a lazy island Sunday passing them by. All three had once again piled in, comfortable in varying stages of undress, arms and legs twined to make them a single entity. Again her and Maebe's fingers were entwined to rest on Otto's stomach. If Maebe's thumb was stroking the faint lines of his abs, well, Cami wasn't going to say anything.
Stretching idly she snuggled back closer, realizing that the sound beneath her ear was his heart. Soothing. "I can't help it!" She protested. "It's just so warm and cozy. I always have good dreams when I fall asleep here." As opposed to the dreams that brought her awake with a silent scream stuck in her throat more nights than she could recall.
Maebe didn't seem perturbed either by the redhead's falling asleep or Otto's waking her up. She always seemed vaguely surprised to be talked into, pulled into, falling into these situations. Never mind that it was almost a conspiracy to get her there because between Otto and Cami there was everything she needed to be happy. Between the three of them they all had what they needed to be happy. Perfect. Together. Home.
It was Cami's hope that eventually, when either she or the blonde had ranked high enough up to claim an upstairs room, they could tear down the wall to make the bedroom bigger. Room enough for three beds instead of two or perhaps, shoving three beds together to make one so big it didn't matter what the other two were doing while the third slept. It was perfectly, beautifully unconventional and it was her greatest wish.
Never mind she hadn't bothered telling the others yet. That would come in time. Time when she was convinced that they weren't going to laugh, weren't going to turn away, and that question was still there. No. Better now to just enjoy lazy afternoons where her fingers were attached to Maebe's like nothing could break them, with the serene strength of Otto's grumpy heart beating beneath her ear.
Nothing could hurt her here. Nothing ever would.
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[ Making Claims Drabble ]
"You see, me and Cami here, we share everything."
Everything? Cami wished it were true! Accurate was that they shared Otto between them with each girl a claim on a piece of his heart that blessedly did not overlap. Cami had everything inside of him that reached out for a companion to keep him warm, to bandage his bruises, and to protect. Maebe was the one who challenged him to be more, to reach for more, to want more. To damn the world and all of its opinions. What for Cami would have been warm and soothing was raw and burning for Maebe.
Perhaps, as well, what made it simple was that the two women also shared between them skilled touches in dark rooms. Lamps burned always in Otto's dorm but that didn't mean there weren't still shadows to play off of their curves, to turn each tryst into a new moment of discovery as they learned each other by touch and taste alone. Even without Otto to link them there was a string tying Maebe to Cami.
Every time their fingers touched a small burst of lightning shot through the Antiguan's arm and she tried not to let it faze her. Tried not to let the tingles spread too far because she knew that when it came to claims hers was secondary and, really, that was alright with her. Cami'd never felt the driving need to be someone's Most Important Person. As long as she had her place to curl up inside of them, inside of their lives, she was often content.
What was shocking her was that Maebe had not, at first, seemed alright with the claim placed upon her by the redheaded woman. Oh she was more than happy to share a lazy afternoon, a quiet night alone, perhaps an early morning romp. Nothing more, nothing less. It was what it was in its simple, uncomplicated existence.
Yet in the Tower of the Ancients things had gotten much more serious. Much more pressing. When she could have cut and run the blonde had stayed and all but laid down her life for Cami. Cami had returned the same stating clearly that Maebe was hers, that she was something that the dark-skinned archer would die for, and she had not refuted it.
As far as Cami could tell that was a victory. An assurance. Hope.
So when Maebe said that she and Cami shared everything and a warmth kindled in her chest in response, lightning singing up her side where a hand squeezed her close, she agreed. She beamed and nodded. Because if they shared everything it meant that the warmth inside of her was inside Maebe as well as she was claiming it. Oh it would hurt her, in the end, if this little make-believe game in her head came out to be untrue.
But in a moment of darkness when she needed light? Maebe was there to provide it. Maebe was more than she knew, more than she allowed herself to be. Perhaps if she could realize that, perhaps if she could accept it, she could truly become great.
"She's my secret weapon. You should really watch out."
Posted: Tue Jul 08, 2014 9:06 am
DM Logs
June 19 -
@LovNjustice - Hookup
Cami Ryland So on a scale of 1 to 10 how casual are you about hooking up?
Dylon West 12! ;D
Cami Ryland FANTASTIC. What are you doing in the next hour or two?
Dylon West Anything you want me to be doing!
Cami Ryland ;D What room are you in? I can drop by with a late-night snack.
Dylon West 175! biggrin I'll be here! <3
Dylon West Had a great night! ;D Thanks for the fun <3 Enjoy your day, sweetcheeks!
Cami Ryland The pleasure was all mine ;D <3 I feel great today, thanks for that. I needed it! Have the awesome day you deserve!
@MaebeBaebe - Tread Lightly
So I'm trying to get into Dylon's pants because damn now I'm itchy @ Taym/America. Any advice?
Maebe Grace Bertrand Advice. You don't need any, he's very open to casual sex. And won't try to commit you to anything. A good choice.
Cami Ryland Oh good~ I like where I'm committed and don't want to change it. I used to be better at this, I'm rusty. Got lucky with you~ <3
Maebe Grace Bertrand I'm the lucky one.
Cami Ryland Do you have time for me tomorrow?
Maebe Grace Bertrand Cami, you don't need to make appointments with me.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Even if I didn't have time for you. I would make it.
Cami Ryland <3 I still like to ask. I'm used to being...anyway. Long story not for Twitter. You're a treasure.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Have fun.
Cami Ryland You're her present but my treasure. biggrin
Maebe Grace Bertrand Will you hoard me?
Cami Ryland Never against your will. When you'll let me, however, I will hoard you fiercely.
@sofukinawsom - Dinner
Robert Morris I HEARD WE'RE FAMILY NOW!!!!!
Cami Ryland CONGRATULATIONS if you're married to Mimsy then we absolutely are...in a fashion. biggrin
Robert Morris CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!
Cami Ryland I'm so excited to have family on the island!! You should have dinner one day.
Robert Morris I HAVE DINNER EVER YDAY!
Cami Ryland With me, I mean. And Mimsy of course!!
Cami Ryland I'll cook a big dinner for our family.
Robert Morris OK
June 26 -
@MaebeBaebe - Come Back
Maebe Grace Bertrand Hello, beautiful.
Cami Ryland Hello yourself, gorgeous <3
Maebe Grace Bertrand I miss you.
Cami Ryland I miss you too~ Do you want to come up? Or I can come down.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Is it just you up there right now?
Cami Ryland Yeah I think Otto's going to marry the lighthouse or something.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Good. I'll be right up. And mazeltov to him I guess. They make a great couple.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I just hope he doesn't bottom that.
Cami Ryland Stick up a** joke too hard to resist sigh. Come to me pls, I miss your pretty...everything.
June 30th -
@MaebeBaebe - YOU SLUT
Maebe Grace Bertrand YOU SLUT
Maebe Grace Bertrand YOU KISSED HIM
Cami Ryland HE KISSED ME
Maebe Grace Bertrand HOW COULD YOU
Cami Ryland How could I let him kiss me? Well I was crying at the time...
Maebe Grace Bertrand BUT NOW I WILL NEVER BE A BRIDE
Cami Ryland FINE, STONE ME.
Maebe Grace Bertrand God, do you have any idea how much it hurts to laugh, my cheeks keep trying to rise my mouth up and I'm in tears
Maebe Grace Bertrand You skank, you should have told me earlier, this is huge!
Cami Ryland Well telling you on Twitter didn't really seem like the best method? Way to go Otto.
Cami Ryland I was going to tell you about it in the midst of another steamy sexting session or something.
Cami Ryland But doing it when you're legitimately suffering seemed cold.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Yeah, Otto has like, zero sense of timing.
Maebe Grace Bertrand He almost agreed to let me have my threesome when I'm out of the infirmary but then he backtracked when he realized I was talking about sex.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I'll keep working on it.
Maebe Grace Bertrand How do you feel?
Cami Ryland DId he really? He's getting bolder and I like it.
Cami Ryland I...I'm not sure? I mean I'm happy! But I keep getting all shy like I'm some kind of blushing virgin.
Cami Ryland It's complicated in a way we're not and I think Otto's as confused about it as I am but we're just sorta going with it.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Like you're. Some kind of blushing virgin.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Damn now I'm kind of jealous.
Cami Ryland You really want the blushing? I mean, I'm sure you can figure it out. The butterflies are there anyway.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Promise?
Cami Ryland Yes. Besides you make me hot and that's not something I can attribute to Otto so I think you're even anyway.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Yet.
Cami Ryland Well when that day comes we can talk about it and figure something out.
July 7th -
@MaebeBaebe - Popcorn
Cami Ryland There's a fight on if you're bored, sweetheart.
Cami Ryland I know you only love me for my big, black d**k.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I'm having a lot of trouble with this. All of this. I can't wrap my mind around it.
Cami Ryland My popcorn went sour too. I'm sorry baby.
Maebe Grace Bertrand And we're back.
Cami Ryland Count on Peyton and I'm starting to think Dwight is reliable as rain.
Cami Ryland Can you come up tonight? Or I can come down if you don't want to be up here? I need you.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Haha. I hope your popcorn's tasty again. <3
Maebe Grace Bertrand I can come up. Warn Otto though, I'm in a chatty mood.
Cami Ryland He has very expensive headphones for a reason. I'll butter my popcorn for you. ;D
Maebe Grace Bertrand I'll butter your popcorn for you.
Cami Ryland I knew I could count on you <3 I love you
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DM Logs - July 14th
@singingstorms - Questions
Stormy Ortega Thank you for your advice earlier! Can I ask you some more questions?
Stormy Ortega I didn't mean to make Twitter blow up ahaha.........
Cami Ryland Go for it! I'm sorry for what happened. I'm working on my angry responses.
Stormy Ortega No it's okay! I know sometimes what people say on Twitter hits nerves
Stormy Ortega I probably shouldn't have asked on a public forum
Cami Ryland Well you were looking for people willing to help and, hopefully, you found a few! I definitely am willing to listen and help.
Stormy Ortega I think it did? I don't know. biggrin;;; I agree with whoever said it's hard to put names to things like relationships
Stormy Ortega Most of this stuff I haven't heard of before either
Cami Ryland Peyton, I think, said that. Mileage varies, I think. Some people like and need labels. I don't care that much about them.
Cami Ryland I'm a fan of whatever makes you happy and isn't hurting anyone. That's my label.
Stormy Ortega sounds like my kind of deal yeah <3
Stormy Ortega I actually had questions more about how stuff's going over at Otto's, though
Stormy Ortega I sneak sometimes, listen in on friends
Stormy Ortega It's just a Mist thing of mine ahaha, but I haven't really bugged him in a while
Cami Ryland Ahaha I wonder what you've been hearing then, things vary depending who is in the apartment at any given time.
Cami Ryland We're very happy here, though! Could be happier, I suppose, but Otto and I work out great. Just perfectly clicked and I adore him.
Stormy Ortega Just bits and pieces of things, I'm not a real spy honest! Nothing as bad as the few times I accidentally eavesdropped on him having sex...
Stormy Ortega But I'm glad! The last time I saw him he was helping me move in and didn't look happy at all about it, so I was worried
Cami Ryland How long ago did you move in? I realized only earlier we share a wall so, you've probably heard him and Maebe at least once.
Cami Ryland Or me and Maebe. Whoops. Let me know if it gets too loud? He's been smiling so much it makes me so happy!! Otto deserves all the happiness.
Stormy Ortega I thiiiink 3 weeksish ago now I moved in? I'm actually across the hall~ Don't worry about walls
Stormy Ortega The sex stuff was way earlier, but thanks for the heads up!
Stormy Ortega But I'm relieved to hear he's happy though, I wasn't sure what was going on over there and I didn't know how to poke around
Cami Ryland Knock! I'm pretty happy to meet new people and Otto's....Otto, ahaha. He had a rough grumpy spot but he's all smiles now.
Cami Ryland It makes me feel good to know that people are concerned about him.
Stormy Ortega Hah! Well I mean for all my sneaking, I don't like invading people's privacy even if I can be kinda nosy, and I know he likes his space
Stormy Ortega And well, I think he's the kinda that you have to fuss over cause they won't themselves. Gale's the same, I think that's why they're friends
Cami Ryland That's very true but he's been better about asking for what he wants lately, instead of just giving you hopeful looks under his hood.
Cami Ryland I hear that a lot about Otto but he bought me a bed as his way of asking me to move in. He's never really minded me being in his space.
Cami Ryland Maybe that's just me though?
Stormy Ortega Idkkk, but that's good that he's opening up more! <3
Stormy Ortega I'll stop bothering you then, thanks for the update! I'll try to be a better neighbor and visit sometime
Cami Ryland You're no bother and feel free to hit me up any time! C:
Posted: Wed Jul 23, 2014 8:58 am
DM Logs - July 22nd
@tomcatachresis - Tantalizing Imagery
Obadiah Thompson Are you alone somewhere? Sitting down? Or lying down, even better. I got something I think you'll wanna see.
Obadiah Thompson And I'm a little bit drunk, in the interests of full disclosure, but I suspect you'll want to see it anyway.
Cami Ryland Wow that sounds amazing show it to me I can handle it.
Obadiah Thompson allofthisforyou.jpg
Cami Ryland OH MY GOD THAT CAN'T BE REAL
Obadiah Thompson That's not even the full package, sweetheart
Cami Ryland sweet jesus christ
Cami Ryland I will now reciprocate Twitter proposals in asking you to marry me. It's better than diamonds.
Obadiah Thompson I thought you might find it attractive.
Cami Ryland It's one of the sexiest things I've ever seen.
Obadiah Thompson I am also now in possession of my own laptop and I'm working on getting us a dedicated space. First draft proposal run by Edith.
Cami Ryland Awesome! What did she say?
Obadiah Thompson So if you want to borrow said laptop, I acquired software I am told is useful for the sort of thing you're wanting to do
Cami Ryland Can I come pick it up tomorrow? You're on this floor now, right?
Obadiah Thompson Told me not to draw too much attention to ourselves, which is fine with me. Wants a checklist for new wake-ups, so we can revisit that
Obadiah Thompson And has OK'd us designing a new sort of orientation process
Obadiah Thompson Told us not to step on any training toes, which I think will be easy enough
Obadiah Thompson And yeah, come pick it up tomorrow. 252. I'll be home late evening.
Cami Ryland We want to point them towards trainers so I think it'd be easy to avoid doing that. Sounds great! I'll see you then.
Cami Ryland Until then I am going to continue to drool over that picture.
Obadiah Thompson You're welcome
Obadiah Thompson Makes a nice change of pace from the usual reaction to any pics to women late at night while drunk
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DM Logs - July 31st
@MaebeBaebe - Whatever.
Cami Ryland Did you really have to tell him that about the skateboard?
-- 11 hours later --
Cami Ryland I love you.
Maebe Grace Bertrand ok but you love him more so w/e
Cami Ryland You always say that. He loves me more, I love him more, why is there always a more than? This isn't math.
Cami Ryland I yelled at him a lot, by the way. In Creole.
Maebe Grace Bertrand whyd you yell
Maebe Grace Bertrand was he being a litel b***h to you too
Cami Ryland No I was mad at you both and he was nearby so he got your share of the mad too. He's feeling guilty now.
Maebe Grace Bertrand yeah so guilty im sure
Maebe Grace Bertrand guyilty for being honest maybe
Cami Ryland Guilty for not thinking about how it might make me feel that you two are at odds like this.
Cami Ryland over a SKATEBOARD
Maebe Grace Bertrand lol
Maebe Grace Bertrand im going to learn to ride it
Cami Ryland It's damned hard, I asked him to teach me once, I fell a lot. My a** was purple.
Cami Ryland Would you really rather have the skateboard than Otto?
Maebe Grace Bertrand who cares he hates me doesnt matter
Cami Ryland No he doesn't.
Maebe Grace Bertrand took him all of five minutes to go from love to hate thats pretty solid evicdence for me
Cami Ryland He wasn't serious but I yelled at him for saying it anyway because it was mean.
Maebe Grace Bertrand how am i supposed ot just believe hes not serious. this isnt the first time he's told me he hates me, it doesnt even make sense for him to
Maebe Grace Bertrand toi love me anyway ******** you twitter
Maebe Grace Bertrand he used to hate me easy neough, maybe hes just remembering
Maebe Grace Bertrand whatever it doesnt matter anymore
Cami Ryland Exactly it's not the first time which means he was just being cranky and wasn't thinking you were going to take him seriously.
Cami Ryland And why don't you believe ME? You trust me, right? I wouldn't lie to you to make everything magically better.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I DOTRUST YOU
Maebe Grace Bertrand youre gonna hate me too one day
Maebe Grace Bertrand probly over osmethign stupid like a skateboard
Cami Ryland No, Maebe.
Cami Ryland I told you I'd still love you and I will.
Maebe Grace Bertrand im sorry
Maebe Grace Bertrand I know, im sorry
Cami Ryland I'm going to come see you tomorrow, okay? You can yell at me about it and rant about it and then we'll work it out.
Maebe Grace Bertrand ok
Cami Ryland I love you <3
Maebe Grace Bertrand i love you too cami im sorry
Posted: Fri Aug 01, 2014 11:04 pm
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@tomcatachresis - Offering Insecurity
Cami Ryland Are you sincerely offering?
Obadiah Thompson Can I get the potential outcomes of my two possible answers there before I answer?
Cami Ryland If you're worried about hurting my feelings don't worry, you won't if you say you're not interested.
Obadiah Thompson Why wouldn't I be interested, exactly?
Obadiah Thompson Plenty to be interested in. Long list of interest-grabbing qualities.
Cami Ryland You got very angry the single time I touched you. I'm glad you've noticed my salient points, however.
Obadiah Thompson I could enumerate them for you if you wanted but I didn't figure you'd be keen on cheap flattery
Obadiah Thompson I don't like my personal bubble invaded without prior warning
Cami Ryland Ahhh, I see. I hate to disappoint you but I'm all about cheap flattery, makes my girly heart go pitty-pat.
Cami Ryland But what I really like is expensive flattery.
Obadiah Thompson I get the feeling we're not talking about champagne and caviar
Cami Ryland Not even a little bit. In my opinion that's the cheap flattery. I like words. Words are never cheap.
Obadiah Thompson I prefer a Cash on Delivery system. I feel like I've already made a downpayment.
Cami Ryland Tragically there seems to be an administrative block on your account. It's good to know your interests, though.
Obadiah Thompson Wringing compliments out of my first, then rejecting me. Strategic.
Cami Ryland I sunk your battleship.
Obadiah Thompson Wait. Satisfy my curiosity. "Administrative block" not just a clever joke. Maebe?
Cami Ryland I never turn down interesting sex unless there's a good reason. Maebe is my reason.
Obadiah Thompson So you're letting her dictate who gets the keys to your chastity belt? Doesn't seem very forward thinking and progressive
Obadiah Thompson Hilarious though that she turned around to go and hit on America. There's a sunk ******** battleship
Cami Ryland There is a yes list and a no list. America is on everyone's yes list.
Cami Ryland Apparently you are so far on Maebe's no list that you have become an entire new category.
Obadiah Thompson I genuinely thought we were over that whole petty hatred thing but I'm glad that Maebe is hanging on to it. It's good to nurse a rivalry.
Cami Ryland Teenagers are made of petty hatred. You should have seen me at eighteen. Lots and lots of black.
Obadiah Thompson Look, this isn't even about me missing an opportunity to score, this is genuine ******** curiosity here
Obadiah Thompson How exactly did Maebe earn the right to tell you who you do and don't ******** Ryland I have the right to tell her no too.
Obadiah Thompson Also I hope you're aware that the reason she's flirting with America is entirely to piss me off. I hope you don't endorse this behavior.
Obadiah Thompson I mean it's not pissing me off, so it's a wasted effort on her part and good luck to her, but the motivation counts
Cami Ryland Thanks for letting me know though she did tell me. I don't know what happened with you two but it seems...bad.
Obadiah Thompson It wasn't all that ******** bad and I thought we were over it, but all right
27m Obadiah Thompson She is way more emotionally invested in this than you. Just a word to the wise. Don't break her heart more than you can't help
Cami Ryland I want to be nice because I like you and we are trying to do a good thing.
Cami Ryland But kindly don't ******** ever tell me about my relationship and my feelings when you've never even seen or heard them.
Cami Ryland To reassure you, though, I love Maebe and would do nothing to ever intentionally hurt her.
@MaebeBaeby - Questioning
Maebe Grace Bertrand dont make that joke about taym, dont ever make that joke about taym, dont let him make any jokes, not taym
Cami Ryland I'm curious as to why he'd offer but if he's a firm no I will send him on his way.
Maebe Grace Bertrand he offers to hurrt me
Maebe Grace Bertrand he offers to rile me up, to upset me, to watch me get angry
Cami Ryland I like that you get angry at the thought of someone else touching me.
Maebe Grace Bertrand ok, I get that, but please not taym
Cami Ryland Taym won't be touching me.
Maebe Grace Bertrand good. And America won't be touching me despite whats about to go down on twitter to ******** destroy this mother ******** Grace Bertrand unless you want in on this joke.
Cami Ryland I want a threesome.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Whoa wait, really
Cami Ryland Taym's being an a** now that I've said no, of course, like all men.
Maebe Grace Bertrand he is the lowest of the low.
Maebe Grace Bertrand the word man doesn't even apply to him.
Cami Ryland I understand America because holy s**t that woman is hot but you're not sexing anyone but me and Otto right?
Maebe Grace Bertrand Nobody
Maebe Grace Bertrand I thought we made that clear a while ago because we both got all jealous and decided not to
Cami Ryland I thought so <3
Cami Ryland No Taym is trying to get in my head and it's making me pissy I just needed to reassure myself.
Maebe Grace Bertrand why is he telling you im ******** somebody else? I swear to god Im going to kill him cami, I swear to god
Cami Ryland He's implying that you're off ******** anyone you want while I sit at home knitting or some s**t. Which isn't true.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I think he's just doing a good job of proving to you why I said he's a piece of s**t who doesn't even deserve flirts
Cami Ryland I decidedly regret it. I wish you were up here right now. Otto's...being Otto and I just feel very lonely.
Maebe Grace Bertrand ottos being otto, sounds terrible
Cami Ryland Well he hid under the blankets and wouldn't let me touch him so yeah kinda.
Maebe Grace Bertrand im sorry you habe to be in the middle of this bs right now
Cami Ryland I seem to be there a lot. I'll be okay.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Dont tell me youll be ok because I know what that means
Maebe Grace Bertrand but I hope maybe we will be ok, soon
Cami Ryland I'll be okay next time you're here with me.
Maebe Grace Bertrand okay, I would go now but Im too drunk to actually walk and also otto still hates me
Cami Ryland Otto is a pouty baby who loves you more than he knows how to deal with.
Maebe Grace Bertrand well, okay, lets say I said that instead
Cami Ryland Deal.
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@ottograves - Coming Home
Otto Graves Heading to the Sahara for a couple days. I'll be back home on Wednesday. See you soon. <3
Cami Ryland YEE!! <3 I will be sure to make dinner that night. Any requests?
Otto Graves everything
Cami Ryland Well that seems easy enough, I'm going to be there after all! ;D I'll do my best to hodgepodge your faves.
Otto Graves Thank you <3 You'll let me shower first, right?
Cami Ryland Is that an invitation? It's your party, Otto. As long as I get at least a hug first you can do whatever you want.
Otto Graves Hahaha I dunno if you wanna be a part of this shower. I kinda reek.
Cami Ryland Just find your twelve oases and float around for a bit. Just don't rub the lamp too much or you'll get a genie. ;D
Otto Graves I dont even know with you right now. Anyway, its not like ill find them again.
Otto Graves oh wait heres one
OttoGraves wow I have a knack for this
Cami Ryland I told you. You're a living dowsing rod. Oh look, another cute joke just waiting!
Otto Graves You got dirty jokes on the mind. Is Maebe not satisfying your lust, little miss?
Cami Ryland There is a vast difference between what Maebe satisfies in me and what you do. I'm in a drought. No Ottoases here.
Otto Graves I feel like I should say something sly and witty but you got me speechless.
Cami Ryland You made me blush so I had to return the favor at least a little bit. <3 I miss you so much, Wednesday can't come soon enough.
Otto Graves You got that right <3 I love you
Cami Ryland I love you too <3 Try not to find too many oases.
Otto Graves I'm gunna make an obstacle course comprised of nothing BUT oasis.
Cami Ryland I will bring my bikini and master it. Is the prize a pair of ducky water wings? It should be.
OttoGraves I'll get some just for you.
Cami Ryland See, it's this. This is why I love you because you understand how important that is to me.
Otto Graves (:
Cami Ryland Gotta run to make an appt to get my butt kicked in a spar. <3 Love you!
Otto Graves love you <3 see you wednesday
Posted: Fri Aug 22, 2014 9:18 pm
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@tomcatachresis - Working It
Cami Ryland The amount of money people will pay for something called 'Pocari sweat' when I'm selling it in a bikini is astounding. I am funding us.
Obadiah Thompson Ah, Sun Division. I like how he gave you a bikini but made America wear a skintight Pikachu suit
Cami Ryland No the bikini was my choice. How else was I going to sell this s**t?
Obadiah Thompson Your winning personality and expert sales pitch, I assumed. And your very good cause.
Cami Ryland I can't really mention the cause to mundanes and I didn't want to sell whatever this is to other hunters. Except maybe Rep.
Cami Ryland But I don't think he'd ever buy anything I was selling.
Obadiah Thompson Oh god, you aren't selling on-island? You brave soul
Cami Ryland Nope. I hope you understand my dedication that I'm in a bikini, hawking this crap at a busy market.
Cami Ryland Epic levels of unwanted touching to save the future of Deus.
Obadiah Thompson Do I get photographic proof?
Obadiah Thompson Wow, that's not OK. Be easier for you if they knew you could snap their femur without trying, I bet.
Cami Ryland notquitebusinesscasual.jpg
Obadiah Thompson I'll take two cases
Cami Ryland My hero. Want anything picked up while I'm out, by the by? I need some serious tequila after this.
Obadiah Thompson I'm pretty well stocked in the liquor and weed department but thank you. No tequila though, or I'd offer
Obadiah Thompson Thanks for the offer, I've got a good bottle upstairs that I've been saving for days like today.
Cami Ryland I think today is easier than when I'm going to have to sell this Pikachu s**t, though. Might have to break a fanboy's femur.
Obadiah Thompson As much as I hate to discourage further bikini action, I have funds, you know.
Cami Ryland You shouldn't have to fund this out of pocket, that's your money. Make the system pay for what it needs. It can support it.
Cami Ryland Plus if I prove to Allen that I'm serious about needing funds perhaps he'll give me actual money.
Obadiah Thompson I have that kind of funds too although admittedly not as much
Cami Ryland Good. Maybe I can just sell this Pikachu stuff to Mark then.
Obadiah Thompson What we need is people. I want a dedicated classroom for this s**t but until we can get power on at the school...
Obadiah Thompson And America and I took a trip down to the basement to scout that out and we definitely need a small army down there to clear it
Cami Ryland Well I don't think my bikini would be any good there but between America and I we should be able to motivate most of the island to do things
Obadiah Thompson America and me*
Cami Ryland Yes, sir.
Obadiah Thompson So obviously basement clearing is not going to happen completely before D Day. I've got some help setting up a classroom though
Obadiah Thompson One with lots of windows, so light and air. It has occurred to me that it might be advisable in the interests of not scaring people to see
Obadiah Thompson to it that this feels as much like a social occasion as a classroom. Once I've got things in order can you go work your girl magic on it
Obadiah Thompson Nothing ridiculous it's not some little kid's birthday party
Obadiah Thompson I just don't want people to walk in and immediately fall asleep, do something corporate team building or some bullshit
Cami Ryland I'll rope some Sun girls into helping out. If anyone knows how to do cheerful girl magic it's us. Do you want motivational posters?
Cami Ryland Perhaps ones with adorable but grumpy felines?
Obadiah Thompson I was going to say keep it professional but you hit my weak spot
Cami Ryland I'll go light on the cat posters but they'll give everyone something to laugh at, if nothing else. Talking points. Keeping them in the room
Cami Ryland is the most important part and if it looks a little silly and harmless then it won't make anyone feel threatened. Or stepped on.
Obadiah Thompson The usual Deus method of holding people's attention is food. I'm looking into it.
@tomcatachresis - Human
Cami Ryland I'm sorry you got targeted by the a*****e Brigade. I agree with you and thank you for the compliments.
Obadiah Thompson That page is ancient and I spent actual months trying to get people to help me flesh it out
Obadiah Thompson And now, NOW, it is vital for everyone to tell me how ******** badly I approached it
Cami Ryland Except you didn't approach it badly you approached it from what you felt was a proper objective POV.
Cami Ryland If no one else was willing to share with you their experiences you had to believe that they were all the same.
Obadiah Thompson You are better to me than I deserve
Cami Ryland I just don't think shitting on your efforts to help the roughest transition of our lives is productive in any way. We're legally dead.
Cami Ryland We've lost everything we ever worked for or cared about and yes, now we have a third party in our heads. Forever.
Cami Ryland Just because some of us are pleased about it doesn't mean that everyone has to be. You're doing what you can to help. It's important.
Obadiah Thompson At the risk of sounding like some touchy feely a*****e here
Obadiah Thompson I don't think it's healthy to shut down new people for having reservations about their decisions
Obadiah Thompson Or to suggest to them that they are being ungrateful or that their gifts came without costs
Obadiah Thompson And when I made that I was still incapable of seeing anything but the cost. I needed someone there to tell me about both
Obadiah Thompson And very few people were
Cami ******** 'em. I think it will make us a more effective team in managing information and the different newbies.
Obadiah Thompson Seriously thank you so ******** much. I really do feel like the only actual human around here sometimes.
Cami Ryland You're not. <3 Do you like tea? I can't come over today but maybe tomorrow or Friday I can make some and we can talk more.
Obadiah Thompson You're welcome to come over whenever, although for the time being I'm going to go vent some steam in the sun run with Creedy
Cami Ryland Not a bad idea. Have fun!
@mimserable - Family Ties
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris Please excuse my intrusion, but I am afraid that I have grown much too curious. Did you know my parents well?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris I am specifically interested about my father, Victor Kercher.
Cami Ryland No, I only knew your parents through the picnics. My mother knew yours though, very well, from what I have gathered over the years.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris Could you explain how? What information did she provide, if you do not mind my asking?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris My mother did not speak to me at length. She did not speak to me much in general.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris It is my understanding that it is my fault that she withdrew from everything, and I am interested in learning more about these events.
Cami Ryland My mother spoke to me frequently but it was never anything very positive. Everything I know is mostly conjecture rather than fact.
Cami Ryland However I think our mothers were involved in some kind of relationship at some point in time before we were born. Romantic.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris A romantic relationship? How did you conclude this? Do you think that it ended at the time of my birth, or did it continue in some way?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris Do you know if my father was involved?
Cami Ryland Knowing my mother my whole life I know her moods. She only gets angry the way she does when your mother is mentioned when she's hurt.
Cami Ryland The only way I can think of that your mother would be able to hurt my mother so much that it lasted for 20 years is some kind of romance.
Cami Ryland I don't know if your father was involved or if it was before or after your birth. I do know it was before mine and if it lasted after
Cami Ryland It did not last long after my birth. We moved to Antigua very early in my life.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris I see.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris I am having difficulty comprehending why my father exempted this information. I thought that he shared all possible knowledge with me.
Cami Ryland Logically he either did not think it was relevant or he did not know.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris I suppose that it is relevant now.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris Would it make you uncomfortable if I accessed the history of our lineage? Is this information that you would like for me to share, if I do?
Cami Ryland Please. Anything you can tell me about my history and potential family is appreciated. No matter what I consider you my sister.
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[[ AU What-If Drabble ]]
No. She was lying. Mimsy had to be lying because there was no way what she was saying was in any way factual or accurate. No way that Cami would have had one of the brightest stars in the sky of her life snuffed out without there being a supernova of incredible proportions. Determined to put an end to what she thought was a rather cruel joke she set her jaw and stormed into the Deus hospital.
Seeing Maebe in the bed didn't quite hit her since she thought that this was a joke. The blonde would sit up, would grin, and they would do something horribly lascivious to that bed as a result. But looking more closely there were the signs. Skin that was pale but too pale. Hair hanging listlessly. Ghost-white lips that should have been the color of nearly-ripe apples and just as delicious.
It didn't even register to her that it was Mimsy who had done the deed. Of course Mimsy had known that Maebe was dead. She'd drawn that wicked smile beneath Maebe's stubborn, gorgeous chin that always jutted out at a sassy angle. Now it had a sheet pulled up beneath it to hide the truth from Mimsy's sister. Maebe's lover.
Cami didn't know she was screaming. All she knew was that there was air leaving her lungs as she collapsed on the spot. Legs wouldn't hold her, dots danced in her vision, as she screamed over and over. It was a scream of deepest sorrow, rage, a pain so dark and twisting she'd never felt anything like it. Otto had hurt her? Oh. Oh no. No one had hurt her the way that Maebe Grace Bartrand had.
"No. No no no no! I loved her." It was a chant as arms wrapped tightly around herself, tears running unheeded down her face. "I loved her, I loved her, I loved her." Like it should have saved the blonde. Like it should have saved her. All she wanted was to throw herself after Maebe, join her in oblivion, because Cami couldn't face the idea of a world without her sweetheart. Darling, difficult Maebe baby who she'd loved in a way that was impossible to quantify or identify.
Dimly she felt someone touch her shoulder, perhaps to try and stop the shaking, but she had no idea who it was. Didn't care. All she could say over and over as the world went dark around her were three simple words: I loved her.
Loved her, and it hadn't been enough.
Posted: Fri Apr 03, 2015 7:51 pm
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@MaebeBaeby - Paradigm Shift...Again
Cami Ryland If you need me I'll be at Mimsy's. Probably best to call rather than show up.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Yeah I don't think I'm welcome there.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Having some family time?
Cami Ryland Otto thinks it best that we terminate our living arrangement, permanently. I can't go into the basement.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I'm sorry everything got so convoluted. And no, I wouldn't want you in the basement either.
Cami Ryland Some people just are meant to be alone. Maybe I'm one of them.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I don't think anybody is meant for anything. I've been so scared of being alone all my life that I gave up everything to avoid it.
Maebe Grace Bertrand It hurts a lot. I can see why I've avoided it.
Cami Ryland I don't hurt. I don't feel anything.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Well I call bullshit on that. And I'm the queen of numb.
Cami Ryland You can be the queen of numb, I just am a simple peasant of the realm of nothing.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Cami, please don't do this to yourself. Let yourself grieve.
Cami Ryland I'm not doing this on purpose Maebe. I don't know what to do and my mind refuses to offer a solution.
Maebe Grace Bertrand What I did isn't going to work for you so I don't know how to help and that kills me.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I started out by hating otto for a while. Do you think you hate otto?
Cami Ryland I don't think I do. I don't want to see him, or talk to him, but that's because it's not good for us right now. I don't want to hate him.
Cami Ryland I just want to go home...
Maebe Grace Bertrand Like, human world home?
Cami Ryland That wasn't ever home. Otto's room is the only place I've given that name.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Ugh, Cami I am so sorry. Listen I'll go kick him out and he can live in the basement and it'll be all yours.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I'll do it right now
Cami Ryland I love you. Please don't. He earned that place and it is his. It's not home without you two in it anyway.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I'll put him in a box and he can live there.
Cami Ryland Is there a cupboard under the stairs where I can live?
Maebe Grace Bertrand No, Harry. You're already at Hogwarts.
Cami Ryland I don't feel very magical. I just feel...heavy.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Yeah. I know.
Cami Ryland I don't think I'll be at Mimsy's long. Need to find my own place.
Maebe Grace Bertrand No basement though.
Maebe Grace Bertrand No matter what.
Cami Ryland Might not have a choice.
Maebe Grace Bertrand You always have a choice.
Cami Ryland We could always get homicidal and kill someone on the first floor so I can take their room. This is not a joke.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I have at least two over here I'd knock out for you.
Cami Ryland Maebe, am I bad for you?
Maebe Grace Bertrand Only when I let you be.
Cami Ryland What does that mean? :
Maebe Grace Bertrand It means nothing is your fault. None of this. Otto and I were - are - ******** up. And it's easy to ignore that when we have something so Comforting and good in our lives as you. You are a caring, loving, wonderful person. And because we lack those qualities, we cling to you instead of trying to better ourselves. I'm trying to find my inner Cami. And that means I can't let myself be dependent on anyone else to fill in my holes.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Heh. Fill in my holes.
Cami Ryland I'm sorry that I'm bad for you. I never wanted to be bad for anyone. I never thought there was really that much wrong with you two.
Cami Ryland I love you both and I will miss you both.
Maebe Grace Bertrand The problem was that we didn't know what was wrong with us. You weren't bad for us. We were bad for us.
Maebe Grace Bertrand The worst part about all of this is that we all still love each other. If we didn't, we wouldn't care that our relationship was so reliant.
Cami Ryland Also please don't find so much inner Cami that you don't need me to fill your holes from time to time.
Maebe Grace Bertrand We would just do whatever made us happy.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Oh Cami, I will never not want you filling my holes.
Maebe Grace Bertrand God that sounds so gross even if it is obvious we're talking about sex, lol
Cami Ryland I am starting to feel angry. I think I will ask him to move the toy box we have up there for me. Is that horrible?
Maebe Grace Bertrand Nope. It's healthy as ********. Do it.
Maebe Grace Bertrand Make him check to make sure they're all there first. Haha
Cami Ryland Do you still love me?
Maebe Grace Bertrand Viciously.
Maebe Grace Bertrand I always will.
Cami Ryland Maebe Baby <3
Maebe Grace Bertrand <3
@DrMimsyMorris - Family
Cami Ryland It seems I am once again homeless and in need of family. I am sorry to intrude but may I come back?
Dr. Mimsy Morris Of course. You are never homeless as long as we are here. I recently acquired some information and personal effects belonging to our parents as well.
Dr. Mimsy Morris I have not looked through the majority of the contents, but you are welcome to do so with me during your stay.
Cami Ryland Thank you. <3 The distraction will help immensely. I'm on my way over now. smile <3
