It was absolutely not what he expected. Not what he could believe either but the feeling of his hand being caught by his father's hands did not help the way he felt. Young and small and
angry. It was so far removed from the man he was, the man he had become, that he did not know what to do.
The danger was there, he knew it, but the feeling was overwhelmed with something else. Something that trickled down into him as the blood did down his collar.
What he saw before him did not truly register but the
smell did. The crackle of the fire, the smell of burning sap, the smoke of a fire that had gone on much too long.
"It does not," he whispered but it was to nothing - the figure gone. Jeremiah stood in the drizzle, face tilted up to let it hit his face as he closed his eyes. The pain of back, the chill that was now second nature, was a counterpoint to what he felt on the inside.
He leaned down, hissing at the pain of it, the burn of his back, and picked up the red leather case. It was empty now and there was nothing left in it. The fliers were gone, the smell of them smoldering left in his memory.
Mixed with the smell of the figure, the smoky, crackling smell.
The figure's parting words would linger in his mind long after he made his way out of
other ashdown.
You're much more like the rest than you think.
The words had a weight to them he did not like.