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NymiiNym

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PostPosted: Sun Aug 27, 2017 5:21 am


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[IC] From August 19th, 2017, to September 9th
The dates below will go by when things take place in his storyline, not necessarily when it happens IRL.


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        • Sandy Adventures | [PRP]
        • New Beginnings | [Solo - Soul Capture p1]
        • A Reminder to Breathe | [Solo - Soul Capture p2]
        • Two of a Kind | [PRP]
        • A Quiet Evening | [PRP]
        • Dumbstruck | [Solo - Soul Capture p3]
        • The Cycle of Guardianship | [PRP]
        • Of Readers and Writers | [PRP]
        • Witchy Gossip | [Solo - Soul Capture p4]
        • Seed of Confirmation | [Solo - Soul Capture p5]
        • From Rags to Riches | [PRP]
        • The Witch | [Solo - Soul Capture p6]
        • Her | [Solo - Soul Capture p7]
        • Nightmares | [Solo - Soul Capture p8]



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PostPosted: Mon Aug 28, 2017 3:00 am


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Sandy Adventures
August 19th


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        After years of losing hope, meeting a Raevan for the first time has ignited that old feeling of wanting his own floating child. While he's sure it'll never happen, it's almost nostalgic.



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PostPosted: Mon Aug 28, 2017 3:01 am


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New Beginnings
August 26th


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        Sven leaned back against his chair as he pressed his bare feet against the desk, propelling himself away with a loud sigh. He spun in his chair, abandoning the laptop that remained on his desk, where it had been for some time now. He couldn’t remember the last time he had been able to type anything more than a mere sentence; a sentence that was always destroyed the moment he entered a period. He was merciless with his aggravation, taking it out on his keyboard day and night, only to go to bed with nothing to show for his efforts. He had lost the ability to channel words as easily as he had before, and it ate at him. His laptop had morphed into a formidable foe, lurking at the corner of his mind whenever he took a moment to pause. Deadlines weren’t met, expectations were shattered, and each day Sven felt the writers block consume a little more of him.

        His fingers rubbed into his temples, blue eyes squeezing shut as he exhaled shakily. It was no use — today wasn’t any different. Forcing himself to sit still and stare at a blank screen wasn’t helping, either, but neither had going out and avoiding his study. He knew this happened to everyone, but it didn’t stop the building frustrations. It didn’t matter that he wasn’t special -- hell, that was even worse. This torture wasn’t unique to him, although a part of him almost wanted it to be. He had suffered for so long that now he felt an almost reluctant interest in the idea of wallowing in his misery. It was comforting, even. The fact it wasn’t solely his left a strange and murky annoyance in his thoughts. If it was so common and so expected, why couldn’t he free himself of it? Where was the cure?

        It wasn’t as if he was hurting for money. After completing Flesh, Sven had found himself a modest wealth that would keep him comfortable for some time. Writing had never been about the money; it had always just been who he was. He was a storyteller, something that had burned itself into his bones. Besides, while Flesh had been a bestseller, it hadn’t been true to Sven’s nature. He wasn’t a romance writer, and he certainly wasn’t proud of the trilogy — hence the pen name he chose to release it under. Flesh had been the first project he wrote that ever gained such attention, and it had been crafted for exactly that; attention. It had been him giving in, desperately making what he knew people wanted to get food on the table. It hadn’t filled the hole in his chest, and now it had manifested into a punishment.

        It was a fitting punishment, he’d give it that. He had sold out, and now he couldn’t make anything he truly wanted to. The blonde dug his nails into his temples, wincing against the sharp pain. ‘s**t.’ He hissed internally, lolling his head against the back of his chair. ‘Ellie’s going to kill me.’ Not even the very real fear of his editor kicking his door down and finally murdering him could get his fingers twitching to life. He truly was doomed, wasn’t he? Ellie Woods was small, but powerful, a fact she gloated whenever she could. He had felt her strength once, and only once, and he had learned two things that time; do not piss Ellie off, and do not go to kickboxing class with her again.

        “Shiiit.” He repeated, this time audibly. His cellphone, tucked neatly into his pocket, released a loud chirp, reminiscent of a chipper bird. Sven arched a brow, plucking the device from his person. On the smart phone flashed a familiar name. Had he summoned her when he thought her name? Perhaps she truly was a demon of sorts. He knew it! He clicked the green ‘answer’ button, gingerly pressing the device to his ear.

        “What a delight.”
        “Open the door.”
        “Pardon?”
        “I’m at your door. Didn’t you hear me ringing the bell?”
        “That’s strange.”

        Little could get him out of that chair faster than that particular phone call, feet scrambling to push himself out the chair. It wasn’t necessarily that he feared what she would do to him if he didn’t approach the door fast enough. No, it was more the fear that she’d ruin his door if she for a moment thought he wouldn’t come to it. He sped down the long hall, reaching the door in record time. He swung it open, catching a small woman in the middle of inspecting his doorbell. Round green eyes flicked up to him, finger halted centimeters from the button.

        “Huh.” Sven mused softly, holding onto the door frame. “I guess it’s broken.” His eyes trailed to the small woman, noting a package in her hands. Her eyes followed where his went, hands raising to reveal the brown package further.

        “You had mail.” She announced. Sven pulled himself back into the house, meandering towards the kitchen and gesturing towards the small table by the door. “Drop it there.”

        Ellie took a moment to enter and close the door before doing so, followed by tossing her shoes unceremoniously under the table. She trotted after Sven, leaning on the open arch into the kitchen as Sven worked at filling his electric kettle from the sink.

        “Did you get any writing done?”
        “You know the answer to that.”

        She sighed lowly, a rattling disappointment escaping her lips. He was used to the sound, yet it didn’t stop his own sigh from leaving his own mouth. She was frustrated, and he was tired, it wasn’t a new scene. He shrugged absently, plugging his kettle in before leaning his back against the counter, eyes locking on hers.

        “I’m trying.” He murmured softly. Ellie inhaled sharply, mouth opening before snapping shut as she seemed to consider a different route of approach. Her mouth opened again, clamping shut one more time before an expression similar to defeat spread across her features. Finally, she said what he knew was coming.

        “Are you?” An apology scribbled itself across her face, but she didn’t retract her question. Sven heaved another sigh, this one hinting at the exhaustion he felt already ebbing in. Ellie squirmed in place, nails chipping at one another as she fell into her common nervous habit; plucking at her nails. Sven grimaced at the sound, biting back the desire to retreat to his study. No, his study absolutely wasn’t his friend right now.

        “I’m not your first or only writer, you have to know it isn’t that easy.” He croaked. Ellie shrugged softly, eyes trained on Sven, locking him in place.

        “You’re the first to actually make... how much was it?” Sven twitched his shoulders into an awkward shrug in return, glancing away despite the nagging stare Ellie gave him. “Can’t you just fake it? Just write something? It’s been months. Months!

        “Then why don’t you just write something? It can’t be that hard, right?” Sven snapped irritably, instantly regretting it as Ellie swallowed the challenge and puffed in size.

        “That’s not what I’m saying! You know that, Sven. It’s just- it’s frustrating to watch, okay? I want you to succeed, but it feels like you’re not even trying.” Her tone was clipped, a notable struggle as her cheeks heated in recognizable anger.

        “And it’s frustrating to experience!” Sven was the first to raise his voice, his blood running hot as he tapped his nails against the counter. “If I could just fake it, I would. If I could get anything out that made sense, I would. I can’t form a coherent sentence, nevertheless a paragraph. Do you know how aggravating that is? That’s my thing. It’s the only thing I’m good at, and I can’t do it. I can’t think clearly. Your idea of something isn’t going to happen unless I can actually focus, and you barging in here and claiming it’s easy really isn’t helping, either.”

        Ellie faltered, bringing her hands up slightly as the plucking picked in speed. “I just…” She paused, flattening her hands finally against her argyle sweater. “I didn’t mean it like that. I know it isn’t something anyone could do. I can’t. I can just fix up and arrange what is already there. I just…”

        Sven felt the anger dissipate as Ellie struggled with her words, his face softening. “You’re frustrated, I know.”

        “It isn’t that, really. I mean, yes. I am. But, it’s not your fault, and I know that. And I know that it isn’t easy, or else everyone would just quit their jobs and start writing. I shouldn’t have said that earlier. It’s… I care? We go out to eat and talk about my shitty neighbor and s**t. You’re my friend, and I want you to be happy, and you’re not. That’s obvious. I can’t do s**t about it, and you can’t do anything about it either, and it’s just…” She shrugged softly, her sentence trailing, never to be finished. It didn’t need to be, the concern behind her words were felt. Sven nodded softly, examining the tiles of his kitchen with a forced interest. Anything to not look up at her. Both of them couldn’t handle that, he knew that much. Neither of them were the emotional type. Or, at least not in public. His fingers reached down, hands neatly folding the edge of his sweater listlessly. This had always seemed his own problem, but he had known in some way that Ellie worried. She was right – they were friends. Their relationship hadn’t started with the intention to become friends, but it had progressed into…. this, and friendships could be messy.

        “I’m sorry.” He breathed, a small smile touching his face. “I’m trying, I really am. I just need more time.”

        “I know, I don’t know why I said all that earlier… Just, if you need anything let me know?”

        He nodded softly, turning to grab his now boiling kettle and begin pouring it into one of his favorite deer print covered mugs. “So, other than pilfering through my mail, why did you grace me with your presence today?”

        A low laugh left Ellie as she rolled onto her heels, rocking from heel to toes. “Do I need a reason to stop by?” Sven snorted in response. “I’m avoiding my brother. He’s looking at houses down here with his wife and he usually stops by my place whenever he’s in town.”

        “I take it you don’t get along?”

        “Haven’t I- no, wait, I never told you about him. He’s fine, he’s just loud, and I sense a migraine coming. That and he might bring his kid. I haven’t seen the guy since he was super small – I’m not in the mood to realize my age today.” She barked a laugh, a loud sound that left a dull ring in Sven’s ears. He cracked a smile, pulling a tea bag from a drawer and placing it within his mug.

        “I see.” He hummed softly. “He’s hoping to move down here?”

        “Mm, yeah. Mom’s getting sicker, y’know, I guess he wants to be closer until, uh…”

        Sven offered a sympathetic nod, turning back to view Ellie. It wasn’t often they discussed family, and whenever they did it was focused solely on her own, an unsaid rule that both stuck to. In the three years they knew each other, Sven hadn’t once responded favorably to an attempt to pry into his own family life.

        “I suppose you’re looking to stay here for awhile?”
        “Mhhmm.”
        “Have you eaten?”

        “Yeah. It’s like 8. Of course I have.” A tense pause followed. “You haven’t?” Sven laughed nervously, shrugging sheepishly. Sven! What do you have in the fridge? You know what, no, don’t answer that. Every time I come over you always forget to eat… we’re ordering out. My treat. And we need to finish American Horror story. I’m tired of waiting for you.”

        Ellie sauntered past him, opening his fridge door with a violent finesse and beginning her raid. She pulled out a few bottles of various juices and fruit, chucking it on the counter before closing his fridge. “I don’t get a choice, do I?” Ellie looked up, stacking juice bottles into small arms.

        “You don’t want to?”
        “Oh, no, I would love to.”

        Ellie beamed up at him, somehow managing to pile fruit onto her mound of treasure before waddling towards the kitchen entrance. “Good!”

        _______________________________


        The good thing about Ellie was that she left the moment she noticed another was reaching the end of their capability to handle people. Sven’s withdrawal was always slow and polite, manifesting in shorter sentences and a drawn out process of untangling himself from her legs (Ellie liked to rest her legs on him when on his couch). She left around midnight, leaving Sven to pick up their mess and begin the descent to bed. It was on his trip to lock the door when he saw the forgotten package, a tired yawn escaping him as he lifted it. It could wait until morning, it probably was just something he bought on one of his late night shopping binge-

        Wait.

        His breath caught as he noticed the return address; Lab 305. Could it- no, it couldn’t be. He had applied years ago, surely they had forgotten him. Perhaps it was the rejection letter he had been expecting years ago; lost in the mail and finally here. No, it wouldn’t be in a package, though, would it? Curiously, he shook the box softly, met with the sound of something large bumping against the inner sides of the box.

        What in the world…

        Dragging himself into his study, his laptop was shoved aside, the spot where it once laid now occupied by the package. Carefully, he fished out scissors from a drawer and began cutting open the package. His hands trembled as the box lids popped free, breath hitching for what felt like the hundredth time as he pulled out a suitcase. He carefully popped it open, giving the insides a quick glance. His eyes, naturally, were caught by the sight of a vial and a bottle, however his curiosity leaned to the letter that rested neatly, waiting for him. He ignored the documents for now, instead unfurling the letter to read.

        Quote:
        Greetings, Sven!

        Let me be the first to congratulate you on becoming a Guardian! My name is Zeke, and I am one of the staff members here at Lab 305. Out of numerous applications to our program, we felt that you were best fitted to become the newest addition to our family! So welcome and congratulations!

        In this briefcase you will find your Soul Glass, Fel Essence, and a couple of documents - one of which needs your signature and must be returned to the Lab with your Glass and Essence upon your capture of a soul. The other is a list of contact information of every Guardian and Raevan pairing in the Lab. I've taken the liberty of highlighting the names of staff for you, but you will find us at the top of the first sheet!

        I know this must be rather surprising for you, so before I go any further let me just state that if you have any questions at any time, please feel free to call, text, or email me and I will be more than happy to provide answers or guidance in general. That being said, let's get on with the show!

        As I wrote above, you will find your Soul Glass and Fel Essence inside the briefcase. You are the Guardian to the Milk of Kindness Essence, which has already been written down on the legal documents you will have to date and sign. Your Soul Glass is that big glass and metal contraption to the left of your Essence Jar, and will be the thing you need to use in order to help us make your future Raevan. Please take note of the cloth between the metal and glass parts as it is important. Souls have colors and the cloth acts as a limiter and something of a fail-safe so that the bottle will not suck up just anything around it. As yours is grey, it will only activate around things (be they animal, plant, mineral, metal, etc) that fit this color.

        When you capture a soul, the glass bulb will appear to have a smoke-like gas inside of it. When this happens simply return the filled Glass, the Essence, your signed documents, and the case to the Lab. There is a business card tucked in alongside this note for our carrier service. Contact them when you are ready to return your items and they will pick them up from your home. As soon as we get them back we will begin the process of making them into your Raevan!

        Whew! I hope I covered everything well enough in this note as far as what you need to do now that you are a Guardian! If not, and as before, please do not hesitate to get in contact with me. My phone is always on and I'm always happy to talk with members of the Lab family!

        Hope to hear from you soon and congratulations again!

        Sincerely,

        Zeke Farris


        No, this wasn’t happening, was it? This was a dream – he must have fallen asleep on the couch. This wasn’t real, it couldn’t be. Sven had long thought he would never be accepted. Not only that, but the idea of having a family had become a lost dream. It wasn’t as if his desire for children had ceased, far from it! However, he had become preoccupied with the increasing struggle with his new fame and his inability to write. Pursuing a child again had seemed unlikely, perhaps fueled by his perceived failings. If he couldn’t do what he was best at, what made him think he could parent?

        All those feelings were destroyed as he stared down at the letter, mouth slowly rising into a smile. Milk of Kindness – what an odd essence! It wasn’t what he had expected years ago when he spent his days actively imagining what he would be given. He wasn’t disappointed – nothing could sully his mood or joy at this point – but he was taken by surprise, hand dipping back into the suitcase to free the vial from it. No, it wasn’t what he had expected or originally hoped for, but it was his, and he loved the small vial that rolled in his palm. Whatever it would become, it was going to be his child. This vial was beautiful, and he felt nothing but untampered bliss as he stared at the cold glass.

        Next, he tugged out the soul bottle, chest tightening as he looked at the empty bottle. All he needed to do was find something that matched the color of the ribbon. He couldn’t imagine, not while this tired, what that something could be, but his fingers tightened around the bottle as he considered that, soon, these two glass items would take part in creating a child – a Raevan. This was real, this was happening.

        He released a breath that felt as if it had been stowed away for a long time. The travel to his bedroom was short, made shorter as he threw aside his normal nightly routine in favor of immediately sliding into warm covers. Gently, he pulled an extra pillow from behind his head and put it on his nightstand, placing the bottle and vial on top. Tomorrow, he’d sit down, fill out the documents, look over what else he had been given, and consider his options. Sleep would need to come first. He felt the familiar weight of his cat jump onto the bed and settle on his feet, reminding him that he was still there. This was real, something he kept repeating in his head. This was happening, and his first reaction was to sleep? Ridiculous, really, but Sven couldn’t deny the fact he was exhausted. He wasn’t the type to run around the house howling, and doing so would probably only serve in him dropping either the bottle or vial and shattering it, but the elation twisting in his chest was very real as he laid his head down and stared at the soul bottle.

        Tomorrow, he’d start his journey. He had much to do in preparation. He didn’t just have a soul to catch, but also a home to prepare. He’d need to tell Ellie, too. All that could wait, for now. Right now, he just stared at the glass trinkets, a tired smile on his lips as his eyes began to slide shut.

        “Goodnight.”



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A Reminder to Breathe
August 27th


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        “Milk of Kindness.”

        Sven repeated the essence’s name, voice soft as he settled into his office chair. Daffodil, his sweet ragdoll cat, leapt into his lap, instantly starting her favorite activity; kneading. Sven chuckled, gently brushing his hand over her while the other held the essence vial gingerly.

        “Look at this, Daff. This is going to be your new sister or brother someday.” He tilted the vial towards Daffodil, who gave the bottle an expert sniff. He assumed the gentle mewl was approval — that, or a demand that he pet her again. Resting his free hand on her, he pulled the vial back towards himself, rolling it in his open palm.

        “I need something grey.” He murmured, leaning forward to set the vial back into the suitcase. His fingers grazed across the documents he had been given, plucking the papers to view. Forms to sign, a list of contacts, and general information; good good. Daffodil leaned forward to inspect each paper as Sven flipped through the forms.

        “It’s going to be a long evening, it seems.” Setting the papers down, Sven scooted closer to the desk to begin the long acceptance process. Daffodil released a low, bored chirp, leaping off his lap in search of bigger and better things.

        “You’ll be back.”

        _______________________________


        He was right in both aspects; it was indeed a long evening and Daffodil certainly came back. She stood in the doorway, lone cat toy stuck in her mouth as she watched her owner release a third frustrated sigh. Sven was hunched over his laptop, fingers drumming against the side as he stared numbly at the screen before him. Daffodil sat on her haunches, dropping the toy at her feet, the bell attached doing little to stir her owner.

        “Not now.” Sven grumbled absently, flicking a finger to switch tabs. Daffodil huffed, pawing at her toy just a tad louder. The blonde absently cocked his head her way. “Daff, not now.” Another tab switched, another sigh, and another bell chime, this time closer. Daffodil had picked her toy up, dropping it right at his feet with a deliberate ’thunk’. Sven swerved in his chair to look at her, mouth tight and eyebrows drawn together.

        “Daffodil, I’m busy.” Except, she was a cat, and cats don’t care. Her insistent blue eyes stared up at him, mouth parting to release a soft, pitiful meow. Sven looked back at the screen, face faltering. Hours of searching for something appealing for his soul capture had resulted in nothing fruitful. The only idea that came up continuously was slightly discolored coal, and even that didn’t truly feel right. Coal was nice and all, but it wasn’t him. What if his kid had a power that resulted in igniting themselves? The house was rather flammable, after all! His nose wrinkled, head turning again to look at his lonely cat.

        Sighing, this time in release, Sven bent down to scoop up her old and patched toy. Daffodil instantly sprung to life, pressing up on her back legs in celebration before coming down to run towards the door, pausing in wait. Sven cracked a smile, raising the toy in anticipation.

        Research could wait. He had time — rushing this would only ruin the experience. He wanted a kid, yes, but he also wanted to enjoy the time he had preparing for the new life and ensuring they had the best chance possible. Getting them the perfect soul wasn’t for him, no. It was for the child that it’d become. He wanted to pick something that would give them the happiest life possible, but rushing would only hurt both himself and the child. He needed to take a moment and enjoy the things he already had. He smiled down at Daffodil, who trilled in excitement. He tossed the toy, watching the white blur vanish down the hall.

        Turning back towards the laptop, he closed it gently, pushing himself out of his chair. He’d return to researching tomorrow; right now, he had a cat who needed to be played with.



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NymiiNym

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PostPosted: Mon Aug 28, 2017 3:02 am


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Two of a Kind
August 28th


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        He didn't expect an email that day, nor did he think he'd meet another guardian who was almost as new as he was. Their meeting reminded him that, no matter what, this was an adventure he was grateful to be on. He appreciates this quiet evening spent with Nina.



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A Quiet Afternoon
August 29th


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Dumbstruck
August 30th


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        “You’ve been awfully busy these past few days.”

        Ellie, sprawled on Sven’s couch, hummed idly as she held her phone above her face, tapping away impatiently. Sven laughed, swallowing tea to narcotize the bubbling anxiety creeping through his system. Ellie had, as per usual, stopped by for the night. He assumed she was avoiding something, having been tipped off by her shrugging off any attempt to ask why she blessed him with her presence. He didn’t pry. Anyways, this was the perfect chance to bring up that, which he had been meaning to discuss. Ellie had always longed to see him have children, fueled by her own selfish desire to play with a baby that wasn’t hers. Sven was unable to conceal his excitement, mouth spreading into a wide smile as he shifted within the loveseat.

        “I have?” He teased softly, raising an eyebrow as Ellie turned her head his way.

        “You’re never home these days. I’d know.”
        “You’ve been stopping by that frequently?”

        Ellie shrugged absently, returning her attention to her phone. “Anyway.” Ellie clipped, fingers tapping violently against her abused screen. “Where’s Daffy?” Her phone lowered as she leaned upwards, whistling towards the abyss that was the hallway. Sven chuckled softly, a leg raising to prop up on his knee.

        “It’s late, she’s probably asleep.”
        “It’s night time. Cats are nocturnal.”
        “Not this one.”
        “Of course you’d have the one cat who isn’t.”
        “What does that mean?”

        Ellie scrunched her face into a laugh. “Nothing. ‘m just saying.” Her eyes locked with his, mouth parting as she seemed to spot the intense stare stuck on Sven’s face. He flushed, body jerking up as he snapped his head away. Too late. She shifted, propping herself onto her elbows with a curious hum. “Hey, what’s that face for?” Her phone was discarded, tossed haphazardly onto the table as she locked on Sven like a vulture. Once she knew something was fishy there was no shaking her; she was ferocious in her pursuit for the hot details of things.

        “Ah, it’s nothing.” Still, you couldn’t blame a man for trying. Sven wasn’t prepared yet. At least, not at this second. Revealing the suitcase to someone not in the Lab seemed rather daunting, after all. How did one explain the absurdity of it all? The absolute whimsy? Suddenly, his vocabulary didn’t seem expansive enough, limited in the ways to convey the bottle within his cardigan pocket.

        “Nu-uh. I saw that look, you have something to say. Did I do something? Oh, s**t, I didn’t take my shoes off. Sorry, lemme go do that…” Ellie made a move to slide off the couch, caught off guard by the hand Sven raised. She faltered, slowly settling back onto the couch.

        “It’s not that.” Sven noted her shoes, having missed it when she settled for the evening. “I mean, yes, take them off, but I…” Wait, he had a way to explain this. A convenient little letter he hadn’t yet tossed out. In all honesty, he probably never would. He rose, nodding towards the front door. “If you take those off I’ll get everything set up. Can you come to my study?”

        Ellie’s face lifted, body bouncing off the couch. “Your study? Okay! He heard the apprehension in her voice, wandering off towards his study with a head shake. Ellie had, for years, known his study was off limits, and it had remained so for the entirety of their friendship. However, he was letting her into a rather large aspect of his life, it seemed almost symbolic to let her into his place of comfort. Or, one of them. She’d never seen his bedroom, that was for sure.

        “Okay!” Ellie chirped from the doorway as Sven tossed open the study door. She slid up behind him, trailing after the taller man as he flicked on the lights and glided towards his desk. She twirled in a slow circle, examining the large room with an awed gasp. “So many books. Of course.”

        “Yes, of course. I’m, what was it again?”
        “A book gremlin.”

        Sven snorted as he tugged free the suitcase from his desk. “Right. That.” Ellie scrunched her nose as she heard the soft click of the suitcase pop open, her head snapping his way. Sven tugged the soul bottle from his pocket, placing it within the foam outline it had come in.

        “So,” Sven began, turning around to look at her. His fingers laced together in front of him, body leaning against the desk for support. How would she take this? Surely she’d be happy, that was a given, but would she think he was ready? It wasn’t as if that’d stop him, but Ellie was the only person close to him in his life. She was the only one to reveal this to, so this mattered. It was his only shot, and he hoped her excitement remotely matched his. He needed someone to gush about his child with, and she was his only option.

        “So?” She repeated, impatiently eying the suitcase. “What is that?” Sven tapped his hands on the suitcases edge, reaffirming it was there. This didn’t feel real, again. He had met a few guardians already, but they weren’t part of his life before all this. She was, and now he needed to open his past life and introduce it to his future one.

        “Do you remember a few years back when I applied for Lab 305 admission?” Ellie nodded softly, although her eyes drifted towards the ceiling, a finger raised for him to pause.

        “Kinda?” She admitted. “You wanted to adopt, but you never heard back.” Sven gave a brief nod, head leaning back to view the case in its entirety.

        “Well, I was accepted. About a few days ago.” He couldn’t conceal his mirth, face erupting into a colorful smile as Ellie let out a shrill, high squeal. Her hands snapped up, clapping together as she practically ignited into a series of screeches and ‘really?!’. Sven felt his hands raise as she threw herself at him, glad he had the desk to stifle his stumble.

        “Really?!” Ellie shouted into his ear, leaning back with her arms rested firmly on his shoulders. “Where are they?! Who?! What’s their name?! Oh my god, I’m gonna be an aunt! Tell me they’re little. Like, a kid kid?”

        Sven blew out a laugh, head shaking as he pried her hands off him. “Actually,” That’s when he gestured at the suitcase, tugging free Zeke’s letter. Ellie stepped back, clearly confused as she tried to piece together what in the world the vial and bottle had to do with this joyous occasion.

        “They’re not made yet.”
        “What?”

        Sven extended the letter out to her, lowering her hand as she accepted it. She ran her eyes over it, mouth muttering faint words under her breath as she read. Sven felt his hands twitch, placing them on the desk for support. Her eyebrows drew together, lines forming at the corners of her eyes as she flicked her gaze towards the bottles before returning to the letter. Her mouth froze, body stilling as she stared at the sheet. A finger raised, flicking against the letter as her emerald eyes lifted.

        “You need a soul?” Her voice was hesitant, gingerly lowering at the end of her question. Sven acknowledged the question with a nod, lifting the soul bottle.

        “In here. The vial is this.” He delicately placed his finger on the milk essence. It wasn’t a lot, and yet, somehow, those few drops of liquid would become a full fledged being. Ellie looked at the bottle and vial, a hand slowly reaching out to touch the bottle he held. Sven made a move to hand it over, freezing as he finally spotted her expression.

        Disgust.

        She looked absolutely appalled, causing his hand to wrench back as her fingers grazed the bottle. A protective instinct caused Sven to tuck the bottle into his pocket, a hand covering it as he positioned himself in front of the suitcase, blocking the vial from view. Ellie’s eyes trailed from where the suitcase had been and then back up to his face, mouth stuck in a tight line.

        “Ellie?” Sven questioned. This wasn’t the expression he had imagined she would bear. In fact, no, he had always assumed she’d be ecstatic. He didn’t prepare for this. Ellie was a force of positivity and curiosity — she had never once given him a reason to fear what she’d say. Suddenly, he was very much afraid.

        “A soul?” She repeated for clarification, as if she was tasting the word on her tongue. Sven nodded jerkily, shoulders raising in defense. “Sven, that’s- it’s wrong.” She spat, eyebrows furrowing together again as she looked down at the letter again. Sven steeled himself, wanting nothing more than to wrench that letter free from her grasp. It was the letter that had changed everything, and now he feared her crumpling it within her hold. Relief washed over him as she extended the letter to him, apparently aware that he coveted the paper. He plucked it free, sliding it on top of the vial for the time being.

        “It’s not, really?” Sven countered. Ellie opened her mouth, interrupted as Sven hurriedly continued. “It says even minerals or metals work. Plants, too. I wouldn’t- I straight out decided I wasn’t doing an animal. Nothing sentient.” Well, there was the argument that plants could plausible feel, but he tucked that thought aside. Ellie shook her head, not assured as he hoped she would have been.

        “But, making a kid?” She sputtered, heading shaking faster. “That’s not natural.”

        Sven tightened his jaw at the word ‘natural’ — too often he had heard bigots use that term for their own prejudice. She caught the tension, hands raising in defense.

        “Well, it’s not, is it? You don’t create life out of nothing.”
        “It’s not nothing. They’re using a living soul wi-”

        Ellie scoffed, hands raising higher. That! Doesn’t that sound creepy, in itself? A soul, Sven. You’re going to take somethings soul and decide for it that they’ll become something else. Something that had no choice in the matter.”

        Sven shook his head in alarm, anger crossing his features as a flash of irritation overcame him. The same argument could be made with giving birth, too. While the method wasn’t the same, one was creating a life which had no choice in the matter, yet that was ’natural. She must have reached that thought process herself, a hand raising to clutch the bridge of her nose.

        “That- I know that sounds… I can’t explain it, Sven, it just is wrong. You’re killing something for your own selfish desires.”
        “I told you I wasn’t doing anything alive.”

        He felt the edge in his voice, tasting the bitter hot emotion on his tongue. Ellie scolded him with a soft breath, gesturing towards the suitcase behind him. “Do you know that, though? Like, what is a soul? Isn’t that proof enough that everything in its own right, if it has a soul, is alive? No one knows what a soul is, really, and there was debate that they don’t even exist. I even thought… until now…” She paused, shrugging absently to discard the thought. “If this is all true, then, how do you know? You could take the soul from a stone and find out years from now that they can feel and think, just like us.”

        Sven couldn’t stop the stupefied laugh that left him. Ellie scowled. What? It’s just a stone, I get that, but this all seems pretty ridiculous in theory if someone doesn’t have the proof. Who’s to say that we won’t discover that everything can feel and think for itself?”

        She had a point, he knew that. A point he didn’t believe or follow, exactly, but it was there. Sven shook his head, eyes flicking downcast. He didn’t know what to say, other than a ‘I think you’re wrong’, which he doubted would fix the tension. Ellie’s features softened, a hand raising to touch his shoulder. Sven stepped further into the desk to avoid it.

        “Sven…” Ellie whispered, hand losing its tension in the air. “I’m sorry, I’m not trying to ruin how you feel, it’s just…” She stopped herself from repeating the word ‘wrong’ again, instead letting the word hang in the air. Sven shook his head, feeling a renewed fight in him.

        “I’m not going to approach an animal and take their life.” He repeated quietly. “And I’m not going to be as narcissistic to say that I’d be giving a better life to a soul within a stone or plant, either. But,” His eyes squeezed shut as he tried to reason the words from his mouth. But, there’s so many possibilities. What if there’s an animal dying? What if something can tell me they’d want another chance? I… also don’t necessarily believe that a stone would mind much, or a plant. I mean, maybe, but…” He trailed off, weakly shrugging his shoulders. “I’d never do anything to hurt anyone, you know that.”

        “I do.” Ellie confirmed softly.

        “I can live my whole life going ‘what if’. What if I find out I sucked the soul out of something I believed wouldn’t know, only to find out I messed up and hurt them? What if this all backfires? But, if I live my life like that I won’t pursue happiness. I’ll just be stuck in here, thinking about something I’ve always wanted and never going for it.” Gently, he wrapped his fingers around the bottle in his pocket. “This is what I want — the one thing I know overwhelms me. If I never do this, if I never try, I won’t forgive myself.”

        Ellie looked down, nodding thoughtfully. Sven cleared his throat, refusing to relinquish the small chance he had at convincing her. “Ellie, I won’t kill something for this. I don’t want to start a new life ending anothers. Unless something can deliberately tell me they want this, or it’s a means to help something, I’m not going to take the life of an animal or similar creature. My goal is something not sentient; metals, stones, etcetera. Create a life I can love. It’s like someone giving birth, except the process is different — the result is still the same. I’ll have a child, albit older than most who start life, and I’ll cherish them.”

        He paused, eyes drifting back to the floor. “You.. don’t have to support me in this. I hope you will, or you’ll come around to it, but this is what I’m going to do. This is it; the plan. If you don’t want to be around for it, or don’t want to be around me for the matter, I understand.” He stopped, biting back a plea. He wanted her to approve, to stick around, but he knew that was her choice as much as this was his.

        Ellie nodded, the sound of her nails plucking at one another emitting through the pregnant silence. Sven waited with baited breath, tensing considerably as the seconds passed. Finally, Ellie let out a loud, tired sigh.

        “I’ll support you.” She practically barked through her gritted teeth, a reluctance to admit she caved evident as she pulled into herself in embarrassment. “It’s not something I’d do, but it’s what you want, and you’re right. I’m sorry.” She hesitated, letting out a loose and uncomfortable laugh. “And maybe it was a stretch to say stones can feel.” She admitted. Sven let out a laugh he didn’t realize he had needed, a smile touching his exhausted features as Ellie broke into her own laughter.

        “That’s one of the more out there things you’ve said.” Sven admitted good naturedly. Ellie elbowed him, rolling her eyes as she began to loosen her muscles.

        “Shut up.” She giggled, running her hands over her face. Ugggh, okay, can we start over? Just… like, run me through the whole thing again.”

        Sven broke into a relieved smile, picking the letter back up. “Gladly.”

        _______________________________


        Ellie left late that night, almost into the morning. The day had been long, too long. While he had enjoyed his evening with Vesna and Lorenzo, he could have done with the tension with Ellie having been saved for another day. He was just glad she went home with a smile, promising to help come up with ideas for the soul capture. He was relieved, incredibly so, that the day had been salvaged.

        Now came the part he had been wishing for; bed. Carefully, he placed his cardigan on the end of his bed, flopping onto the bed with a loud sigh. Moments after, he felt his cat leap up to join him, nuzzling into his side. Today had been much, but sleep would be well earned. Closing his eyes, Sven laid his head back on the pillow, eyes closing against the thoughts accumulating.

        Not now, brain. It was time to rest before throwing himself back into the mess.



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The Cycle of Guardianship
August 30th


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        Sven meets Oliver and Laurel after a quiet evening alone. Perhaps a potential new friend for his future child has been made?



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Of Readers and Writers
August 31st


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        He hadn't expected an evening of research would lead him to meeting Cordelia and Adrian Shade, but the meeting was a pleasant one. It was endearing to meet someone also excited for the birth of his future child, and sparked a renewed vigor to find the right soul.



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Witchy Gossip
September 3rd


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        Joining Writers Group wasn’t his idea, really. That wasn’t to say he was being forced to attend the meetings, but, he wouldn’t have come here if it weren’t for Ellie. The slip of paper handed to him months ago had promised he’d ‘rejuvenate and renew’ his muse, and so it seemed harmless to come. At the time, he had hope. Now, he more often than not only came for free food.

        Still, it was nice to take a break. Listening to his assigned partner read their writing was more relaxing than clearing out his attic, which he had just begun doing. He tapped a pen against his knee as his partner — Adrian Summers — carefully articulated each painstakingly written word on their thin sheet of paper. Sven never understood why Adrian insisted on handwriting their assignments, but Adrian was a creature of habit. Their eyes squinted as, for a moment, their voice wobbled, mouth trying to sound out their own handwriting. Was the word papaya? Paper? No, wait, parent, of course! Satisfied, Adrian resumed only to hesitate once more. They adjusted their weight within the chair, thin legs folding over one another as the small man nervously coughed. Sven cocked an eyebrow, noting the odd behavior.

        “Is something wrong?” He broke the silence, watching as the green haired man set their paper down. Pale silver eyes flicked up, shoulders shrugging in return.

        “It’s not good.” Adrian answered, tapping a nail on the abandoned paper. “I don’t like it.”

        Sven scoffed, head shaking as he leaned back into his chair. “It doesn’t have to be a masterpiece.”

        Adrian wrinkled his nose, tossing back a long strand of hair over his shoulder. “I want it to be.” He sighed, gesturing towards Sven. “What would you know? Your writing is always spot on.”

        Sven couldn’t help the short, breathy laugh that escaped him, feeling the irony in that statement. His work didn’t feel favorable, but to Adrian it was. He almost wished that was enough to break the current haze over his ability to write, but it didn’t satisfy whatever had stolen his talent.

        “Thank you.” Sven returned the gesture towards Adrian’s paper. “I quite like your work, as well.”

        That didn’t appease the frustrated Adrian as he tossed his shoulders up in denial. “We come here every Sunday; papers in hand and a willingness to try, and neither of us have had a breakthrough.” He hesitated, looking up at Sven with a skeptical eyebrow raise, checking in that Sven wasn’t holding out on the goods. Sven laughed dryly, shrugging with raised hands. Satisfied, Adrian looked back at his paper.

        “It’s like, it’s gone, you know? That drive.” His voice dropped an octave, hands sliding up his legs as he shifted his weight to lean against his chair. “I’d do anything for it back. Hell, I’d probably sell my dog if I had to.” His head turned towards Sven, eyes blearily narrowing.

        “That’s a joke.” He added for emphasis, waving off the chuckle Sven emitted. “Still, just about anything, really. Just, toss it right out the door if I have to.”

        Sven wondered how much of that Adrian truly meant. Throughout their time together, Sven had noticed their struggle with a similar foe, however Adrian exuded a panic Sven didn’t. He’d never ask the other, but Sven wondered what the younger man's home life was like, or their career. Something was fueling the insatiable desire to write for both of them, and while Sven knew his reason, he couldn’t pinpoint Adrian’s. Perhaps it was the same one; the fear of what came when writing no longer was their calling. Maybe not. Whatever it was, it cast a dark look in Adrian’s eyes, overshadowing the flecks of light reflecting back.

        “It takes time. These things come and go.” Sven half committed to the conversation with, although he didn’t believe his own words. Not fully. He couldn’t comfort Adrian with his own thoughts on the matter, either. What comfort could be found in the beliefs Sven had? In his own mind, Sven had tapped out already. Unwillingly, but he had somehow drained the creativity from his system, perhaps as a punishment. Coming here was a reminder that he still held a faint, dim hope, but the feeling that he was done always lingered.

        “I don’t have time.” Adrian bitterly spat, instantly softening their expression as they lifted their head. “Sorry, that wasn’t directed at you. I’m just tired of waiting, I guess. I mean, what if there was a way to just get it all back instantly? Would you do it?” He shifted in his seat, something sparking in his face, lifting his features as he swallowed Sven up with eager eyes. Sven cracked a curious smile, shrugging.

        “Of course?” It seemed like a silly question, after all. Of course he would! But that wasn’t how muses worked, really. They were flighty, at best, gone before you could truly cage it. Creativity was free and fluid, giving birth to many different forms of expression. Summoning it when it didn’t wish to be seemed almost against the very nature of art itself, however the look Adrian held seemed to suggest otherwise.

        “You remember Bobby? Short, pudgy guy who kept writing about his cat?”
        “Bobby Glaeres?”
        “Yeah, that guy! He stopped coming about a week or two ago.”
        “That’s not uncommon, really. All of us will stop coming eventually.”

        Adrian dismissed him quickly with a wave of his hand. “Remember that email he sent to the whole group? The weird one where he said he found ‘the answer’?”

        He did. It had been two weeks ago, in fact. The email hadn’t said much, only bearing a single line without a greeting or goodbye. Sven couldn’t quite remember the exact wording, but he had chalked it up to something meaning religion or just a spam email. He hadn’t thought to look further into it, nor did he think of it in passing until now. Not all of them were there due to writer’s block, either. It hadn’t dawned on him that ‘the answer’ would be anything interesting to him, really.

        “Yes?”
        “Well, did you email him back?”
        “No.”
        “I did!”

        Adrian flapped his hands as he flopped back into his chair with a self satisfied smirk, as if he held something Sven wanted. “He’s a weird guy, you know? Didn’t really say much at first, despite being the one to announce he figured it all out. Almost as if he regretted sending that email and didn’t want me knowing what he found. But, I got it out of him, eventually. He has a big ego, that guy. Just needed a little something to feed it before he was suddenly blabbering.”

        Sven tightened his jaw, eyes narrowing sharply. He didn’t care much for Adrian’s own wording, or their tone, but curiosity struck. It always did. “And what did he say?” He prompted, impatience leaking through as his pen smacked into his knee in anticipation. Adrian was good at capturing attention and monopolizing it, whether they were aware or not.

        “It didn’t make sense at first.” Adrian prefaced with, arms folding at their chest. “He said he met someone. I thought he meant like a girlfriend or boyfriend, you know? But no, he met a witch. Said that his neighbors were gossiping about her. Apparently she used to sell these potions down in Barton that had all these kinds of effects; love potions, hate potions, hair growth, and even creativity juice.”

        Sven cocked an eyebrow at this, urging Adrian on. Adrian released a laugh, hand waving.

        “Yeah, it’s a weird name, but it’s the one he used — creativity juice. He said he found her; tracked her down and everything. She gave him a potion and suddenly he couldn’t stop the ideas pouring in. It was like a faucet was turned on; it kept pouring out. He managed to write the ending to his short story within two days. Imagine that! The guy spent years lamenting over trying to find the perfect ending and there it was in a matter of seconds.” Adrian snapped his fingers at the last word, the sound ringing throughout the gym auditorium. Sven cast a glance towards the other tables before drinking in what Adrian had said. Magic? Sure, he had considered that, due to how prevalent magic was in Gaia, that maybe there was a way to help encourage his muse, but he had always been warned that magic like that came with a price. Perhaps he’d have all the ideas, but be unable to type them. Or, worse, he’d type until his fingers bled and wore to the bone. Sven had never dabbled in magic, but he believed the stories his father had offered him. The stories only someone who knew first hand could tell.

        “And you believe him?”
        “Yeah, I think I do. I sounded... like he finally was alive.”

        Adrian looked down at the paper to his side, placing his hand over it. “It can’t hurt to try. He’s alive and able to communicate, so whatever happened didn’t kill him. He sounded just fine to me.” Adrian shrugged softly, pulling at the edges of the sheet. Sven frowned, one question still nagging at the edge of his thoughts.

        “Why would she help him?”

        Adrian paused, mulling the question over thoughtfully. His eyes rolled to the ceiling, head tilting side to side before he raised his hands in uncertainty. “Maybe he had to pay, or do something? I could ask.”

        “Can you?” Sven hated to admit it, but the idea seemed more and more appealing by the second. It seemed too good to be true, but so had the success of Flesh. His story was a rare one. He suddenly had a comfortable living off his own writing, something often said was impossible. Who was to say magic couldn’t help encourage someone to finally manage what they already knew how to do?

        “Sure. I’ll email you what he says, and an address if I can get it out of him.” Adrian promised, grinning ear to ear. “Just, if you ever make it big, drop a shout out for me.”

        Sven laughed, head shaking. Adrian didn’t know he wrote Flesh, and he had no intention of sharing such a fact. “I should credit Bobby.”

        Adrian puffed his cheeks out, snatching his paper up and waving it at Sven. “Hey, that’s not fair! Without me you wouldn’t even know about it.”

        Sven waved at the man, laughing harder as Adrian folded his arms in mock anger. The sound of someone beside them insistently shushing them alerted Sven to the fact that they were still within the group, cheeks flushing as he straightened up and cleared his throat.

        “Right, well… you still have an assignment to read.”

        Adrian’s face dropped, eyes narrowing at the paper. Damn it, alright... right, lets get this over with...”



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Seed of Confirmation
September 4th


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        Sven pulled back from his laptop, stretching his arms out above his head as he leaned back against his chair. His eyes fluttered open as his laptop pinged softly, alerting him of an email. Switching tabs, he located the newest message, nibbling his bottom lip as he noted the sender.

        Adrian.

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        Hey!,

        So I contacted Bobby when I got home. Turns out, he did end up having to do something for the witch. They requested that he do a task for them. Something about trying a new potion they were working on. He said it didn't really do much other than make his breath reek for a day or two, and then she was willing to help.

        He warned that she's peculiar. He didn't elaborate, but he didn't mention anything dangerous. He seems fine, and still writing away. He's working on a new project, even!

        I attached the address in a file, as well as screenshots of his email. I'm probably going to try my luck later this month, but if you go first you should let me know and I'll see if I can come with? lol, is this cheating?

        Anyway, good luck!

        Adrian out!


        Sven exhaled lowly as he downloaded the attached documents, fingers drumming against the laptop. If Bobby was well and alive, then it seemed that whatever he used worked. That, of the negative side effects would come much later. It'd be a lie to say he wasn't curious, and, honestly, Gaia was full of witches and wizards. He'd seen their shops and entered them once or twice, finding their unusual wares tempting at times. He'd never seen anything that was proven to actually help ideas spill freely from the mind, which was why he never really chanced it before. Magic was still foreign to him, and if he was going to dabble in it he wanted to make sure that it was well worth the attempt. Bobby Glaeres was proof enough. Or, at least it was enough to summon Sven's interest.

        A visit couldn't hurt, really. Not if he went with company, too — just in case. Nodding to himself, Sven made a mental note to call Adrian in a few days. They had a witch to see.



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From Rags to Riches
September 4th


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        Shortly after the email from Adrian Summers, Sven decided to unwind with a session of calligraphy work. Unfortunately, Daffodil, not one to put up with Sven's distractions when she was clearly in need of a pet or two, decided to throw herself onto the table and cover herself in ink, leading Sven to Yuri's salon in a panic.



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The Witch
September 6th


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        10:34am
        Sorry dude! I have something going come up. Don’t get turned into a frog lmao


        What a drag. If he had known Adrian Summers couldn’t make it, he wouldn’t have been standing on the swampy path that minute. Common sense told him that going alone was a bad idea, while the lurking curiosity urged him forward. It was stupid; he knew that. For all he knew, he was entering dangerous territory, but that rarely stopped Sven. Less so now that the boredom of his endless stagnant routine grew tiresome by the day. Sure, he could turn around and go home, but what if by doing so he lost the chance for a change? That notion drove him mad; he couldn’t just go home.

        The dense forest around him creaked and croaked, warning him of what hid amongst it with a dangerous melody. Who knew what kind of creatures were watching him, or what crawlies scurried by his feet. The forest was dark, darker than one would expect at 11:36am. The forest, nested a few miles from Kindred Lake, was named Ebony Forest, and he had been warned quite a few times during his pursuit to find it. His detour at the gas station to ensure his map was correct had left him with an ominous and nervous warning, muttered from a tweaked cashier.

        ”There’s a witch in those woods, you know? You aren’t really going in there, are you? I heard just last week the kid down the street came home with a nasty curse after they popped on by.”

        The smile on Sven’s lips at that moment was enough to confirm their fears; yes, he really was going there. Now here he stood, looking at a worn path that weaved towards a break in the forest. He was close enough to see the hut, which screamed of a stereotypical witch home. The hut was small, made of dark wood and illuminated by various lanterns. A chimney produced green smoke, as if intent on confirming that almost all movies were right in their portrayal. It seemed intentional, even. Perhaps the owner relished in shaping their home after what spooked young children.

        Staring wasn’t getting him anywhere, and frankly he wasn’t keen on seeing if the forest could grow darker in anticipation of finally consuming the man who stood within it. The sounds of the forest almost seemed to echo, warning him to get out. While he had absolutely no intention of doing so, he also wasn’t keen on being out in the open much longer.

        A noise of discontent left the man as he approached the hut, spine shuddering as a chill rushed over him. Really, he could do with not being outside much longer. He hesitated as he climbed the rickety stairs, a twitch of a smile followed, summoned by the uncomfortable realization that he was now inches away from something that could end his life in a fraction of a second. Magic was never something he had dabbled in, nor had he acquaint himself with those of magical talents. The soul bottle tucked within his cardigan was as close as he had ever gotten, until now.

        A tension creeped into his shoulders as he knocked on the door, the sound hollow and deafening. Something shuffles inside the hut and the sound of a bottle rolling alerted Sven to the resident inside. At least he picked a good time to come. A silence followed, as if testing how long he’d stay in place. It must have been several minutes before Sven felt uncertainty creep through his bones, feet shifting while he debated perhaps leaving. Something was inside, but that something didn’t seem too eager to meet him.

        Or, that was what he began to assume until the door creaked open, a pale hand sliding from the darkness to wrap around the edge of the door.

        ”A human.” A feminine voice echoed, saturated with a curious delight. Sven couldn’t refrain from cocking his head as the hand pulled the door back, revealing the commenter. There she stood; shorter than him and somehow paler. The first and only feature that caught his eye were her own eyes, causing a brief and awkward still in the air as he found himself staring. One yellow, one purple, narrowed into an amused and perhaps expectant curve, alongside a smirk that rested comfortably on her face. Curly black-blue hair framed her face, contrasting starkly against her skin. Sven noted the purple robe and witch hat, feeling his lips threatening to pull into a smile. What a stereotype. However, the robe remained open, revealing something short and perhaps revealing underneath. Sven didn’t allow himself to figure out what that could be, eyes snapping up apologetically to look at the woman.

        He swore he heard a chuckle.

        ”Hello,” Sven bleated, feeling heat reach his cheeks as the woman lifted her smile wider.

        ”Hello,” She echoed, voice dripping with a sugary glee, most likely at his own nervous glances. She pressed herself against the door, a leg raising to hook an ankle around another. He dared himself not to look at her exposed legs, instead locking his gaze on those peculiar eyes.

        His eyes gladly obeyed.

        ”Err, are you the….?” How does one respectfully ask if another is a witch? Was that term incorrect? Derogatory, even? He should have studied — should have poured himself over the internet before coming. One of her eyebrows cocked, lips pursing as she patiently waited. What had he been expecting? An old and green lady to answer the door? Was she even the witch, or had he been led to make a fool of himself? Sven found his mouth wouldn’t work with him, instead clenching tighter as he fumbled with what could be the right answer. Impatience settled in her eyes, arms folding and allowing nimble fingers to curl around the edges.

        ”The witch?” She benevolently offered. Sven nodded in relief, piecing together fragments of what is a coherent thought to articulate his reason for being there.

        ”Yes, the witch. I heard of someone who came here for help.” He breathed a hefty sigh as she snapped her gaze from him, eyes trailing into the abyss that is her home before drawing her attention back.

        ”Have you now?” She coaxed, hand escaping her skin to gesture loosely at the man who stood before him. ”Lucky me,” She breathed flatly, this time encouraging Sven’s own eyebrow to raise.

        ”I’m sorry? I didn’t mean to intrude, if you rather I lea-” His voice abruptly faltered as her hand raised, her eyes coated in a dry humor he couldn’t read.

        ”You’ve come at a bad time, if that was something you were going to ask. However, living in a forest has its own merits, as well as its own faults. If you’re willing to humor this old woman, you may come in. My help does not come without at least a conversation.”

        Time seemed to skip as Sven found himself within the hut, whether he intentionally moved in without realizing or she had done something was unknown. It wasn’t unpleasant, although he felt a shudder of apprehension as the door closed behind them. He took the brief and welcoming moment to glance around; to settle his nerves one and for all. The inside wasn’t like the movies — it lacked the eerie promise that whoever lived inside was wrong. Instead, it was warm, although dark, decorated with old furniture and soft accompaniments here and there. The only definite witch things were the line of bottles against the back wall — full of unknown and colorful substances — and the large pot hanging above the fire within the fireplace. Otherwise, one would not guess her occupation.

        ”Disappointed?” Her tone suggested it didn’t matter either way, but a smile quirked on her lips as she traveled towards the nearest chair, settling within it.

        ”No,” He laughed, hands sticking into the safety of his pockets. She waved a hand his way, head snapping into a brief, deliberate nod.

        ”What do you need?” It isn’t accusing, her tone, but it lacks a desire to continue their empty conversation. It wants a point, and Sven struggled to remember what it was now that he stood within that strange little hut.

        Right.

        ”Ah, yes, right,” He responded with a slow hesitation that causes her lips to briefly curl. Impatient; that was the first word he landed on that he felt comfortable giving her. She wanted an answer, and Sven almost found a subtle enjoyment in how her strange eyes shimmered in curiosity as he kept her waiting.

        ”An acquaintance of mine struggled with continuing his writing. I heard you helped him, and now he finished his project.” He didn’t expect her to remember the name, evident when his eyes widened as she offered it.

        ”Bobby?” Her face ignited into satisfaction at his surprise, nails suddenly the focus of her gaze as she looked down, examining them. ”I remember him; a writer without a voice.” Her eyes lifted, head canting a few centimeters. ”So you came for that? Disappointment oozed, pooling into a low and languid sigh. ”You came all this way, requesting the aid of a bona fide witch, for that? How dull.”

        Irritation lighted his nerves, mouth tightening as he fought the quip that wanted to roll through. What had she expected? What was the norm of her requests? Heat colored his face, eyes rolling to look anywhere but her. It seemed simple, and perhaps it was, but Sven was a simple man. All he wanted to do was write. Write and fill the soul bottle in his pocket. He didn’t want for much in the world, and even now as he poured through his options he couldn’t pinpoint anything else equally as important.

        He knew what he wanted. The witch considered him with low lidded eyes, hand lowering and flattening against long legs. She offered him a moment of thought before turning her head towards the fireplace, nose wrinkling.

        ”Very well,” She relented, however her tone was far from finished. ”For the right payment, I’ll give you what you want.”

        The irritation washed into relief before rolling into a sudden and sudden joy. It was that easy? The answer to his problems? His reason for his growing depression? A warmth seeped into his skin, rushing to his chest as he inhaled sharply. He could be like Bobby; confident in his own skill again. Everything was going to be okay, all thanks to this peculiar woman who eyed him from her throne.

        ”However,” His gut sank, a pit weighing it down as he heard the dreaded word. Of course, there was a price. Was it feasible? Would it be the end to this deal? ”I have no interest in money.”

        ’They requested that he do a task for him. Something about trying a new potion they were working on. He said it didn't really do much other than make his breath reek for a day or two, and then she was willing to help.’

        Was that what she wanted? He could handle that. Sven’s shoulders lowered. He couldn’t remember when they found their way up, but he felt the protest in his bones as the tension greeted him. ”What do you want instead?”

        ”Your time,” She answered lazily, adjusting and recrossing her legs. He wondered if that was on purpose, almost. ”I have other requests to fulfill; other more interesting ones which take much more time to satisfy. I don’t have the time to collect certain ingredients I need, especially if I add you onto the list.” She quirked an eyebrow at his apprehensive expression, her tongue lashing out to wet her lips.

        ”I’m a busy woman, you know,” She added for emphasis, her subtle amusement quickly replaced with a deliberate and thoughtful expression. ”If you want my help, you’ll go where I ask to retrieve a plant I need for my current project. Only then will I work on your potion.”

        It sounded reasonable, uncomfortably so. It hadn’t dawned on him that the fix to his problems could be so simple, and now his suffering almost seemed foolish. Perhaps it was. If he had known this entire time he could have entertained a witch for his muse to return he would have done so months ago. Years ago. It all felt so ridiculous now; of course he’d say yes.

        ”Okay, deal.” Sven croaked. ”What do you need, and where do you need me to go?” The smile on her lips that erupted was unsettling, his inner voice protesting violently against the sight. Unsettled, Sven felt his willingness recoil sharply, mouth drying as the alarm bells rang. Something was wrong, but almost as sudden as the smile had been it rolled into a pleasant smirk, subtle in comparison. Had he been imagining things? Certainly he had been; he already was on edge and was prone to allowing his anxiety to make up situations or sights. Bobby was fine and alive, and while the woman was absolutely different, she didn’t deserve the suspicion that had ignited so suddenly and without cause.

        ...Right?

        ”There’s a graveyard about a mile into the forest. The path that leads here also goes directly past the house. Follow it straight, you’ll eventually stumble upon the place.” She rose from her perch, gathering herself with a snap of her hands, covering her figure in the depths of her robe as she traveled towards the back of the hut. She stole a book from a shelf, quickly rustling through it before returning to Sven to gesture it at the man. He leaned forward, glancing at the offered page. He assumed the flower on the page was the subject of interest, eyebrows raising at the skull-like shape the petals outlined. ”A skull lilly. They only grow over graves. Old ones, really. The graveyard was forgotten when the forest began to grow over a lost town, but you’ll find the occasional potion brewer stop by for a flower or two. They’re exceedingly rare, but potent. There’s nothing like it.”

        Sven nodded absently, eyes flicking towards the window nearest the door. He didn’t feel quite eager to throw himself out there, again, and especially not in a graveyard, but… He was determined, really. Again, he was reminded of the fact Bobby had done whatever she asked and survived; why would his story be any different? It was just a forest. A creepy one, yes, but that was all.

        He turned his gaze to her, nodding absently. ”I can do that now, then.” He couldn’t hide the eagerness, and really he didn’t care to. She hummed pleasantly, closing the book with a definite thud. She brushed past him on her way back to the bookshelf, leaving a waft of faint, almost lavender-esque perfume in her wake. Sven reeled back gently, keen to begin the walk. The faster he did it, the quicker the results would be.

        ”If you want. I still need to finish a few things; the earliest I can begin your request is tomorrow morning.” Sven didn’t care. Tomorrow was perfect. She turned back towards him, noting his impatient shifting with a cold laugh. ”Alright, go along, then. Go on.” She shooed him off, turning away as Sven awkwardly stumbled in an attempt to register the abrupt dismissal before taking his leave. Her head tilted upwards, a hand raising just as his head turned, catching his gaze and prolonging his leave as he hesitated.

        ”Ah, what is your name?”
        ”Oh! Sven! Pleasure to meet you….?” A question hung in the air, her head turning as a purple eyes locked on him.
        ”Anesidora. Call me Nessie, instead.”

        Sven smiled for what felt like the first time in awhile, prying the door open. ”Nessie — thank you.” She waved off his gratitude, hand repeating a sharp shooing motion.

        Sven didn’t need to be asked twice.



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September 6th [Night]


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        Reticence; it hung in the air, heavy and foreboding, blanketing the old and abandoned graveyard in its density. It swallowed his signature, burying his presence as the darkness washed over him, nipping at his heels with each step. The graveyard was decrepit, covered in rubble and decay as far as the eye could see. Gravestones, each in various states of disrepair, beckoned to him, promising him tales of lost stories and empty skeletons. He wasn’t here for that, and he kept steady in his pursuit as he traveled the broken stone path. The already dark forest had begun to blacken further, a sign that the sun past the forest had begun to set. He needed to hurry up, and fast; Sven didn’t like the idea of wandering the graveyard, alone, in true darkness. A witch seemed the least of his worries when he considered it.

        He checked each grave he happened across, noting how unorganized and scattered the headstones were. The graveyard looked old; older than him, perhaps. No, definitely older. Who would bury their dead in such a forsaken forest? What was this place before now? Had the forest swallowed a civilization whole, or was there another story? One he’d probably never know? He exhaled that thought with a shaky break, eyes focused on each headstone as he mentally counted each failure. 39 headstones, and not a single flower; what if he had been led on a goose chase?

        That’s when he heard it; a faint weeping. It traveled through the graveyard, echoing past Sven as he turned towards the sound. It was a gentle sound at first, contorting into a heavy and choked sob before withering back into a soft wail. Sven felt cold seep through his skin, mouth tightening while his eyes searched through the darkness. Someone was there, mourning the loss of someone buried long ago.

        ”Hello?” He tested the air, mouth dry as the wailing hindered for a moment before picking back up into its sporadic rhythm. Turn back, the sound warned, something he knew he should heed as he, instead, began to approach the sound. This won’t end well, the cold air warned, but Sven always had viewed himself as impenetrable. Nothing could hurt him, not in reality. He wasn’t a main character in a novel; he’d be fine. Or, so he clung to.

        With each step he held his breath, having forgotten how to breathe. In the distance he made out a shape; hazy and uncertain. He could make out a faint silhouette, eyes squinting as he came to the conclusion it was human, or something similar bodied. The figure shuddered against each cry, convulsing against the sound of their own tears while Sven approached. Something continued to nag at him, warning him of the unlikely situation he was in. The graveyard was old and long forgotten, why would anyone be still mourning? Why would they, in a place without light or people, weep so freely? It wasn’t normal, and he doubted they were here on an errand like him.

        Yet, he was a careless man, and careless men often didn’t listen to that voice.

        ”Excuse me?” He was close enough to begin to make out features. They were slim in a sickly way, as if they hadn’t eaten in a millenia. Their skin looked almost grey, although he wouldn’t doubt it could be a trick of the eye. He determined it was a woman, noting her long, white dress that clung to her sides lifelessly and her ebony black hair that cascaded to her waist. Her hands were pulled up, covering her face as she openly wept. For a moment, he saw a flash of purple across her skin as light broke through the canopy for a brief moment.

        She looked undead. That realization sent a spark of electricity through his body, mouth parting against the surge of raw dread that encompassed him. It hadn’t occurred to him until just that moment what kind of beasts liked to masquerade as humans around graveyards, and now it did. The sound of his sharp inhale caused a twitch to ripple through the small and slender woman, his heart lurching as her hands pulled a centimeter from her face as her voice cut short. It was then, after he took one step too many, that he realized where she stood. Bare, purple-grey feet stood on-top of an old grave where the headstone still rested, cracked but whole. His eyes chanced the headstone, noting the name; Harrison Quigley. He couldn’t quite pinpoint why the name stuck out at him, especially as her hands lowered further, but it embedded in his brain as his eyes lifted to meet hers.

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        He didn’t notice how beautiful she looked, or how, despite the color of death on her skin, she looked like porcelain itself. He didn’t note her soft, purple lips or how she looked far younger than she possibly could be. All that struck out to him were those eyes; red orbs painted against black sclera, adorned by long, thick lashes. They were not frail and delicate like the rest of her — no, they were wild and sick, paralyzing him to the bone. Her mouth contorted, twisting open as a horrific scream left her mouth. Sven stepped backwards, muscles tensing as the woman’s pupils constricted. It happened in a flash; she was there and then she wasn’t, throwing herself in his direction as black nails raised to claw at whatever she could grasp.

        Sven stumbled, hands extending to shove back at the undead woman. His hands met fabric, digging into her shoulders as she tossed him to the cold ground. An animalistic shriek left her as she flailed against his hold, slashing towards his face as he squirmed to free a leg from her weight. Sven cursed wildly, german profanity spilling free as he planted a foot directly into her stomach, sending the woman flying. He didn’t wait for the dull sound of her body hitting the ground, instead immediately barreling himself up and away. He couldn’t hear his feet hit the ground in a run, his heart hammering through his skull and deafening the cries and caws around him.

        He needed to get out of there, before whatever attacked him got back up.



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Nightmares
September 9th


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        Time had ceased from that point on. The days had passed, he was aware enough to know that. He had returned home in a frenzy, forgetting the witch and her forsaken forest in favor of his home and warm bed. He just couldn't remember when the days began to move on, or when he began to notice the shadow that would pass his room every night. Deep down, he knew what it was, especially when on the third night he heard a faint whimper outside his window. Black nails had found their way down the glass, scraping and leaving deep gouges for him to find later in the morning. He knew what had followed him, but he couldn't quite say the words yet.

        Each night, he woke with a start, either from the soft wailing that grew increasingly louder each night or from the nightmares flashing through his dreams. All he could see was her, crawling through his dreams with a feverish vengeance. A name fluttered in the corner of his sight, a name he still remembered. It was all he could think about, all he could feel. The fear her eyes summoned in him was stuck, glued to his chest and leaving a heavy imprint where his heart had once been. Each night, he wondered if perhaps she'd break that window down and take him into the abyss one last time, but she never did. She only howled louder for him; cried harder. Had the witch known? Had she sent him to his death? Was this his punishment for his vain attempts to rekindle something as insignificant as his muse?

        All he knew was that by each night, she grew louder. One day, he was sure she'd consume him whole.



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