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 Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2025 9:46 pm
Ginyami chuckled naughtily. "Now you're understanding," he answered teasingly once Sara voiced realizing what his partner meant, warming and reddening more himself when Sara held him closer. "How about I try making you that dish kids love? That hopefully should be simple enough. 'Omurice', I think it's called." He smiled. "We can have the miso, too. After all, if it turns out terrible, at least you'll have something decent to wash it down with."
Feeling Sara's head on his shoulder, he stroked his arm soothingly and then his head. "I was only teasing," he assured him with another chuckle. "I would be honored to be looked at by you. In fact, I'd like nothing more than for you to look at me and only me; no one and nothing else." He sighed. "But I suppose even by my standards, that might be pushing my greed and ambitions a little too far. I wouldn't want you to get sick of the view, after all."
Upon listening to Sara's explanation, Ginyami laughed again, squeezed Sara's arms around him, and kissed his head. "Its not 'cheesy'. At least not to me. It's just ironic that you worry about being the one waking up while I'm the one actually sleeping."
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2025 9:49 pm
he let out a faint smile. " Sounds like a good plan. I really doubt it would be terrible. I'll be right there with you. Right?"
He let out a soft content breath as yami stroked his head. " Only you hm.. not even uh.." he thought of the words , blushed and shaked his head. " .. Nevermind. I couldn't ever .. get tired of seeing you" his hair gently brushed the side if yamis hair a little after he pulled away from his shoulder. " hm... I can't promise to never look at anything but you. But at the very least...on days like this, my eyes and attentions are solely on you" he said gently. " I hope... that's sufficient. I wouldn't ... want you to feel lonely. Ever" his hand reach to interlace them with yami's, caressing it.
He let out a soft laugh, smiling as his head was kissed. " its.. a bit silly isnt it? I just... it .. feels like a dream sometimes. Being so.. happy. Not... worried if im doing something wrong or .. unnerving you.. or making you uncomfortable. You've made me used to feeling so... loved"
quote="Kitomyx"]
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2025 9:52 pm
Ginyami chuckled. "Yes, but what are you going to do if I mess up really bad? Will you scold me? Punish me? Stop me? Fix my mistakes, or make me live with then and eat them?" he asked slyly.
When Sara seemed about to say something but changed his mind, Ginyami looked sharply at him. "What? What were you going to say?" he asked lightly swatting Sara for not telling him. Still, he let their fingers interlock and squeezes Sara's hand.
"Yes...it feels a great deal like a dream," he agreed. "Fortunately, though, for the both of us, it's reality." He kissed his hand interlocked with his own, bringing it to his lips. "Good. You deserve it. And even if I don't...I feel the same. So...thank you."
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2025 9:57 pm
His cheeks reddened slightly as he let out a faint laugh. " Hm.. from the way you say it.. it almost sounds like you may mess up on purpose. Depending on what I'll do." Sara jested gently, giving his partner a kiss on the cheek. " am I ..wrong?" He looked amused as Ginyami swatted him a little. " I....thought of a joke" he confessed slowly. " But... it was a bad one and ... you may not want to hear it. Not now at least" Sara smile a little as Yami kissed his hand though faltered a little at his next words. " You.. meann that you feel the same as in.. you think I deserve this or that you feel as if you deserve it too?"
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2025 9:58 pm
He laughed as well when Sara called him out on perhaps messing up on purpose. "No. But you rarely are. I can't help it; I like it when you take charge. And discipline me~" He blushed harder when Sara kissed his cheek and turned to kiss his lips again.
"Of course I want to hear it," Ginyami told him, giving him a pleading look. "Tell me please?"
His smile slipped as Sara asked him his final question. "I mean that I feel the same as in I, too, feel used to being loved now. Thanks to you."
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2025 10:04 pm
he smiled faintly as they kissed again. He could get used to this, he thought. " still... you dont need to mess up a meal to get that. We live together now. We could um..." his voice trailed off feeling a bit shy. " whenever you want.. or um..most nights. When were both free.." He melted at the sight of Ginyami's pleading look, brushing the side of his hair gently, " well... when you mentioned you wanted me to look at only you, I was wondering if it still applies to... lets say... " he intertwined their hands together, gently feeling every inch of ginyami's soft and often manicured hands. " if I was looking at someone shorter, smaller, maybe with the same ambitious gleam in their eyes that you have when they see something they want. Or maybe another who had you to teach them everything they know about gardening. Or get as happy at being given popsicles when they get the chance.", Sara hid part of his face while resting it againrt Yami's shoulder. Hugging him a bit closer and occasionally leaving soft kisses. " thats where my mind went. But I understand thats... too far in the future. I'm very happy where I am now. With you" He held Yami close, " thats a relief to hear. Because to me, you deserve every bit of it. " he looked at yami's eyes with evident fondness. " Do you think the same?"
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2025 10:06 pm
Ginyami grinned slyly. "Are you actually suggesting what I think you're suggesting?" he asked. "Because if so, you can bet I'm going to make sure we're both free 'most nights'."
The narrow-eyed man blinked in surprise at Sara's descriptions before smiling as Sara rested his face against his shoulder, hiding part of it. "It's only as far in the future as you want it to be," he crooned softly back, running his own fingers of his free hand through Sara's hair. "I don't think I'd mind that. But I am also very happy right here and now. With you to myself. You know how possessive I am, after all."
He was glad Sara had hidden part of his face when he asked his last question because that meant he couldn't properly see all of Ginyami's face, either. At least not until he met his gaze.
The shorter of the two was quiet a while before kissing Sara's head and then nose and then lips again. "You are too good to me," he whispered quietly, his smile sad as he pressed their foreheads together. He had specifically stated what he had meant to say so as avoid saying what he hadn't meant...but Sara was too sharp and had caught it. Typical Sara. But it was one of the many reasons why Ginyami loved him so.
Turning away, he pushed the covers off himself and swung his legs out of bed, planting them on the ground to get up.
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2025 10:08 pm
He turned a little red at the others mention, looking away shyly. But gave a soft gentle nod, his heart beating a little faster. He did the same with Ginyami's next words, letting out a soft sigh of relief and a faint smile at the mention of him being happy, despite the possessiveness. Sara ensured not to look away as the other remained quiet. Letting Ginyami easily kiss him, though he was unable to fight the sad frown on his face at his next words. Though not stopping him as the other got off the bed. Only following suit and sitting on the edge of the bed next to him. " I'll keep reminding you. Of what I see" he said softly, wrapping a gentle arm around Ginyami, loose enough for the other to push away if he wanted. " And since we're living in the same house now.. it'll be easier to do it everyday". he peckered the others shoulder in soft kisses, stopping before he said, " Unless.. it makes you uncomfortable. Then I'll try to find another way"
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2025 10:10 pm
Blinking rapidly as Sara wrapped a gentle arm around him, Ginyami laughed quietly and swallowed a hard lump that had begun to form in his throat. Oh, Sara... Ever patient, ever kind... He wished Ginyami could see what he could, but he wasn't about to try to force it or threaten, even playfully. He didn't guarantee he would make him think differently like some lovers would have. He only offered to do what he could do in his own, gentle way, and even then, he wanted to make sure Ginyami was comfortable with it.
The tenderness with which Sara tried to help him forced the green-eyed man to blink back tears, his voice shaky as he replied, "You really are too good to me, and I don't think you'll ever realize how much. I don't feel I deserve you...but at this point, it's hard to believe anyone does with how unbelievably astounding you are." Rather than push him away, he tugged his partner closer by the arm he'd wrapped about him, smiling blissfully and closing his eyes.
"Your radiance is so brilliant, it's blinding. You seem to shine more brightly than anyone ever could. I used to think that someone like you couldn't ever possibly belong with someone like me...but I've come to wonder if...perhaps, even if I may not deserve you, I may have needed - may still need - you more than anyone else." He turned to raise a hand so he could lightly place it against Sara's cheek while he leaned in for another kiss.
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2025 10:11 pm
'too good', meaning... too much than what he felt was necessary. Or deserving. Each word that was meant to be a compliment only made his chest a little heavier. What good was it that Ginyami feels all that, and yet Sara couldn't even help his partner understand what he wanted him to? But he supposed that was always the many contrasts between the two that somehow managed to still make it work. How sara never felt enough, and Ginyami never felt deserving. Yet, here they were. Telling eachother otherwise. It was so bittersweet that Sara didn't even think of pulling away when Ginyami tugged him closer. Sara happily leaned in closer to kiss Ginyami. Placing a hand on his lower back to deepen the kiss if the other allowed it. As if he wanted to prolong is as long as possible
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2025 10:12 pm
Ginyami "Yami" MidorimoriGinyami blinked in surprise when he felt Sara's hand on his lower back and felt him deepen their kiss. Rather than pull away, he kissed back harder than ever; hard enough to gently push Sara back down on the bed.
Maybe it wasn't time to get up just yet after all.
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