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 Posted: Mon Nov 26, 2012 7:33 pm
"Mm... 'Kay..," Roxas mumbled, weakly looking up at Demyx. "I'm sorry...you're hurt, Dem..," he whispered, trying to keep his eyes open. One the sirens got too loud, though, he had to shut his eyes at the migrain rushing through his head. He almost instantly passed out on the pavement.
When he woke up, he was surrounded by white. Blinding white. Roxas...take care of Riku for me, okay? And...tell him I'll always love him...and I'd love to see him find someone else who will love him just as much... "Uuugh... Sora..?" he groaned as he felt his body return to Earth suddenly. His eyes cracked open to see white...a white ceiling. Flourescent lights. A throbbing head... "Uuugh, my ******** head..," he groaned, reaching a hand up to cover his eyes.
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Posted: Mon Nov 26, 2012 7:58 pm
The room was quiet and had a slight chill to it. There was a peaceful silent all except the small breath of a sleeping person.... Of course, the sleeping person was a direct contrast to the sterile white room. It was Axel... but his normally relative pale face was just about all black and blue as he slept passed out in the chair with his head laying on his knees. He looked like he had been crying and like if someone touched him, he would crumble into pieces. Overall, he just looked broken... but he was there, waiting for Roxas to wake up.
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Posted: Mon Nov 26, 2012 8:12 pm
"Sora? Where are you? Are you there? Sora?" he called out softly, hand still over his eyes. He slowly moved the hand from his eyes and peeked open one of them. He took one weak glance around the room, startled by the stark contrast of colour against the white walls. Who...is that..? he thought to himself, squinting as he thought. He saw images of bright red and acid green and a warmth in his chest grew stronger as he tried to piece the puzzle back together. "Do...do I know you?" he asked softly in painful confusion, holding his head with one hand at the headache.
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Posted: Mon Nov 26, 2012 9:01 pm
Axel stirred from his sleep by Roxas's voice. "R-Roxas...?" He asked softly attempting to get up before collapsing under the the weigh on his weak muscles. "Ah.." He breathed sharply on the freezing floor. It took a second, but finally Axel was able to stand and look at Roxas. Then he heard those words. "Do...do I know you?" His heart instantly sank at the words as tears formed in his eyes. "I-...I.. I'm nobody..." He whispered after a moment of thinking. Roxas didn't need him, especially in his condition. At least now, Axel could complete his side of the deal without anyone else being hurt. It was better this way. "I-I was just suppose to watch over you while you were s-sleeping... Y-you have been asleep for four days...." Axel spoke softly as he shrank back to the chair. It was obvious that Axel was upset, but he couldn't express it. "Y-You were in a bad car accident... with your friends, Demyx and Riku." Axel continued trying to explain what happen so Roxas wasn't so confused.
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Posted: Mon Nov 26, 2012 11:23 pm
Roxas frowned deeply at Axel's response. "What about Sora? Is Sora okay? He'll be worried about Riku... And where's Momma and Dad? Are they okay?" He looked up at Axel, sorrow in his eyes. "Were...were you in the accident, too?" he asked softly, innocently. "Your face...it's so bruised..." Tears sprang to his eyes and rolled down his cheeks. He wiped one away and looked at it. "Why am I crying..? My heart hurts... Why does it hurt? Why...why does it feel like you're not telling me the truth? ...It feels...like I know you..." He looked down at his lap. "I don't understand... I feel lost... I don't know where I am... I don't know who you are, but I know you..." He looked up at him again. "I...I swear, I... I know you. I...I care about you... Why? Why do I feel...like I care about you so much?" Utter despair filled his eyes as he gazed into Axel's. "Please..," he whispered pathetically, "help me remember..."
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2012 10:14 am
Axel frowned a little burying his face back into his knees so that only his eyes were barely showing. "You don't want to remember me, no one should have to remember me like I am now." Axel mumbled just loud enough to be heard over the small space between them. If he wasn't hiding behind his knees, he probably could have heard better, but he wanted to hide his shame-fill face from Roxas's sight. After a moment to soak in all the question, Axel started to answer them leaving himself out of them of course. Roxas had to be better off without him. He was only feeling the need to say he cared because he woke up with Axel laying bruised and broke next to him. He only thought he needed him. He took a deep breath and began. "Sora is dead. He has been dead for about half year now. Your mom is at work right now, but said she would be back at five or so... and your dad is in prison right now waiting for trial for the abuse charges that you and your mother filed against him. He tried to beat you to death about a month ago, do you remember any of that?" Axel explained weakly feeling his body tremble with aches and pains. The more and more he seemed to say about Roxas's recent happenings the more and more he worried just how much did he remember.
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2012 8:50 am
Roxas just sat there, eyes wide and disbelieving. Tears rolled down his cheeks. "Wh-What? You're lying... H-He's...Sora's not... No..." He lifted his moveable knee, jamming his face down onto it as he held his head, shaking it profusely. "It's a lie... Sora can't be dead... We...we just went to eat ice cream yesterday..." He began sobbing heavily, body beginning to slump. His heart rate was racing. "Stop... Stop..." He began rocking back and forth, crying hard. "I hate you... I hate you! Get out!" he began screaming. "Get out! Get out! I hate you! Stop lying!" He began breaking down, sobbing getting quieter along with his voice. "Get out... Out... Please, Axel... Just..." He suddenly looked up at the redhead with wide, watery eyes as memories began rushing back to him. The combination of Axel's name and those eyes just brought everything back. His mouth was agape, eyes wide. He wasn't breathing either. "Axel..," he breathed before taking in a large gasp of breath. "Axel, you're out..." New tears rolled down his cheeks--tears of happiness.
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2012 9:27 pm
Axel's feeble body shook in earthquake like trembles as Roxas started to yell at him. He didn't know what else to tell him... It was the truth.... The redhead halfway through the first few screaming tried to scramble out the chair, but all the succeeded in doing was falling again. He pressed his hands to his ears quickly after that as he felt tears burning in his eyes. Roxas hated him. Roxas HATED him... "please... stop yelling at me...I-I-I d-didn't m-mean to. I-I didn't mean t-to. I-I'm soo sorry. s-so sorry.. P-please s-stop y-yelling..." he cried breaking down. Xemnas was right.... No one would ever love him.. "P-Please no... n-no.... i-it's not t-true.." He breathed starting to lose contact with the reality in the room. He had faced too much trauma to deal with all that going on rationally as it was. Roxas yelling at him to get out was just what finally tipped the cup over completely and sent Axel into a complete psychosis of the world he was in back in the prison. Always waiting for a hope that didn't seem like it would ever come. The emerald eyes closed tightly as he pressed his hands to his ears as hard as they would go. Tears were pouring down from his eyes as he sobbed and his body shook. "I-I'll be good... j-just s-s-stop... p-please..."He cried almost silently. As he laid there shaking, his sleeves started to push upwards... His blackened wrists were a dark sickening purple to match the bruises on his face...
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2012 9:38 pm
Roxas's eyes widened as Axel began to have a breakdown. He struggled out of bed, not caring if his leg got rebroken or whatever. He basically fell out of bed onto the floor and whimpered. He crawled over to him and stared, not knowing what to do. "A-Axel... A-Axel, please stop crying... I'm sorry..." He laid a gentle, shaking hand on his back. "I-I didn't mean to yell at you, I just... I'm sorry. Please don't cry... Please... I love you. I'll always love you..," he whispered to him helplessly. "I love you, Axel. Remember?" He ran his shakey fingers through the red locks of hair, detangling it a bit. "I hate seeing you cry...please stop..." He leaned down to where Axel's head was and pressed his forehead against the side of his face. "Please don't cry. I don't hate you. I'm so sorry..." His voice shook, tears rolling down his cheeks. Today wasn't going so well at all...
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2012 10:05 pm
Axel continued to cry sobs of pain, until the felt the hand brushing his hair back. He seemed to almost instantly calm at the feeling. It was the only good feeling Axel could trust anymore. Sex was just painful for him now... There was no love in it... His eyes slowly peeked open to the see the blonde's familiar face.. His hands loosed from his ears as they moved to hug Roxas. "R-Roxas... d-don't let them get me.... p-please" Axel begged as he hugged Roxas's chest. The redhead's body was still shaking pretty bad, but he seemed to accept the blonde's comfort. "I-I don't want t-them to t-take me away from y-you." He pleaded as he sobbed into Roxas hospital gown. Overall, Axel was pretty shook up, but it was apparent that Roxas hasn't upset him so much as set off the painful memories from the prison.
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2012 10:20 pm
Roxas felt more tears fall down his cheeks at the look in Axel's eyes. It was pure fear and hurt... He hugged him back the best that he could in his state and buried his face in his mane of hair, hushing him and whispering comforting words. "I'll take care of you, Axel... I won't let them get you," he told him softly. "I'm so sorry they did this to you...you don't deserve any of it..." He sobbed softly, good arm gripping him as tight as he could. "I love you... I'll protect you... They won't take you away... I won't let them..." He held him for a little while longer before pulling back a bit. "Axel?" he said softly, running his fingers through his tangled hair, "Can you help me back on my bed? I don't want the doctors freaking out if they come in and see me on the floor...and the I.V.s kind of sting..."
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2012 12:22 pm
Axel calmed a little more hearing the words of comfort from Roxas. "I love you too, Roxas." Axel whispered softly back before noticing that Roxas had jumped off his bed to hug him. It was obviously now that he would have to do that to reach Axel, but before Axel was too distracted to noticed. "Oh, Roxas, I'm sorry. I'm a mess."Axel mumbled apologetically as he helped Roxas to his feet. Both of them were shaky, but they seemed to make it to the bed relatively okay. Axel looked like he probably should have been in the bed right next to Roxas, but he just resumed his seat in the chair next to the bed. "How do you feel? I thought I had lost you when I found out you guys were in a car accident." Axel mumbled a little worriedly. He was trying to hide his deep concern for the blonde's health, but he couldn't help it. He would literally have his arms eaten off by wolves and still care more about Roxas's health before his own.
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2012 12:36 pm
"Don't apologize. It's not your fault, Baby," Roxas told him gently as he was helped onto the bed. "I feel alright, I guess." He then smiled softly at the redhead. "I'm tougher than that. I can take a few wrecks. I'm just glad i didn't wake up alone..." He patted the bed beside him. "Come lay down with me...please?" he requested. "And...are...are Demyx and Riku okay? Riku wasn't all that banged up, I think, but Demyx, from what I remember, seemed pretty beaten and bruised..."
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2012 5:21 pm
Axel smiled slightly at the invitation. He stood up his legs crying in pain at him as he moved over to the bed and climbed in. Honestly Axel ached everywhere, the only difference in pain was at times some parts hurt more than others. "Demyx had to get a few stitches in his arm because of some glass cut him pretty bad, and Riku had a concussion, but he didn't take too much damage. He has to have a lot of bed rest and if his symptoms get worse, he has to come back, but he seemed okay. As long as he doesn't hurt it again, he said he could be cleared to still play rugby." Axel said softly to Roxas as he cuddled into his chest.
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2012 5:38 pm
Roxas smiled softly. "Well, at least they're not too bad... I'm glad Riku will probably still get to play rugby, too." He awkwardly wrapped his arms around his mangled and bruised redhead. They laid in comfortable silence for a few moments before Roxas chuckled softly, running his fingers through Axel's hair. "What a pair we are, huh?" he commented quietly, smile on his face. "Could be much worse, though. I mean, we couldn't have each other. That wouldn't be fun at all..." He buried his nose in the red mane and breathed in, closing his eyes.
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