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I sat quietly, trying to enjoy the movie, but all it did was cause heart ache, constantly reminding me of Logan, of all he did...
I looked down for a split second and saw Boltrix's white knuckles clinging to the arm rest, I gently put my hand over his, "Do you want to get out of here?"

the lump thet throbbed in my chest shot up to my throat, hot tears formed in my eyes, "I know what you mean. Ccome on, lets go, I think I know of a place to go that would be better for the both of us. Some place, fun." My heart felt like it would swell and burst, i was certain everyone could hear it, I stood up and led the way out into the main lobby, staying ahead so Boltrix wouldn't see the steady stream of tears running down my cold cheeks.

((I just missed something...or that was qjust unexpected...I'll stick with the first one. O.O))

an explosion burst from my chest, heat swam through me like fish in a sea. I gasped lightly, taken by surprise, I smiled looking up into gorgeous golden eyes that glittered back at me, filling my entire being with warmth and joy and an unexplainible feeeling, a new emotion that sent my nerves on fire, that made me the happiest person ever, all thoughts were pushed aside in my mind, the surounding area disappeared and there was only Boltrix, and me. I pushed strands of silky hair out of his face, staring up into his face, I stood on tip toes and caused our lips to colide once more, my heart pounded against my chest so hard, tears fell down my cheeks again, I wrapped shaking arms around him and just stood there, like a little girl, trying to hide amongst his clothes and arms. listening, to his heart beat.
"I want to show you... I want you to know what love feels like..."

To Boltrix, all the pain, and the sorrow, all the despair, all of the negative emotions he had collected his entire life, suddenly vanished. Boltrix realized that the mixture of new emotions that he was experiencing, it was all just one simple feeling: love. He loved Jen... he had never expected it, he had never believed it, but it was true.
And she responded to his love... it was as if God had finally decided to take pity on one of his one forsaken child. He didn't care that it was so sudden, he didn't care what any of the others would think, all that mattered to him was Jen, and being with her. He held her as close to him as he could, and he looked back into her eyes and showed her how he was feeling. To her statement, he responded with, "I'd love to find out."

(((hey! It hurts yea, but there is always someone or something that can take away that pain. I'm speaking from experiance, my two cats, my 3 year old little brother, my best friends... they are the reason why I'm not dead. I'm not kidding. I love my friends, I love my brother, I love every animal known to man. I used to be emo, some will argue that I still am, but when I'm surounded by the things I love, all of that, melts away. I was once in love, Ironicaly, with a boy named Logan, he used to be so nice to me, but then when he found out how I felt for him, he treated me like s**t. middle school for me, was misserable. but then I remember how much I have now, and I'm okay again. that hole in my chest? that shallow spot?? gets filled with love. and to me, thats all that matters. 3nodding heart )))

This was, without a doubt, the happiest moment of Boltrix's life, no questions asked. Everything that he had suffered for the past 16 years, it was now all worth it. He simply stood with his arms around Jen, feeling her heartbeat. He would have loved to freeze that moment, stop time and save that one moment.

But a group of people were starting to watch them, and while the last thing he wanted to do was to end this moment, it wasn't right for those people to watch them like this. He slowly wiped off her tears, and slowly whispered in her ear, "People are starting to gawk at us. Maybe we could move someplace more... private? My place, maybe?"

Boltrix laughed, a first in itself, and he escorted Jen to the parking lot, where the picked up his bike, and with it they sped off to Boltrix's place. When they arrived, the sun was up and shining in the perfect position, illuminating his mansion and making it look perfect. Boltrix turned to Jen, to see what she thought of his home.