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Sora sniffled and hugged him tighter, burying his face in Roxas' chest. "I-I wanna g-g-go ch-check the h-h-hospital n-now..," he whispered, leaning up and kissing Roxas' lips lightly. "I-It's not your fault, R-Roxy... H-He would have been embarassed e-even if you hadn't l-laughed... I j-just want h-him back..." He held Roxas' hand and pulled him over to Marluxia's black car, climbing inside with him. Zexion and Marluxia joined shortly afterwards, Zexion in the passenger seat and Marluxia in the driver's. Sora sat in Roxas' lap and hugged him, getting comfortable. He stayed there for the whole ride to the hospital. He felt like he would fall to pieces if Roxas wasn't there to hold him together.

Once they reached the hospital, Marluxia and Zexion got out first, Sora following, pulling Roxas out of the car as well. He never let go of his hand, and he wouldn't until he saw Riku again. Upon going inside, Marluxia took it upon himself to go to the front desk to ask, "Has a boy named Riku been admitted recently?" and, "Where's Vexen?"

Axel nodded a little, taking a breath before lifting his hips up and dropping back down onto Demyx' c**k. He moaned loudly, digging his teeth into Demyx's shoulder a bit. "Oh, s**t, Dem..," he whispered, repeating the process, voice growing in volume. "Uugh, it feels so good... You feel so good..."

Marluxia smiled at her and nodded. "Thank you very much." He turned to the group and began heading out the door. "Come on. Let's go to the police station," he said softly, directing Sora and Roxas with his hands gently.

Five minutes later, the four were at the police station, Marluxia walking through the door first. Upon seeing Marluxia, a woman he happened to know immediately pointed her finger to a back room in the building. Marluxia nodded appreciatively and walked to it, the other three following like ducklings. When he reached the door, he turned around to them. "I'm gonna go in first. You three wait out here. And no arguing." He gave the others a stern stare and turned, slipping through the entrance. "Hey, Darling..," he said quietly as he saw Vexen tending to a silver-haired boy. "So this is Riku... How is he? What's wrong with him?" he asked quietly, resting his hand on Vexen's shoulder and rubbing it gently.

Outside of the room, Sora was holding back his tears and biting his lip. He wanted to see what was behind that door so badly it hurt. He had his face buried in Roxas' chest once again, bossing quietly. "I d-don't want him t-to be h-hurt..," he whispered. "I-I'm so s-scared... I th-think I-I'm in l-l-love with him, R-Roxas..." Zexion stood away from the two out of respect. By looking at them, he could tell they had both been through alot and they had always been each other's comfort zone. It was a sad sight, really, but it was also a sweet sight. They each knew they could depend on each other.

"Ah. Well, Riku, if you're worried about Sora more than yourself right now, which I'm sure you are, he's right outside the door. I found him on the side of the road last night. I can bring him in here if you'd like. I garauntee Roxas and Zexion are going to come with him, though. Or at least Roxas. Sora's been worried sick about you, too. He freaked out when he found out you had gone to search for him. I'm Marluxia, by the way." He smiled down at the silvernette and tilted his head a bit. "Would you like for me to bring him inside?"

Marluxia smiled and chuckled a bit at Riku's stubbornness. He opened the door and looked at the three. Sora immediately ran inside, dragging Roxas along with him, refusing to let go of his hand. Until he saw Riku, of course. Tears pooled in his eyes and he dropped Roxas' hand, hurrying to Riku's side. The tears poured down his cheeks as he shakily wrapped his arms gently around Riku's shoulders, crying into one of them. "I-I-I'm s-s-s-so s-sorry I l-l-left!" he sobbed loudly.

Zexion wrapped his arms around Roxas gently, laying his head against his shoulder as he looked at the two. They really were a cute couple.

Axel felt chills run through his whole body as Demyx began thrusting up into him. He moaned loudly, rising and falling quicker and quicker. Demyx made him feel so damn good. He really didn't know why the hell they hadn't gotten drunk and tried this earlier. He loved this... He loved-- "Dem..!" he breathed out, eyes going wide as he saw white spots. Demyx had hit that spot inside of him perfectly. It had shot stars into his vision. No one had ever made him feel this good.

Sora tried to quiet his sobs and stop his tears. He looked up at his face and kissed him firmly on the lips before pulling back and looking him over. "Wh-What happened to y-you?" he asked worriedly, staring at his arm.

Zexion tensed up hearing those words. He glanced over at Sora, relieved that he didn't hear him. "Marluxia, we're going to go sit out in the car..," he said softly before taking Roxas outside and into the back seat. Once the doors were closed, Zexion pulled back and looked Roxas in the eyes. "Why? Do you even realize that by going back there, not only will you be hurting yourself, you'll be crushing Sora...and hurting me...and Riku, Axe and Dem wouldn't take too kindly to it either... You'd be hurting more people than you think, Rox...way more than you think you're hurting now. Riku and Sora have each other now. Because of that, they have no real pain. Nothing can really hurt them as long as they can depend on each other. And...that's how I feel about you, too..." He leaned forward and hugged him tightly. "You're...the first relationship I've felt good about...no matter if you're crazy or retarded or what. Hell, we're all messed up in the head, just at different levels of insanity. I mean, you have to be some kind of crazy to be able to willingly cut yourself on a daily basis and hide it from your best friends, right?" He pulled back from the hug and rolled up his sleeves, showing Roxas all of the scars all the way up to his elbows. Some were fresh; some were new. Some were healing; some had purpousfully been re-opened with any sharp object Zexion could get his hands on. "I...I want you to help me stop this s**t... The only reason I do it anymore is because it ******** feels good... It shouldn't feel good, Rox... I don't know what's wrong with me... I want you to make this stop, because this isn't even the only place there are scars..," he whispered to him, tears flooding his eyes. "They're everywhere..." His body was shaking. Looking at the scars, his body wanted more. It wanted him to hurt himself again. "I'm such a sick ********..," he sobbed before breaking down. He broke down every time. Every time he felt this way.

"Oh, s**t, Dem..," he breathed, stars still clouding his vision. It felt so ******** good. He wished this could go on forever. "Ah... Dem... I th-think I... Ah... I think I ********!" he cried as he came, his semen splurting out onto Demyx's chest and stomach, a small amount getting on his own stomach. He could feel himself clenched around Demyx's member. It felt so ******** good to be filled up.

Sora sniffled again and hugged him again as well. "Y-You're okay, though, right? I-I mean o-other th-than y-your arm. A-A-And y-you d-don't... I...I don't d-d-disgust y-you, r-right?" he asked just to make sure. He began sobbing again as tears ran down his face. He didn't want to disgust Riku. He wanted Riku to love him. He wanted Riku to love him so much...

Zexion laughed out a short sob when Roxas called them both sick ********. He sniffed before feeling Roxas' lips on his own. he happily kissed him back, wrapping his scarred arms around Roxas' neck and shoulders. After about a minute of just sitting there with their lips locked, Zexion pulled back for air. He leaned forward, burying his face in Roxas' neck. His arms were still wrapped tightly around Roxas' neck, holding him there close to him. He didn't want to let go. He was scared he was going to leave. "Please don't leave..," he whispered sadly, voice cracking. "Please... I don't want you to leave... I need you... You're the only one that knows... You're the only one that can help me..." He held onto Roxas tighter, nuzzling into his neck. "Please stay..."

Axel nodded. He was exhausted now. "Y-You wear me out..," the redhead stuttered out between breaths. He began chuckling a little. "I s-still don't understand w-why we didn't get d-drunk and try this earlier..." He lifted his hips up with another grunt, getting Demyx out of him. He then sat back in his lap, hugging him and nuzzling into his neck. "Ya know..," he mumbled, "I think I've always been in love with you...I was just too scared to admit it until now..."

Sora nodded, trying to rid his face of tears by wiping them away. More just fell in their place. He buried his face in Riku's shoulder, needing him to be sure about what he said. He had to make sure Riku didn't think anything bad of him. "S-So i-if we g-get another ch-chance to d-do stuff...y-you w-wouldn't mind d-doing it b-because of wh-what I look like, r-right..? Y-You w-wouldn't c-care that I-I'm another guy, r-right..?"

Zexion nodded quickly. "I-I'll l-learn. I just need you to t-tell me which one is wh-which when w-we get back. Then I sh-should be alright. I j-just want you to stay h-here with m-me... I need you t-to..." He cuddled up to Roxas and laughed a little at the psychiatrist comment. He shook his head. "N-No... I already tried psyciatrists. They don't work for me."

Axel smiled and kissed him back lovingly. He laid his head on Demyx's shoulder again. "We should probably get out of the rain now, Dem... Before we both get sick." He sat up and kissed him gently again before standing up off of him. His legs gave out beneath him for a mooment, but he caught himself and steadied before lifting Demyx into his arms. He carried him inside to the bathroom and sat him in the bottom of the shower, turning on the warm water before stepping in himself. He sat down, his back against the wall, and pulled Demyx into his lap and just let the water fall down on them, washing off the cold. He wrapped his arms around Demyx gently and kissed his shoulder before setting his chin on it, leaning his head against Demyx's. He closed his eyes and relaxed.

Sora sniffled and nodded. "I love you, Riku..," he called softly after him, almost positive that he couldn't hear him.

Marluxia smiled softly over at Sora. He pulled him into his arms and held him gently. "I'm sure he knows, Honey. And if not, you can tell him next time you see him." He ran his fingers gently through his hair, making sure to avoid the wounded area.

Zexion nodded and gently stroked Roxas' hair. "If you're tired, sleep, Rox," he told him softly. "I'll wake you up when we get back to Riku's." He kissed the top of Roxas' head, resting his head atop it. "I hope you sleep better than you did last night, Rox... Tonight you're taking your meds just in case. I don't want to have to wake up every ten minutes when you start thrashing around again... It killed me to lay there and wait and see if you would go take your meds..."

A few minutes later, Marluxia and Sora walked out of the station and sat down in their prospective seats. "Time to go," Marluxia said to himself before backing out of the parking lot and driving down the road. He went ahead and got Sora to tell him how to get to the apartment.

Axel smiled and kissed Demyx's neck softly before nuzzling down into it. "I love you, Dem," he whispered before reaching up and turning off the water. He stood up carefully, lifting Demyx up into his arms as he did so. He then walked out into the bedroom soaking wet, grabbing a towel with his teeth on the way. He snapped his neck forward, throwing the towel on the bed. Fortunately for him, it opened halfway, allowing him to lay lower half down on it before laying it out more, laying him down fully. He hurried and got another towel, drying off Demyx's body with it before getting a pair of boxers out of Riku's drawers, carefully sliding them on the blond. He then carefully slid the towel out from under him and laid the blanket over top of the sleeping form. Then he hurriedly dried off himself, pulling on another pair of Riku's boxers before sliding into bed beside Demyx, pulling him into his arms and getting comfortable before closing his eyes and dozing off.