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I figured out a few months ago that I'm an empath. I can feel and understand people's feelings and sidepoints, though sometimes it disrupts my own moods. It might explain why I have a motherly instinct unless that's something different. sweatdrop

I dunno if this is an ability or maybe I'm going nuts but when I dream, I see things happen in the future, however they don't happen exactly how my dreams are and when it happens in the future isn't clear. But it foreshadows an event that'll happen. Ex. My dog died in November of old age and for the past few years I dreamed he died by getting run over..but that exact scenario didn't come true. But I knew he was going to die..

My intuition has been scarily accurate lately. In recent weeks I've been right about things, like my ex hurting me and refusing to change. (He warned me about hurting me though but wasn't specific exactly, I knew I would be harmed a lot worse than he thought). Also some months ago I knew even though my supervisor at the time told me I would get hired permanently after 3 months working there, that I would get laid off. O.o I hate it when it's working sometimes. I hate always being right. -.-

It's never gotten good, usually just stresses me out something horrid and kills my brain because it overloads it. It only got really bad when my best friend's dad passed away a few months ago. When I heard his dad died, I kept crying for most of the day...-.- and was sorta depressed.

That's how I am when my cycle starts..well it's more emoish/homicidal >.<. But I try to keep it all underwraps unless someone makes me feel worse then I unload it..every last bit..>.<

I have premonitions. Ever since I was little I have had dreams of the future. Usually it's useless though, like seeing somebody close a window. Sometimes the messages are helpful... if I think to listen to them. Like the time that I dreamt that my essay for college was gibberish when I saw it on the computer, and the next day when I went to print it at school (I didn't own a printer then) I discovered that I had saved it in a format their computers didn't know and it was gibberish. >.< I've dreamt of people's deaths which came true (very old gransparents and such) and have a lot of past life dreams.

I've been reading tarot cards since I was 16 (so 18 years now) and am very accurate. Well, accurate if the person doesn't close me off.

I'm somewhat empathic, but read too much into things. I have an attunement to the eath and my moods/personality shifts slightly with the seasons.

I'm very adept at spirit travelling and do many spirit quests.

I can see auras and spirits, but it takes some preperation for me and isn't a quick ability. Usually I can feel ghosts when they enter a room. A lot of people have told me that my aura is white with gold 'sparkles'. *shrugs* Although I can see auras I have a difficult time making out the colours well, but I can watch as the haze of energy moves around a person, nearly like a mist or cloud and how they touch the auras of other people when they get near.

I can do aura healings and can literally grab somebody's energy. It feels nearly like putty in my hands. People can feel it when I do this. I've done ceader baths, aura healings where you pull the bad energy out of somebody's aura to heal them. When I do this even the most skeptic scream and cry while I yank the energy out. (It's not painful, I've had it done. But it oddly makes you scream, as if your body doens't want to let go. Like, a really huge yawn where you make a lot of noise unintentionally or trying to lift/pull something very heavy where you make a lot of noise from the effort.)

I can remember two past lives nearly completely with lots of bits and pieces from other lifetimes. Sometimes if I make up a name for say, a rpg character that I want to 'sound' like a certain thing, I look it up later and discover that it was pretty much exactly what I wanted. O.o (My husband does that too, like his egyptian character Nebt-nefer. He just made up the name, we didn't have a computer back then or khemetic translation books. Later on, down the years, when I finally had a translation book I discovered that the name meant 'beautiful lady/mistress', which was exactly what he wanted for her name. @.@)

Sometimes I just seem to 'know' things. I've been told that it's a sign that I'm a natural. I can make up rites on the fly, just sensing what I need to give for offerings, what things I need to do to make a spell work etc and it always works. Often I'll buy a new book with spells, or speak to another pagan and discover that I've done exactly what I was supposed to do. It's probably tapping into a past life again.

When I need things to happen, they just happen. @.@ Such as if I'm desperate for money an unexpected cheque for some refund I was owed, or some other windfall just shows up. If I want or like something, even obscure it will show up in the mass media within a few years. My husband calls it 'the sign of Krista'. XD (my real name)

I have literally had psychics leave their booths at a psychic fair to follow me around just to tell me that I was the oldest soul that they had ever encountered. O.o Now that is quite an experience, to actually have psychics leave their booths just to talk to you, and at the time I was still a newbie to paganism and only 19. Nearly every experienced psychic, or high priest(ess) tells me the same thing, that they have either never seen, or rarely encountered a soul as old as mine (and oddly my husband too. But we remember our past lives together.)

So nothing really dramatic, but I do have quite a few abilities, mostly subtle though. ^^

i can see the dead and i used to be able to send telepathic messages over 1000 miles away and the person would know what to do

I'm a physic I guess you could call it. I'm not empath but I usually know what people are feeling because of how the emotions "taste" which probably doesn't make sense. But when I am in the same room as someone and they are feeling a very strong emotion pretty hard, wither they are sad or just really really happy, I can taste it. And each emotions have a different taste, some "tastes" I don't know what they mean because I've only tasted them once or twice and I don't talk to strangers. But over the years I've learned how to ignore it usually.

I say I'm a physic because I can hear peoples thoughts but not clearly it's just a buzz unless I focus, which I don't like doing because it makes me sick. Over the years I've learned how to create shield per-say. So I don't get headaches all the time anymore. But I still have problems with non-living and non-human things. My mother is able to see things and is constantly complaining about whats around me. And it's never seemed to matter if we moved either. Though sometimes I just wished I knew if they meant mischief or harm.

Lastly I have small stupid dreams that constantly happens. Like when my friend dances with a toy mummy....But I'm trying to hone that skill as best I can if anyone knows anything. And I'm really good and guessing and Tarot ^^ In person, I can't seem to do it online very well.

Tell me about it, my memories of the Irish Famine literally throw me into sobbing tears if I let my mind wander back there, nevermind the horrors of what insane asylums used to be back in the 20s/30s.

I've 'mostly' had pretty good lives though, but a few bad things do really stick out from time to time.