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Posted: Fri Mar 11, 2005 4:39 am
Quote: My school's odd, we have a Anime Fan(boy) club and a DDR club. Even odder, the same person heads both clubs. That doesn't seem too odd, to me. But then, I go to an art school smile . Quote: Yep, that's quite the coincidence. Must be that destiny thing they talk about. Heh, I prefer to call it "divine coincidence" razz . So how are you and Cat X doing? Last I heard from you, I believe you had lost your internet connection (that was quite some time ago).
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Posted: Fri Mar 11, 2005 10:35 am
HolyOrders M+M's Today in Chemistry I was half asleep and asked why you must never throw a toaster on water fire. I slept in church... then I woke up and randomly yelled "Hail Mary!" because of the shock of waking up. We don't go there anymore. xd And you think typing with your nose isn't odd. xd Once, I was in a Church, and we were singing hymns and I got the hiccups. And then the girl next to me started giggling at me hiccuping. The hymn didn't sound very good. xp
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Posted: Fri Mar 11, 2005 11:39 am
Sorry I don't post much. I just find it easier to lurk. ...Especially when I'm at my mom's house with this stupid dial up and a dying computer.
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2005 6:30 am
Civet Moon Quote: Yep, that's quite the coincidence. Must be that destiny thing they talk about. Heh, I prefer to call it "divine coincidence" razz . So how are you and Cat X doing? Last I heard from you, I believe you had lost your internet connection (that was quite some time ago). (deep breath) Hmmm. I tell you what. As soon as something good comes to mind, I'll get back to you on that. xd
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 3:51 pm
My counsilor says she thinks I have OCD. ;>> She just said that today.
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Posted: Wed Mar 16, 2005 4:18 am
Quote: Hmmm. I tell you what. As soon as something good comes to mind, I'll get back to you on that. Uh oh. That does not sound too good. Atleast you have eachother... right?
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Posted: Thu Mar 17, 2005 8:57 am
[chimera] My counsilor says she thinks I have OCD. ;>> She just said that today. Does it sound accurate?
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Posted: Thu Mar 17, 2005 2:48 pm
M is for M+Ms [chimera] My counsilor says she thinks I have OCD. ;>> She just said that today. Does it sound accurate? What? Oh. Sort of. Let me find a list from an LJ entry earlier... Quote: 1. I have to make sure everything is on the right side of whatever its on. Sometimes, this isn't even my right, so I move to where the spot taht I want to put whatever I'm putting down is on my right. It drives me nuts if things aren't on the right. 2. Clockwise and counter-clockwise: Sometimes I want to turn one way, sometimes the other way. However, if I turn one way when I want to be turning the other way, it drives me crazy, just as mmuch as the things being on the right thing. 3. I have to go back to things I put away, and if I feel like they aren't far enough to the right, I have to move it. Also, I can't just slide it to the right. I have to pick it up and move it through the air, just right, tilt it so that it's farther down on the right, put it down, twist it, and scrape it across the surface to the left a few times, THEN put it down again. 4. When I'm writing, any letter that has a slash across it, like 't', I hgo from right to left. It makes me cringe when I'm watching someone write and they do it from left to right. 5. Most of the time, I absolutely HAVE to have something on my arms, especially in public. If they aren't covered by my jacket, sleeves, or my arm warmers, I feel really agitated. Also, the arm warmers don't cover my elbows, they're USELESS. 6. I have to keep moving my elbows so that they're touching the cloth just right, and when I'm not wearing a jacket, I still do that, just a bit less. 7. I feel really uncomfortable if I'm not wearing black. 8. Every tiny thing on my glasses lenses drives me crazy. 9. The sounds of tapping and lip smacking fill me with a terrible rage. 10. There are some items that, if I don't have them with me, I get really nervous. My jacket and arm warmers are a couple of them, and my pentacle necklace is another one. I have no explanation for this stuff, and the list goes on. My wrists just hurt lately from too much typing so I don't feel like typing it. EDIT: Also, I've been feeling incredibly... :Blah. I'm constantly scared, I can't sit down until I've looked behind and under everything, I constantly feel like someone's watching me, and always ilke someone's standinbe behind me, no matter what I do, I feel like that. I feel really freaked out, and if I'm in the hallway in the back of the house I get really scared, turn on a light, turn on the kitchen light as I enter the kithcen, turn on the overhead light in the living room, and sit down in the computer chair, all while moving really fast, on the edge of panic. Basically, I'm just really really scared of everything. I don't know. It's getting a little ridiculous lately. EDIT 2: Okay, super stressed. Freaked out in theatre class; bit of stage fright completely blew the dam of every little thing that's been bugging me. Sat in a corner nearly hyperventilating, couldn't really think for the rest of the day, really shaky, no appetite, felt extremely sick, and was constantly less than an inch from asking a teacher if I could go home. Just plain couldn't function. I still feel shakey, can't really think to oclearly, still sort of sick about everything, and my sleeping's been even more off than usual. My friends help a little, but at the same time they sort of make me feel worse. Wierd quirks n' s**t in a big spike in severity, and I'm seriously freaked out about being with people, especially standing alone in a line at a bookstore or something; I have to go places WITH people or else I feel like I'm going to throw up. I like contantly feel like I'm going to throw up. I can barely function, I'm quitting a bunch of guilds I'm in, having to take breaks from rp's to which I was seriously devoted, not logging in my messengers, and I really don't think I can get myself to go back to school on Monday even though I have to. My dad's sceduled another counsilor session for Monday; right when I cut down the visits to once a month I need to start seeing her once a week again. Just too much s**t, and I'm just really shakey. I don't know. Total crap here, though. Me me me, I I I, I feel dumb talking so much like this and I should be posting in a blog, not here, but what the hell. I don't even care anymore. And at the same time, I do. Every little bit of my mind, all those little voices in the back of your head (not literally voices, but you know), those little thoughts that conflict with each other, it's like they're at war or something. And I still feel sick.
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2005 9:22 am
Ratchet and Clank = yay.
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I suck at the game, but whatever. whee
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2005 12:10 pm
So...who're everyone's favourite artists?
Mine are James Ensor and Dorothea Tanning.
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2005 2:23 pm
Doll Parts So...who're everyone's favourite artists?
Mine are James Ensor and Dorothea Tanning. Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhh.................................... I don't know! >> Do I win?
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Posted: Wed Mar 23, 2005 10:04 pm
d00d, how come a lot of peoples' avatars are holding those weird signs with a backwards "G" with a red circle and a line through it?
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Posted: Thu Mar 24, 2005 3:15 am
Quote: So...who're everyone's favourite artists? I like a lot of illustrators (since I intend to be one, I suppose that fits). Dave Mckean, Yoshitaka Amano, Maurice Sendak, E.H. Sheperd, Jon J. Muth, Brian Froud, Yoshitoshi Abe... the list goes on. I also like Japanese print artists, especially Haranobu and Hiroshige.
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Posted: Fri Mar 25, 2005 4:03 am
Caffeinated, if you make a donation before the end of the month, look what you can get! Kitty smile .
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Posted: Sat Mar 26, 2005 7:48 am
Awwwwwwwwww! crying I'm broke! Darn. ::wants kitty:: I had to pay for SATs, earplugs, and headphones. Plus I got Easter gifts for my family. Want kitty! Well, I guess people will sell them on the Marketplace...
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