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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 11:02 am
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 12:50 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 3:16 pm
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To all guild people, (Though I don't know if anyone really cares or not to read this)
I'm leaving tomorrow for my new house up in Saratoga Springs - I've got job hunting to begin. I'll be back briefly on Friday for packing the moving trucks, then I'm gone. crying Eden, you never returned my call! I've been listening to a lot of Poe, the sad songs from Buffy, and that one song from Daredevil... some of the lyrics are "you keep handing out what you don't want to lose".
Anywho, my depression is making me wonder if I'll be able to find a job in time to make my next car payment. And I've been experiencing serious anxiety, especially at night. I can't sleep, and I get the overwhelming urge to sit in a protective corner, knees against my chest, and to rock back and forth and cry until I'm nothing but a dry husk. . . . . I need to take more anti-depressants. And something other than a tempting hammer to help me fall asleep. cry
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 8:31 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 8:45 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 9:49 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 11:15 pm
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 9:40 am
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 3:17 pm
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 10:02 pm
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Reiven De bergerac Miko-dono To all guild people, (Though I don't know if anyone really cares or not to read this) I'm leaving tomorrow for my new house up in Saratoga Springs - I've got job hunting to begin. I'll be back briefly on Friday for packing the moving trucks, then I'm gone. crying Eden, you never returned my call! I've been listening to a lot of Poe, the sad songs from Buffy, and that one song from Daredevil... some of the lyrics are "you keep handing out what you don't want to lose". Anywho, my depression is making me wonder if I'll be able to find a job in time to make my next car payment. And I've been experiencing serious anxiety, especially at night. I can't sleep, and I get the overwhelming urge to sit in a protective corner, knees against my chest, and to rock back and forth and cry until I'm nothing but a dry husk. . . . . I need to take more anti-depressants. And something other than a tempting hammer to help me fall asleep. cry oh dear god.... it's not that bad... really.... you might think i'm being insensitive and really rude by saying that is the biggest wad of pitiful noise I have heard come from your gullet thus far... but before you go about thinking I'm the guild's resident a** hole... turn it around... think of this as a new beginning, miko... a chance to start new.. a rebirth as it would... you've been sitting stagnant and in a state of digression for so long down here in dixie... change is the best thing for you. you can make new friends, start a job that you might even like... meet a guy. one that will treat you good... think about that before you go bi-polar on us.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 10:12 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 12:54 pm
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