The idea of being able to put Abel first was nice. He knew that he had been there for him on countless occasions and possibly even saved his life. Despite all those good intentions and the mutual feelings they shared, he didn't know if it was enough. He didn't even know if Abel wanted to stick around for much longer now that it seemed he was back with Kieran. While he couldn't completely blame him, it did make him a little sad to think that he would be leaving so soon. He hoped that by the time he reached his apartment Abel would be there and that they could talk. If anything, Jakob did not want them to part on bitter terms the way he did with Kieran.
Jakob couldn't help moaning as Kieran played with him. As much as he enjoyed it he was missing their verbal banter. Though he supposed right now wasn't the best of times to request it. With everything being so fragile all it would take would be one word to ruin it. He didn't want that and he was sure that Kieran didn't either. His c**k continued to stir to the males steadily pumping fingers. While he craved more he knew not to rush Kieran. Reaching down, Jakob picked up his member and lazily stroked himself in time to the males' own movements. The man had never explicitly said he couldn't so he saw no reason not to.