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I confess that I had a really weird dream last night. I put it in white so people who don't want to read it don't have to... sweatdrop

First you need to understand that tomorrow after chemistry I'm going to ask Chris if he wants help with chemistry, and that I can stay back on thursday after class and help him.

Well, I asked him after class and I was shaking really really bad outside the room and such. That's all I remember from that... sweatdrop

Then came thursday. I got to uni and was really scared he wasn't coming because he was late for biochem and so I didn't see him. Then I saw him and then I walked him to his tutorial that he had after biochem (which I didn't have) and sat outside and waited for him to finish.

Then he came out and we walked up to the science common room. However, it was really noisy so he suggested we go somewhere else and we found a spot on the grass out facing the forest behind the central theatres where I had human biol lectures last semester... xp

I was teaching him the functional groups and he leant over and kissed me eek . We then talked and stuff, and sort of kissed maybe a bit more... sweatdrop

He then offered to drive me home, so I gave mom a call and let her know that I was getting a lift home. Well, he drove me home and I said thanks for taking me home. He then said it was okay and as I was closing the door he said my name and I held the door and looked at him. He then asked me if I'd like to go out to dinner with him on saturday night whee

I walked up to the house and mom asked me what I was grinning about. She also asked who the guy was that drove me home and that I was helping with chemistry and stuff and I'm like, "oh, just a friend, nothing nothing" but I couldn't stop grinning and such and went to my room and basically just felt the best ever... Like really happy and stuff. I couldn't stop myself from smiling xd

I can sort of remember stuff about the saturday night too. I remember my parents saying that I have to bring him inside afterwards so that they can make sure he's alright. Well, I brought him in and my parents were happy and stuff and they got on really well. They even offered to let him stay in the spare room so he wouldn't have to drive over an hour to get home at that time of night... sweatdrop

Yeah... weird dream... sweatdrop

I confess that I think I am obsessed with Chris. I keep dreaming about him, both in my sleep and when awake. I am never hungry, so I don't eat. I can't study or concentrate on anything because he keeps coming up in my thoughts. Every single little thing reminds me of him. I can't even watch tv without having thoughts of him enter my head. I can't even get to sleep because I can't clear my head with thoughts of him. As good as it feels, it scares and frustrates me because I'm never going to get any work done for uni and I'm going to fail the semester crying

Oh but I will I will, I'm asking him if he wants help with chemistry today and if he'd like me to stay back after uni and help him whee

OMG so nervous gonk

I can't do that!!! Not only would I be too scared, but it may offend him!!! gonk

I'm going to ask him how he's going in chemistry and if he'd like any help. Hopefully he'll say he wants it, and I'll offer after uni on thursday because I can hang back that day whee

Sorry I took so long to reply, I was getting myself an orange whee

I would never do it... sweatdrop

I confess that:

-- I spent stats helping Chris with chemistry and understanding aromatics.

-- I offered him help.

-- I showed him my timetable and we're going to study together after biochem on thursday.

-- I am scared as hell about it but also very excited.

-- He said that because he's on his open licence, he can let me drive his car home and he could teach me as like a driving lesson.

-- I don't think I'll drive though, I'd be scared of smashing his car.

-- And he taught me how to do this thing with a pen in my hands that's really cool and he touched my hands to teach me and xd

-- He also said my hands were freezing.

*giggles* hehe i confess i may have made a mistake, i think i is in love with peter from intro strength instead of stuart from maths. whee teh arms on that man!! *faints*

What are you doing on thursday afternoon? whee