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 Posted: Sun May 27, 2007 2:10 pm
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Posted: Mon May 28, 2007 1:35 pm
And sleep. Exactly.
So if you go along the path of least resistance (a scenario that includes school), you will end up doing yourself the greatest good.
It's too easy. There must be a catch.
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2007 10:55 am
Well, I think that's what my pessimistic side is trying to tell me. "There's a catch" or "you'll never make it out of there alive", stuff like that.
I'd like to think I'm better emotionally than where I was a couple of years ago (you were there for that, umar! biggrin ) but I think I still have some pretty bad habits that are conjoined with depression. Like, my fear of change/success. I just don't know what to do about it besides forcing myself--tooth and nail--to do some stuff no matter how painful my emotions make it out to be neutral
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2007 7:41 pm
I sympathize with you Ethan. I really do. It may seem like I am on top of things but I have to force myself to do some things that I really don't want to do (like study for the oral board exam which is coming up in a while). That is very painful for me to contemplate and I have put it off for 2 years now. Ok, so my point is that I too know how hard it can be to do some things. But once you get the ball rolling it will be a bit easier, to some extent. First make a decision. That act alone will direct some of your energy where it needs to be directed.
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Posted: Wed May 30, 2007 5:28 pm
yeah, I'm heading to the school direction. I tried looking for a better part time job to do while I'm schooling but nothing out there right now is better than where I am at this moment so I think I'll stick around with this work for awhile longer, at least.
Then I'll probably get school going once my sister is done (that way she can start working again and I don't have to be so strained doing both things!).
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Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 5:32 pm
Well that sounds like a really good plan. Even just stating it will get those neurons pointed in the right direction.
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Posted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 1:23 pm
Neurons!? I don't think brain surgery is the answer here, umar!
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Posted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 8:30 pm
Nurse, hand me that saw...STAT!
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 1:36 am
eek gonk ~shrieks and runs away wearing only his hospital gown thing~
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 10:19 am
lol, you do know that hospital gowns are open in the back, right?
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 11:22 am
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 3:27 am
So, I woke up at 3 in the morning and I'm feeling kinda down yet again. And it's the same old story, too. "Loneliness, feelings of wasting away, etc. etc. etc.", most of you have been around me through the first hundred times.
I keep getting told "Get a better job", but I also get told "School first", but then there are things about me I"m totally unhappy with but haven't found the will to do anything bout it. Like, my fitness. My complexion. I've always told myself I'll go to the gym, or I'll get a facial, yet neither has happened. And I'm terribly impatient, as most of you know. I want things to take effect now. I want to have perfect skin, perfect teeth, and a fit bod, but all right now. Bleh.
Sorry
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 5:51 am
Do something easy, like, start just with some pushups or situps that don't take much time and you could even do on your bedroom floor. I'd never get any exercise if I had to go to a gym to do it.
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 6:28 am
Maybe...we'll see how motivated I am in a couple of hours. Maybe I'll end up going to the gym anyway neutral
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 10:36 am
So did you go to the gym? If not, then right now when you read this get down on the floor and do 10 sit ups. It is as easy as that. I will go right now and do them myself. Only after you do them should you post. So off...go...do it, right now! Ok, I am going myself. I will post when I am done.
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