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 Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2006 12:36 am
Kim smiled softly at him and started to cry himself now to but ignored the tears "it doesnt matter if you cry or not, im pleased that you did in a way and yes i know she had reason and all but still it was hard watching her do it and i cried over her body for 3 nights and three days not wishing to move her. Afterwards though I had to, i burried her in her favorite place so I know shes at least happy." He said as he just held the other as he kneeled and carried on holding the angelic/cat. "I never wanted her to give up, I wanted her to carry on but maybe that would of just been selfish of me.." he said softly as he cried as he hugged the cat.
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Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2006 12:47 am
"You're amazing Kim. You picked up the pieces of your life and put it back together. I don't know what I would've done if I had been in your shoes." He fell silent, thinking about watching his "mother" kill himself and shook his head to rid himself of the image, his tender heart shying away from it. He sniffled and the tears threatened to spill again but he reined his emotions in tightly and managed to calm down. "I'm sorry that that happened to you. But you shouldn't dwell on it.. though, you shouldn't try to forget it entirely either. It'll remind you to be strong. But enough about this. Let's talk about something that makes you happy. Is there anything that makes you feel happy?"
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Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2006 12:58 am
Kim got up and held his hand out to the cat "please, join me over on the sofa?" he asked smiling softly, wanting to cuddle with the cat some more. "And I might seem amazing but im not, i wouldnt os spent five years ignoring all signs of affection and spend that time reading a book." he sighed and kissed the cats temple wondering how to tell the rabbit the only thing made happy was the angel and decided agisnt saying that.
"I cant really say anymore, i never really had intrests since I spent my time studying" he said softly and turned away blushing a bit since this was really the first time hes ever really been 'free' to make up his own mind. "I cant really say, due to being 'locked up' most of my life i never really had time to find out what my intrests were" he said signing "though i do like writing poetry" he said softly.
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Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2006 1:05 am
"Ok," Vahn replied, taking Kim's hand and getting to his feet. "And you are amazing. Being able to move on, even if you didn't let anyone get close and kept your nose in a book, still takes a lot of strength." He smiled and turned a little pink as the demon kissed his temple so when Kim blushed and turned away, the angelcat sidestepped so he could look at the demon's flushed face. "Poetry, hmm? I've never had much talent for that sort of thing. Most I can manage is a mediocre short story."
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Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2006 1:15 am
"Thanks though as for my poetry, im not that great either, I just have been writting to get my mind off some things..." he said softly as he made his way to the sofa and sat down on it as he waited for the other to hzve a seat. "Kim looked at him "what? You like seeing flushed face anthros or what?" he asked as he looked at the oter a little smiled softly at him "a part of me still wishes I had stayed with my nose in a book and then i wouldnt of gotten myself into a mess" he said sighing as he tilted his head back and looked up at the roof.
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Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2006 1:25 am
Oh, I see. You've been using poetry as an outlet. Sometimes Elros does that with short stories. But most times she just ends up scrapping them because she thinks she isn't a good writer." Vahn frowned slightly as he told the demon that then shook his head and sighed, taking a seat next to Kim. "And maybe I do like seeing you blush," he answered the other anthro cheekily, his frown instantly flipping upside down. "I'm glad that you brought your nose out of that book and let people in. I never would've met you or gotten a chance to talk with you if you hadn't," he said softly, scooting closer to the demon and wrapping an arm around his shoulders.
(( Though I'm loathe to press pause on this, I need to 'cause my vision is beginning to blur. o.@; Come to think of it, I should probably get to bed sooo... G'night Lenore. ^^ ))
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Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2006 5:22 am
"She sounds like me, I dont think my poetry is all that great either" he said as he wraped his arms around the other and cuddled into him as he put his feet up on the couch and just held him close. Kim smiled a little at the blush comment yet was on the verge of tears again yet forced himself not to cry "I am glad i did also but it just seems like that ever since I did I just have had more and more trouble. I am pleased to have meet you and everyone but my heartaches for another and I am never going to have him and I want to give him up but I just cant, it seems like hes already forgotten about me dispite his promise.
I just dont want to end up getting hut anymore but I just cant seem to be able to rid myself of these feelings. Which is why a part of me just wishs i kept my nose in that book, it never caused me this much trouble, pain, heartache or anything else and i just wish I could hate him, sever ties with him and just wish he never came into my life nd I wouldnt be like this now" he sighed and started to cry again and just nuzzled into the agelic cat, wishing there was a much easier way then this.
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Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2006 2:40 pm
Vahn watched Kim sadly for a moment before he leaned in and planted a soft kiss on the demon's forehead. "It's alright, Kimmy. Everything will be ok," he kept repeating over and over, turning it into a soothing mantra. The angelcat rested his chin on top of Kim's head and stroked the demon's blond hair. "I'm sorry things have gone so badly since you decided to join society again. Has anything made you happy other than that brief time with Sabin?" He truly hoped that at least one thing had gone well for Kim but he doubted it. The poor demon seemed to have nothing but bad luck.
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Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2006 3:45 pm
Kim sodded softly, easing up on the tears a little "there is one thing" he said softly "the fact that i have meet you. I have meet a couple of pack leaders prior to meeting you but you know how pack leaders can be. Sweet and understand yet still have that air of athority about them which really doesnt help anyone in the long run, sure they are undesrtanding and everything but you want a friend to talk to not some athority figure. Anyway, i am pleased to have meet you dispite what im feeling right now I am pleased to have you come into my life" he said trying to force himself to stop crying yet failed and just cuddled into him.
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Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2006 11:04 am
The Lost Lenore Drake shuddered at the thought "nothing can make liver look good, then again i dont eat meat so what would I know? I wouldnt eat liver or any other type of meat even if i was starving." He said as he took a drink and looked him "yummy, i can see that going down really well with the family, im sure everyone loved that pie" he said shuddering once more "I AM from england and even if i was a meat eater i wouldnt try that pie, that would be pushing it too much." "Mince Pie..." Sharaste says consideringly. "VEry spicey, rather interesting. Darned improvement over liver -anything-...and mulled mead and cider...good stuff that. Proof they do actually know how to eat afterall."
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Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2006 11:10 am
Drake chuckled "yeah it is proof and that stuff is great thoug i suggest you never try haggas, not that i have tried it but still unless your used to it like the scots are then then I suggest you dont eat it. I have heard alot of mixed comments in my life but it seems that there are only a certain group that does like it. So I guess unless you like or want to try sheep intestines you just stay away from that stuff" he said shuddering not at the thought of eating it but what it was made up of.
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Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2006 5:16 pm
The Lost Lenore Kim sodded softly, easing up on the tears a little "there is one thing" he said softly "the fact that i have meet you. I have meet a couple of pack leaders prior to meeting you but you know how pack leaders can be. Sweet and understand yet still have that air of athority about them which really doesnt help anyone in the long run, sure they are undesrtanding and everything but you want a friend to talk to not some athority figure. Anyway, i am pleased to have meet you dispite what im feeling right now I am pleased to have you come into my life" he said trying to force himself to stop crying yet failed and just cuddled into him.
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Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2006 6:38 pm
Kim cuddled into the cat and let his eyes be dried by his tail and nodded "yes, I understand and to tell you the truth, I wouldnt want it any other way. Now that you have come, i dont want you to leave, not when I hve found someone who I can call a friend" he said gently as he reached up and kissed the angelic cats forehead and then nuzzled into him once more, never been thankful to have anyone in his life right now then he was with the angelic cat.
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Posted: Wed Feb 15, 2006 12:25 am
Vahn smiled and cuddled with the demon, purring like the happy kitten he was at that moment. He felt warm and fuzzy all over, inside and out but, as much as he was enjoying snuggling with Kim, he still wished he could reach his glass of cream that had brought with him and set down. "I hate to dislodge you but, my throat is a little dry and my cream is way over there," he mewed pathetically, reaching out one hand as if he could reach th beverage if only he could stretch just a little bit farther.
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Posted: Wed Feb 15, 2006 12:31 am
Kim smiled sadly at him, a part of him wanted to giggle yet another just couldnt bring himself to do it, like he was fobidden such a thing. "please, stay here and I will get it for you" he said as he got up off the sofa and walked over and grabed his cream and glass and prought it over to him and placed it on the table at the end of the couch where he could easily reach it. "Is this better?" he asked the cat as he settled back onto the couch and cuddled the cat once more, hoping he didnt mind the cuddling, Kim just wanted to be held most of all.
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