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 Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:21 pm
Do I really sound bitter?
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:25 pm
the mother is appalled by my sleeping pattern, or lack thereof. today i woke up at...hm, was it around 2 a.m.? i think so...it's whenever i first posted here. this was after having fallen asleep at 4pm or so. and now i'm on the verge of passing out at ten. THANK GOODNESS FOR LAPTOPS. and coffee...
but it's sad, no matter how loud my music is, windows should NOT be slammed on Vision Creation Newsun. crycry, et cetera.
by the way, ithink i'm going to sleep. i can't think much and i'm scared i'll curse this thread with my whoisyou germs.
mkat: you're not as bitter as i am...bitter is sort of my occupation. it makes other people feel better--i consider myself a humanitarian. except when my bitterness depresses people, which happens to close friends and family members whenever i open my mouth, or say nothing, or breathe through my nose.
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:28 pm
I'm going to predict Nalfein will turn this discussion to Boredoms now.
weekend, if I could drink coffee all the time, I would. But I can't. Sucks. I hope I don't get work to do tomorrow so I could spend more time on Gaia. That's another reason why I hate Gaia. I think I'm ******** addicted. Life was okay before Gaia. It really was.
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:31 pm
life hasn't gotten any worse or better since gaia. maybe i haven't been long enough, or life is just so unpleasant that i can't detect miniscule shifts in blah blah whatever.
if this is going to be a boredoms discussion, i want to play. but i also want to sleep. so, so tired. this is an unofficial goodnight.
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:35 pm
xmkatx I'm going to predict Nalfein will turn this discussion to Boredoms now. I was going to until you said that. I can't drink coffee. Except Starbucks frapuccinos. And I'm also addicted to Gaia, sadly. I think I'm going to sleep. Soon, anyways.
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:35 pm
I'll probably disappear in a bit, too.
Has anyone besides me noticed that weekend's posts seem as if she's a beat writer? If you're a serious druggie, you'd be the next William Burroughs.
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:38 pm
I take out all my bitterness on the internet so I might appear slightly cheerful in real life. It doesn't work.
I don't know what you mean by 'beat writer.' I think it's because I live in a foreign country. domokun
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:40 pm
mmm, frappuccinos. i'm a corporate coffee drone and I LOVE IT.
mkat, i'm actually coming out of a beatnik phase which was the response to an earlier nihilist phase. but my favorite books are on the road and trout fishing in america, and i've been compared to, uh, bukowski. it's very cute.
i'm only a serious druggie if you count antidepressants, sleep aids, and my new best friend klonapen. which really means that i'm not, at all. but i do want to be a wino someday...brautigan totally romanticizes winos.
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:44 pm
nalfein, beat writers are Allen Ginsberg, William Burroughs, and Jack Kerouac. I've only read Burroughs and the guy's books (well, Naked Lunch mostly) are just <******** up.
Funny you should mention Bukowski, I know someone who's a big fan and I intend on reading some of his work. I've seen some of his short stories online.
I've been thinking about taking ephedra. Is that supposed to help keep you awake? I need that.
Strange how all the people I like IRL are potheads. They're damn cool, but... they smoke pot all the time. WTF?
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:47 pm
I'm so lost. Nothing new there.
I'm generally annoyed by potheads and hippies.
And since you guys are talking about something that I have no productive input on whatsoever, I'll take this moment to bid farewell to you fine folks and go to bed. Good night!
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:50 pm
See, I was just going to post that I'll stop posting whenever you guys stop posting. I guess I can stop now and maybe I'll be sleeping by 2AM! Wow!
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:51 pm
meh, i don't like the actual process/act of smoking, it takes too much effort. a friend of mine on luvox had a bad experience with pot, so i avoid it because i'm full of various medications.
i sweaqr i will make sense someday. anyhow, nalfein, you should check out beat things. if only because i command it.
i ordered two bukowski novels and they should be here soon enough. goodnight kids.
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Posted: Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:53 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 12:49 am
Almost 2 hours later and after laying in bed for a while listening to music, looking around my closet, finding old strategy guides and reading them (Chrono Cross, SaGa Frontier 2, Vagrant Story)...
... I can't sleep! gonk
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 6:06 am
You should've listened to All About Lily Chou Chou or Chrono Cross soundtrack.
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