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 Posted: Sat Jul 30, 2005 5:01 pm
Lemonlimezero Hiro Shinojii Smoking? Alchohol? I dunno, but whatever works for ya... Yeah I know, both are pretty bad habits but after all we're only human. But at what point do we stop being human? Is it the point where the drink turns a man violent, and he starts beating a small girl, destroying her spirit, causing wounds and scars that cannot heal? Or is the point beyond this? Perhaps there is no point, and things like this are expected of what we call "only human". You don't have to say you're human, we know that much, but don't use it as an excuse. If by some chance this causes a problem with you, I hope that you can muster the strength to overcome it. I nor anyone else wishes for you to become some monster, so please. Be careful.
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Posted: Sat Jul 30, 2005 5:12 pm
Hiro Shinojii Lemonlimezero Hiro Shinojii Smoking? Alchohol? I dunno, but whatever works for ya... Yeah I know, both are pretty bad habits but after all we're only human. But at what point do we stop being human? Is it the point where the drink turns a man violent, and he starts beating a small girl, destroying her spirit, causing wounds and scars that cannot heal? Or is the point beyond this? Perhaps there is no point, and things like this are expected of what we call "only human". You don't have to say you're human, we know that much, but don't use it as an excuse. If by some chance this causes a problem with you, I hope that you can muster the strength to overcome it. I nor anyone else wishes for you to become some monster, so please. Be careful. Spare me. I just do it to sort my head out. The way my mind works I am able to focus on a lot of things at once, this causes night after sleepless night. I refuse to take medicine or drugs to help with sleep or really any illness because in the event I truly need them, I want them to be potent. I drink once every month or so because it gives me an evening when I can release my mind from the chaotic discourse of thinking and be honest with myself. It never has made me violent, just giddy, I may feel great the next day, or really thirsty but never blame it on anything but myself. All the other s**t you mentioned are common stigmas lumped in with drinking but trust me there are plenty of bad things done without alcohol or smoking ever involved. You make it sounds like I run to it everytime I have a bad day razz So silly. That would be a waste of both brain cells and good alcohol. As I said, I drink on the occasion because I find myself so up tight that it causes me to be miserable from sleep deprivation, so when I drink, i am giddy and thoughtless for a couple hours, then go to sleep. I wake up feeling better than I had in weeks and its forgotten. The only time I've ever done heavy drinking is when I was in Japan, thats because there was a lot of experimentation to be done, me being just of legal age, and the fact i was on vacation razz SO meh. Think what you will, but don't think im a weak enough person to just start beating and molesting people,. TRUST ME when I say I'd off myself first and foremost wink
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Posted: Sat Jul 30, 2005 9:06 pm
I know what you mean. I've only smoked a few times, but it catches on very fast. I had to stop completely, yet I still have the urge to grab one every once in a while. It's not good, it's just... relaxing. sweatdrop
As for alcohol, I only drink for taste. I ususally don't get drunk on purpose so I doubt I'll ever have a problem and I'm glad to hear that you won't either. 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Jul 31, 2005 4:48 pm
Lemonlimezero Hiro Shinojii Lemonlimezero Hiro Shinojii Smoking? Alchohol? I dunno, but whatever works for ya... Yeah I know, both are pretty bad habits but after all we're only human. But at what point do we stop being human? Is it the point where the drink turns a man violent, and he starts beating a small girl, destroying her spirit, causing wounds and scars that cannot heal? Or is the point beyond this? Perhaps there is no point, and things like this are expected of what we call "only human". You don't have to say you're human, we know that much, but don't use it as an excuse. If by some chance this causes a problem with you, I hope that you can muster the strength to overcome it. I nor anyone else wishes for you to become some monster, so please. Be careful. Spare me. I just do it to sort my head out. The way my mind works I am able to focus on a lot of things at once, this causes night after sleepless night. I refuse to take medicine or drugs to help with sleep or really any illness because in the event I truly need them, I want them to be potent. I drink once every month or so because it gives me an evening when I can release my mind from the chaotic discourse of thinking and be honest with myself. It never has made me violent, just giddy, I may feel great the next day, or really thirsty but never blame it on anything but myself. All the other s**t you mentioned are common stigmas lumped in with drinking but trust me there are plenty of bad things done without alcohol or smoking ever involved. You make it sounds like I run to it everytime I have a bad day razz So silly. That would be a waste of both brain cells and good alcohol. As I said, I drink on the occasion because I find myself so up tight that it causes me to be miserable from sleep deprivation, so when I drink, i am giddy and thoughtless for a couple hours, then go to sleep. I wake up feeling better than I had in weeks and its forgotten. The only time I've ever done heavy drinking is when I was in Japan, thats because there was a lot of experimentation to be done, me being just of legal age, and the fact i was on vacation razz SO meh. Think what you will, but don't think im a weak enough person to just start beating and molesting people,. TRUST ME when I say I'd off myself first and foremost wink Thought you might say that. Sorry about that. I just worry too much, and like I've said before, I'm too impulsive. I'm sorr. It's just that that stuff happened to a friend of mine... sad ...sorry.
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Posted: Sun Jul 31, 2005 8:43 pm
Hiro Shinojii Lemonlimezero Hiro Shinojii Lemonlimezero Hiro Shinojii Smoking? Alchohol? I dunno, but whatever works for ya... Yeah I know, both are pretty bad habits but after all we're only human. But at what point do we stop being human? Is it the point where the drink turns a man violent, and he starts beating a small girl, destroying her spirit, causing wounds and scars that cannot heal? Or is the point beyond this? Perhaps there is no point, and things like this are expected of what we call "only human". You don't have to say you're human, we know that much, but don't use it as an excuse. If by some chance this causes a problem with you, I hope that you can muster the strength to overcome it. I nor anyone else wishes for you to become some monster, so please. Be careful. Spare me. I just do it to sort my head out. The way my mind works I am able to focus on a lot of things at once, this causes night after sleepless night. I refuse to take medicine or drugs to help with sleep or really any illness because in the event I truly need them, I want them to be potent. I drink once every month or so because it gives me an evening when I can release my mind from the chaotic discourse of thinking and be honest with myself. It never has made me violent, just giddy, I may feel great the next day, or really thirsty but never blame it on anything but myself. All the other s**t you mentioned are common stigmas lumped in with drinking but trust me there are plenty of bad things done without alcohol or smoking ever involved. You make it sounds like I run to it everytime I have a bad day razz So silly. That would be a waste of both brain cells and good alcohol. As I said, I drink on the occasion because I find myself so up tight that it causes me to be miserable from sleep deprivation, so when I drink, i am giddy and thoughtless for a couple hours, then go to sleep. I wake up feeling better than I had in weeks and its forgotten. The only time I've ever done heavy drinking is when I was in Japan, thats because there was a lot of experimentation to be done, me being just of legal age, and the fact i was on vacation razz SO meh. Think what you will, but don't think im a weak enough person to just start beating and molesting people,. TRUST ME when I say I'd off myself first and foremost wink Thought you might say that. Sorry about that. I just worry too much, and like I've said before, I'm too impulsive. I'm sorr. It's just that that stuff happened to a friend of mine... sad ...sorry. nothing to be sorry for man ^__^ i do appreciate the concern, just settin it straight ^__^
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Posted: Mon Aug 01, 2005 4:36 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 8:17 pm
Well, its been a long couple days for me, with two hours of sleep ive been up for like 48 hours. My knees are sore and swollen, arms ache, my neck has a big fat strawberry lookin area where the blood vessels have been ruptured, i literally have had a lot of hair ripped out as it was pulled and lumps on my head as i was yanked around like that. My bottom lip is swollen. I have a lot of welts and scratches on my back. Holy s**t was that a lot of fun... Perhaps in another couple days I'll do it all over again. blaugh
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 2:51 am
*hands you band-aids and orders you a suit of armour*
Uh, I'm glad to hear you had fun. sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 6:50 am
~v~Lady Venom~v~ *hands you band-aids and orders you a suit of armour* Uh, I'm glad to hear you had fun. sweatdrop lol awesome thanks ^___^ If nothing else the experience will make for some pretty interesting story ideas.
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 12:50 pm
Lemonlimezero ~v~Lady Venom~v~ *hands you band-aids and orders you a suit of armour* Uh, I'm glad to hear you had fun. sweatdrop lol awesome thanks ^___^ If nothing else the experience will make for some pretty interesting story ideas. Yeah, and you'll be able to describe pain better xp
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 4:23 pm
~v~Lady Venom~v~ Lemonlimezero ~v~Lady Venom~v~ *hands you band-aids and orders you a suit of armour* Uh, I'm glad to hear you had fun. sweatdrop lol awesome thanks ^___^ If nothing else the experience will make for some pretty interesting story ideas. Yeah, and you'll be able to describe pain better xp true that. I want more experience though ^__^ and it will definately help me with the torture scenes!!! ^__^
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 5:40 pm
Huh??? I'm confused, what happened? sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 5:50 pm
Hiro Shinojii Huh??? I'm confused, what happened? sweatdrop hehe lets just say i met a girl that likes to play rough...
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 6:12 pm
Lemonlimezero Hiro Shinojii Huh??? I'm confused, what happened? sweatdrop hehe lets just say i met a girl that likes to play rough... Uh-oh! Lemon's gettin some cut! xd It's how they put it here.
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 9:54 pm
Hiro Shinojii Lemonlimezero Hiro Shinojii Huh??? I'm confused, what happened? sweatdrop hehe lets just say i met a girl that likes to play rough... Uh-oh! Lemon's gettin some cut! xd It's how they put it here.lol i dunno what cut is, but I'm sure I'm thinking in the right area. blaugh
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