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 Posted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 5:46 pm
 Saix approached the glen. If this trek was just a normal walk, he would have made a comment about how many plants were blocking his way to get to where he was going. But this was urgent, he needed to talk to Nahira, so he summoned his claymore and glared at the thick brush infront of him. "I don't have time for this!" He screamed as he threw the claymore into the forestry, carving a path for him as he followed it.
He sniffed the air trying to follow her scent when there was an odd smell around. "Dammit...she tore the scab open." he muttered to himself as he moved through forest.
Suddenly, his feet felt stuck. He glared. "Mud..." fate seemed to want to keep Saix and Nahira apart at this moment, but Saix hated fate, A LOT! So he wouldn't let that beat him. Concentrating he lifted himself into the air hovering above the mud-pit.
Saix sniffed around again, she had been here not soon after he arrived. She was close by. He looked around quickly, his ears perked. A bell. Those damn bells, oh how he loved them at this moment. He launched himself into the air over the forest and looked around the trees. There she was, not too far ahead. "Nahira! Stay there!" He called out to her moving through the air and landing a few feet behind her.
"Nahira stop running! You opened your wound again! You're going to get it infected! Just calm down! This arguement isn't worth getting hurt over, so just...just sit down and let me help that scab reseal and then you can just hit me or something, I don't care. Just, please sit down." He sounded mad at first, then his voice got calm, then he started to sound worried. He knew what would happen if that scab didn't heal right. She'd end up worse then she already is, something to remind her of what happened, he knew she didn't like being 'tested' on by the way she acted. His hand moved up and traced the scar on his face. Having wounds heal rather than getting upset over them was something he learned the hard way. "Please Nahira..."
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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 10:39 am
The female knew she wouldnt be able to get away forever. Why was she running again? Was it the fight? Was it that she was so upset at him over something so.. small? She didnt know anymore.
She could hear the call for her to stop around 50 feet behind her. Didnt need to tell her twice. Flipping around quickly her duo of tails flapped in the air. She stared up at the shadowed form of Saix. At first he seemed to be pissed off, then he seemed to calm into worry.
A deep sigh emerged from her muzzle as she looked down, not daring to look saix in the eyes. " Seriously its nothing. Only a small peice of the scab came off. It just smells like its worse then it really is."
"I know i overreacted. I dont like being called a liar." At this she looked back at him with a firm look. She then stared down at the claymore, What... the hell is that? It looked like a club... or was it a sword?
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Audio_Rehiko Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 10:46 am
Saix huffed as he spoke. "You're a horrible liar. Something doesn't smell worse than it is, and besides, I should take a look at it anyway to see how it's healing. So just...sit down and let me look at it." He noticed she was looking at his claymore...it was probably making her nervous. "Oh...this is just...something I use when people get into trouble." He let go of it and it desolved into blackness.
He sighed a bit, moving behind her urging her to sit down. Why was he getting so worried about her? "Nahira, you did over react, but you also lied. I know you had your head on my shoulder. But I wasn't mad about it really...I'm sorry I acted that way...it just never occured to me it would hurt you like it did. I'm still new to this whole thing you know."
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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 11:19 am
Rolling her eyes Nahira didnt even bother to put up a fight. She couldnt, not in her mental or physical state. Besides... Saix seemed to be extreamly determinded. She did stand by the fact though that the 'slight opening' of her wound was nothing to be worried about. "If scarring is what your worried about, Im already expecting to get them."
Nahira was still intrigued by the claymore even after it vanashed into the darkness. "What... exactly is it?" She asked as she sat down. Finding herself able to move the wings without excrutiating pain, not saying it didnt still hurt. She unfolded them and streteched them out to there full height, which was large enough that they would be able to carry her in flight one day. She did this so Saix could see that the scab wasnt damaged that badly.
How can she say shes lying when she doesnt even remember doing such a thing!? "Saix, i really dont remember ever doing that. How am i supposed to say i lyed, when i still think im saying the truth? And with the last part, comes from experiance."
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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 11:29 am
Saix sat behind her and looked around. No water this time. This was going to be tricky. "Keep your head forward and don't look back." He said as he tried to formulate a plan on how to deal with the open wound. It wasn't bad, but if it was left open without treatment, she'd get those scars she thought she would. "If you take care of this well it wont scar, and I'm going to prevent that from happening, understand?" He sounded slightly mad in his tone, this was probably because she acted as if the scars wouldn't be so bad, he knew this wasn't the case.
Eyeing the wound more, he just couldn't get past the one way he could think of dealing with it. He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down. "Hmm? Oh...that was my claymore. The weapon of my soul, if you will. All of us with coats have those. You see mine is a resemblence of what I feel inside. As you probably noticed, it didn't look very friendly." Sighing slightly, he put his face closer to Nahira's back. "I know you think you're right. But just because you don't remember it, does that mean you couldn't have?" Closing his eyes abruptly he licked the open part of her wound once. "Keep your eyes foreward..." he said abruptly, he knew she'd want to turn her head around, but he couldn't let her see him doing this, it was...humiliating in a way. He continued to lick her wound and constantly remind her to keep her eyes forward for a few moments...
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 1:34 pm
Nahira sighed and rolled her eyes inside there sockets. "Saix its kind of hard to take care of something on my back. I dont exactly carry a mirror around with me either." She snickered, trying to releave the tense moment. She wasnt to fond of these times.
"Claymore? Interesting name... They resemble what you feel inside? I could have sworn one time i saw one wandering around with what looked like a Guitar... interesting."-" The claymore didnt scare me, it intriqued me."
She kept her eyes forward for the most part, that was.. until she felt him grooming at her back. A shivver was sent up her spine and caused her ears to flit forward. "Saix! what are you doing-!" Nahira started to turn her head around. She had never had anyone before Saix take care of her wounds, let alone someone else was -grooming- her!
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 2:08 pm
Saix's ears fell back against his head, he -told- her not to look! She looked anyway! He grumbled loudly. He wouldn't let her know that he was for the first time he could remember, highly embarrassed. "I said keep your eyes forward! And for your information I'm licking your wound because if I don't you WILL get a scar and I don't want you to have to deal with that! Is that alright with you?!" He growled a bit and went back to licking the wound. "Sorry for caring...for someone who keeps telling me I have emotions you certainly treat me like I don't."
He finished, pressing his coat back against the open part of her wound again. "Now keep it there for a few minutes and you'll be fine."
Standing up he sighed loudly. "About me yelling...I guess...I guess I'm sorry. But for once I'm trying to do something for someone else, not because I'm trying to get something or because I feel a need to, but because I want to. I've never DONE this before now so just give me a damn break alright? I had enough trouble trying to get the courage to go through with it..."
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 2:32 pm
She felt herself start to anger inside as well. It wasnt that she didnt believe he didnt have feelings it was- Nahira looked down towards the ground, not looking back anymore. " I didnt mean it like that. I was just frightened because i wasnt expecting it, the words came out before i realized what i was saying."
Reaching over her shoulder she gripped to the coat. "You dont need to apologise to me. Its my own damn fault for running as i did. I should be apologising to you." Standing up herself she clung to the coat and folded her wings back down gently againt her back. She turned to face him. "ive just been a burden to you, and thats one thing i dont pride myself on." Her anger was now gone, and for once... was replaced with sorrow.
(( OOC: XD this is a majorly dramatic RP tatsu XD XD; ))
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 2:38 pm
Burden? Is that how she saw herself? He blamed himself for this. All he had done recently was give her trouble and help she didn't want. But...dammit! Even if she didn't want the help she deserved it, especially after all that had happened recently.
Rubbing his brow for a moment and mulling everything over in his head, he decided to just try and say something nice, maybe it would make her feel better. "I...err...Your wings look nice." He coughed, a compliment to someone, that was the first time he had ever done that really. Had he done it right? He didn't know, he just hoped he had learned something from Demyx's actions for once.((OOC: xD Considering who these two are, I'm not shocked in the least lilerz.))
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 3:12 pm
Nahira snorted at the compliment, And loked as if it didnt phase her... but then she started to softly chuckle with eventually grew a little louder. She stopped after a short while and lifted hself up, back into her normal posture. Placing her right hand hand on her hip she whiped away the small ammount of laughter-tears that apeared with herleft upper arm. "Sorry sorry... dont take offense to that. Its just really different from the way the conversation was going. Its nice." She said giving a small smile.
Though she never really did get a good look at the wings..... stretching one out again she gazed at the longer feathers, which matched her monotoned body. Lifting her eyes once more she was the top.... and just stared. There was a silence as she looked at the wings.... before she broke it. "EEEK OhgodsitsPINK!" Ugh! if there was one color she hated.. it was PINK. She growled softly at the color of the wing tops." whyyy did it gave to be pink!"
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Audio_Rehiko Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 3:46 pm
Saix felt awkward as she laughed. He did say the wrong thing. Good job, first attempt at being 'nice' and it failed. But he blinked as she apologized. "Oh..." he started. "Well...erm. I guess it is kind of a nice change."
Quirking an eyebrow he started to laugh loudly. "Now Nahira, atleast it isn't..." he thought, nope, there wasn't anything he could say to make those pink wings any less bright as hell pink. Saix coughed. "What I mean is, well, they look nice and...god, I really suck at this don't I?" He looked at Nahira. "I guess what I'm trying to say is, it could be worse, whatever came and did this to you, might have killed you and...well, that wouldn't have been good for anyone. Do I make sense or am I just making an a** of myself?"
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 4:40 pm
"Arrrggg..." Was what she managed to say. She heard Saix speaking, but she was currently stuck on the new found color of her wing tips. Slapping a paw on her forhead she snickered. "Go on, say it, you know the color sucks."
"Mmmm... i duno whats worse. The pain these b*****d wings gave me. Or the knowledge that the wings are a color i despise.... Oh well." There was nothing she could do about it ne? but if there was a way to dye her feathers... she'd be first in line to do so.
"Your making sence." Nahira exclaimed folding her wing back down."Arg... why couldnt it have been a different color. Imma smite whatever did this."
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 4:59 pm
He paced around a bit, giving Nahira little nods and such as a response to her grumbling about her wings being pink. She just kept complaining about them, but in all honesty, Saix thought they looked pretty nice as he said before, the wings suited her in a way. "I like you the way you are. Inside and out." Saix said this before he realized what was going on in his head.
He cleared his mind for a moment and finally thought of what had been bugging him all this time. "Nahira, I have a question...how do you know how an emotion feels? Like if you're happy...how do you know that you are? And..." He thought back to when he had angered Demyx, saying Luxord was dead. He knew the two were together, but why would Luxord's death bring out such an emotion in Demyx? "...Demyx, he has someone he loves. I did an aweful thing to him before...saying his lover died. It brought out a rage in Demyx I had never seen. I have seen him angry and sad before, but nothing like that. What IS that?"
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Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 11:07 am
She just let go about the color part of her wings. Nothing she could do about it.
Nahira watched with a quirked eyebrow as Saix paced back and forth. What was he thinking of? Nahira didnt hear his first comment. She was going to ask him what he said but... he seemed to be concentrating. Nahira didnt bother to ask. Gently removing the coat from her back She whiped off any residue that might have collected there from her scabbed over wound.
Walking towards him she handed him back the coat. "Thank you." Her ears percked up as she heard the question. Thinking carefully before she chose her words she spoke soon after "Well... emotions usually all feel different. And they can actually be percieved in many ways... but the majority is. When your happy, you smile. Angry... you grit your teeth. But inwardly it really depends... Ugh this is hard to put into works!" She shook her head and reached in for a responce again. ".... it really just.. depends. Youll learn in all good time. People say when your in love you feel lighter then air inside. They say when you hate people you feel like you want to rip them apart. When your nervous, you get butterflies in your stomach. Not to a literal stanza mind you..."
She stopped there and listened onto the next part. Yeesh... Saix, that really isnt a nice thing to say to someone about there mate..... "Well..... that isnt the best thing to do when it comes to others hun... Love is one of the deeper of the emotions. Sometimes people toss the word "love" out recklessly, and others use it to portray there deepist feelings for another. This 'Demyx' was his name right? proberbly has very deep freelings for his mate. Deep enough that what you said caused a rage to boil out of him with more ferocity then normal. Love is also really deep because it seems to spawn a whole range of other emotions. Case and point, the rage Demyx felt."
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Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 11:19 am
Saix sighed, he was afraid of that. "All in good time huh?" Time was always something that bothered him, always waiting, always... "If it's all supposed to come in good time, then why has it been taking so damn long?" Hr grumbled. "I can somewhat remember what it was like but I just can't feel anything but hurt anymore. I don't see how it's fair that the others have kept their emotions while mine are...lacking." He envied Demyx...well kind of. Not really. Just the emotions. Other than that, he hated the little freak worse than anything. "That child gets to feel those kind of things but I don't. Hmph...I must be some kind of monster to deserve punishment like this." Sighing he started again. "Do you know what I remember last before I appeared here? The very last thing? I was begging...yes me, begging...for my heart. That's all I want, that's all I've fought for, and I still haven't found it."
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