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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2005 8:07 am
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2005 8:45 am
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2005 9:55 am
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2005 4:52 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2005 5:23 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2005 5:26 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2005 5:27 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2005 10:18 pm
lemon your avatar is smexy today
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2005 6:23 am
the chosen one lemon your avatar is smexy today TY i''ve been working on that razz heart
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2005 7:28 am
sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop phew... Well I'm going to end up calling my ex today. She keeps calling my parents house everyday even though she knows i dont live there anymore. Well this morning i got a message saying she wanted to talk to me about something important. GAH. Why can't things just be left alone >.< THere is little in the last month to be of any importance seeing as how we haven't talked in almost 30 days. This is some kinda torture razz I'm at the point where I'm totally disinterested in any hope of getting back together, happier alone to tell the truth. I'll bet its attention thing or something like it. I knew when she got back from vacation she'd be calling alot because noone pays any attention to here there. Ah well. Must be strong! har har har pirate
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2005 2:48 pm
stressed stressed stressed thrown for a loop again. This importantness she had was just way big. I wasn't ready for anything. It was like being run over with a car (which my mom almost did to me yesterday accidentally... or so i like to think it was an accident... stare ) But yeah. Her big question was that next summer she doesn't want to go to the Philippines again. So instead she wants to come to the US and go to school. In FLorida. And wants to live with me... I'm like O______O are you kidding? I didn't say that though, I kept an astounding level of cool and we talked for more than an hour. I'm going to call her from work tomorrow and talk more I guess. She wants to keep talking to her shrink and all. Me I'm like, damn. When life was starting to even out again. Here I had a plan of attack for getting another job and working my butt off to travel and throw a monster halloween party this year. Get my truck fixed and all. I'm still going to do most of it. BUt WTF. I'm all about giving chances to people, especially those I love, but how utterly masochistic is it of me to even entertain such an idea. Any sane person would have said no and been done with it. Its harder to let go than I thought. I mean, we hadn't talked in a month and here i was all feeling over the entire thing. I guess my way is to just forget, though its hard to, its more of a "if i don't have to deal with it everyday then its fine" type of thing. Well its still like 11 months away from anything happening for sure. It's soooo much to think about though. O_O'' Glad that I'll be working to take my mind off of it sometime. I need to write!!!! I will do some more tonight before i fall asleep. I have to work at 6am so i gotta be up by 4am >.< and leave by 5am. Whew. AND i wont be able to sleep tonight. Girls are made because God thought Adam was having too much fun playing in the garden alone razz No offense ladies, I'm just being ridiculous. I'm in shellshock. Going out to do some yardwork now to focus some energy on my parents hedges instead of my mind running cooky.
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2005 9:01 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 24, 2005 1:13 pm
Thanks eebil girl always gotta disrupt me when i finally level out... sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Aug 24, 2005 4:46 pm
Oh, man, that's mean... sad
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Doot. 
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doot. 
