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 Posted: Sun May 01, 2011 9:27 pm
Roxas smiled over at Axel and closed his eyes to sleep as well. He then went rigid, eyes snapping open as he felt the redhead's lips on his neck. "Axel..," he said quietly and hoarsely. So this is what he was talking about. Axel was a sleep-raper. Lovely. He had to keep his cool and not let Axel get to him. If sex was so important to the redhead, then he couldn't violate that. No matter how much he ********... "Nn," he moaned softly as Axel then began to suck on his skin. He squeezed his eyes shut tight, pushing against Axel to try and get him off.
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Posted: Mon May 02, 2011 3:21 pm
Axel nipped lightly at the soft skin moving lower slight. Then he groaned a little before rolling away from Roxas when he pushed him away. The red head then curled up a little whimpering at his new loneiness. It was really weird to think he was completely out of it and didn't know what he was doing by he was. In fact, someone of his old friends thought he was faking all his sleeping habits. Others thought they were to weird to fake.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon May 02, 2011 4:07 pm
Roxas breathed a sigh of relief when Axel rolled off of him. He then sat up and looked over at him with a sigh at his form. Roxas scooted closer to him and laid down behind him, wrapping his arms around his waist. He buried his face in Axel's shoulder blade and breathed in with a smile. As long as Axel didn't try to molest him, he would lay there with him all night. His hands wandered around for a moment before they grabbed Axel's firmly just to make sure he didn't try anything. He then relaxed a little and fell asleep holding his hands.
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Posted: Mon May 02, 2011 5:19 pm
Axel stayed like that for a while, but soon he wrested his way out of Roxas's grasp and got up out of the bed starting to sleep walk out the room and down the hall. It was surprise he even made it out of his room seeing as his room was different from his old room.. and he obviously didn't know where he was going because he ran right into a wall in the hallway. It was really entertaining seeing as he just fell right over, completely asleep.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon May 02, 2011 6:14 pm
Roxas groaned as he felt Axel start to move out of his arms. He rolled over and sat up, watching him walk out of the room before groaning again and following him. He yawned and rubbed his eyes as he walked. He snorted in laughter when the redhead ran smack into a wall and fell over, though. "Axel, are you okay?" he asked through short bouts of laughter. He leaned down to him and helped him sit up. he looked at his eyes and found them closed. Roxas sighed. "Sleepwalking...of course. It's gonna be a long night..."
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Posted: Mon May 02, 2011 9:24 pm
Axel groaned a little feeling arms move around him. "ummm cloud.."He whispered softly before pulling Roxas into his arms and kissing him deeply. For a guy completely asleep, he was a damn good kisser. He practically started making out with the blonde before he slipped a little and fell on top of Roxas going motionless in his sleep again. He looked like an angel sleeping at least. After a moment of stillness, the red head's arms wound around the blonde's body and pulled him close like a teddy bear basically trapping Roxas in his arms in the middle of the hallway on the floor.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 03, 2011 2:26 pm
Roxas froze when Axel started talking in his sleep. Then, when Axel started making out with him...he couldn't help himself and kissed him back even though he knew Axel thought he was someone else. Gasping a little, he stiffened again when Axel fell on top of him before gripping him in a bear-hug. He sighed softly and decided to just make himself comfortable there on the floor. He snuggled up to the redhead a little bit before closing his eyes and beginning to drift off into sleep again.
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Posted: Thu May 05, 2011 3:23 pm
Axel didn't start to move again until about two in the morning, when he started to shiver and slowly started to grip Roxas tighter and tighter out of fear. Then about 2:15, Axel completely freaked out. He started screaming and hitting anything around him, luckily for Roxas, he backed away into a corner before he could really do any damage. Now it was very apparent that the red was shaking as he stayed curled up in a ball in corner. As soon as Axel was back into the corner, his screams died down into small whimpers.
Of course, after hearing the screaming, Axel's mom came running up the stairs. "Axel!" She called before seeing Roxas and Axel in the hall. "Axel, Axel, shh it's okay,"She said to him as she moved to him and pulled him into her arms. "Shh, shh, it's okay, come back to me sweetie, It's just a nightmare." She whispered softly into his ear before running her hand through his hair and putting it behind his ears out of habit before the red slowly started to wake up. His eyes at first started to dart around hall before he looked at his mom and hugged her tightly. He looked so terrified... "it's okay, Axel, He isn't here. He doesn't know where you are, I promise." The tattooed red headed woman told him calmly before Axel started to take slow unsteady breathing. "You good sweetie?" His mom asked after another few minutes. "Umm, Y-yeah, I think I'm okay.. it was just a bad dream r-right?" Axel said sounding a little unsure about himself. "Yeah, Axel. Just a dream, he can't get you." She told him before kissing him on the temple and getting up. "Goodnight boys." Axel's mom called back to them before moving back down stairs to go back to sleep. Axel slowly stood up a little shaky in the legs. "S-Sorry about that.." Axel said knowing it was going to come up evenually. Then the red head moved back into his room and laid down on the bed figuring Roxas was to scared to lay with him again. No one liked to lay with him at night except Cloud and his mom.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu May 05, 2011 5:21 pm
Roxas woke up startled when Axel started to freak out. He sat up and stared at Axel in confusion and fear when his mom came out. He was scared that Axel was having an attack or something and was going to die. "G'nite," he called softly after his mom, eyes not leaving Axel as he stood and apologized before walking back to his room. He took a deep breath and then stood, making his way slowly back to Axel's room. He paused at Axel's doorway, looking at him, before moving over to the bed. He sat down on the edge of it and looked down at his toes. "So...are you going to give me an explanation, or just leave me hangin'?" he asked softly. "Because I'll listen as long as you don't lie to me about it. I'll happily listen."
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Posted: Sat May 07, 2011 8:57 am
Axel looked over from his pillow which he was staring intending into. "I-I tell you, but umm I might get a little emotional. I just don't like to talk about it as all, but you are aright, you deserve an explanation. Okay, it's kinda long, but just let me get through it okay?" Axel said before sitting back up and pulling Roxas to him and into his lap. He felt better when he could hold someone like a security blanket. "It all started about four or five years ago, I really can't remember when exactly. My mom had been dating this guy and she told me she really liked him and how she really thought he was going to be her happily ever after. So you know I told my mom that I had to met him. The next night, we went out to dinner. The guy's n-name was S-Sephiroth. He had long silver hair and a few tattoos, I thought he was pretty cool for my mom, I really did, so I told my mom that he should move in with us. I think that was the biggest mistake I have ever made. It wasn't a first, but within few months of him living with us, I started to wake up, really tired and not being able to tell why, then it got weird. I would wake up wet like I took a shower and everything would hurt. I thought I was just going crazy. I mean back then I knew I sleepwalked, and sometimes talk in my sleep, but nothing like I am now.. Well it keep happening, I keep waking up soaking wet, and completely worn out. Cloud was the first to notice it. He asked me if I had been getting enough sleep, and I told him that I would go to bed at like six o'clock in the afternoon and not wake up until six in the morning and still be tired like I hadn't slept at all. And I told him about the shower thing as well. He asked me if It was possible that my sleep walking had gotten worse and I had actually started doing normal things in my sleep, and I told him I didn't know because when I woke up, I was back in my bed. I started sleeping through all my classes and my grades started to drop, but that wasn't even the worse part after a year of S-s- him living there, he asked my mom if she would marry him and I thought that was really cool. He seemed nice enough. Well, they had a quick engagement and wedding, it as about three months altogether, but during that time, I started being able to sleep again. I couldn't explain it. After the wedding is where everything when so wrong. I started waking up and immediately having to puke, and I would get up and go a take a shower and I would find huge bruise that wasn't there before. A few times I woke up complete covered in sweat. Then without warning a month after my mom's wedding, the shower thing started again, but this time it was in full force. I would wake up soaked every other night and there would be bruises and cuts all over me, and when Cloud or my friends would ask where I got them, I didn't know what to tell them and have to lie to them about it. Finally after I came to school one day with tattered wrists, Cloud said I couldn't go on living like that. He started inviting me over to sleep at his house, so he could see what I was doing in the middle of the night, and he said I had gotten a bit weird, that I started get a little sexual in my sleep, but that was only when he would lay next to me, but other than that, I won't do much but walk around a little and go lay back down. But I would notice that when I slept the night at Clouds, I wouldn't wake up tired, and I told him that, so he told me it must have to be something at my house or something like that, so I told Cloud to come stay at my house a few times. The same thing happen, it would only happen on nights he wasn't there. I tried staying up to see if that would work, but I would be so exhausted from not getting regular sleep most of the time, I would just pass out by myself.. So finally right before I went to sleep one time, I texted Cloud and told him to come over, and watch me in my sleep when no one knows you are in the house but me. A-And that is when we found o-out..."Axel said getting as far as he could before starting to cry. "j-just give me a moment," He whimpered a little pulling Roxas closer as he cried into his shoulder.
After a moment, he started again, but he was still crying. He wanted to finish. "T-that b*****d S-Sephiroth had started raping me in my sleep. A-And I couldn't wake up to get him to stop. I-I thought I was strong enough to fend him off awake, but i-in my sleep I-I was helpless. " Axel continued gripping Roxas's shirt a little. It terrified him to go to sleep alone now, it really did. "C-Cloud told me the next day, and said that I needed to get out that house. H-He knew I couldn't wake up to stop him. So I started spending most of my time at Cloud's. I practically lived here, but because my mom didn't know, and s-she seemed so happy, I couldn't tell her a-about him, every time my mom would say 'no' I couldn't go somewhere else for the night I-I would just go cry myself to sleep, then g-get up and start crying more, because I-I would ache so bad, and I-I f-finally knew why. O-Out for fear, I started downing energy drinks at night when I was home, and pushing myself to stay awake, then I would just crash at school. After a month, my teachers started ask question and I told them it was just a little too much halo and at night. O-one night, I-I drank one behind my mom's and his back because they told me to stop drinking them, and I-I didn't have enough energy to make it through the night, so I-I laid down, a-and I-I was almost asleep when h-he actually came into my room thinking I-I was asleep. H-He t-told m-me he missed m-me, and then h-he walked over to me, and I-I turned and l-looked at him. A-and I-I-I told him to leave, t-that I-I knew w-what he was d-doing to m-me, a-and, he h-hit m-me r-really hard l-laughing at m-me, then he c-cover my mouth s-so I couldn't scream loud enough for my mom to hear. I-I tried to hit him, but h-he just tied me up. I-I remember f-f-feeling so h-h-helpless that after a point, I-I-I just stop screaming for help. I-I was alone. I-I c-can't r-remember huge chucks of it, from my mind l-locking it away, H-He came a-around 10 and d-didn't leave me, a-alone, in the shower, u-until 8, 9 o'clock, I-it was a s-Saturday, so m-my mom didn't wake up e-early. T-that's when the n-nightmare came, even when I was at Cloud's house, I would start s-screaming for h-help, because i-in m-my d-dreams, a-all I could feel and see was him u--u-using me. Cloud was determined to make me feel better though, so in my sleep, he would calm me down like my mom use to do when I was little, by whispering stuff to me and petting my hair. That's how he found out how to wake me up. My ears are really sensitive to touch, so he would wake me up when he would put my hair behind my ear then later when we started dating, he found out he could wake me up by biting my ear. Cloud made me feel safe, having him around I knew I would be okay, because if something happened he could always wake me up, and so could my mom. From the time I found out S-Sephiroth was raping me until when it stopped was about two years. I remember that night like it was yesterday. My mom and him had gone out, so I invited Cloud over. We where dating then still. We were watching some movies, and I-I started crying during one of the movies, I don't even remember why, but Cloud held me, and told me it was okay, and that he wanted to make me feel better. He slide into my lap and started kissing me, it wasn't my first time with him, but we didn't do it a lot, because I would be so worn out or just torn inside. Cloud was really good about respecting what I wanted. He made me feel special, I wouldn't have made it without him there. Well, we didn't actually get to do it that night, because they came home early and seen us making out on the couch. We got yelled at my mom, she thought two sixteen-year-olds shouldn't be doing things like that, and then it kinda of just slipped out of Cloud's mouth, that if she thought that making out was bad she should watch what her husband was doing. Of course then Cloud just turned to me and told me to tell her, and I did. I cried, and she cried, and Cloud cried, and my mom kicked S-Sephiroth out. It took a year for them to get divorced, but I knew we were moving as soon as she kicked him out. S-she pressed charges on him for raping me, but he was long g-gone. The court granted her divorce without his signature on the papers and that week we packed up and moved. I broke up with Cloud after my mom told me she was getting a divorced. I knew that meant we were moving, and a part of me didn't want to stay in that house anyway. I would be more scared there then here. I-I miss him though. The hardest thing to left behind was him. I mean my friends and me were pretty close, but none of them were like Cloud to me. So, I didn't technically lie to you when I said my mom and me moved because she got divorced, but I didn't tell you the whole story." Axel whispered finishing his explanation.
After a moment, he looked Roxas in the eyes with a pleading look. "Please, please don't treat me any different because of this." Axel whispered softly sounding almost desperate. Tomorrow he would be better, tonight though, he just a little torn up about everything.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat May 07, 2011 9:31 am
Roxas listened quietly to Axel's whole story, hugging him as he was held in the redhead's lap. He then smiled softly in the end, laying his head against Axel's shoulder. He hugged him tightly. "I'm not gonna treat you differently, Axel. From what I saw today, you can handle yourself when you're not talking about the past. I'm still gonna flirt like a big idiot. I can't help that. That's encoded in my DNA." He chuckled a little. "And I'll still be here to be your teddy bear or to listen to anything you have to say." He looked up at him with a grin. "How's that sound?" He kissed Axel's cheek quickly before laying his head back on Axel's shoulder.
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Posted: Sun May 08, 2011 3:58 pm
Axel chuckled a little at Roxas's comment. "Thank you for that, it really means a lot to me." Axel said softly before pulling him into a hug before pushing him down on his bed. "Well, Teddy bear, we are going to sleep right here for the rest of the night, whether you like it or not." Axel teased before snuggling down on top of the blond.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun May 08, 2011 4:48 pm
"Oh ho! Forceful," Roxas giggled as he was pushed down on the bed and snugggled into. "Believe me. I like it," he purred, nuzzling into Axel's mane of hair. He took in a deep breath. Damn, his hair smelled good. "Hey, Axe?" he asked him in a curious voice. "Do you think you could give me Cloud's number? So I can talk to someone who knows everything?"
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Posted: Mon May 09, 2011 8:30 pm
Axel laughed a little at him before melting into Roxas's arms. He turned his head a little feeling him nuzzle into his hair. It felt nice to have someone who wanted to be close to him again. Cloud and Axel never were the same after they broke up. It was like some extremely active volcano. One minute they were all over each other, and then Cloud or Axel would remember that he was moving and then they would spend days not talking. “Yah, I have it in my phone. We don’t have a phone contract because my mom cancelled it, but all the numbers are still good, I just don’t have service.” Axel said really wishing he did at the moment. He wanted to call Cloud, he didn’t even know what he would say, but it probably would make Roxas upset seeing as Roxas liked him.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 10, 2011 6:37 pm
Roxas nodded. "Okay. I'll get it later when we wake up. Actually, I'll probably forget about it... Ah, one of us is bound to remember...probably... I just don't wanna get up. I'm really comfy... And you smell really good..." His sentence trailed off as he felt his eyelids droop. "You tired..?" he asked softly. "'Cause I'm fallin' asleep..." He nuzzled further into Axel's hair, completely burying his face in it. "I wanna...play with yer hair...to...mo..." And he fell asleep.
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