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 Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 6:43 am
"Hmm both times he did it was not on purpose so we will forgive him." Akash said smiling picking up Kisten playing with his hair. "Ahh their your father."
Sahil returned setting down a book. "I though you to could use a scrap book now."He smiled picking up Kisten tickling his son. "Guess I will see you sometime after the little ones are born."
Ward cuddled Kuri nodding. "You will." He stood taking the bag and book. "Lets get you in the car and then I'll help Ly load Noah stuff into the car."
Noah walked into his room. "Well their isn't much. Just those boxes under my bed and the sword." He sat on the bed pulling out a finely craft sword and sheaf from behind it.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 7:01 am
Kuri wrapped his arms around Ward and started crying into his shoulder as soon as the mention of scrapbook was said. He knew that it was over now and that he had a house his children will have that belonged to his auntie but still that scrapbook was special to him and now that he can make one with his own children just brought back the memories of Ly tearing his to shread after all that work was done by him and his auntie in making it.
He was greatful for the gift but still the moments he had shared with his auntie in making their own only to have it destroyed by that wolf was still hard on him. "Thank you Sahil" he said sincerly though tears and walking over to hug him "I think I know exactly what to do with it" he said hugging the mer and kissing him on the cheek before going back to wards Side.
Ly reached under the bed and brought out the boxes and looked at the sword "the sword i found is rather nice also. Zoltan was a collector of them so if you ever need a spare just go into the attic and pick through the two hundred of them that are strewn around up there" he said giggling.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 7:10 am
Sahil smiled giving Kuri a hug letting Kisten give the bunny a kiss. "Your welcome Kuri and come back sometime soon."
Ward wiped away Kuri tears nuzzling him gently. "It is a great gift to you love." He wrapped at paw around Kuri waist gently leading him back to the car.
Noah smiled slipping the blade on. "This blade was my fathers. It been inheriteded threw my family for a long time." He got up walking out of the room using the crutch. THeir was only three boxes Ly should be able to handle them.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 7:36 am
Kuri nuzzled ward and turned to face akash and Sahil "you two will have to come and see the children when they are finally home. Though if i know Muraki you will be invited to a welcome home party for the babies and I anyway, that rabbit has made himself to predictable for me so i know that right now he will be planning that party as we speak." he said giggling "thank you once again for dinner and the great present" he said happily to him as he allowed himself to be lead on wards to the car.
Ly followed him and shook his head "a father, a person who loves and cares for their children yet all I got was a guy who left me for dead in the forrest to die." he sighed "I have to admit though Noah, even if my father did leave me to die along with my mother I still wouldnt mind seeing him if he is still alive. My mothers throat was sliced in front of me when i was 16 and I had wanted to see her and to talk to her dispite what she and my father did yet due to the wolf killing my mother it was that rage that took me to killing him. Now that she is gone I wish to know my father after all these years, maybe not become great friends with him but still have some sort of relationship with him dispite what he did.
A part of me always loved my parents, granted not alot, but still a part of me always wanted to have them back in my life and yet now that my mother is dead I want to try and make amends of some kind with my father. I just dont even know where to start looking or if that is even a smart idea..." he sighed trailing off "im sorry, its a stupid idea, i should learn to leave my past alone" he said shaking his head in amusment.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 8:14 am
Noah shook his head. "Its not stupid Ly. It's understandable perhaps we can find him and you can at least met him." He said smiling at Ly. "If that is truely what you want."
Ward smiled at Kuri. "Party hmm?" He opened the door for Kuri. "That would be nice though we don't want to be so loud to make the little ones upset in anyway when they come home with us."
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 8:35 am
Ly sighed "I do want this, im not completely certain but that is probably because I have built myself up around the fact that I never needed him and everything but now that I am happy living with you and the others at the Estate it might put a small part of my past to rest for good which might then help me put the rest of my past to sleep. Besides, from what i have heard, I am meant to have a brother or something as well but that was a roumor i heard once when I was walking around my old home so i never looked into it but if I can meet my father it might give me a little more to go on to maybe finding this brother of mine if the roumor is true.
Besides, I have heard that the one doing all the backstabbing and everything was my mother. When they were banished it was because of what she did but since my father was along for the ride to try and keep her out of trouble he too was banished with her. So I have a feeling my father wont be as bad as my mother was but still i fear he wont accept me still, it was both of their choice to leave me or else my father would of done something to tell her no. If he gave me up once who says he will not carry on ignoring the son he had left for dead all those years ago?" he sighed "I just want him in my life now, I cant carry on hating him dispite him leaving me, if i cant talk to my mother then my fathers the next best thing and I want our children to know their grandfather and I want you to meet him also.
Though I cant do this alone and I want to try and find him before we have our own children so please, will you help me no matter how long this search takes?" he asked as he left Noahs room.
"It wont be anything major, just a small gathering. Yours and my family and the guests of honor. Muraki might be 184 years old but I think he still knows when to not wake babies up, or if he doesnt he will be the ones making shut up and im sure he wont like that after a while" he giggled
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 9:55 am
Noah nodded. "When we do have children I would like them to have an actually grandfather. I'll help you find him Ly. I promise that I will." He smiled. "Come on love lets get to the car."
Ward cuddled Kuri playing with his lovers soft hair. "You're proabably right love. Muraki would not be insenstive to the new littleones coming into his house."
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 10:22 am
"Thank you Little nova" he said sincerly and sighing as he walked out to the car "I hope i do have a brother, it will be nice to have our kids know an Uncle even if they will have everyone from both the estate and cave around them." he said arriving at the car and put noahs stuff in the back of it "This is going to be one hell of a search and that means going back through the life I wanted to....." he started thinking about the death, his mother being killed, the childrens faces and fell to the ground clinging to noah. "UGH!" he screamed as he shook his head clearing the pictures out of his mind as best as he could while keeping hold of Noah for support.
"Noah...maybe I should just leve them in peace" he said breathing shallow "we dont need them right...?" he said as he got up and rested himself agiesnt the car "maybe my past is better left dead" he said lying to himself but if this was how he was going to get then how could he go through doing research on his past that he cant handle? "Noah, please, take me home" he said as he hugged himself and wanted to just get back home ahnd forget this ever happend.
He was getting better slightly and the pictures arnt as bad now but still the only picture left in his mind was the one of the two children and he started crying as that just didnt want to leave his mind. I can beat this, I have family and friends who care for me, the past is no longer a problem, I cant stay there, i have moved on.... he lost the train of thought and pulled Noah close to him and cried "I cant do it, Im leaving that part alone, im not going back there. I want our children to have an uncle and grandfather but that means going back through my past and I cant, im already picturing the childrens faces in my mind and I cant go back there.
Not now, not ever. he said as he nuzzled him "i am getting better slowly but right now I cant. When I can no longer talk about my past and leaving the picture of the childrens faces in my mind then I will search but untill then I cant...im sorry" he sobbed trying to get that picture away still.
Kuri walked over to the car and saw what was going on with Ly and shoved the stuff he was carrying into Wards arms "Ly! Ly! Whats wrong!" he asked as he held onto him and looked at Noah "Noah what happend" he asked worried about about his best friend and then looked back at him "Ly, sweetheart what happend" he said starting to cry
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 10:27 am
Noah knelt holding Ly close stroaking his hair. "He just remebered his past that all. We where talking about finding his father and perhaps a brother he rumor to have and it got to be to much." He kissed him mate gently cuddling him. "Ward can you help me?"
Ward set down his stuff walking over to Ly. "What with? Your not thinking of lifting him?" Ward asked looking at Noah.
Noah nodded. "I think it would be best to take him home. Think you could lift him?" Noah teased.
Ward sigh. "Luv if you would start the car and open the back seat please." He said helping the other wolf lift him. "Alright Ly just don't struggle."
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 10:55 am
Kuri shook his head "Ly you are needing to get over this sweetheart, this is ridiculas" he said kissing his head and hugging him "though at least he hasnt knocked anyone out so we might just have started to get a better Ly anyway" he said biting back the urge to giggle as he got into the car and started it up
Ly did nothing but just hugged himself, he wanted to just go back to his room, away from everyone, everyone except noah that is. Right now he could only stand being around him.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 11:00 am
Ward set Ly in the car getting in the front seat. "I don't knwo what wrong with him but lets just leave it to Noah love."
Noah cuddled with Ly resting his head on his mates shoulder gently stroaking his skin. "Shush love everything is alright."
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 11:10 am
Kuri turned to face the front and sighed "I know darling, I just hope he will be ok" he said somberly as he pulled out of the parking space and started towards home.
Ly snuggled into Noah "Noah, im scared. I didnt want this to happen, I didnt want this to happen again, not so soon after the relapse. Im sorry noah..." he trailed off crying into him, not wanting to let him go.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 11:15 am
Noah cuddled Ly kissing him gently. "Shush it's alright healing hurts at time I'll help you threw this like I helped you before."
Ward nodded. "He will." He said softly. "He's a strong one he'll be alright soon."
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 11:41 am
Ly took a few deep breaths and made himself stop crying and just hugged onto Noah "thank you Nova" he said voice still wavering a bit and lent up and kissed his temple "i just want you right now more then anyone" he said not wanting to let go, he didnt want to leave noahs embrace even for a few seconds even when he knew he would have to
Kuri pulled up the drive to the Estate "were home guys" he said softly to the others and got out of the car "Ward please help Noah while I go tell Muraki what has happend." he said picking up the soup and scrap book and sighing and rn into the house.
Muraki was awaiting their return "hey Kuri" he said happily when he saw the rabbit come through the door.
"Muraki, library now please" he said as he grabed his paw and pulled him into it and shut the door behind them. He didnt really wish to take any chances.
"Kuri, whats wrong" he said as he got out of Kuris grip
"Ly has gone through another relapse. Not as bad as the one on halloween but he does only want Noah right now and so I think its best to leave them alone. He was talking to ward about finding his father and a brother roumored he had and basically started thinking about his past. Just think i think we should leave Noah to deal with it as he was the one who helped him the last two times and we know Noah will be able to help him again so just leave them to it ok?" he asked the rabbit.
"Kuri, you know I cant. I love Ly, i cant just depend on Noah all..." he was interupted
"Muraki do as I say this once or you might provoke him and end up dead this time. DONT go near Ly and Noahs room!!" He said seriously and sternly at Muraki.
"Ok, ok i wont go near their room or anything." he said looking at Kuri scared. Sure he had seen the rabbit angry before but he looked like he was about to kill.
"Thank you" he said normaly "now i will be going to see whats going on." he said as he left the library shutting the door behind him, showing muraki he had to stay in here for a little bit.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 11:55 am
Ward had lifted Ly again and was walking to their room.
Noah spoke gently to the other holding his heand and nuzzling the other wolf soothing. "It be okay love. Set him on the bed please Ward." He said softly.
Ward set Ly down quickly leaving them alone. "Hey love over here!" He called to Kuri walking down the stairs.
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