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 Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 4:49 pm
Skye and Nyoko had calmed down and were sniffing a bit but other then that they would be fine.
Muraki sighed and wanted to go after Kuri but something told him that this was a problem he wouldnt be able to help Kuri with when he had a fair idea of what is going on. "I will take Ward and the children up to the nursery, I think Ward might like to know whats going on." he said as he picked up baby Sky and Nyoko and looked at the others "all I can say is that this is something Kuri has taken to heart a tad bit more then what he should of and now has made himself slightly, in a way, obsessed over the matter."
He said sighing as he looked at the two little ones in his arms "and i think the thing that scares him most is that he is scared that he will insult Ward and though he loves him he doesnt want to do that but its safe to assume that he is thinking it in his head right now which is probably killing him and not helping matters at all." He looked up at the mer . "sahil, forgive me for asking you this but could you please go out to him? You know Ward better then anyone and if the problem is the problem I think it is then you would do alot better then I could and as long as it wasnt Ward out there I think he might not mind the company." He said sighing sadly.
"I apologise for Kuri, this is so unlike him..." he said softly trailing off and started towards the stairs "Ward, please come with me" he said as he bent down and kissed Skye and Nyoko each on their foreheads.
Ly put one arm around Noah's shoulder and pulled him into a hug, placing the other arm around his back and just wanted to hold Noah "Kuri will be ok, i know he will, he is alot stronger then I am but still I worry about him so much" he said softly to Noah and nuzzled him
Kuri sat there crying still yet now looking out the gazebo window and over the small river that ran through their property, Hes an idiot he thought to himself before shaking his head and cried more. He wasnt an idiot, this isnt his fault, Ward lived how he did because that was how he was meant to and so that meant not being around civilization. But what could Kuri do? He was at a loss and wanted to help him so much that it was killing him to think of him as an idiot when he knew perfectly well he wasnt, but what was he going to do? Maybe this job was far to much for him to take on alone, maybe he shouldnt of promised to help him then this wouldnt be a problem now.
Kuri sighed and smiled to himself thinking of the adorable expression on Wards face when he was cluless at what some of the things were, that expression was one of his favorite expressions that came from Ward, he loved it so much but still how is he meant to help him? He didnt want to break his word to him but he couldnt just carry on like he was when he getting almost nowhere. He turned his head back and cried into his knees silently, trying to see if he could come up with an answer.
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 5:06 pm
Ward followed Muraki slowly ears twitching unsure of what was happening. Khory gave a little meow aking him focus on the little ones.
Sahil followed up the stairs giving a quick glance at Akash who smiled at the other waving. Sahil smiled back knowing Kuri was going to be tooken care of and went up the stairs.
Noah sigh looking up at Ly. "I hope so." He said softly cuddling agianst lLy eyes half closed.
Akash walked through the home and paused seeing Kuri outside. Smiling softly to his self Akash walked out. "Hey Kuri. Why don't we have a talk?"
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 5:27 pm
Kuri wriggled back to give Akash room and looked out of the window that was to the right of him "theres nothing to talk about" he said somberly, not bothering to look at the unicorn as he spoke though knew that if he wasnt careful he would end up with Eclipse instead so he knew to watch himself dispite how he felt.
Muraki made his way across the second floor hallway "Ward, you know that promise Kuri made you about helping you learn about technology and everything? Well Kuri is now slightly obssession ober it." he said as he made his way up the third floor stairs "Kuri was perfectly fine to help you in the technology department but now that he has now learnt you need help in other parts it has taken its toll on him.
He wants to help you no matter what but the only thing is, is that he has no idea how to now that theres more stuff you need help with and he bearly knew how to explan stuff to you in the first place let alone having learnt that he now had more things added on top of it." he said as he entered the nursery and placed Nyoko and Skye into a crib each "he loves you Ward but due to you not being around civilization and not knowing the stuff he does and him not being the worlds greatest teacher since he bearly left the house before you came along he is now at a loss at what to do." he said moving over to the belcony window and looking out it with his back to the others and sighed softly, hoping Akash and Kuri were alright.
"He will be Noah, I know he will be" he said as he cuddled him "come lets go up to our room for a little bit shall we? Unless you want to go listen in on the others up in the nursery" he said smiling a little knowing that eves dropping is wrong but if he could learn why Kuri is like how he is then it couldnt be all bad.
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 5:42 pm
"Love you need to talk about this. I mean I had to explain to my mate how to use silverwear. Ward making you upset that he doesn't understand." He said softly gently. "Isn't he."
Ward looked down laying Phelen and Khory down in a crib running his fingers over the little one cheek. "Does it matter? Does it truely matter if I understand this god?"
Noah sigh. "Yeah I guess so. Lets go out somewhere. I am just a little stressed at the moment."
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 6:12 pm
"it isnt the whole 'god' thing that hes worrying over its everything else, like how you dont know what a 'church' is and stuff like that. He cant find an easy way to have you understand the things he does and is pleased to teach you but hes now at a loss at what to do since you just have just shown him that there is more you need to understand then just technology like he first thought." he said softly as he picked up a teddy bear sitting on the table in front of him and looked at it.
Kuri had stoped crying and sighed, he put his feet down on the ground and played with the hem of his top while looking at his hands "I love him, I couldnt ask for a better mate but as much as I do love him and want to help him this whole teaching thing is just not me..." he said as he started to silently cry again. "....I want to keep my promise to him, I want to be the one who shows him how much being in civilization can be fun and educational but im no teacher, i cant even teach myself to stop being so sensitive, if i cant even do that then how am i meant to teach another? I am a hypocrite, I shouldnt of promised this in the first place" he said softly as he sighed, trying to stop crying.
"I dont want to break my word but I just might have to if I cant even explain myself properly or show him in a way that is easy for him to understand it and now he has admited that there is a million and one other things I need to teach him besides technology I am just more uncertain about teaching him when, as i said, I was no teacher in the first place. How can teach him more stuff when the first lot of stuff hasnt even been taught to him yet? I have no idea how to carry on with this promise but I am far to stubborn to just give in and break my word to him, I dont want to break my word to him but if i carry on the way i am going I going to snap and insult him and god knows how much I will never forgive myself if i did that...." he said softly as he started to cry harder, he pulled his kneesup and cried into his knees once more, feeling so confused and lost.
"Why go out?" he asked smiling mischeviously "why not let me help you destress up in our room?" he asked nuzzling him and kissing his temple.
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 6:28 pm
Akash pulled Kuri close resting his head on him. "Ward will learn he will get things quick enough. He's a fast learner Kuri. If you do something in front of him he wil learn it. Don't worry."
Noah looked at Ly and smiled. "Alright if you think you can." He said softly.
"Mmm."Ward gently hummed to his children a deep throaty melody as he muled what Muraki said over.
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 6:59 pm
Ly picked Noah up bridal style and started towards the stairs with him "i am pretty sure I have the perfect remedy for you" he said nuzzling him before kissing his forehead and started up the stairs with him.
Kuri rested his head agiesnt Akash's and took a couple of deep breaths and dried his eyes "I know hes a fast learner, he can now use a dishwasher and DVD player though he learnt quickly with the DVD player since I promised that that porn was a great sexual aide so he was definatly pleased to learn how to use it just to see what this sexual aid was like" he said giggling "maybe I should of shown him something else first instead of porn" he said quitening down and put an arm around Akash and squeezed him a little as if to say 'thanks'. "I will be patient with him, I will carry on doing what I have been and I will talk to him about this in future instead of just trying to cope with this on my own. Though speaking of which, i just hope Ward isnt angry with me as I know I scared our children and was rather rude to him...." he said softly trailing off, hoping Ward didnt hate him.
Muraki picked up three other teddy bears that he had and walked over to each ot the babies cots. He stuck one in each of their cots under the blankets and when he got to the last cot, the one where ward was, he stuck the teddy under the blankets and placed an arm around Wards shoulders and squeezed him a little. "Kuri understands how tough this must be for you and how come you dont know it but he loves you so much that if he didnt then he would of given up on teaching you these things ages ago but he made a promise to you and he is determined..ok stubborn to not break his word to the man he loves.
He will find out a way to carry on teaching you but right now hes just stuck trying to figure out a way to carry on teaching you now that you have shown that there is more for him to teach you then he first thought." he said softly to him as he kissed Wards temple "talk to him when he comes in ok? Maybe a little bit of communication between the two of you on this matter might help you both" he said softly to ward as he started towards the door.
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 7:15 pm
Noah laughed as he was picked up holding on to Ly neck smiling up at him. "Really? I can't wait to see it."
Akash chuckled holding Kuri smiling. "I'm sure he is not mad at you Kuri. He loves you so much and he wants to help. The must you proabably did was scare him now reensure your love and perhaps lay off the porn." Akash stood walking back smiling.
Ward nodded softly watching his son arms wrap around the bear pulling it close as he rested against it. "Kuri.."
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 7:29 pm
Kuri got up and followed akash giggling "aww but Akash, you know that porn is a great way of ensuring ones love to another" he teased playfully as he started to dry his tears and go talk to ward. "Thank you Sky, I guess talking about things does help alot more then just trying to take them on by yourself" he said softly to him, smiling just the same.
Ly grinned at him as he entered their room and shut the door "I thought you might" he said happily as he started down the stars and over to his bed where he placed Noah onto it before walking around to the other side, climbing onto the bed and wraped his arms around Noahs waist and pulled him towards him. "So care to have the remedy Little Nova?" he asked as he softly pushed his lips agaienst Noahs and passionatly kissed him.
Muraki left Ward alone with this thoughts and started down stairs, wanting to go by the fire to add some more wood onto it.
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 7:44 pm
Noah gave a playful little grr as Ly drew him close and melted in his lovers kiss. He wrapped his arms around Ly neck kissing back tail wagging.
Akash raised an eyebrow. "Sorry but I don't have diry movies. Go talk to your mate now Kuri. Sahil is gaurding him. They went up to the nursery." He smiled. "Shoo."
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 7:56 pm
"Im kidding Akash, dont worry" he said giggling "I nicked it from Ly when i was 18, something an ex of mine liked, i just never gave it back thats all. I never saw it since 18 untill the day i showed Ward. but with me, I would rather please my lover myself without the use of anything...ok unless we go for a blanket, a dagger and a tree down by the river" he said giggling remebering that day. He shook his head and opened up the door to the dining room "and yes, I will go talk to Ward now" he said as he started towards the stairs as soon as he left the dinning room.
Ly broke the kiss moments later and looked at him, smiling softly and took off his top. "You are going to be cured after this, i swear" he said as he started to undo Noahs pants.
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 8:08 pm
Noah squirmed helping Ly get him out of his pants. "Really? You sure about that?" He asked looking up at Ly.
"One Kuri that to much information. Second thing have fun talking to Ward." Akash smiled sitting down in a chair relaxing.
Ward had stopped singing and had curled up in the middle of the nursery keeping a watchful eye on his children.
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2005 8:18 pm
Ly grinned at him "im sure...unless there is something else you need to destress yourself with and this wont be enough" he said giggling as he placed a hand down Noahs pants and bent down and passionatly kissed him again
((er...fast foward))
Kuri chuckled at Akash's words and ran the rest of the way up the stairs and down the hall to the third floor stairs and climbed up them. He stood outside the room and took a deep breath before entering and walked over to Ward "Sahil, thank you for watching Ward" he said softly to the mer as he stoped half way before Reaching Ward and smiled a little, eyes soft "but now could you please leave us? Ward and I need to talk" he said just as softly as before.
Kuri turned and walked the rest of the way over to Ward and knelt down in front of him "Ward, please forgive me" he said softly as he started to cry though not making any eye contact with him and just hugged himself. "I should of come to you in the first place and not tried to think that I could handle this on my own when I should of known you would understand..." he said softly trailing off, he felt terrible doing what he did to Ward and their children dispite the fact he was needing to also explain what this is all about which he didnt want to do but Ward did have a right to know.
"I love you Ward so much but I just thought I would be able to handle figuring this problem out on my own without worrying you but I guess I couldnt, I should of asked for help in the first place and it should of been from you since, in the end, all I did do was worry and upset you which i didnt want to do" he said crying a bit more yet hugged himself a little tighter as he thought about what happend.
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Posted: Sat Nov 26, 2005 6:00 am
Noah nuzzled Ly curled up in his arms head resting against the others chest. "Your learning faster then I though you would." He said eyes sparkling leaning up to kiss him. "Really, really fast and that was really, really good."
Ward sat up pulling Kuri towards him nuzzling his hair. "Love its alright. I understand now I just wish you told me about geting frustated besided yelling." He wiped Kuri tears away with his paw. "You just need to ask Kuri."
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