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Shaddaling

Wrathful Shapeshifter

PostPosted: Thu Jun 25, 2009 7:19 pm


It is very rare not to have some chore or job to do in the house. Being the sprawling mass that it is and that the houses always need of extra soldiers we tend to be busy. It's finding someone intriguing and then bringing them home after you got in trouble and ended up hiding in your eldest sibling’s stores listening to him screech that a rarity. The after effect of their corpses probably going to feed something Illy been play with is a common is some what disturbing fact.

Anyhow it turns out his name was Xar and since I feed him once before the whole fiasco went down I decided like a pet I should play with him as well. Keep him from getting fat and I was very bored. After the whole fiasco I got him a bath, feed him again, and he gave me a massage in thanks.

Before he left I’m sure my sister Chavi stuffed him again. My sister would be pleased to be a simple cook if she could. But her gender and birth pushed her into the priestess hood to live mother’s life for her. I often forge the work schedule to give her as much time in the kitchens as I can. Really though, I look at Xar and see how my luck has been played.

I was a ‘slave’ if you will to pay of a blood debt that my cousin paid off and brought me home. I remember being pushed into the ground, hard muscle and steal fingers trying to pin me down while a knee tried to pry apart my legs. I remember nearly clawing out his eyes and kneeing him in a very tender place before breaking free and being disgusted I couldn’t control myself enough to make sure he would never attack me again. I should have snapped his ******** spine. I’m sure the twins did that for me. But it doesn’t stop my fear of being ******** had a family. Xar has a merc group that doesn’t feed him enough and expects him to be on the ball like someone well feed. Stupid isn’t it? Perhaps being with my company will force him to rethink his own situation.

…I’m dwelling to much…I’ll close this now.

Jysayne  
PostPosted: Thu Jun 25, 2009 7:40 pm


Two days latter, the eve of the final battle

Things have been weird of late. Danni has been acting stranger then normal. She has always been a paranoid b***h but now it’s getting ridiculous. I’m beginning to wonder if Aunt’s death affected her mind some how. Even the foot soldiers are noticing and they are not the brightest bunch. She’s been avoiding me and forcing the twins to avoid me as well continuing to order them to do some trivial chore is she catches sight of us in a ten foot radius.

Darvu and Chavi have not been pleased with this change. I believe they have something to tell me or Illy. My baby cousin has been hit worse by this. He has always been sort of ostracize from the band. Uncle has tried to claim his magic was normal when it was easy to see if followed no laws of the arcane. Such most seem him as an abnormally that just got worse as Danni continued to take over as Matron mother.

I wonder if she was a twin?

Twins run in the family, my mother was a twin. Rile would have been a twin if he had not managed to kill and absorb his sibling. Not surprising for someone who eats about anything. Ala’inyon was a twin but his slightly elder sibling was sacrificed to Lorth. Talk about luck of the draw there. Darvu and Cha’vi are the only twins that have both pieces still breathing.

Sometimes I look at Danni and wonder if she had a twin, if she killed her sibling to secure her place in life. And if she had killed her own mirror image…how far would she go to kill someone to secure her place as Matron?

So I look, think, and attempt to plan for the worse outcome that I can think of. In a few hours is the attack on the house that killed my Aunt. During the chaos I feel all things will be made clear.

Jysayne

Shaddaling

Wrathful Shapeshifter


Shaddaling

Wrathful Shapeshifter

PostPosted: Fri Jun 26, 2009 8:43 am


Cousin show her true colors as we massed on the tower. At first I didn’t remember much being high on the thrill and painted from head to toe in blood. I remember breaking skin with my poison tipped nails, the nauseous feeling of being pushed though a tiny crack in a wall.

My reflection, face splattered with blood and pieces of gore, costume torn and showing where the paint ended and my actual skin began in smooth darkness. The splattering of hot water that broke me out of it and set me scrubbing digging out flesh from my nails and scrubbing till every bit of blood, gore, and paint was off and I was just me.

Surprisingly it was mother who came to me first, wispy frail and blind. Carrying that small little bit of Naolin in his palm. His mask pendent... she had kept that tiny frail piece of her son that had gone rouge. When she wordlessly pressed that into my hand it brought a lot of memories I wish were kept buried.

Illy came next, running eyes wild and decorated in ruins. I didn’t know what they meant nor did I care as I grabbed my hastily stuffed pack and weapons. Mother’s grin, all bright teeth, “Perhaps you cousin is right about this. Guess it’s left to will and luck to decide.” I still don’t know who she thinks was right.


Yet, here I am. Doctoring up some unknown drow with a dagger wound, a small clean cut thank what ever is listening. A wound I can handle with the substandard supplies I have here.

Took me long enough to get to that didn’t it? I sound pissed off, in agony, and just blame clueless so far. Kind of fits considering I am for the most part, well subtly distressed not agony. I’m not flailing about in pain or sadness at the moment.

Ryn=hot. No joking. He’s f’ing attractive in a sort of muscle bound way. A tad bit dense though when fishing for information comes to play. As if I am going to proclaim my cousin to be a shaman anymore then I would tell him my actually name or formal household  
PostPosted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 6:11 pm


Reworking journal again.

Shaddaling

Wrathful Shapeshifter

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