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shika-kun-2012
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PostPosted: Wed Feb 12, 2014 7:09 pm


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Trent "Janus Jr. Meyers"
I dont feel like I am real.....


*Enter from Dorm*

"F them all! This stupid place is worse than the military camp." He shouted as he shot off a round of bullets at a nearby tree. His anger was seething from what went on in the guild. First the little twerp bothered to make a hint that he didn't consider him a friend after all, even though it was partially Trent's bad side that started it. Then his Pharaoh friend actually shoved him and said he wouldn't consider him a friend anymore. Trent hated this place already, he was torn that he got his hopes up from having friends for once, but then his one side blew it all.

"Would you stop it! It was your fault anyway." He said crying, his face still red from being angry though. He hated having two conflicting sides. "He's just going to hate us more now. You even shot at him. Nobody's going to want us when I can't control myself cause of you." If any other person heard, they would be confused why he was arguing with himself.

"F- off! I am you and you are me! We have equal control. It was bound to happen anyway since we foresaw it. They're all just a bunch of lying arses! They wouldn't even consider us the same person, you know it hurts when he has to label us by souls when we share ONE soul." He said bitterly.
Trent was nearly blinded by his tears as he shot off more bullets. "Just stop it...... I'll never be happy cause of you." It was odd, but both sides spoke at the same time.
The boy was tired of fighting with himself. He slowly held the gun to his head. "Then let's just end the misery from jerks like them and ourselves. We've had a good running, but we both know we don't belong."
He was right. Trent trembled as he put the gun against his temple and nodded, as he gave up. He pulled the trigger.

There was silence as a flock of birds flew away from the nearby trees. He failed though. Trent just stood there crying. He couldn't even do something so simple right.


Location: Forest
Company: N/A
Feeling: Ticked off and hurt still.

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PostPosted: Wed Feb 12, 2014 7:23 pm


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Aeth slows as he comes closer to where Trent argues with himself, flinching at the sound of a gun firing bullets. It was loud, and his ears were sensitive. He shakes his head to stop himself from being too distracted by the ringing and goes closer. When he sees Trent bring the loud-metal-thing to his head, his eyes widen and he runs over, getting there too late. But, not? Trent still stands there, crying now, and Aeth hugs him. He remembered that hugs were for affection, but for some reason, it seemed right. "Do not use loud-metal on Trent!" He says, looking distressed. "Pain is bad!"

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PostPosted: Wed Feb 12, 2014 7:30 pm


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Trent "Janus Jr. Meyers"
I dont feel like I am real.....


Trent barely was able to have a thought to himself about how bad he failed at ending his own life, when he felt something wrap it's arms around him. He panicked and his military defense kicked in. He pushed the person off and turned towards them with the gun pointed. It was empty though, so the threat would have been useless. His face was scrunched up in anger, until he saw it was the kid from their dorm.

"Oh it's you.... sorry." Trent said, turning his head, then turning his back against the boy so he wouldn't have to see him crying.

"What the heck are you doing here kid? Your brother is going to worry about you, and you shouldn't disobey him." His other side said clenching his fists. Loud metal thing? How naive He thought to himself. "Lesson of the day kid, this is called a gun. It's used to kill things." He said bitterly to himself, ticked that he couldn't have ended his life sooner.


Location: Forest
Company: Aeth?
Feeling: surprised, but still upset

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PostPosted: Thu Feb 13, 2014 9:32 am


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Aeth jumps back with a hiss at this sudden push before resettling. He calms down the moment Trent apologizes and smiles. "It's okay!" He says, slowly approaching him again. "Brother-Zaji knows I am here. He says you syill wish to be my friend. He does not seem happy. He is... sad?" Aeth tilts his head and looks at Trent's back, worried. "Is Trent okay?" He stays a small distance away as he wonders when Zaji will arrive

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PostPosted: Thu Feb 13, 2014 11:13 am


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Trent "Janus Jr. Meyers"
I dont feel like I am real.....


Trent raised an eyebrow curiously. He knows the boy is here? Why would he let him out here alone? He thought as he kept his back turned. "Of course I still wish to be friends, I want to be friends with both of you. It just seems you guys do not wish the same...." He said with a sigh. This kid barely even talked to him up until now anyway.
Great, Zaji was still upset. "I guess he would have good reason to be upset. I don't belong here, and I'm just going to hurt him if he stays my friend."

The kid's concern for Trent was odd, but slightly touching, but Trent wouldn't admit that. "Why should you give a crap if I'm ok?" He said bitterly, putting the gun back in his holster on his thigh strap.


Location: Forest
Company: Aeth?
Feeling: surprised, but still upset

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PostPosted: Thu Feb 13, 2014 11:26 am


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Aeth blinks. "Then do not, make yourself hurt." He says is as if such a task were simple. "And Brother-Zaji is hurt that you do not treat him as an equal?" He pauses. "Is equal or equals?" He asks himself, frowning for a moment. "What is a crap?" He asks Trent. He was new to the human world, and a lot of their language escaped him. As did their culture.

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PostPosted: Thu Feb 13, 2014 11:56 am


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Trent "Janus Jr. Meyers"
I dont feel like I am real.....


"Easier said than done, kid." Trent said with a slight eye roll. He knew that was probably the reason why Zaji was upset, but his words hurt just as much and even when he pushed him physically.

"Equal? Of course we're not equal. He keeps bragging and bringing up the fact that he was a Pharaoh and ruler of a kingdom. If he doesn't like it so much then stop bringing it up, I'm only joking when I use the terms. It's not my fault he can't f-ing lighten up! If he doesn't like labels so much, he should stop labeling me as GOOD and BAD! " Trent said getting angry again. "Of course I'm not freaking equal. I'm freaking crazy and even when I speak, you two get mad."

He gave a vicious grin when the boy asked what 'crap' was. "Crap. It means s**t. Take a poop. In this context it means you could care less though. I dare you to say that to your 'brother'." He said with an evil snicker.


Location: Forest
Company: Aeth?
Feeling: upset, angry.

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PostPosted: Thu Feb 13, 2014 12:21 pm


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Aeth blinks at the sudden flood of words. "Identity is hard to remake, and Brother-Zaji has been Pharaoh-Zaji for a long time. Brother-Zaji cannot help how other-people have made him become what Brother-Zaji is now." He tilts his head. "Does Trent understand this?" He asks. "And Ae- I do not remember Brother-Zaji calling Trent good or bad. He says dark." A confused look crosses his face when Trent accuses him of getting mad. "I am mad when you speak?" He wonders about it. "I am not always angry."

Aeth looks a bit disgusted at the definition of crap. "Humans think of too many words for simple things. I care if people get hurt. Pain is bad. You wished to hurt yourself. And I will not say it to Brother-Zaji, because he might get mad." He smiles a little, though not a lot.

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PostPosted: Thu Feb 13, 2014 8:46 pm


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Trent "Janus Jr. Meyers"
I dont feel like I am real.....


"Just like I can't help who I am, yet he doesn't accept it. At least I don't worship him or anything like he hates. I showed him that much respect, yet he knows labeling me as two different souls pisses me off. He said. It seemed pointless to explain this stuff when nobody else had the problem of having two minds. "Dark or bad, it's the same thing to me. If they want me to be dark, I could be dark. At least I don't go around senselessly killing people like I easily could."

"He's not going to understand..... His other side quickly said and tried to explain it, although his tone was sad and distant. "Try to think of it my point of view, Aeth. It's not that I have two souls. The soul lies in the heart, yet I only have one heart. If this heart stopped beating, this soul dies not two separate souls with two separate hearts. I have two minds that take control at the same time that are linked, yet one fights the other. It's not that I am dark or light, good or bad, I'm just me. Yet Zaji can't even keep from talking as if I'm not one person. That's not what a friend does either. "

Trent rolled his eyes. "You got mad when I didn't know you're so called race existed then had enough nerve to glance at me when you mentioned non-friends. Yeah I saw. Stuff like dragons, gods, and angels don't exist in normal society or in military where I was trained, so it's not easy to believe." He huffed in offense as he folded his arms. "Tch I don't understand you kid. You don't even understand certain things like affection or caring for others, yet you are willing to say you care about a complete stranger like me."
The double minded boy started to walk slowly off deeper into the woods. "I'll just head back later when you two aren't around and finish what I started." He said patting the gun it's holster indicating what he meant. It wasn't in a bitter voice this time, but more of a tone that he was giving up.


Location: Forest
Company: Aeth?
Feeling: upset.

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PostPosted: Fri Feb 14, 2014 7:36 am


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Aeth nods, understanding what he meant, though a little confused on the wording. He really would have to go back and look over this language, wouldn't he? "Brother-Zaji needs something to help him understand. Brother-Zaji does not mean Trent is not one being." He says, trying to understand what he thought to be the reason why Brother-Zaji did such things. Again, he wonders why he is taking so long to get here. Was he not coming?

His eyes widen as he hears Trent accuse him of being mad. Granted, most, or rather, all of the accounts were true, but still. He thought Trent didn't understand. "Because Aeth felt Trent was saying he doesn't exist!" He protests. "I am a dragon. If dragons are not real, then Aeth would be imaginary. And I was still mad about being called imaginary when I said that. I didnt mean it!" He looks ready to cry as he protests. And he hated it, because he was a proud creature. Crying in front of others, even trying to convince them of anything about him, was not his sort of thing.

And then Trent says he does not understand affection. That does it. He actually cries, though silently. The tears simply can't be held back, and he cries. "Trent cannot understand me." He says quietly, almost giving up. But when he sees him walking away, he tries to wipe away his tears, though fresh ones replace what he had managed to clear away, and follows, stumbling a little because his vision was blurred. Trying to catch up. He finally manages to do it, and grabs Trent's arm, using it as a line to both stop the other boy and to hold on tighter, hiding his tears that wouldn't stop flowing behind his back, trying to not get Trent's shirt wet.

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PostPosted: Fri Feb 14, 2014 4:58 pm


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Trent "Janus Jr. Meyers"
I dont feel like I am real.....


Trent was walking when he felt his arm being grabbed and he stopped. He didn't go defensive He figured it was the boy and he turned back. Trent noticed the boy's eyes were wet, and he sighed. He didn't mean to make the kid cry, if anything it was these two that were hurting him. Trent sighed and turned to the kid. He wrapped his arms around the boy and held him close to his chest to console him.
"Look, I didn't mean to upset you. Just like I don't understand you, you and Zaji will never understand me. I didn't deny your existence, you're here and living after all so that means you do exist. Just never seen a dragon and never knew they were real, so don't take it personal." He lets ago and turned back around. He takes a few steps forward, but makes sure not to leave the kid.

"I don't know how to make Zaji understand, and no matter what he will still label me differently. It's pointless now though. He already hates me, and has already told me I can't be friends now that I left. I'm done trying if people aren't going to accept me. Thanks though for trying to help. It's not safe for you to be here alone, so you need to stick close by until your brother comes after you." He said walking some and motioned for the kid to follow.


Location: Forest
Company: Aeth
Feeling: calmer, still hurt though

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PostPosted: Fri Feb 14, 2014 5:26 pm


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Aeth hugs him back, though he is careful to not make any noise that would indicate he was crying. It might already be too late to hide it from Trent, but if anyone else came along, then, well... He tries to stop his tears as he listens to Trent's voice. Finally, they stop flowing, and he follows Trent along, head bent down a little as he tries to recompose himself. He was not going to let himself walk around looking as if he cried- never mind that he had.

"B-brother-Zaji cannot help it." He says quietly. "Brother-Zaji doesn't hate you. He does not understand you. There is a difference, isn't there?" He dries the remainder of his tears and smiles, putting on a front. "Brother-Zaji does not wish to not be friends. He does not want to be treated as higher when he treats you as the same rank."

He continues following Trent as he walks deeper into the forest. He grabs onto his shirt before letting go quickly. He, as a dragon, and more specifically, as a white dragon, should not show signs of weakness. It was bad enough that he had cried earlier in front of people. His Father-Who-Is-Not would have disapproved greatly.

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PostPosted: Fri Feb 14, 2014 5:39 pm


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Zaji Nataramoonn ~ TRUE LIVING MUMMY


"Never tell me that you hexing gods! I did not ask for this! What tomfoolery be this? Flesh and life? Really?? Hard to pull horror film mummy now! I look like that bishounen off television! Or rather myself...without battle scars."

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Zaji was here. Had been for awhile. Staying to the shadows and guarding over Aeth...and Trent. Them both. He said those things but he was angry. Now...he was a monster. He would not be sure of showing himself. He'd already scared shitless a few women and a couple nuns on the way after them. The mummy wrappings that dangled danced and lanced around like living emobodiments and limbs. He followed the two of them. He followed them. Silent steps and not able to form the words. He spoke out suddenly. At first just creepy sounds. Then strangled tones.

"I am here...protecting. Watching. Hiding."

He kept the words short. He sighed a bit.

"I been here but am a monster in its finest meaning at the moment. And...our understanding of souls and heart are different Trent. You see soul as part of the heart. Whereas most in our knowledge see the soul and spirit as spectral entities that reside within the shell. Seperate from the heart. The existance of a soul is in essence one mind and one identity. Whereas you have TWO minds, one heart, two personalities and sides.

Therefore...by my understanding in order to distinguish and understand your light and dark souls are of ONE HEART but TWO MINDS. Two souls...one existance. That is what I mean when I call you Dark Soul and Light Soul. You both have one heart and emotions. Yet...two minds. Two thoughts. Personalities. Therefore two souls by many cultures and more importantly...my own. It is not that I do not see you as one person it is that there is two minds to that one person's heart."


Near the end it was obvious he was struggling and forcing the words out his mummified existance. Staying in the shadows. He felt he was horrifying looking. He struggled the words then couldn't get but groans and murmurs after. Silence took over as he left his shadows enough they could see his outline.
PostPosted: Fri Feb 14, 2014 5:52 pm


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Trent "Janus Jr. Meyers"
I dont feel like I am real.....


"Sure when you put it that way, I suppose there is a difference. Sometimes though they can happen at the same time. A lot of people who hate somebody just don't understand them, so it's hard to tell which is which. I'm used to it though, so don't worry about it. People have treated me like s**t for years cause they don't understand." He said. The scenery was at least a little peaceful.

He noticed the kid grabbed his shirt, and he glanced at him from the side. Aeth let go though just as quickly as he had grabbed him. "You shouldn't be afraid of me, you know. Just cause I'm the more rude side, doesn't mean I'm going to hurt you." Trent said with a 'hmmph' as he put his arm around the kid's shoulder and forced him a bit closer as they walked.
"If he doesn't want me treating him the way he dislikes, then he should do that same for me out of respect. Next time I won't joke around and let the pathetic voice do the talking. He said referring to his other side. "I've never met anyone who was royalty or any of that junk, heck I don't have any friends so I don't know how to treat people equal when they bring up such history ok."



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Trent stopped when he heard a voice suddenly. He quickly took his arm off of Aeth and held them up to show he did no harm to the kid. "Great, Mr. Sandman is here." He said hastily and turned his head in a bitter pout. He just gritted his teeth as he listened to the Pharaoh's explanation. "Yeah well to me it's different and if you know it now then you should respect it! I am not DARK at all. Sure I'm not a pathetic whiny a** like the other mind, but it doesn't mean I am dark or evil or bad.I have the same exact emotions and feelings no matter which personality is speaking. Sick of everyone treating me differently. Treat me the freaking same way my other voice is treated and stop with the labels! I am Trent, just TRENT no matter what." He yelled getting worked up again.

He stopped briefly as there was something wrong by the way Zaji spoke. He sighed and held his head. "Look, I'd prefer if you talked to me in person. I didn't mean to hurt you and Aeth ok." Trent said looking to the ground sadly.


Location: Forest
Company: Aeth
Feeling: calmer, still hurt though

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PostPosted: Fri Feb 14, 2014 6:01 pm


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Aeth shakes his head. "I'm not scared." He says. It was true. He wasn't scared. If he was, then a little bit of lightning, and then, well, there's nothing scary about a pile of soot, or a slightly charred human. He smiles for real when Trent calls one of his sides pathetic. "You're not pathetic." He says, laughing a little.

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"Brother!" Aeth says, happy to see him. He runs over and hugs Zaji, knowing that it was him behind all the shifting cloth. He then pulls him over to where Trent stands and then holds onto both of them. one with each hand, and refuses to let go. He wanted them to make up, and if holding them in place for days on end was the way to do it, then he would do just that. He might become weaker out of hunger, but he would survive. Dragon-kind was not made of the same squeamish material as humans appeared to be made of. Father-Who-Is-Not had said so. He does not realize that having Trent see Zaji the way he appeared now might pose an issue. He saw nothing wrong with it.
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