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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:33 pm
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Considering all the Lovecraft you read, I wouldn't be surprised that you get crazy nightmares like that.
But I've got something to top it all off.
The worst nightmare I ever had was in November/December, just a while after dad passed away. I had a dream of being in my old house (like always), and dad's body was on the floor. It was partially decomposed and kindof gory, and warped in specific areas. I couldn't even explain it. It was probably the trauma of seeing him on the floor there...
But the worst part was that I then turned to the couch, and there he was again. It was another body, and it was his, but something was different. It looked like he was flat, with no bones, and his head was much younger, like the one in our family picture. I went over to inspect it, and the moment I touched it...he grabbed me.
I tried to scream, but for some reason I couldn't, as if I was too scared to scream, or too scared to even breathe. The truth was, though, that I -was- screaming, but I was asleep so I couldn't hear myself. Mom heard me, and my own screaming actually woke me up finally. It was the only time I ever woke up screaming.
You know...you'd think that having that sort of nightmare after the death of your father would really screw you up mentally...well...it actually didn't feel that way to me. ._. It was scary, yeah, but I always thought mental damage felt different.
Then again, I could be severely mentally damaged and completely unaware of it. ._. It'd certainly explain all of the anxiety.
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:35 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:38 pm
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Sins of an Angel ragingtofu *Sneaks off with a bag labeled "non-sabotaged brushes."* *Points dramatically in your direction as you attempt to slink off all sneakily and what have you* YOU THERE! Would you happen to know the time? Oh and, be on your toes. There's a brush sabotager about. XD
*sits quietly in a corner, eating bamboo brushes* |
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:38 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:39 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:44 pm
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themightyjello Tenkai Matsumoto The worst nightmare I ever had The worst nightmare I ever had was of someone I cared about doing something incredibly stupid and not listening to me when I tried to advise them about it. Then having to watch as the consequences unfolded. Screw you guys and your Lovecraft and zombies.
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:47 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:52 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:54 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:55 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:56 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 6:00 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 6:08 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 6:12 pm
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