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 Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 7:51 pm
"Jeff, calm down before I actually get mad at you."
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 7:57 pm
Jeff was silent. He stared at Yakov for a moment. "Yakov I can't do this."
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 7:58 pm
It was now Yakov's turn to blink at Jeff. "Can't do what, Gorgeous?"
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 7:59 pm
"I...I can't do this, I can't go through with this..." he motioned to the room. "I'm unstable...I have a voice in my head and I can't do anything to save my life."
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 8:03 pm
Yakov lightly held Jeff's face. "Jeff, we'll figure it out. We'll get Miki out of your head somehow. I'm sure my uncle has some kind of contact with a surgeon or something we could trust. Hell, I'll tear her out myself if I have to."
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 8:06 pm
Jeff whined. He refused to meet Yakovs eyes. "I love you...but I don't know if I can go through with this. Marriage..."
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 8:07 pm
Yakov blinked at Jeff again. "I'm sorry, I think I just hallucinated."
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 8:24 pm
Jeff choked back a sob. "I'm scared."
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 8:25 pm
Yakov was trying very hard not to cry. "Scared of what?"
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 8:32 pm
Jeff was sobbing full heartedly now. He managed to squeak out a few words. "I'm scared that...you'll hate me...and I'll mess something up...I'll do something stupid...I've been so bad at everything...lately..."
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 8:36 pm
Yakov hugged Jeff tightly. "No Jeff, no. I could never hate you, never. You can mess up a thousand times over. I don't care. I need you."
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 8:42 pm
Jeff continued to sob. "I've become useless!...I can't do anything but cry...But I'm selfish!...I love you..."
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 8:44 pm
Yakov held Jeff tighter. "Good. Love me, because I need that so goddammned much."
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 8:47 pm
Jeff burried his head into Yakovs chest. He had no idea where this was coming from. But he couldn't help himself.
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 8:47 pm
Yakov held Jeff tightly and started crying himself.
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