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 Posted: Sat Feb 24, 2007 3:47 am
Hehehe. Just so happy. Tired but happy. Had an awesome day yesterday. Work was only a 4 hour ordeal. It was a beautiful day yesterday here in Florida. Got home to spend some time with Dee before she and I went to the Fed-Ex office to pick up my new Dir en Grey and Kaggra CDs ^__^ Listened to them with her back at my house after we had Thai food for dinner. Got to snugle and go to sleep. I was so happy at one point I shed a few tears. LOL. Most importantly I got to lay there and just talk with her. Its so nice having someone to listen and talk with. Made some plans for my upcomming days off this monday and Tuesday. Also for Sunday night Karaoke blaugh Can't wait. I only got to sleep for like 2 hours last night because we stayed up and I had to be awake by 5am to get to work. That's ok though because once I leave here early today I will be going home, after grabbing a coffee with Kwan, and sleep. Perhaps even get a chance to catch a movie with her and her parents. Dunno. Even if I don't SLEEP!!! I love it now. Why have I been avoiding it all this time?!? LOLOLOLOL.
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Posted: Sat Feb 24, 2007 4:01 am
In short, I am merely enjoying life as it comes... One day at a time. Its amazing that I've found someone who I feel truly understands me. ^_^ Finally lucky I suppose. My apologies for gushing but I'm just in a great mood and wanna share my happiness since it only seems like I've posted lament lately.
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Posted: Sat Feb 24, 2007 11:26 am
damn your warm weather! i have been freezing my balls off up here in pa
on a diffrent note im heading into NYC today as well as going ghost hunting over in jersey =)
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Posted: Sat Feb 24, 2007 2:03 pm
the chosen one damn your warm weather! i have been freezing my balls off up here in pa on a diffrent note im heading into NYC today as well as going ghost hunting over in jersey =) DOOD!! Long time no talk. Hope you have a BLAST ghost hunting. Have a fun and safe trip mang!!!
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 5:26 pm
Yeah, it's snowing right now in PA. I'm jealous of your weather and your Thai food. xp
Uhm... ghost hunting? There are ghosts in Jersey? o_o
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Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2007 4:43 am
Dreams
I haven't dreamt much in the past five years. I suppose its because you have to sleep to dream and I minimized the risk by sleeping as little as possible. Until lately that is. The girlfriend has convinced me to take better care of myself. So I started sleeping. Which has only left me open to dreams/nightmares.
So much going on lately in my head. A lot of thinking about a lot of serious s**t. My life outside of work is chaotic but fun. I've been helping a lot of people lately. Walking the line between spending time with the one I love and helping those in need. Took a friend from work to rehab/detox the other day. Had to wrest him away from a man who'd brought him more crack that very same morning. I was furious and fighting mad, but we got out of that shitty hotel room on OBT and got him the help he needs. Aside from driving like mad into the night to save a good friend from physical violence doled out by her spouse. I find myself just helping people accomplish little things too. A helping hand here or there, just being comfortable being the weird blue haired guy that people fear out of ignorance but are glad to have around nonetheless.
On the subject of my father. He has been deceased for over 15 years now. It hadn't dawned on me until the other day how much I miss him now more than ever. I have been thinking about him more in the past month than probably the past ten years put together. I couldn't put it together. What does it mean? I had a dream about him the other night. He and I were sitting across from one another at a small card table. He looked like he did before he passed. He extended me his hand and I shook it. I notice that I am looking more and more like the man I want to grow up to be. Blue haired, tattooed arms. A bit stronger looking. He and I seemed to be emotional because we were both wearing tears in our eyes. He told me that he's proud of all his sons and that we can accomplish anything we put our minds to. I awoke and couldn't help but weep awhile and pretend to go back to sleep.
To talk briefly on my relationship. Dyani, is the best thing to happen to me. She's my intellectual equal and partner. We support each other on everything just about and having her around really helps me hold it together when s**t hits the fan, like the night we helped a friend in the middle of the night. She's undergone a trial by fire putting up with the chaos that is my existance and passed with flying colors. On a more comedic note shes actually started taking multivitamins and such to help her keep up with me :-p because its almost like I always have somewhere to be and something to do. Downtime is scarce but when it is available we make the most of it. We have begun hobbying out on my fishtank. Its full of life once again and last night we took a trip to the pet store to buy some more stuff for it. like a divider for the tank so I can separate the p***k fish from the nice ones.
At any rate, theres a not-so-brief catch up on me. My thoughts and stuff. What exactly does the future hold? Whatever we want in it, is thats the most true answer I can supply. Make your own fortune and don't let the hassel and tedium of life hold you back. That's all for now. More to come later.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 3:44 pm
hey lemon I'm glad things are working out for you and that life is actully nice for you. It's great that good things happen to good people.
as for dream meanings it's up to the dreaer to interpret it but it seems like you've come to some sort of inner peace with yourself and your life.
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Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 1:04 pm
I feel like it. Perhaps I've found what's been missing the past few years. My truck died on Saturday. Won't start. I left it in the Sears parking lot and went to CarMax. I'm now the proud new owner of a 2002 Mint colored VW Beetle. Happy ^_^ Dee and I are doing well and I have the next two days off so I intend fully on relaxing once I totally obliterate room cleaning razz
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Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 1:19 pm
I actually like nightmares better than dreams. When you wake up from a nightmare, even though you're shaken up, your life is probably better than it was in the nightmare. However, my dreams are usually better than my actual life, so I wake up feeling depressed, like I wish I'd never woken up. Great way to start the day, eh? sweatdrop
The new car sounds pretty awesome though. I want a Toyota Prius in mint green. It'll probably never happen, but I can hope anyway. xp
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Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 3:35 pm
I hate my nightmeres, they even play trick on me, like I'll wake up then go back to sleep ad they'll rewind a bit and then make me go thru it again but since I know what to expect I change but they know what I changed and rechange it so I end up calling a friends and explaining that the Woozes betray you means, and then try to fall asleep without another firend or familiny being beaten destroyed, maimed or eaten in my sleep...
as for the car sorry your truck died I remember it giving you problems back in novemeber of last year wasn't it... Well at least you have wheels and the VW seems cute and affordable
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Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 4:28 pm
 My new wheels ^_^ I am in love again! heart
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Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 7:06 pm
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Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 8:14 pm
Yes yes! I am so happy with it. Getting my CD player installed tomorrow morning because it came with a tape deck for some reason. Not to mention the cd player has a port to hook my ipod into so yeah ill be jamming to something other than the friggin radio tomorrow. Im so stoked because not only did I get a new car but I feel fully immersed into a better and newer chapter in my life. My gf and I just talked for awhile as we walked in our favorite spot. Its a small cemetery not far from my house where I grew up. Its cool cause I used to hang out there in the middle of the night as a kid when I couldn't sleep. Now I get to share it with the girl I love and be left totally alone while we talk. Noone to stare at us or interrupt. Now I get to spend some time to work on some creative stuff before I go to sleep ^_^ Busy day tomorrow since she'll be spending time with her mom all day. Going to catch up with a couple friends after I go to the car place and the bank. Also gonna squeeze in luinch with my mom. Going to be a great day indeed! More to come later!!! And yeah Nightsky, it did suck about the truck but its better now. A newer and more dependable vehicle and the truck will always be honored and remembered as being dependable and loving most of the time ^_^ A great first vehicle indeed!
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 2:02 pm
Wow, I'm glad everything is going so well for you, Lemon. whee
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 2:35 pm
nice wheels, it's definatly a baeuty and with the cd player and Ipod port is great since radio these days are crazy with the ads, although the real men of genuis ones for bud light are hilarius
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