Koukon_Tenshi
Zetan
*has managed to improve his mood*
Meh... I suppose I don't mind. Basically, I was talking to Nimoko (as she's known on here.. my ex, for those who aren't keeping track) and of course, me being the way I am, I just
had to bring up the subject of the possibility of us getting back together.
Well, the convo ended somewhat badly (though no worse than any previous ones we'd had) but apparently she went and talked to Kako (not his real name, but what he goes by... he's the one she left me for). He IMed me, basically saying he was sick and tired of me upsetting her, and told me to stop. After a long conversation with him, I realized that the only way to stop upsetting her was to stop bringing it up, and the only way to not bring it up is to not talk to her at all.
So I did what I had to. I stopped talking to her. Which pretty much kills the friendship, since talking was all we had left, even though we said we were going to 'stay friends.'
I still think we'll become friends again in the future, maybe even the near future... but in the mean time, I can't even be near her.
Probably for the better, I suppose.... It just hurts, you know?
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