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I'm diagnosed as Bipolar NOS because I'm a rapid cycler (like, really rapid). I just see it as: "too screwed up to fit into a nice little category" or something like that.

yeah,

major depression, dysthymia, postnatal depression, atypical depression, seasonal affective disorder, psychotic depression, premenstrual dysphoric disorder...

There's probably some more. Just stuff that gets chucked under the umbrella term of depression by doctors when they're writing textbooks.

Yeah I did wonder about it just being a temporary thing. . . The whole thing of diagnosing mental illness or whatever is bollocks. We're human beings, I don't need some up his arse shrink to tell me that.

Temporary diagnosis. I don't need to be told that I go a bit crazy sometimes, I see it when I remember it. The diagnosis thing is such bullshit. I'm just the same as everyone else, I just go a bit more extreme sometimes, hell none of my friends even think I'm crazy, they say I'm just eccentric.


I hate this s**t. I hate the pills, I hate the doctors especially, I hate it all.

I hate the labels most of all.