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Intellectual Elocutionist
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 Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 9:28 pm
Lately I've been feeling like I'll never fit in anywhere. I'm a complete social disaster; unable to talk to people I don't know really well (or even, much of the time, people I do know well unless they talk to me first). I've never had an easy time making friends, but now I'm finding that I'm just losing friends and dropping further down in my puddle of despair. My previously best of friends don't even acknowledge me...only my boyfriend will ever say anything to me, and even he's a little more distant than usual. I feel lost and confused, like I'll never find my way. It's completely hopeless. I'm scared of everything, and afraid of losing what I have left to hold dear. I can't trust anyone, and no one trusts me. I feel lonelier than lonley can possibly be. I feel like I'm even ignoring myself, and of course everyone else is ignoring me with the greatest might they can muster. I don't think anyone's tried to talk to me since last school year, and not, like, the last day, but like much, much earlier....I'm such a failure
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 1:25 pm
Hey, I know how you feel. But at least you and I have boyfriends! I just end up becomming co-dependent on mine, because none of my old friends like to spend that much time with me anymore. Perhaps these kinds of life-lessons are about learning to find happiness in ourselves.
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 2:17 pm
You mentioned 'feeling like even you are ignoring yourself'. Perhaps your friends sense this in you... they sense that you are having a hard time, and they don't know how to respond.
I suggest talking with them, and letting them know your feelings. ^^
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 2:49 pm
If it's any consolation, you fit in here. biggrin
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