THE FINAL Lyric Question!

[kladbishche]

Hi.
So it's a little odd, but, I was wondering something.

In the song, The Final, the english translation is this:
"So I can't live
What's lost can't be born again

A song that's not even seeking the proof of living
Let's put an end ... The Final

Lets bloom flowers of attempted suicide"

but the Japanese version is this:

"So I can't live So I can't live
そう無くしたモノは
So I can't live So I can't live
もう産まれない
So I can't live So I can't live
生きてる証さえ
So I can't live So I can't live
求められない歌
Let's put an end・・・The Final

未遂の蕾咲かせよう・・・"

and what i want to know is, "A song that's not even seeking the proof of living" where is that in the japanese version?
is it: "求められない歌"?

If you could help that'd be awesome!

 

[The Aghast]

What exactly are you trying to figure out?
Im sure I can help.