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What happened to me today?

Prince Darialan

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Posted: Wed Sep 10, 2008 5:20 pm

I woke up and went to partial hospitalization like I do every Wednesday. And today I felt like I was at an 8 while I was there for most of the day. Things felt kind of funny today. Laughable funny. But after I had been home for a couple of hours, my mood declines and a few minutes ago I was crying for no apparent reason. The only thing I can think of is that I really don't want to go to work tomorrow. I've been nervous and hot and sweaty over there a few days at a time for the past few weeks. Maybe I'm just losing my nerves, but nothing's changed over there. I haven't had any mean customers in forever! The last mean customer that gave me any remote kind of bad feelings was during the holidays. That one woman was such a b***h. Since then, things have just been fine, really. Maybe I'm tired of it. Maybe it's the physical stress it's putting on me to stand up all day. I have had more hours the past couple of weeks, but then again, this feeling of nervousness has been going on a little longer. Yesterday wasn't too bad a day, really compared to usual. So that leaves me still pondering what could be the matter with me tonight.

Posted: Wed Sep 10, 2008 9:04 pm

Is there anything else, besides your job, that's stressing you out? Maybe something long-term, or anything that's been nagging your brain?

I was having this problem in May. But, I had tons of stress from college finals, car problems and financial issues.

Vertigo_Kiwi

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Posted: Mon Sep 15, 2008 7:45 pm

Has it been very busy at work lately? Maybe you're getting overloaded with all the customers, crowds, noise, etc. From what you're saying it sounds like that vacation you mentioned is a good idea.

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