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PostPosted: Tue Nov 29, 2005 5:20 am


jopwie
I've been very suicidal lately. I told my doctor, and he added Lithium to my Clonazapam, Cipralex, Concerta and Risperdal. I asked him to refer me to the Royal Ottawa (our city's hospital for the mentally ill), but he told me they wouldn't have time to see me until January.

I even told my mum how I really wanted to kill myself, and to bring me to the emergency room because all I wanted to do was eat pills and drink myself to death, but she keeps making excuses not to take me.

Please help, what should I do?

ps. thanks


hey hun,

sorry for late reply...hope u ok

for starters i would like to congratulate you on taking the first step by telling us that you need help...by telling others you are not doing well...

one good idea is to keep a happy box...get all your favourite things like your fav toys, pics, lollies etc put them all in a box and place them in a safe place...like under your bed or something...when you feel low go through it all...get your close friends to write a little letter to you to support you and keep that in there...


also...CRY CRY AND CRY AGAIN....i find that the more i cry the lesser chance i have of killing myself...basically it helps you relax, gets things out into the open and also makes you so exhausted that you basically pass out and u wake up exhausted but alot more emotionally and mentally stable
PostPosted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 2:47 pm


another thing you can start doing is express your feelings through a hobby such as writing journaling... i dunno painting anything that you love to do and would like to use it to express your feelings like a hobby keep up with it and when your starting to feel suicidal again just go to your hobby to help you relax i also beilive you should cry about it like the previous poster said.. its really good on relaxation and it helps get everything out... good luck i hope you feel better

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PostPosted: Tue Dec 06, 2005 5:37 am


Thank you guys!!!

I love the idea of a happy box, I think I'm gonna make one

I just got out of the hospital, I was only there from saturday night until monday afternoon, but in my happy box I'm gonna put my hospital bracelet (good memories)
PostPosted: Thu Dec 08, 2005 8:50 pm


Tonight I just feel numb. I look at the pills and just want to take them all. I don't want to tell anyone cuz it would ruin my life. I know that makes no sence cuz if I'm dead what life is there anyway, but I keep thinking that I can handle it myself. Maybe I can but if I tell my mom or call 911 then I will never be able to go to college again.

Rei ojou-sama

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