ive decided im quitting all of my 'self help guilds' that im in.
since ive come back from my treatment place you know... thing s have been slidding downhill slowly. and i kind of feel bad just leaving you guys hanging. so im quitting.
in all honestly to sum up all the feelings im going through i feel like the song 'going through changes' by eminem. ive been listening ot him since i was in 3rd grade. and pretty much since all of my issues started and im listening to his new songs right now on his Recovery album.
i feel... like i need to leave.
im turning 18 at the end of next month, july 31st.
im thinking of leaving the country for a while and... finding myself.
~ heart ~