~My Poems Thread~

[Golden Matchbox]

~Missing Something~
Affection,
your not addressing it yourself,
and every time you take a puff
its not for your health,
or anyone around you.
Do you want to watch me grow up,
or just throw up,
because I used to think I was fat s**t.
You watched your others grow up,
then you give up.
I like your style,
watch me while I start losing bile,
and sleep,
sleep who needs that?
Every minute lost is minute
I can't work out,
while your busy at work.
Sitting at your computer,
Its like clockwork.
Maybe talk to me once,
and try to pay attention.

This is why I hate the other kids,
no affection.
Its because I don't want to be you,
and now you dont want to see me.
In your mind i'm a freak,
and now even bigger,
because the last thing I want is to be so much thinner.
Truth is I'd love it,
but frick I can't tell you.
I have so many problems,
but half of them aren't true,
they're in my mind.
Screwing me up.
wasting my mind by second, s**t
Don't waste your time on me,
I'm already crazy and weird.
Associate yourself with someone who cares.  

[Golden Matchbox]

A gray rock,
the tombstone.
I see it sewn,
stuck to me.
On my chest,
so I can't breathe.
You buried me,
carried me to my grave.

After all the things I didn't do,
I never really lied to you,
yet your conscious wears still,
the everlasting sleeping pill
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[Golden Matchbox]

It lays on your mind,
dragging behind a weight,
the one you are.
Everyone's above you,
you're thoughts,
they flood you,
until you forget who you are.

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