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Her shoes have started to fray around the edges, to such a strong degree that Abbey fears one of her toes will be escaping within the week -- and this is the only reason she has stepped into town to indulge in a bit of shopping. She is alone not only because this is her private business, but also because she knows how the light would come into Eliza's eyes at the thought of shopping, knows that the girl would quickly work to get invited along, and thus an hour or two of afternoon's errands would quickly turn to a full day adventure into town. Abbey does not fancy having her eldest charge attempt to talk her into frothy pink dresses, nor fancy flowered bonnets.
No.
She simply needs a new pair of shoes that are more or less identical to the ones she has on. Sturdy, brown, with a pointed toe and a low heel that will not set her too much taller than most of the men she meets. Abbey has enough problems with that as it stands.
Her letters have already been dropped off at the post when she passes Taym's townhouse. They have only met the once, but surely he will recognize her focused expression, the slight tip upward of her chin. If not that, then her hair at least is a beacon: wildly red braids poking out from under her own simple hat and straight down her spine, the ends bobbing against her back as she walks.
He is sitting on the front steps, as he frequently does, and although there are three saucers of milk on the ground they are not laid out for the spirits. Taym, despite the pale doe at his side, is not that type. Instead they are being enjoyed by far more corporeal drinkers: several striped kittens are tumbling on the ground or clumsily wetting their chins in the cream.
The town house behind him is a fine old building—too fine for Taym, with his father’s name on the brass rectangle over the door. There is a ridiculously fat black cat reclining in one of the windows, watching the kittens outside with a baleful eye.
The man himself—in shirt sleeves pushed to his elbow with his wiry, scarred, sun-damaged forearms bare, so different than he had looked on that prim and groomed morning with his daughter in tow, now that he is loose in town and playing the bachelor—needs a shave. And a comb. He has a cigarette in one hand and a marmalade-colored kitten in the other. The former is dangling carelessly and causing Maple to wrinkle her nose; the latter is being held gently to his neck, where it is mewling pitifully as it longingly stares at the milk.
He contemplates the governess, her stride, her clothing; for a moment he considers letting her pass. She probably wouldn’t spare a glance for an unkempt man on a step, looking more like a layabout than the occupant of the fine house. He could go unheeded.
But he doesn’t.
“Miss Goodwin,” he says cheerily, as soon as she is near enough that he can greet without shouting. Raising his voice is enough: the kitten-hand goes to one side considerately as the cigarette-hand is raised to stifle a cough. “What a strangely small place Sunderland is.”
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The voice is what catches her attention. Abbey is given away by a brief break in her stride, a moment's hesitation that means she absolutely cannot pretend she didn't hear. No matter that her mindset is to get her errands done and to return to the fresh stack of music she hadn't yet had time to set up on the piano -- it would, at this point, be impolite to just move on past.
The break turns to a pause, and she turns primly to face Taym. If his appearance offends her [which, truly, it must, there's little chance that the unkempt stubble and scattering of kittens is something Abbey would deem appropriate] her features give no sign. She doesn't smile, but neither does she scowl. She simply looks him over and takes one step in his direction, inwardly praying they don't have too much of an audience.
"Mr. Thomson." It is a greeting and an acknowledgement all in one. Her eyes skate sideways, and now her expression softens at least a little. "Maple. How unexpected indeed."
No. Her music will have to wait. Slowly, she approaches her stoop, spine very straight. "You seem to have an infestation."
Taym’s face flickers with indignation at the term, but it’s quickly stifled and he plants a kiss unabashedly on the kitten’s forehead and scratches its chin with his thumb. It meows pathetically. The lane running in front of his house is, thankfully, largely uninhabited save for the cats: a man at a market stall a few doors away seems to be paying them no heed, snoozing behind his wares with a newspaper over his head, and the occasional carriage or pedestrian barely pays them heed.
“Very perceptive—very insightful. There are, indeed, mice in the kitchen. We felt this might alleviate the problem.” Never mind the black cat in the window. Never mind the four or five others that come and go through the back door that Abbey doesn’t even know about. Taym’s cats are a source of constant scandal to the neighbors. “We could maybe spare one,” he adds, stubbing out the cigarette (Maple, who is fanning her huge ears at Abbey and gazing at her with those soft, worried eyes, whuffs her relief) and picking up another cat, which he extends towards her. “Would the girls like a kitten? And what errand—if I can intrude on your personal business—brings you into town? I’d thought you wouldn’t be able to tear yourself away from your charges for a moment.” He accompanies this with an absent gesture of his hand, and the kitten, perturbed, flattens its ears.
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Another little break in her expression; her own horror creeping through at the idea of having a little furry monster under foot. Abbey is fortunate that it's not her decision. For now she can simply glide past the queston, and should Taym push the issue, she can simply state that he'd have to speak with Mr. Dahlby directly.
Of course, he'd say yes. He says yes to everything the girls want. She tries not to think about it.
"I am on my way to the shoemaker." She shifts, and then takes several careful steps forward to offer a hand to Maple, inviting. Part of her wishes she has Verdain with her now. This is only a small part. She can't imagine they stares she'd get, were he at her side, instead of running around wildly outside of town. "And perhaps I will pick up some small sweets on my way back."
Maple obligingly rests her nose in Abbey’s hand, smooth as velvet and gently sniffing. At the description of her errand Taym’s eyes flit to her shoes appraisingly, but he only says: “And where is Verdain? In the good care of the girls?” He puts the proffered kitten down, and then the other. This latter he places onto Maple’s back, which the doe bears with longsuffering patience. The kitten’s cream-and-gold fur matches its perch perfectly: no wonder Taym had been so drawn to it.
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Naturally, Abbey is not shy of the Guardian. She smooths her palm over Maple's nose, trails fingertips gently up over one eye, her attention trapped enough that her reply is off-hand and thoughtless, her head tipped to the side, not even looking up at Taym as she speaks.
"I can only pray he's running off some steam. Our ride down was rather more enthusiastic than I tend to prefer." One last brush of fingers over ear and she pulls back, flashing Maple a very brief smile that lights up her eyes, makes them less cold.
"I can only pray he's running off some steam. Our ride down was rather more enthusiastic than I tend to prefer." One last brush of fingers over ear and she pulls back, flashing Maple a very brief smile that lights up her eyes, makes them less cold.
This, too, is interesting: Taym watches her with Maple and is pleased by the easiness of her hands on the doe, pleased by her obvious affection. Equally pleased by Maple’s being pleased, which he feels acutely. The resulting feedback loop leaves him warm-bellied and drowsy as the sated, sleepy kittens. And that won’t do. He coughs into his elbow, dry hard coughs like he is ill, before he answers.
“If your handling of horses is any indication, I’d say Verdain is just confident in your abilities as a rider.” A small compliment, tucked into the conversation, clumsy but sincere. “But now that you are afoot and unaccompanied, would you be offended if I offered my arm on your errands? I have, as it turns out, a need for a new pair of boots.” Flagrantly untrue. He adds immediately, not totally oblivious to the situation: “I am loathe to interfere with your full schedule but I assure you I could be presentable in mere moments. I wouldn’t dream of burdening you with the embarrassment of an escort in my present uncouth state.”
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There is no excuse to turn him down that seems quite appropriate, even if her eyes flash down the road as if to say she'd like to be on it as soon as possible. But he has just complimented her, and while he may look like a highway robber in this moment, his words are gallant. Abbey's hand raises to her hat, making sure it is settled properly, and her mouth shifts as she considers her reply.
"I'm not...I'm not sure it will be terribly thrilling..." But she clears her throat and steadies. Even as wild as Taym is, there is a certain charm to exchanging words with him. So she finally shrugs, a slow ripple of a gesture that's not as careful as the rest. "I could use the help looking at sweets, though, I imagine."
“I am,” he assures her—and his yellow teeth seem to back up his claim, although that may just be the smoking habit, “an expert on all things confectionary.” He begins gathering the kittens in his arms—the marmalade which has finally escaped Maple’s back for the long-coveted saucer lets out a squeak of dismay—and Maple, after bumping her nose fondly against Abbey’s hand, rises to her feet.
With his arms full of cat, Taym somehow juggles them into such a position that he can open his door. “You’re welcome to wait in the sitting room,” he says. The lane is still empty save for the vendor. “But Maple will wait outside, so if you are enjoying the sunshine I won’t prevail upon you to abandon it.” The invitation hangs, neatly allowing her to take either option without fear of offense. He begins depositing cats inside the door, nudging some of the attempted escapees back in with his toes.
The kittens live in the house. Ye gods.
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This last is what makes up Abbey's mind. While she will tip her head to see as much as she can through the opened doorway, in the end she will shake her head and turn to face Maple on the stoop, halfway turned out to the road so she can watch for approaching strangers.
"Maple is good company." If not for her mild tone, this might be a joke, she might be teasing him. Or perhaps she is anyway. It's hard to tell, sometimes. "I will stand with her."
He hesitates—in truth he’s trying to figure out exactly that, whether she is teasing him or not—but he decides not to press it, and with further assurances of his speed and gratitude for her graciousness in letting him burden her with his company, he disappears. There is a muffled sound of someone taking the stairs two-at-a-time.
Maple is an affectionate thing—rather like a slightly stand-offish cat herself, honestly—and seems quite happy to wait at Abbey’s side, her ears constantly alert and swinging at every sound, her eyes moving forever up and down the road. She starts a little, a nervous bounce, when Taym returns a few minutes later. He looked much worse but far more at home in his bare arms: his clothes, fine and clearly kept by a man or maid with more care for appearances than the wearer, sport starched cuffs and the proper sort of pocket square, and he has managed to hastily shave and to shove his hair across his forehead in what attempts to be rakish stylishness and misses. The bareness of his jaw and the fine fabric of his coat only offset the shaking of his hands and the deep circles beneath his hooded eyes, and he has refused to properly tighten his cravat, which hangs a little too loosely, like a sailor’s scarf. He rolls a shoulder as he descends the steps and locks the door, apparently still finding it choking.
Out of respect for her—her looks at the cats did not go unnoticed—he does not arrive in the street with a dog. This is apparently unusual, because there is a flurry of frustrated barking behind the door, which he has the good sense to look embarrassed about. “I hope that you find my appearance tolerable,” he says, flashing another yellow-toothed grin. “And I hope you didn’t find the wait too long.” Probably should have waited longer. Might have done a more even job with the sideburns, or at least found the time to do something about that thing around his neck. He offers her his arm, regardless. Polite, not too assuming. It is a gesture with far too much practice behind it, and the whole nonchalance of it, the easy distance, is suspect. Taym is too good at pretending that he doesn’t care about being seen with a woman on his arm. Good enough, maybe, to give it away to a girl shrewd enough.
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In a way, they are opposites. Taym is charm laid over an ill-kept frame, worn down and ragged, tossed together at the last moment. Abbey, in contrast, is almost entirely without charm, functional in every way, and while she was not born pretty, will never be beautiful, she is well-kept enough that it almost makes up for it. He wants someone to display on his arm; she has never really been a part of someone's display.
This, and not due to his shaking or that missed spot along his jaw, is why she hesitates. And why the careful settle of her fingers at the inside of his elbow is so woefully awkward, stiff, her shoulders too square.
"The shoes should only take a moment. It is much of the same, for me."
The pause makes him grin, although he waits until it's over, until she's stiff and proper at his side. It has been a morning of bacon, cigarettes, kittens, and Maple, and Taym is in a mood to find anything at all more charming than disappointing. He sets off measuring his stride, a little stiff himself, but with the stiffness of a hard-worked body. He manages to make even this seem like a sort of slink; an aging wolf loping along after his prey. Maple's feet make pretty sounds on the cobbles next to them.
He again glances at her feet, eyeing the pragmatic shoes thereupon. "I suppose the business of chasing three young girls and an energetic deer around precludes a woman from satin slippers with embroidered ribbons," he observes--in an undertone, as a gauzy-dressed lady flits across a crosswalk some distance before them in exactly that, the pastel toes peeping from her skirts with each step. Not to mention that it would clash with the well-groomed, straight-laced nature of the rest of her wardrobe.
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Her reply is distinctly unladylike, and perhaps unexpected -- it is a snort, soft and muffled, escaping her before she has time to think better. Upon hearing herself, Abbey immediately flushes, a hot, dull red under her freckles, looking aside at him through meager lashes. It's more stealthy than feminine. She wants to see if he's noticed.
"That's unkind, Mr. Thomson." Abbey clears her throat, fingers tensing just slightly against his arm as she squares her shoulders. "If women wish to wear impractical shoes, so let them. I just would prefer they didn't so influence Eliza."
He did notice. He grins again and gives her arm on his elbow a little "shh, you'll blow my cover" shake, without saying anything, and turns his head to cough before he answers.
"Well of course I agree that a woman ought to wear whatever impractical thing she desires--far be it from me--but I thought, perhaps, you didn't desire that. You don't strike me as having the same tastes in shoes as Eliza. But maybe I'm mistaken?" He raises his eyebrows, all innocence, and Maple shakes her head as if shooing a fly.
