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Drashi stood on the mountain path wondering hos his hooves had carried him here, a few seasons had passed since he had left his herd, his family, his home.... he could still recall Heze's face when he told her, knew that he had hurt her a little, just as he had his father with his news.... but he needed to be here, needed to be alone for a while and just come to terms with himself.... after all, he hadn't allowed himself to move on or grow in such a long time. He felt his heart didn't hurt quite so much while he was alone, no one relying on him or needing him, no one to let down.... but it was lonely, almost heartbreakingly so. Since he was saved by Maion the herd had been his home, Chandra and her siblings as good as his own siblings.... that didn't matter though, he would see them again one day. Eyes of blue looked up to the sky and he closed his eyes. There was another reason he had decided to travel... he wanted to understand and control his domain. Dragons. It had remained dormant for so long he feared he would never master it.

Vibrance had been wandering, she had been for a while, but was gettign the hang of fending for herself... well she had been, winter had been somewhat of a shock, but at least she had stopped gettign th headaches. The unicorn that had found her told her she must have had an accident, taken a bad fall... They had helped her heal, but even thn they had said she would probably take time ot heal fully. The headaches had stopped, but still, everything before opening her eyes to see the unicorn standing over her and th pain... was blank. Sighing and shakign her head, she was not one to be gloomy. Smiling she put a bounce into her step, she was going to find somethign good today, and soon maybe it would be warm again! Flapping her 4 large wigns a little so that she semi glided/bounced along the path. Not knowing how to fly or if she had ever known how to but her heart hammered hard and she felt sick whe she thought about trying to fly and so she kept her hooves on or close to the gound. A mass of colour and some sparkles as her charms twinkled in the light, jingling faintly from some bells in her hair, unaware as of yet that she was heading straight for another like her*

Drashi was first alerted to the presence of someone else by the faint twinkling of.... bells? They reminded him of Auva which made him smile a little, why was it that all thoughts returned to the herd? He shook his head and looked down the path he had walked, it was easier to fly here if you had wings but that didn't mean it wasn't a winged creature given that he himself had walked here. Still, he had a moment to decide.... stay or fly away. Deciding he would use the encounter, good or bad, as an excuse to provide him with a distraction from his lonely existance. He couldn't decide if he wanted it to be good or bad.... and defensively, though he wasn't fully aware of it, his powers summoned the spirit of a long and fine chinese style dragon, the transparent blue form curled and floated in the air around him.

Her bouncing came to a startled stop, her mismatched eyes going wide. The stallion seemed noral enough, he had wigns like her! Which sent her into happy highs as she had not seen others like her. But there was a ghost thing behind him. "Look out!! Lookign around for a split second before snatching a small branch off the nearest bush,more or less launching herself at him while trying to swat the blue ghostly dragon that she could see behind him. Not actually crashing into him but she was a chaos of colours and sparkles as she danced around him and sometimes into him tryign to get it, th bells jingling wildly at th comical display.

Drashi quirked a brow and frowned at the sight of the last thing he had expected. A rather bright and sparkly looking mare. He blinked and it took him a moment to realise what exactly she was telling him to look out for... oh.... he hadn't even realised. Turning to look at the thing he frowned and growled a little at his slip before closing his eyes and forcing it to go back into nothingness. Of course at the same time he found that with her almost comical dancing around him she crashed and bumped into him several times. "Sorry about that....." He mumbled, not entirely sure if she would understand what he meant or not.

Vibrance looked around for th ghost for a while before tossing the stick in her mouth aside and smiling at him brightly. She looked like th love child of a rainbow and a soquili but not in th way most would expect, though nothing really clashed,it was jsut that some htigns were one colour, other thigns were another and some were many colours. It also seemed that someone had used her as a hairstyling experiment as that seemed to be doing several things too. The sparkling bits were carms of somekind, th jinglign was soem bells, she had a quill in her hair by her ear... probably th only normal thing going for her... and a paintbrish that seemed to be drippign rainbow paint in her tail. But as her mismatched eyes met his.. one the purply blue of blueberries, the other th colour of rasperries... she smiled... Bright and cheerful and pleased. "Oh good, the ghost has gone, did it get you?"

Drashi frowned a little as he got to look at her properly for the first time... she was.... different in appearance, not exactually unappealing but not something his mind would have conjured up on his own. She was... beautiful, in an unconventional way. It seemed he still had enough left to at least acknowlegde that much if nothing else. Of course he didn't linger on his thoughts for long, never did these days. What use was things like love when you were always the one who ended up with heartache? He nodded softly at her question and wondered if he should explain, in the end he decided not to, it was better that way. "I am fine m'lday, I hope you too are well?" He spoke politely, cautious as to how she might take his words. With a clearing of his throat he looked out over the moutains view. "A beautiful view, do you not think so?" Yes, it was obvious it had been a long time since he had interacted with a mare he didn't know....

She smiled more brightly, seeming pleased that he was fine, though his callign er a lady had her blushing, just adding more colour to the mass of it. Looking out over th view and nodding. "Yes.... Its pretty at the top too... And the other side... well all round really..." Lookign back the way she had come thoughtfully before shrugging. "You are headign that way it seems so you will find out I'm sure"

Drashi blinked in surprise and then shrugged, "I have not decided where I am heading yet.... perhaps..." He looked out over the view again, "I will go that way." He chuckled softly and then, more to himself than anyone else he mused, "The advantage of wings I suppose."

Vibrance nodded, having wings but not using them to actually fly, glide and bounce like a foal was about as adventerious as she got with them. "I suppose, I bet you have seen many wonders while on your wings." Seeming to ignore the fact that she too had wings, talking like one who had never flown. Though young she was older than Heze... at a guess anyway... Full grown and yet seemed to have never known the joy of the wings on her back.

Drashi looked back at the mare in surprise at that, she spoke as if she was niave to the way of wings, as if she had never flown... it wasn't his place to interfer but before he could stop himself he asked softly, "Can you not fly?" He had met others who had not learnt to fly despite being an adult but from her appearance he was sure she would enjoy flying, and did enjoy it, angeni after all were the best of the best when it came to flying, they could reach places no one else could, could fly for longer and harder than anyone else.... so the thought of her not flying was if she was denying something that was very much a part of he DNA.

Shaking her head and looking away, not able to hide or explain the tensing of her body or the flicker of fear in her eyes when he mentioned flying. Shrugging it off after a moment and smiling at him again. "I never learned.." At least she didn't remember learning, and she had no other reason to explain her reaction to flying. Maybe she was just afraid of the unknown and the fact that she was well past the age of learning suc things.... at least she thought so.

Drashi could see the tensing of her body, knew it well enough to understand that she was fearful of something or at least worried... what? He wouldn't pry though, it wasn't his place. Instead he simply said, "I suspect you leant many other interesting things instead." He attempted a smile, offered it her way in the way of comfort though that he wasn't sure it would do any good. This really wasn't his fortay.

Vibrance shrugged again and smiled. "Maybe, I don't know... I know what I know and I have no idea if that is interesting. I just know it." Grinning again though. "But then its the same for you yes? You must know interesting things as well as how to fly"

Drashi shrugged a little and smiled a little as his eyes turned back to the view, yes he knew many things and then nothing at all. An odd combination but one that seemed to happen more and more often. "You could say that," he mused softly, and then shrugged, once more he his thoughts turned back to his herd, the only thing he was good at was organising training and different strategies for defence, he enjoyed it too.... at least he had once upon a time, the mindnumbing monotony almost enough to keep his mind at bay from drifting to other more sad topics.

Vibrance nodded and smiles, leaning round a little to look at him more in the face. "Would you tell me about it?" It not clear if she was asking about flying or something interesting he had learned, but she had a look in her mismatched eyes that adults usually lack, a optermistic innocence that only the very young have. Like she had never known anything bad, that her life had been blessed. Though he had you to know that as far as she knew her life had been very short. It had begun when she awoke yo a unicorn standing over her, healing her....

Drashi wasn't sure how to take her question so asked softly, "What would you like to know?" He turned a little to see that she was leaning around to look at him, something that distinctively made him feel a little uncomfortable and awkward. He simply wasn't used to the attention, except from youths like Heze and Crown. Still, he knew he would answer if she asked.

Vibrance looked back out over the view, pondering his question. "I'm not sure... I just have the feeling that you can tell me some wonderful things... Theres much I don't know... I don't even know what I don't know..." Having found that she didn't so much remember things, its not like she would remember what was safe to eat because her father taught her that when she was small... she just had no memory of what she had learnt, when she needed it she jsut knew it... usually she just did whatever needed doing and didn't think about how she knew that till after.... It was very frustraiting and a little upsetting.... like if she could jsut remember then she would know so much more about herself.... She wasn't even sure if Vibrance was her name or just something she had herd sometime... When she had woken it had been the word that some voice whispered in her mind.... Gaspign as she realised he didn't even have a name that she knew. Lookign at him again. "Whats your name?" It seemed liek a good place to start.

Drashi nodded again and turned slightly to look at her, his stoic expression revealing nothing even as he tried to figure her out, he didn't think she was faking but the innocence about her made him want to protect her and shield her from the corruption of the world... no telling her about skinwalkers then, he mused. "Drashi." He started out with, "My name is Drashi." He bowed his head slightly in respect, a habit he had picked up from Maion, his father for all intents and purposes. "What about you miss?"

With a shake of his mane causing one of his clips to strike his necklace and give out a distinctive 'ting' noise of metal upon metal. "There is a flower, known in the common tongue as the Moon flower.... by day it looks plain and ordinary but at night, under the glow of the moon it is radiant..... just like you are by day." He found himself adding with a chuckle, after all, she was certainly colourful and bright in nature and appearance.

Blushing deeply at his words, lowering her eyes, never havign had a stallion say things like that to her before. "Vibrance... " Well its what she thought her name was, if not then it was now. Her wings fluffing a little, embarassed at his pretty words. "I'll have to look out for such a flower, it sounds magical..." Her voice hushed, like he had told a child a fairy story.... Much like her appearence she was a bundle of contradictions, innocent like a child but grown, with as he might find out a adults wisdom, but mostly there was this joyful innocence that cloaked her*

Drashi nodded softly at her reaction and knew he had shared the right story, still he found himself saying softly, "Have you been travelling long, Vibrance?" Why was he prying? He didn't know, but for some reason he couldn't stop his mouth from moving; maybe it was because it was just the two of them, had their been more he would have let the others lead the conversation and not thought a thing about it. Still the urge to protect the obvious innocence was almost too much to bare. "What is the most beautiful thing you have seen?"

Thinking she looked up at the sky. "I.. don't know how long its been.... It was just before the leaves fell that I woke up, still a little warm..... I was no where then... and so I started walking.... I've walked this far, so far.... As for the most beautiful thing.... I think that would be when I saw the snow sparkling under the moonlight, the blue shadows... trees laden with more snow, as though trying to save the ground the burdan. And for a while it was perfect, not a mark or a blemish as the wind picked up flakes that sparkled as they danced..." Lost in the image in her mind, picturing it so fully in her head that her powers started to manifest as his had, the image seeming to form before him for a few moments, conjured from thin air by her words.

(yeah not go the power approval but its just a paly and if we keep it we can alter bits where we need to)

Drashi took a surprised step backwards as the magic filled the air and the image took place, he blinked and then blinked again but sure enough he was sure he wasn't imagining thing. "Eh.... beautiful...." He said in disbelief, her angeni ability? He wasn't sure what to say or do now.

The image disintergrated as he spoke, drawing her focus from it to him, it made now sound but seemed to fracture and fall apart. Nodding as she smiles at him. "Yes it was, very beautiful." Not having noticed the image, but then she had been invisioning it, so maybe she thought it was jsut her imagination. "What about you? Whats the most beautiful thing you have seen, and how long have you been traveling?*

He watched as it disappeared and wondered what her domain was to produce such works of art. With a shake of his head he neglected asking, knowing it was personal to some, not everyone was like Maion and showed it off. His own was kept secret to most, but since he was considered Maion's child and most children didn't seem to inherit abilities unless from extremely pure lines no one questioned his silence in the matter. "I do not know, I have seen many beautiful and ugly things.... too many to count. I suppose.... I enjoy the first light of the day. The way it takes over the darkness a shard of colour at a time." Why did that desciption make him think of Vibrance herself? Her bold mixmatched colours just like the first of any day..... he shook his head, there was no room for such romantic thoughts in his life.

Nodding and closing her eyes, picturing what he described. "Yes that would be beautiful too.... I wonder what that looks like over snow... the colours staining the pure whiteness of it like fires burning on it..."

Drashi watched her and felt.... a shiver of cold, the dragon wrapped around him unwrapping and flying around them both protectively. He couldn't explain it but he felt her pain as if his own. What was wrong? What did that look mean? He wasn't sure but he couldn't bring himself to ignore it. "Are you ok?" He asked, hesitating a little as he took a few stepes towards her, the dragon pausing to look at her too, as if the answer was of real significance. He watched her, his trained eye noting every shake, every shimmer, every little flutter of movement that passed between them. "Come." He said, deciding that she didn't have a home, at least not at the moment. "There is somewhere I like to..." hide he mused to himself, though he refused to use that word in front of her. "...stay when I am in this region. You are welcome to use it." It wouldn't be too hard for him to find somewhere else to stay, and he would feel better if this enchanting beauty was protected and sheltered.

Giving him another smile, the sun coming out again it seems. "I won't usurp your home from you." Falling into step with him, not having answered if she was ok. But then she didn't know how to answer that. Physically she was ok, still healing but that was mostly done. As for the rest she had no answer, was she ok? She couldn't remember anything so that would usually be a no, surely if you werent even sure of your own name it wasn't ok?

Drashi frowned a little, she had rejected him so easily that he was actually a little surprised by it... sure part of him should rationalise that it was what people did, you didn't just accept everything offered to you... but still... why did it hurt? The dragon shimmered once, looked around and then disappeared, no longer needed. It always seemed to wear Drashi out when he the dragons finally disappeared, but since their appearance was new, he wasn't sure what to make of it. He hadn't mentioned it to anyone yet, nor did he plan to... that would be... disasterous after all. "Very well m'lady. Your wish is my command." He hadn't meant to say it but the moment the words left his lips he knew that he meant every one of them. Feeling awkward he went silent for a moment and started to walk towards the edge of the forest. He didn't know what to say or do.... so he stayed silent, after all, he was more than comfortable with silence.

"If only..." Her voice so very soft, but the longing unmistakeable. Unaware that she had moved closer as they walked, something in her glad of and seeking the protection he had offered. The idea of a safe place to stay very appealing but she couldn't, it was his place, somehow she knew that she would feel bad about driving him from his home. Stopping as a small flash of pain flittered through her head, her vision going fuzzy for a moment. Unaware of the gasp that left her lips as she stopped. Her eyes closing, shaking her head a little, but nothing new there. Stepping on again giving a little bounce before turning to smile at him, not one to be all depressed and morbid, bouncing on a little before turning to face him, walking backwards, her tail trailing along to her side, it seeming karma was kind to her on some things, nothing tripping her up as she walks backwards smiling at him.

Drashi glanced at her and watched her looking around free spirited and foal-like at the world around her, as if it was all new... was that the case? Was that why she didn't know if her name really was Vibrance? DRATS! But now he was asking himself more and more questions despite telling himself he wouldn't do that.... keep them seperate... keep them strangers..... in order to distract himself he found the words "Are you hungry?" Slipping from his lips.

Looking at him, her full smiling regard soley on him again at his question, making him the centre of her world for that moment. Giving it a little thought, barely enough to notice that she had even considered it before giving a gentle nod. "Yes actually... Are you?" Not pushing and not prying, unlike many mares she wasn't even flirting, and given the way she looked around so innocently she wouldn't even know how to flirt.

"I could eat." he said nonecommitedly, he would survive either way. Still, now he found himself with a purpose, even if those eyes, making him feel like the centre of everything were a little disconcerting for him. "What do you enjoy?" For some reason, with her looking at him like that he was pretty sure he would go and get her any food she requested, from anywhere in the world.

The question made her blink, and then she looked slightly to the side as she thought, her tongue popking out a little as she considered his question. Finally shurgging and giving him an apologetic smile. "I have no idea. Maybe we should opt for whatever is close?" Yeah she felt pathetic, she couldn't even tell someone what food she liked.

Ok, the more he heard the more he was convinced she had lost her memory. He nodded at her. If she wanted to try a few local things he would indulge her, for now at least. he glanced around to see if there was anything directly by them and spotted a fruit tree. Plums, not completely ripe but edible enough. He jumped, spreading his wings and grapping one of the fruits before placing it before her. "This is a plum, they are a little sweeter in the summer though...." Already looking for something else to offer her.

"Plum..." Giggling a little as she tastes the word, she found enjoyment in the strangest things, but then the way she rolled the sound it did sound tasty. Leaning down and taking a bite out the plum, chewing as she thinks over what he said, sweeter in the summer, was summer soon? Finding that teh fruit was a little tart still so guessing that summer came next and that the tang on her tongue wouldn't be there when she ate teh fruit again. Smiling at him her tongue tingling a little. "Its good, thank you." Taking another bite, seeming fine with her plum.

He nodded a little distracted but didn't see much else, there were a few birds on a berry bush that he decided not to disturb... maybe there were carrots near by? He looked over at her then nodded in the direction he was going to take as he looked for more foods for her.

Looking around as she slowly ate, not seeming to mind his wandering off, havign a feeling that he would be back, he didn't seem the type to leave without a fairwell. So she took her time and took in her surroundings as he wandered.

Drashi didn't go too far before finding some sweet grass, he collected some and took it back to her. He remembered how all of Chandra's girls had loved this stuff. That made him smile but a little homesick all at the same time... he missed them. He really did. "Sweet grass." He said, his voice a little pained, even as he offered a slight smile. "Generally loved by foals."

Her eyes locking onto him again, concern in them, silently asking if he was ok, though she lowered her eyes again, before voicing the question. Taking a mouthful of the grass and chewing it, deciding is she liked it or not. It was not so strong a flavour as the plum, but it was good. Nodding and smiling at him. "With good reason, this is good." Supping up another mouthful with enthusiasm and smiling at him.

Looking around, noting that they were getting higher up, this making her edge closer to him, her lack of flying abaility and her reaction to trying making her very wairy of high places, though it depended on what the place was like, cliffs were teh worst place on land where she would be very afraid  and usually run away from the edge. Though all the time she had her feet on the ground and could see a clear way down she was mostly fine.

Drashi noted that she moved closer, and frowned a little, asking softly, "You ok?" he really couldn't figure her out.

She gave an unsure nod, walking more slowly, becoming less carefree. "Yes... I... I just don't do well in high places..." This said like she found nothing od in the idea of a being covered in wings finding hights an issue, then again if asked she wouldn't know anyone that could fly, not that she could remember anyway.

Drashi quirked a brow at that, "But... you're..." He shut himself up, not everyone was the same... but she was an Angeni! The Angeni could fly higher and faster and longer than any other breed.... how was she against high places? He stopped, suddenly a little concerned for her. "Woul you rather we went lower?"

She shook her head, her eyes firmly on the ground. "I'll be ok as long as I can see the way down..." Her ears hacing drooped  at his first two words, bit pinning her gaze on him not about to let him leave thigns unsaid this time, not letting herself run away from it. "I'm what?" Her words soft and gentle but the most serious he had heard from her.

Ok, he had hurt her. He was as sure of that as he was about anything else in his life. Her serious tone didn't seem to suit her... she had been so carefree and happy... yet with each moment she stayed with him it seemed to deflate little by little. It was like he was a shadow sucking out her goodness, her light... and for what? A decent memory? No! He couldn't do it, wouldn't bring harm to this beautiful creature. If only Arianna had abandoned him BEFORE anything had happened he would have been so much happier now. He stepped away, the past merging with the present until he wasn't sure which was reality and which memory. "I'm sorry M'lady.... I spoke out of turn. Please. forget what I said. Forget me."

Shaking her head looking at him keenly not about to drop it, she wanted to know what he had been about to say, whatever it was it had given her a headache again, what was she? "What am I?..." Her voice quieter but still serious probably having more questions about herself than he did. Shaking her head again trying to get rid of the pain that was building up in her head.

It was as she repeated the question that he hesitated, it sounded so important to her.... what am I? Did she not know? Or was it simply she wanted to know what he thought of her? He didn't know, so he looked away and found himself blushing even as he answered her, answered and prayed she wouldn't be too upset. "You are an Angeni. And a very beautiful one at that."

A shudder passing through her as the memory that had been trying to free itself popped into her head, the pain easing as the small fragment played through her mind. Claws, pain, the sound of falling rocks and a voice. 'I'll clip your wings for you angeni!' Her eyes focusing on him again, the pain gone as she looks at him, repeating the word. "Angeni...." Blushing that he thought she was beautiful but still looking at him like he had just shown her how the sun came up. "Like you!" Having noticed the breed traits they both shared, leaving it up to interpretation to weather she meant that he was beautiful too, she thought he was but she was not prone to flirting, but if he asked she wouldn't deny it. Though mostly she meant he was angeni too.

She shuddered... visably shuddered, but why? He was concerned, actually stepped closer, but it seemed to pass though Drashi did frown a little at her Like you comment, which did she mean? That he was an Angeni also or that he was beautiful? It was then he decided to do what Maion had once done to him... but owning his own power. He lowered his head and bowed low for her. "Drashi, Angeni of Dragons." He glanced up, his eyes smiling despite himself... man! But that look, it was something he wanted to bottle up and keep forever, no one had ever looked at him like that... like he was everything, the sun, the moon, the planets, their centre....! Not even Arianna or his own children, his son's were both quite independant.

Blinking at the formal introduction a bright smile on her face, still having that look in her eyes as she regarded him. "Of dragons?... So Angeni is a title?" Missing the point a little, though it did sound liek a title when you were domained, totally unaware of her own domain or the powers that had started to drift about her in her excitement at learning something new and remembering something. Though it wasn't a good memory it was something at least. Now she could hope that more memories would surface.

Drashi nodded softly at her, "Kind of... Angeni is the name of our breed. Four wings upon our backs, two head wings, some have leg wings also..... we come in different forms and shapes, some have additional powers other's don't." He couldn't believe he was saying all this, he sounded patronising to his own ears, she was a grown mare not some foal for him to lecture! Still, he seemed on a roll and unable to stop. "We are known as blessings from the gods, or to some, we are gods walking upon the earth." Drashi felt like neither but would not say it. "That make sense?" He hoped she understood and that he hadn't completely just misunderstood the way she had posed her last few questions.

Moving up beside him, peeking into his little hide away and smiling. "So pretty, like a little seceret world all for you." Her imagination seizing the idea it seeing perfect to her. Her eyes gleaming as she turned her head and smiled at him, so close, her hair brushing his side as she looked around the space.

Drashi froze... wait... had she really just said that? He tilted his head a little but slowly a smile started to bloom on his features and she nodded in thanks to her. "Yeah...." There was nothing else to say after all, he coughed a little and then looked anywhere but Vibrance. "As I said earlier, you are welcome to stay. Its not much but it will keep you hidden and protected from the weather."

Laughing a little at that. "The weather doesn't hurt anyone." Nuzzling some of the leaves on a vine seeming to be assessing the functionality of the space on her own unusual scale, the vines seeming to measure up.

He chuckled a little, "I assume you haven't been in many snow snorms or been under hail with no shelter then." Yeah, both of them could hurt....

Blinking at him, her head tilting. "Snow?" She had no idea if she had or hadn't, the word didn't stur up any hints in her mind.

Drashi frowned again, ok, the more he saw the more he realised that she really didn't seem to know anything about anything... how had she lost her memory? Or was it possible that she was just completely sheltered? Had she escaped from somewhere? Was that why she had had her wings clips and didn't like heights? He knew his mind was running away from him but he couldn't seem to stop himself. He shook his head, unable to stop himself. "Cold, white... fluffy." He looked up a little wistful, remembering a sight he once seen of his father flying up in the snow with Heze... they had looked so... beautiful. Up there, together, careful and magnificent. "It falls from the sky, drifts and floats and dances in the air in flakes." He said softly, suddenly wondering why he was talking so much, and so... poetically. He didn't know he just felt... inspired.

Another small flash of pain as another vague memory surface, her eyes going wide. "Mountaintops!" Blurting the word out, it not seeming to have anything to do with anything, but she had seen mountaintops covered in white snow. Blinking at him and smiling as his poetic phrasing penitrated her surprised head, nodding having an understanding of snow now.

He blinked in suprise at her random, or at least to him, outburst, and for a moment he looked up at the mountain woundering if it was collasping or something.... but no movement. Then he realised that maybe she was having some sort of memory recall? Like she had earlier....? Curious, maybe they could discover over things that would trigger memories. "I don't mean to pry M'lady." He said softly, "but it seems that talking is helping you remember... if its not too painful for you we could try and talk some more, see if you remember anything else?" Now he was suddenly unsure that he had it right... what if he had just insulted her?

Nodding and then tilting her head, not sure she wanted to share about the headache, but then the pain seemed different with each memory, maybe that was some indication to how important it was or something. She had no idea but the snow had hurt less than the claws... This thought setting her laughing softly again, still nodding, gasping out as she tries to control herself. "Talking might help a lot yes." Amusement heavy in her tone but she had stopped laughing, wondering if he would ask this time, not having missed that neither of thme really asked anything.

He watched her, a little taken aback by the laughter but he wasn't sure what to do or say. He blinked a little then shook his head and smiled... it took all sorts. Still, she had at least said she wished to talk... though now she said that he wasn't sure what to actually talk about. "Eh...." And why was she laughing? He was curious! Maybe that would be a starting point, a little apprehensively he asked, "What is so funny?"

Looking at him and smiling. "Thank you but its ok. I'll remember if I'm supposed to, and if not....  I cant spend my life looking behind me, I might biss whats to come." Blinking at herself for that, wondering how she had come up with it? Well there was no tellign what might leak out her head now that it seemed to have sprung a leak.

Might miss something? How was it that someone who remembered less than him was so much wiser? After all it was the letting go that Drashi knew he had trouble with.... what was he supposed to do? It wasn't as simple as just letting go..... GAH! He laughed at himself, "You're far wiser than I..." he mused, shaking his head and shifting his wings until they were flat upon his back to protect him from the wind that was picking up.

Shaking her head. "Not really, its easy to do when you only have whats to come to look to. I am at teh beginning of my path, even if I do remember everythign it will never be the same. I'm Vibrance now, Not who I was then. It would be nice to remember so I could understand but I suppose its like being born again, everything is new." Shrugging again, this the most she had said all at once that she could remember.

He listened and frowned realising that that was what the difference was, that it was the truth for Vibrance to not know anything... maybe he should find a way to forget everything? To start again? Would that help? Or would he miss all the other things he would have to forget as well? He closed his eyes and sighed. "Yeah... I see." He nodded at her. "What can you remember?" If anything?

Shaking her head. "Not much, the one that found me when I was hurt said that there was no way to know what would bring my memories back, but that it would take time and that it could happen all at once or in bits and pieces. I was with them for a while as I recovered. I remember snowy mountain, I remember about the claws, I remember a song, but I don't know who was singing it and I remember a place with lots of water, like the bigest most angry river, its own sounds raging agaisnt the storm..." Frowning a little never havign understood that memory, the thunderstorm raging in the sky, the ocean raging back as it crashed into the cliff which she seemed to be stood on. Most of her memories were only a few seconds of time but they were enough of a glimpse to make an impact.

Drashi chuckled a little, and wondered if she was talking about the Ocean. "Don't tell me you remember a huge starry pelted male near the Ocean." He was only joking but he knew his father liked to go back to the ocean, feeling its call since he was so heavily connected to it. He wasn't trying to make fun of Vibrances memories, he just wasn't very good at this whole conversation with a stranger thing. "It sounds beautiful though...." He rather enjoyed listening to storms, watching them rage over the land, the colours, the anger, the screaming of the world that showed its true power and strength... and once it left everything was so fresh smelling, new and clean.

Shaking her head. "I never remember anyone else, voices, and feelings that go with the voices but never anything that tells me who they are. " Smiling at him and shaking her head saying what popped into her mind though she didn't know why. "Don't wish away what you have Drashi, whatever it is that makes you sad you would be more sad without it because the good gets taken too..." And that was te htruth of it, she had no memories, good or bad, just feelings, lonliness, loss, fear... and no reason for feeling them.

He looked at her amazed for a moment then shook his head as he smiled. "I was just thinking the same." His smile faded to look a little sad but he turned to look at Vibrance instead, recalling something his sister had once said, No matter how bad you think it is Drashi, there is always someone who is in a worst place. You need to find a place in life and not let go, fight for it. Because trust me, you are worth fighting for. Damn, but he really did miss them! Chandra and her girls, even her mate Sonnet.... the laughter was simply... gone. This encounter with Vibrance was the first time he had laughed and heard laughter in a while, even if she did seem to have a rather dramatic sence of humour.... though he had to admit he was starting to like it. "Don't rush it Vibrance, maybe you were given this as a gift?" He wasn't sure what possessed him to say any of this but it was too late to stop now. "You get to see the world all again, relearn yourself, discover the real you and discover the world around you all over again." He laughed a little, his body shuddering and his wings twitching a little. "I envy you a little for that."