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About me

Ok, well first things first, my name is Amber and I’m 13.

Well, this is kind of a bad first impression, but please don’t hold it against me.

I just put my parents in jail after all of the horrible things they did to my friends and me. They killed one of my only friends, Elyssa, with a horrible death at age 14, on January 17 2008. Elyssa, you will always be my friend, I am greatly sorry for what my parents did to you, you were always my friend and always will be. Goodbye, and rest in peace, you will never be forgotten, you were an amazing friend.
My parents also assaulted me numerous amounts of times. They used a gun on me many times, and attempted murder on me. They did many other horrible things, but I am in great debt to my boyfriend, Cody, to help me through all of my hard times and being there for me every step.

I can’t say much, my sister is also dead, but it wasn’t because of my parents. I used to be suicidal because of the way everyone made my life a living nightmare, and this led to my sister’s death. Alison (my sister’s name) really liked to imitate me. At young age (before she even went to school) I would teach her new things, simple things like math, the alphabet, etc. She grew to be one of the 3 people that really cared about me, so she copied what I did. She became suicidal, she knew that what I taught her was correct information, so she thought that suicide was a good thing. On one tragic day, she pulled a knife and killed herself before I could save her, she died in my arms, I will never forget what I did to such an amazing and gifted child. She would have had a great future, and I destroyed what was to come ahead in her life. I feel responsible for her death, and I will always remember the good times we had together, the laughs we pulled up, like Elyssa, you will never be forgotten, and always loved, by me at least.

Now all I have left is my boyfriend, and a few online friends, but the rest from school hate me, for multiple reasons that I don’t know.

I am a vegan, and I became one back in second grade. My parents used to be great, but since the day I became a vegan, they have hated me, and never cared about me since. I’m also emo, but that’s just because I really like blood and pain. Don’t ask why, but pain soothes me, and I just really love blood.

I have also had many past suicide attempts, I once jumped off a bridge, I jumped out a four-story window, and many more other different attempts, but this is depressing, lets get off the topic.

Name: Amber

Age: 13

Birthday: July 14, 1994

Hobbies: Hanging out with friends, horseback riding, looking at and admiring nature

Titles: Tomboy, emo, skater, vegan

Favorite Bands: Blink 182, Slayer, @sshole Parade, Vegan Potluck, Foulmouth, Oktober Skyline

Favorite Songs: Adam’s Song, Exile

Favorite Quotes: Attitude is a decision (Unknown,) Don’t expect others to do something you can’t do yourself (Me ^_^,) You miss 100% of the shots you never take (Unknown)

A Random Fact About Myself: My nickname at school is Headf(u)ck