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 Posted: Tue Aug 16, 2005 10:25 am
Whenever things go very wrong.. like the past few weeks.. I am on the verge of a breakdown. I won't snap easily, though, although I pity the person that gets in my way when I'm in a mood such as the one I've been having lately.
When I do breakdown.. I get crying fits.. fits of rage.. and suicidal tendencies.
I usually burn myself up at such a time, until I'll fall asleep from fatigue.
Anyone near me better have some protective gear (both mentally and physically), cause I lose all control over myself. sweatdrop whee
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2005 12:51 pm
since the last time ive posted on here....ive changed some...i get breakdowns more often....and for me ive found that talking makes me have breakdowns alot more....ive been crying myself to sleep just about everynight for a few weeks....i havent told anyone that...im scared too....im not a cryer....like i said before....which means ive been having a break down every night for a few weeks....and its killin me...its has alot to do with old memories coming back to me....and i dont want them too...and drama with friends....my friends come to me with all there problems and most of the time i have to cheer them up....just so paul*squishy* isnt always stuck with that job....and then when squishy comes to me i have to be his shoulder to lean on AND i have to cheer him up....its so freaking hard....and i like him...to top it off he has a gf....its this whole long story with the two of them....and both of them r ALWAYS saying how much they miss the other and how much they love the other to ME and all the rest of our friends...and its rippin me in two...i dont think i can take it anymore...i dont think i can....well if i keep goin on im gonna have a breakdown so im gonna go.
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2005 5:37 pm
I used to have a breakdown every morning. Throwing up, screaming, crying, running, full-on panic attack/breakdown. My shrink says I was her worst patient under 18. I beleive her.
If you have a breakdown, just do whatever helps you get it out and get it over with... But don't hurt yourself.
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Posted: Sun Oct 02, 2005 9:21 pm
I have brakedowns that are more and more frequent and more and more siver. I am trying my best but I don't know how to prevent the next one. crying
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 8:36 am
Oh yes. I've had breakdowns before. I started punching walls and throwing things. I ran outside and it was, like, ten o' clock. I thought I was going to start a race war, the apocalypse, I thought my mom and I would be murdered if we stayed home. I slapped a fireman and said horrible things to my friends...*sigh*
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Posted: Sat Nov 19, 2005 9:06 pm
i have breakdowns ever so often.. and panic attacks to ... i really don't have a psychiatrist that gives me meds because i bielive that they might over medicate me... but i try to evaluate my self and why im having these breakdowns and ussually it has to deal with stress so i will try to arrange my day to where i have something fun and entertaining... something to distract me... and that ussually helps... but hang in there you might want to have a journal and date and describe when and why you may be having breakdowns... and if you have a doctor you seee... you should show them the journal... and it would help them evaluate you...
good luck!
**black-nine
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